The little stand-in is no longer with me
Chapter 44
Xie Lin didn't understand how Liao Cenchuan could lie in front of him without blushing and heartbeat.
With the facts before his eyes, Liao Cenchuan actually wanted to continue to lie to him.Should he be happy, his charm can make Liao Cenchuan temporarily paralyze himself, and sacrifice his self-esteem to retain a substitute.After all, apart from him, no one looks so much like Liao Shiyu, they are twins.
But Xie Lin is sober, he can no longer be deceived by Liao Cenchuan's lies.Those eyes were full of tenderness and full of love, so full that it was almost overflowing, if Liao Shiyu hadn't woken him up, he would really be deceived by such eyes.Then the cycle goes back and forth, being deceived by lies day after day, imprisoned by Liao Cenchuan in the castle of loving him, and deceiving himself.
"This kind of words can also deceive the former Xie Lin." Xie Lin sneered, he had already come to his senses, and Liao Cenchuan would never want to drag him into the prison of lies again.He put his arms against Liao Cenchuan's chest, trying to distance himself from him a bit, turning his head away from looking at Liao Cenchuan, but he didn't know how long he would hold on to this position.
Seeing Xie Lin's disdainful expression, Liao Cenchuan said in a hurried voice, "No! It's not a lie... Linlin, can you trust me? I admit, I regarded you as my sister's... stand-in , but I really like you now, I just want to have a good time with you."
"You finally admitted it."
Xie Lin's heart was cut like a knife, his eyes met Liao Cenchuan's sharply, and Liao Cenchuan's words pierced his heart like a knife's edge, making him feel suffocated instantly.
Admitted... Liao Cenchuan finally admitted.
He was just Liao Shiyu's stand-in, Liao Cenchuan thought so from the beginning.At the beginning, he didn't know anything, and approached Liao Cenchuan purely out of liking, but what about Liao Cenchuan?Are you laughing at him in your heart, no matter how hard you try, you are just the shadow of another person, and you even look at everything he does jokingly.
Every time I see him fascinated by Liao Cenchuan, I should be very satisfied.Finally there is someone as stupid as him who just wants to have a relationship with Liao Cenchuan without thinking of anything in return.
Even if his father's company was brought down by the partnership of Liao Shiyu and Liao Cenchuan, he still chose to trust Liao Cenchuan and continue to work with Liao Cenchuan.
He even came out to his family because of Liao Cenchuan's words...
What did Liao Cenchuan give him?It's mess, broken relationships, and lost face.
"Liao Cenchuan, this is the last time I say this to you, and I don't want to repeat it again."
Xie Lin sniffed, tears covered his face at some point, and he closed his eyes in pain.
"Let's break off... Don't contact me anymore, I can't afford to lose or lose. I just want to find someone to fall in love with safely, who won't plot me behind my back, who treats me wholeheartedly .This person is not you. I have given us many chances, but all you have given me are disappointments. We are really not suitable. Before, you thought I was sick and rushed to make a fool. Now you should do good deeds, forgive me Can I do it?"
Xie Lin cried and begged, he had been tortured to the breaking point by Liao Cenchuan.If he had known that being in love is so painful, he would not have talked too much on the plane when he first met.
If you can't get it no matter how hard you try, then don't give it up.
He has always been a person who is not willing to torment himself, and now that he has put his face all out and failed to make Liao Cenchuan fall in love with him, then he will give up appropriately.He doesn't need forced feelings, and neither does Liao Cenchuan.
"No!!" Liao Cenchuan's eyes were scarlet, and his heart was wrinkled and painful. He said in a trembling voice, "What can I say to make you believe me? What should I do? Tell me Xie Lin, as long as you don't Leave me, continue to like me, whatever you want. I know I treated you badly before, but I really want to make it up to you now. Your injury is not healed yet. I have already contacted the medical and aesthetic institutions to arrange scar removal for you Surgery, don't you care about your appearance the most? We'll go when you recover."
"Our brand was launched at the end of the year, and you put a lot of energy into it. Don't you want to see how well what you make? We also agreed to hang out together, and I also planned a lot about your future. I I can't let you go... I was wrong Xie Lin, I was really wrong."
Liao Cenchuan was about to go crazy, he desperately hugged Xie Lin in his arms, holding him tightly.Hugging tighter and tighter, afraid that the person in front of him would disappear in a second, his lips rubbed against Xie Lin's cheek, which was wet with tears.
But he didn't mind at all, a kiss could represent his love, he wanted Xie Lin to change his mind, he wanted Xie Lin to feel his liking, he was serious.
The kiss with tears in it was a bit salty, Xie Lin struggled to avoid it all, but Liao Cenchuan still refused to give up and kissed violently.
Xie Lin suddenly felt physically and mentally exhausted, and he was too stupid to talk about feelings with a child like Liao Cenchuan.
After the kiss was over, Xie Lin was out of breath.
"I'll give you a chance. If you can call Liao Shiyu right now and tell Liao Shiyu that you don't like her and the person you like is me, I will believe what you said is true." Xie Lin's eyes were full of teasing, he Until now, they are betting on whether Liao Cenchuan will follow his wishes, although he does not hold any hope.
Liao Cenchuan was stunned for a moment, obviously he didn't expect Xie Lin to say such a thing, and he couldn't find anything to answer for a while.
Suddenly the bedroom was extremely quiet, Xie Lin felt his heart drop a little bit, and suddenly sneered, what was he expecting?Do you really think that Liao Cenchuan can fall in love with him?It must be too stupid.
After this time, Xie Lin fully understood his position in Liao Cenchuan's heart.Not knowing where the strength came from, he suddenly pushed Liao Cenchuan away. Seeing that Liao Cenchuan wanted to chase after him, he immediately closed the bedroom door.
Across the door, Xie Lin said in the calmest voice, "This is my last chance for you. You gave up, so there is no possibility between us."
Liao Cenchuan on the other side of the door slammed on the door desperately, denying: "No, Linlin. I didn't give up! I will tell my sister, but not now!"
Liao Cenchuan had his own considerations, he never told his family members that he was with a man, not even Liao Shiyu.He was afraid that Liao Shiyu would feel cold towards him. Unlike Xie Lin, he was born gay.He needs time to communicate and understand with his parents.It takes more time to resolve the matter between him and Liao Shiyu, which cannot be settled with a phone call.
But Xie Lin didn't want to listen to his high-sounding nonsense anymore. Liao Cenchuan said to give him a chance, and he gave it, and gave it countless times.Liao Cenchuan didn't even grasp it, so don't blame him.
"What's the difference between now and the future? You just don't want to say it! Liao Cenchuan, don't lie to me again. In your heart, Liao Shiyu will always be number one. I just satisfied all your delusions about Liao Shiyu." , you can do whatever you want with me, but not with Liao Shiyu. So I have to leave, you lost such an obedient double, so you can't accept it for a while, so you made up such a lie to keep me."
"No...it's not like this..." Liao Cenchuan's brain was already confused, and his intuition told him that what Xie Lin said was wrong, he didn't think so.But he couldn't refute it. At the beginning, he really thought about Xie Lin.
Xie Lin will no longer believe in the feeble denial.If it wasn't what he said, and Liao Cenchuan really liked him that much, he should call Liao Shiyu to prove it to him.
But Liao Cenchuan didn't, it was just cheating him.
"Let's stop here. I wish you and Liao Shiyu can become a couple, and lovers will get married in the end." After Xie Lin said the wrong words, he threw the door card somewhere in the house, and then He left the hotel as if fleeing.
He could vaguely hear Liao Cenchuan's frantic kicking of the door and shouts behind him, heart-piercing.But he has endured it, and it is impossible to be soft-hearted. Soft-heartedness is cruelty to himself.
It was a bit cold in Hangzhou at night, Liao Cenchuan was locked in the hotel room by him, and Xie Lin went back to his house to sleep for the time being tonight.
Everything will be fine once you get through the night.
But Xie Lin kept his eyes open and waited until the sky became bright without any sleepiness. His mind was filled with Liao Cenchuan's face of despair when he was crying, and he kept saying that he liked him over and over again in his mind, and his heart trembled.
I don't understand how I am so useless, even Liao Cenchuan's choice is so obvious, I still have to think about it, but I can't let go of this feeling.
But what if I like it?He would not go to look for Liao Cenchuan again, nor would he believe what Liao Cenchuan said.
He can have a different future, but there will be no more Liao Cenchuan in this future.
At nine o'clock, when everyone was going to work, Xie Lin struggled for a long time, and finally called Chi Jingzhan.
He had to admit that he felt guilty.When he liked Chi Jingzhan back then, Chi Jingzhan didn't like him and rejected him severely. He felt ashamed and returned to the country.After that, Chi Jingzhan liked him, and he fell in love with Liao Cenchuan, because he was afraid that Liao Cenchuan would be angry and jealous, so he deliberately kept a distance from Chi Jingzhan.
Now that they broke up, they asked Chi Jingzhan to help him.
If he were Chi Jingzhan, he wouldn't even bother with such a person.But now he has no other choice, the burden on his shoulders is too heavy, he has to make this call, even if the answer he gets is refusal, at least let him put out the fire.
Soon, a very masculine voice rang out from the other end of the phone, full of magnetism, "Xie Lin?" The voice was a little joyful, obviously he didn't expect him to make a special call.
"It's me, are you busy now?" Xie Lin said in embarrassment, pursing his lips, afraid that his phone call would disturb other people's work.
"Not busy, not busy, what's the matter, Xie Lin, you usually...don't take the initiative to contact me, did something happen?" Chi Jingzhan asked with a smile, with some vague expectations in his heart.
Xie Lin didn't know how to speak, since the last time I met Chi Jingzhan when he was drinking too much at the bar, Chi Jingzhan was threatened by Liao Cenchuan, and the trouble was very unpleasant.He hadn't contacted him since then, and he was afraid that Liao Cenchuan would cause trouble for Chi Jingzhan, after all, Chi Jingzhan's company had just started at that time.
Now that he came to the door by himself, the implication was too obvious, and he retreated a bit.
The corner of Xie Lin's mouth twitched, and he muttered for a long time, but didn't say anything.
Chi Jingzhan on the other end of the phone suddenly said, "Xie Lin, you broke up with Liao Cenchuan, right?"
Xie Lin's body froze immediately, not knowing how to react.How can everyone guess...
Seeing that Xie Lin didn't reply, Chi Jingzhan laughed lowly, not denying it for a long time just happened to confirm his conjecture.
"Xie Lin, what I said at that time... still counts."
"What did you say?" Xie Lin was a little dazed, for a moment he couldn't remember what Chi Jingzhan said.
Chi Jingzhan was not annoyed either, he said with a smile, "You broke up with Liao Cenchuan, and I am really happy to remember to call me. Does this mean that you are willing to give me a chance?"
Xie Lin's brain froze immediately, he didn't expect that after so long, Chi Jingzhan was still thinking about him.
He only remembered the embarrassment at the beginning, and completely forgot about Chi Jingzhan's thoughts on him.He has always believed that straight men's relationship will not last long, and they will be scared away when they see the chaos in the circle, but Chi Jingzhan is not.
If he knew that Chi Jingzhan was still interested in him, he wouldn't dare to make this call today.
That's how he answered.
作者有话要说:感谢在2021-04-2623:34:03~2021-04-2801:05:08期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 20 bottles of Qi Yuan; 3 bottles of canned Wangzi;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
With the facts before his eyes, Liao Cenchuan actually wanted to continue to lie to him.Should he be happy, his charm can make Liao Cenchuan temporarily paralyze himself, and sacrifice his self-esteem to retain a substitute.After all, apart from him, no one looks so much like Liao Shiyu, they are twins.
But Xie Lin is sober, he can no longer be deceived by Liao Cenchuan's lies.Those eyes were full of tenderness and full of love, so full that it was almost overflowing, if Liao Shiyu hadn't woken him up, he would really be deceived by such eyes.Then the cycle goes back and forth, being deceived by lies day after day, imprisoned by Liao Cenchuan in the castle of loving him, and deceiving himself.
"This kind of words can also deceive the former Xie Lin." Xie Lin sneered, he had already come to his senses, and Liao Cenchuan would never want to drag him into the prison of lies again.He put his arms against Liao Cenchuan's chest, trying to distance himself from him a bit, turning his head away from looking at Liao Cenchuan, but he didn't know how long he would hold on to this position.
Seeing Xie Lin's disdainful expression, Liao Cenchuan said in a hurried voice, "No! It's not a lie... Linlin, can you trust me? I admit, I regarded you as my sister's... stand-in , but I really like you now, I just want to have a good time with you."
"You finally admitted it."
Xie Lin's heart was cut like a knife, his eyes met Liao Cenchuan's sharply, and Liao Cenchuan's words pierced his heart like a knife's edge, making him feel suffocated instantly.
Admitted... Liao Cenchuan finally admitted.
He was just Liao Shiyu's stand-in, Liao Cenchuan thought so from the beginning.At the beginning, he didn't know anything, and approached Liao Cenchuan purely out of liking, but what about Liao Cenchuan?Are you laughing at him in your heart, no matter how hard you try, you are just the shadow of another person, and you even look at everything he does jokingly.
Every time I see him fascinated by Liao Cenchuan, I should be very satisfied.Finally there is someone as stupid as him who just wants to have a relationship with Liao Cenchuan without thinking of anything in return.
Even if his father's company was brought down by the partnership of Liao Shiyu and Liao Cenchuan, he still chose to trust Liao Cenchuan and continue to work with Liao Cenchuan.
He even came out to his family because of Liao Cenchuan's words...
What did Liao Cenchuan give him?It's mess, broken relationships, and lost face.
"Liao Cenchuan, this is the last time I say this to you, and I don't want to repeat it again."
Xie Lin sniffed, tears covered his face at some point, and he closed his eyes in pain.
"Let's break off... Don't contact me anymore, I can't afford to lose or lose. I just want to find someone to fall in love with safely, who won't plot me behind my back, who treats me wholeheartedly .This person is not you. I have given us many chances, but all you have given me are disappointments. We are really not suitable. Before, you thought I was sick and rushed to make a fool. Now you should do good deeds, forgive me Can I do it?"
Xie Lin cried and begged, he had been tortured to the breaking point by Liao Cenchuan.If he had known that being in love is so painful, he would not have talked too much on the plane when he first met.
If you can't get it no matter how hard you try, then don't give it up.
He has always been a person who is not willing to torment himself, and now that he has put his face all out and failed to make Liao Cenchuan fall in love with him, then he will give up appropriately.He doesn't need forced feelings, and neither does Liao Cenchuan.
"No!!" Liao Cenchuan's eyes were scarlet, and his heart was wrinkled and painful. He said in a trembling voice, "What can I say to make you believe me? What should I do? Tell me Xie Lin, as long as you don't Leave me, continue to like me, whatever you want. I know I treated you badly before, but I really want to make it up to you now. Your injury is not healed yet. I have already contacted the medical and aesthetic institutions to arrange scar removal for you Surgery, don't you care about your appearance the most? We'll go when you recover."
"Our brand was launched at the end of the year, and you put a lot of energy into it. Don't you want to see how well what you make? We also agreed to hang out together, and I also planned a lot about your future. I I can't let you go... I was wrong Xie Lin, I was really wrong."
Liao Cenchuan was about to go crazy, he desperately hugged Xie Lin in his arms, holding him tightly.Hugging tighter and tighter, afraid that the person in front of him would disappear in a second, his lips rubbed against Xie Lin's cheek, which was wet with tears.
But he didn't mind at all, a kiss could represent his love, he wanted Xie Lin to change his mind, he wanted Xie Lin to feel his liking, he was serious.
The kiss with tears in it was a bit salty, Xie Lin struggled to avoid it all, but Liao Cenchuan still refused to give up and kissed violently.
Xie Lin suddenly felt physically and mentally exhausted, and he was too stupid to talk about feelings with a child like Liao Cenchuan.
After the kiss was over, Xie Lin was out of breath.
"I'll give you a chance. If you can call Liao Shiyu right now and tell Liao Shiyu that you don't like her and the person you like is me, I will believe what you said is true." Xie Lin's eyes were full of teasing, he Until now, they are betting on whether Liao Cenchuan will follow his wishes, although he does not hold any hope.
Liao Cenchuan was stunned for a moment, obviously he didn't expect Xie Lin to say such a thing, and he couldn't find anything to answer for a while.
Suddenly the bedroom was extremely quiet, Xie Lin felt his heart drop a little bit, and suddenly sneered, what was he expecting?Do you really think that Liao Cenchuan can fall in love with him?It must be too stupid.
After this time, Xie Lin fully understood his position in Liao Cenchuan's heart.Not knowing where the strength came from, he suddenly pushed Liao Cenchuan away. Seeing that Liao Cenchuan wanted to chase after him, he immediately closed the bedroom door.
Across the door, Xie Lin said in the calmest voice, "This is my last chance for you. You gave up, so there is no possibility between us."
Liao Cenchuan on the other side of the door slammed on the door desperately, denying: "No, Linlin. I didn't give up! I will tell my sister, but not now!"
Liao Cenchuan had his own considerations, he never told his family members that he was with a man, not even Liao Shiyu.He was afraid that Liao Shiyu would feel cold towards him. Unlike Xie Lin, he was born gay.He needs time to communicate and understand with his parents.It takes more time to resolve the matter between him and Liao Shiyu, which cannot be settled with a phone call.
But Xie Lin didn't want to listen to his high-sounding nonsense anymore. Liao Cenchuan said to give him a chance, and he gave it, and gave it countless times.Liao Cenchuan didn't even grasp it, so don't blame him.
"What's the difference between now and the future? You just don't want to say it! Liao Cenchuan, don't lie to me again. In your heart, Liao Shiyu will always be number one. I just satisfied all your delusions about Liao Shiyu." , you can do whatever you want with me, but not with Liao Shiyu. So I have to leave, you lost such an obedient double, so you can't accept it for a while, so you made up such a lie to keep me."
"No...it's not like this..." Liao Cenchuan's brain was already confused, and his intuition told him that what Xie Lin said was wrong, he didn't think so.But he couldn't refute it. At the beginning, he really thought about Xie Lin.
Xie Lin will no longer believe in the feeble denial.If it wasn't what he said, and Liao Cenchuan really liked him that much, he should call Liao Shiyu to prove it to him.
But Liao Cenchuan didn't, it was just cheating him.
"Let's stop here. I wish you and Liao Shiyu can become a couple, and lovers will get married in the end." After Xie Lin said the wrong words, he threw the door card somewhere in the house, and then He left the hotel as if fleeing.
He could vaguely hear Liao Cenchuan's frantic kicking of the door and shouts behind him, heart-piercing.But he has endured it, and it is impossible to be soft-hearted. Soft-heartedness is cruelty to himself.
It was a bit cold in Hangzhou at night, Liao Cenchuan was locked in the hotel room by him, and Xie Lin went back to his house to sleep for the time being tonight.
Everything will be fine once you get through the night.
But Xie Lin kept his eyes open and waited until the sky became bright without any sleepiness. His mind was filled with Liao Cenchuan's face of despair when he was crying, and he kept saying that he liked him over and over again in his mind, and his heart trembled.
I don't understand how I am so useless, even Liao Cenchuan's choice is so obvious, I still have to think about it, but I can't let go of this feeling.
But what if I like it?He would not go to look for Liao Cenchuan again, nor would he believe what Liao Cenchuan said.
He can have a different future, but there will be no more Liao Cenchuan in this future.
At nine o'clock, when everyone was going to work, Xie Lin struggled for a long time, and finally called Chi Jingzhan.
He had to admit that he felt guilty.When he liked Chi Jingzhan back then, Chi Jingzhan didn't like him and rejected him severely. He felt ashamed and returned to the country.After that, Chi Jingzhan liked him, and he fell in love with Liao Cenchuan, because he was afraid that Liao Cenchuan would be angry and jealous, so he deliberately kept a distance from Chi Jingzhan.
Now that they broke up, they asked Chi Jingzhan to help him.
If he were Chi Jingzhan, he wouldn't even bother with such a person.But now he has no other choice, the burden on his shoulders is too heavy, he has to make this call, even if the answer he gets is refusal, at least let him put out the fire.
Soon, a very masculine voice rang out from the other end of the phone, full of magnetism, "Xie Lin?" The voice was a little joyful, obviously he didn't expect him to make a special call.
"It's me, are you busy now?" Xie Lin said in embarrassment, pursing his lips, afraid that his phone call would disturb other people's work.
"Not busy, not busy, what's the matter, Xie Lin, you usually...don't take the initiative to contact me, did something happen?" Chi Jingzhan asked with a smile, with some vague expectations in his heart.
Xie Lin didn't know how to speak, since the last time I met Chi Jingzhan when he was drinking too much at the bar, Chi Jingzhan was threatened by Liao Cenchuan, and the trouble was very unpleasant.He hadn't contacted him since then, and he was afraid that Liao Cenchuan would cause trouble for Chi Jingzhan, after all, Chi Jingzhan's company had just started at that time.
Now that he came to the door by himself, the implication was too obvious, and he retreated a bit.
The corner of Xie Lin's mouth twitched, and he muttered for a long time, but didn't say anything.
Chi Jingzhan on the other end of the phone suddenly said, "Xie Lin, you broke up with Liao Cenchuan, right?"
Xie Lin's body froze immediately, not knowing how to react.How can everyone guess...
Seeing that Xie Lin didn't reply, Chi Jingzhan laughed lowly, not denying it for a long time just happened to confirm his conjecture.
"Xie Lin, what I said at that time... still counts."
"What did you say?" Xie Lin was a little dazed, for a moment he couldn't remember what Chi Jingzhan said.
Chi Jingzhan was not annoyed either, he said with a smile, "You broke up with Liao Cenchuan, and I am really happy to remember to call me. Does this mean that you are willing to give me a chance?"
Xie Lin's brain froze immediately, he didn't expect that after so long, Chi Jingzhan was still thinking about him.
He only remembered the embarrassment at the beginning, and completely forgot about Chi Jingzhan's thoughts on him.He has always believed that straight men's relationship will not last long, and they will be scared away when they see the chaos in the circle, but Chi Jingzhan is not.
If he knew that Chi Jingzhan was still interested in him, he wouldn't dare to make this call today.
That's how he answered.
作者有话要说:感谢在2021-04-2623:34:03~2021-04-2801:05:08期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 20 bottles of Qi Yuan; 3 bottles of canned Wangzi;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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