The little stand-in is no longer with me

Liao Cenchuan came to the previous house.In the house where Xie Lin lived together for more than half a year, there are memories of Xie Lin everywhere.Torturing his body and mind, he couldn't dissipate it no matter what.

In this huge room, thinking about the scene where the two of them were together, his heart felt dull and uncomfortable.

He remembered that they were lingering on the sofa, and there were traces of them on this bed.Bathrooms, workshops, and even balconies have their shadows.

Xie Lin is always passionate about this matter, trying to squeeze all his energy.But he has inexhaustible supply, so it doesn't matter if he plays and sings with Xie Lin every night.He likes to watch Xie Linhong crying and begging him with the corners of his eyes red, especially ecstatic.Love how Xie Lin wears different clothes to satisfy his curiosity...they fit so well.

But he ruined their relationship, cut off all Xie Lin's thoughts, broke up easily, and did so many things that hurt Xie Lin.Xie Lin liked him so much and finally left because of disappointment.How could he not regret it?

In this house full of their memories, he was almost suffocated.Since Xie Lin went to the United States for treatment, the messages he sent were like disappearing into the sea, without any response, and it was useless for him to change any number and send again...

Reason told him that now Xie Lin is in the treatment stage and cannot be disturbed.I was afraid that after Xie Lin met him, all previous efforts in treatment would be wasted.

But he was even more afraid that he would not be able to control himself. He hadn't seen Xie Lin for a long time.This feeling of longing is suffocating. Liao Cenchuan didn't experience it before, but now he is so uncomfortable that he wants to appear in front of Xie Lin every minute, and take Xie Lin away forcibly, whether Xie Lin wants it or not.

In the closet, there was a shirt that Xie Lin had forgotten to wash, and it was not taken away by Xie Lin. Liao Cenchuan held it in his arms like a treasure, like someone who had been thirsty for a long time, desperately inhaling the familiar smell on it.A satisfied smile hung on his face, and his big hands were holding the shirt as if touching Xie Lin's skin.

But how can this little consolation be possible?He has been thirsty for too long.The more this happens, the more empty I feel.

After trying Xie Lin's kindness, he couldn't bear Xie Lin's kindness to him.He was like this, and so was Chi Jingzhan.

In the end, he still booked a ticket to fly to the United States, and told his agent Zhou Chong that he didn't care about it at all. Whether it was his own brand or the live broadcast, he had nothing to do with him. No one or anything was more important than Xie Lin.

Before leaving, Liao Cenchuan received an email, which contained a medical record. The date was more than ten years ago. However, Liao Cenchuan looked at the name and his pupils dilated instantly.

Impressively written on it, Xie Lin.

Liao Cenchuan's heart sank, and with trembling hands, he opened the medical record book, which contained records of Xie Lin's treatment in the hospital when he was injured in a fire.Regarding Xie Lin's injuries at that time, it was written clearly.

Burns, concussions.

The memory instantly moved to that afternoon. It was hard to imagine that such an injury would appear on a boy who was only ten years old. Liao Cenchuan cried uncontrollably while holding the medical record.

Xie Lin forgot everything, but he remembered it clearly.

He remembered that his pretty sister played with him that afternoon and taught him how to draw.The pretty sister was brave enough to hold his hand tightly in the fire and push him out the door at the last moment.But he was smashed by the burnt wood, only one foot away from the door.

When he was young, he was so scared that he cried.I kept yelling for my father to save me.

I dare not think about what Xie Lin, who was seriously injured, was in the hospital, scratching his heart and liver from the burns on his chest, what was he thinking... Xie Lin was so concerned about his appearance, would he also want to die in pain? Weeping in the dark.

He still remembered Xie Lin's ashen expression when he saw the scar on his brow bone.That's probably it...

His heart was throbbing, Liao Cenchuan didn't dare to think deeply about Xie Lin's kindness to him, it would only make him reflect how bad he was.

It was too late for him to understand, if only he could have known his intention earlier, if Xie Lin could have escaped with him during the fire scene, if they hadn't been injured by the lipstick oil canister.Will everything be different, they won't be what they are now, and they won't be taken advantage of by others.

Only Liao Cenchuan knew that the person he liked hadn't changed since childhood.It has always been Xie Lin, whether it is the little Xie Lin who is wearing a skirt, or the grown-up Xie Lin.Time and time again, fate made him meet and fall in love again.

Just playing tricks on people...

Xie Lin is not a stand-in, but someone he likes, who he has always loved and admired from the bottom of his heart since he was a child, and dared not touch him.He wanted Xie Lin to know clearly, and he wanted to prove it to Xie Lin.

After Xie Lin recovered from his illness, Chi Jingzhan took him to travel to many places.Take many photos in one place and keep them as their memories.

Xie Lin got to know the fact that Chi Jingzhan and himself have been in love for five years and are already engaged in getting along day after day.

He is very happy that his fiancé is such a handsome and considerate person. Even if he loses the memory of the past, it is not bad to entrust his future to Chi Jingzhan.

Sometimes Xie Lin couldn't help thinking, what happened to them in the past five years that made him plan to marry this person.Even though same-sex marriage is not allowed, Chi Jingzhan is still willing to marry him in the United States.

He will cherish this relationship and not let Chi Jingzhan down.

"Are you hungry Xiaolin, let's go eat."

Chi Jingzhan cares about his daily life every day, setting time to eat and sleep.With Chi Jingzhan, Xie Lin's weight gradually returned to normal.

Xie Lin nodded obediently, and asked Chi Jingzhan to take him to dinner.

They lived not far from Chinatown, and because they really missed the taste of home, they simply went directly to Chinese restaurants to eat.

After Xie Lin regained his health, he talked to Xie Yuming several times on the phone. Although he lost his memory, his affection for his father was innate.When Xie Yuming heard that Xie Lin was back to health, tears of excitement rolled in his eyes, and he kept asking Xie Lin to go home as soon as possible after recovering.

All the dishes were ordered by Chi Jingzhan, Xie Lin didn't know which one was delicious and which was not, and he didn't know Chi Jingzhan's taste, so he simply let Chi Jingzhan choose.I myself looked east and west, curious about everything I did.

"Xiaolin, where do you want to go tomorrow?" While waiting for the meal, Chi Jingzhan asked suddenly.

It has been almost a week since he was discharged from the hospital, and Xie Lin has been walking outside with Chi Jingzhan, a little tired.He said, "I want to rest at home."

"Okay, then we'll stay at home and not go anywhere." Chi Jingzhan said with a smile, and kissed Xie Lin's soft lips without caring about others.

Xie Lin blushed, and quickly looked around to see if the people around them had noticed them.After seeing that no one was paying attention, he was relieved.He warned in a low voice: "Don't go outside!"

"What's the matter, you and I are almost legal, what are you afraid of." Chi Jingzhan said cheekily, looking at Xie Lin's embarrassment and shyness maliciously.

Chi Jingzhan's eyes were very bright, staring at Xie Lin's expression burningly.It's hard not to be indifferent to the ruffian smile, and the face is very masculine and mature.

Xie Lin had no way to refute, blushing and did not speak.

Why didn't he realize that Chi Jingzhan was so thick-skinned a few days ago...

"When will you register with me?" Chi Jingzhan intentionally reminded.He was impatient, as long as he didn't register with Xie Lin for a day, Xie Lin couldn't completely belong to him.

Now that Xie Lin has woken up, the registration needs to be agreed by both parties.He couldn't arbitrarily force Xie Lin to register, he could only wait for Xie Lin to agree.

Xie Lin pursed her lips, as if thinking.Just at this time, the dishes have been served.

Xie Lin quickly picked up the chopsticks to eat, although he lost his memory, he did not forget how to use the chopsticks.He quickly forgot the topic just now, which made Chi Jingzhan feel bored for a while.

Chi Jingzhan's film and television company in China recently had a crew going to the United States to shoot.He has to go there once in a few days, so he has no way to accompany Xie Lin.He was a little worried about whether Xie Lin could take care of himself, what if he was injured when he was not watching.

But he has been out for too long. From the United States to the present, he has not been in contact with business for at least a month.As the boss of a company with so many subordinates, if you don't set an example, you will lose your mouth.

While eating, Chi Jingzhan suddenly said: "Can you stay at home by yourself tomorrow? My company has some things to deal with, so I will come back to accompany you at night."

Xie Lin was surprised. He hadn't seen Chi Jingzhan handling official business in the past few days when he was with Chi Jingzhan. He was a little surprised when he said it so suddenly today. It turns out that this person also has a job.

"Okay, I'll have dinner with you when you come back that night." Xie Lin bit off the last piece of pot-packed meat, it was crispy, sweet and sour.

Chi Jingzhan stroked Xie Lin's hair, "Hey, I'll take you to dinner tonight. Don't run around alone tomorrow, wait for me at home. Don't touch fire or knives, you understand?"

Xie Lin frowned and said emphatically: "Of course I know, I'm not a child, so don't worry about it."

Chi Jingzhan just smiled and didn't reply, afraid of hurting Xie Lin's self-esteem.

The next day Chi Jingzhan went out early in the morning, and Xie Lin didn't wake up until noon.After calling Chi Jingzhan's name at home for a long time without responding, he remembered that Chi Jingzhan had gone out to work.

He was a little hungry, so he opened the refrigerator to see that there was nothing there.I had no choice but to go to the supermarket alone to buy some fast food and come back to cook and eat, and make up for it with Chi Jingzhan at night.

This was the first time he went out by himself since he was discharged from the hospital. Xie Lin was a little curious. He looked for the navigation but couldn't help but look at the surrounding things, and then he got lost and didn't know where he was going.

There was not much traffic on the road, Xie Lin only felt that the surrounding scenery was quite familiar, as if he had passed by here before.

I was looking down at the navigation, planning to find it.Suddenly, a car suddenly stopped in front of him.

The man who got out of the car was more than ten centimeters taller than him, with pink curly hair reaching his shoulders, a stern complexion and calm eyes that seemed to imply turbulent waves.Xie Lin was stunned by the glamorous face, wondering where the model came from, and when he came back to his senses, he felt impolite and wanted to turn around and leave to find a supermarket.

The man behind him suddenly stopped him, "Xie Lin."

Xie Lin's steps stopped, and after the man called his name, his whole body went numb as if he had been electrocuted. He turned around in surprise and asked, "Sir, do you...know me?"

As soon as these words came out, Liao Cenchuan's eyes deepened.He stepped forward in disbelief, grabbed Xie Lin's wrist, frowned and asked hurriedly, "You don't remember me?"

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