The little stand-in is no longer with me
Chapter 34
Xie Lin's heart was tightly clenched, and he knew this was the result.How could people like Xie Yuming and his generation accept that their son likes men with their outdated thinking? This didn't exist in their generation, it was hard to say, and they would even be discriminated against.
Any family that gave birth to such a son would collapse...
At this time, Cheng Yi'an hugged Xie Chenguang and covered the child's ears.As if he didn't want the children to hear these evil things, afraid of being contaminated, he took Xie Chenguang upstairs.
At this time, there were only Xie Lin and Xie Yuming in the restaurant. It was an extremely quiet space, as if a needle could be heard.
Xie Lin didn't dare to look up at Xie Yuming, his mind was full of the angry words Xie Yuming said just now, which deeply hurt his heart.Even though he always quarrels with Xie Yuming, he still loves this father in his heart, so he doesn't want to deceive Xie Yuming.
He doesn't know that he is selfish, but he can lie to himself, and he can't lie to others.This is a painful process, but Xie Yuming must bear it.
"Dad, I'll take you as angry. What I said is true, not a joke. I found that I like boys since I was a child. I was afraid to say it at the time, but when I grew up, I found that it is not ashamed. Now there are a lot of people like me who are fine even if they like their own gender."
Xie Lin tried hard to keep his voice from trembling, he bit his lips tightly, his palms were sweating, this was the first time he valued his heart in front of Xie Yuming, and he couldn't back down.
"What nonsense are you talking about? That's a disease, that's a disease! Are you confused in the United States, who are you in contact with, and who brought you into this?" When Xie Yuming opened his eyes again, Eyes full of bloodshot eyes and tears, he tore his neck and shouted, the bowl and chopsticks were all thrown to the ground, the sound was so loud that it made people shiver.
Xie Lin closed his eyes wearily, even though these were the words he expected, he was still hit hard.That was the person he most wanted to be understood. Who would feel better if he said such extreme things?
"No one brought me down, it was me. I always like men, Dad, whether you accept it or not, I will never get married in my life. I already have a boyfriend. When you accept it, I will bring him back Look at you. If you want grandkids, let's adopt a kid and let's live this life."
Xie Lin told Xie Yuming all his future plans together. He is a person who dares to think and do. Now that he has come out with Xie Yuming, things will be much easier to handle afterwards.
Xie Yuming became dizzy with anger, raised his arm and slapped Xie Lin directly on the face, cursing: "Get out! Get out of here! When will you figure out when to come back? My Xie family doesn't have such a perverted son .”
The crimson fingerprints were hot on the right cheek, and Xie Lin pressed the tip of his tongue against the skin there, feeling so uncomfortable that he wanted to cry.But he couldn't cry, crying would just soften him, choked up and said, "I'm not mentally ill! Dad, I can leave today, I'll give you time to think about it, and I'll come see you again later."
No matter how thick-skinned Xie Lin was, he couldn't bear Xie Yuming's perverted scolding him one by one.
Without waiting for Xie Yuming to say anything, Xie Lin hurriedly left here. — A man was crying in the car, he gritted his teeth and told himself that he could not regret it, he could not be subdued, or he would lose.
In order to be able to be with Liao Cenchuan in the future, he risked everything.Even coming out, which he never thought about before, has completely cut off his back.
So Liao Cenchuan couldn't treat him badly, or he would be sorry for the slap and broken heart he received today.
Because of the overturned live broadcast last night, Liao Cenchuan stayed on the trending search for a day.It's gone up - more than a million fans, all gossip about Liao Cenchuan and the man who appeared in the live broadcast.
And Xie Lin's personal information was well protected, they had no way to check, they could only see his profile and figure in the blurry video.He is very close to Liao Cenchuan.
When Liao Cenchuan saw the palm print on Xie Lin's face when he returned home, he knew what happened when Xie Lin returned home.The dejected look and the wet tears on his face made Liao Cenchuan a little distressed. He stroked Xie Lin's cheek with his warm hand, and asked in a low voice, "Does it hurt?"
Xie Lin's tears seemed to be pouring out, and he burst into tears. He got into Liao Cenchuan's chest, and the tears quickly wet the clothes, "It hurts, why doesn't it hurt? My face hurts, and my heart hurts too. Too much pain." It's difficult, I didn't expect it to be so difficult...but I don't regret it, it doesn't matter if my dad doesn't agree, I'll work until he agrees."
He hugged the man he liked vigorously. He had never liked someone so much in his life.It seems that what I would never do in the past 24 years, I have done for Liao Cenchuan in the past six months.With such a great sacrifice, Liao Cenchuan couldn't let him down.
Hugging Liao Cenchuan desperately to absorb energy, as if it was his charging station.He felt that Liao Cenchuan's sigh and stroking his back seemed to be comforting him, "If it doesn't work, forget it."
Anyone could understand the confusion in Liao Cenchuan's eyes, he was confused for a day.When I checked Weibo, when I saw this group of melon eaters saying that the two of them were on the same page, the first thing I thought of was that Liao Shiyu would see it.
He thought for a whole day, what kind of feelings he had for Xie Lin.Xie Lin-tian liked him more than-tian, and he was even more confused.I asked myself many times, does he like Xie Lin?
Can't answer.
For the past 19 years, his favorite has always been Liao Shiyu.It was Liao Shiyu who saved him, blocked the burnt beam for him and left his own scar.
But what about Xie Lin?His feelings for Xie Lin are very vague.Knowing that Xie Lin was Liao Shiyu's younger brother, he allowed Xie Lin to approach him on purpose, and even began to regard Xie Lin as Liao Shiyu's... stand-in.What he did to Xie Lin was something he didn't dare to do to Liao Shiyu before.
He couldn't accept that Xie Lin was with other people, not even for communication.This kind of strong possessiveness has never even happened to Liao Shiyu, so he felt that something was wrong with him, and agreed to fall in love with Xie Lin by accident.
The moment he said it, he wanted to regret it, but when he saw Xie Lin's happy smile, he suddenly couldn't say it.
He wanted Xie Lin to be happy.
Until yesterday's live broadcast overturned, the whole network was discussing him and Xie Lin, and finally made him sober.And Xie Lin took the risk to come out for him, and when he came back with a red face, he felt distressed and uncomfortable. Is it really worth it?
For him, is it worth it?
"Forget it? Why forget it, it can't be counted. Don't worry, I know my dad's temper best. I will regret it when he says this now. I will let me go home to see him after a while. Accept us." Xie Lin pretended to be full of confidence, but in fact he also felt confused, but now that he can die, no one can back down.He wasn't discouraged yet, neither was Liao Cenchuan.
Hearing Xie Lin's words, Liao Cenchuan felt extremely uncomfortable in his heart, and said with difficulty and bitterness, "I mean, why don't we forget it..."
He didn't know what happened to him, but when he saw Xie Lin's surprised expression, he began to regret again.That kind of grievance, I couldn't believe it, and even poked with a trace of hatred, his heart began to ache.
"Liao Cenchuan! What did you say? I got slapped, you told me this today?" Xie Lin broke free from Liao Cenchuan's embrace, and pointed at Liao Cenchuan angrily with trembling hands. Fuzzy, I am afraid that only he himself knows the sadness in his heart.
I thought Xie Yuming was the one facing the difficulty, but I didn't expect Liao Cenchuan to retreat within two days.So what is his effort?He fell out with his family, what is he?
"Liao Cenchuan, are you playing with me? It was you who said we wanted to be together, but now you tell me? You can decide everything. What does he mean to you? Did you ask?" Do you care about my feelings? Liao Shiyu is the only thing you care about, right?"
Xie Lin screamed in pain, the double pain almost crushed him.The sweet scene with Liao Cenchuan in the past two days seems to have come to naught, it was just Liao Cenchuan's childish mind to pass the time.And he happened to be the one to play with.
For more than half a year, he lived in Liao Cenchuan's house.With a hot face and a cold butt, he begged for a little charity from Liao Cenchuan, and it was about to be taken back two days before it started.
Is he so contemptible that he can't even control his feelings?What on earth did Liao Cenchuan think of him, a dog who would come and go when he waved it?
"Xie Lin! I...I care about it." Liao Cenchuan panicked, clumsily not knowing how to speak.He knew that he had done something wrong, he didn't understand his feelings and was with Xie Lin easily, but he really cared about Xie Lin's feelings, he knew that Xie Lin would be happy if he fell in love with him.
I saw Xie Lin get slapped for him because he was forced to walk into the public eye.He was at a loss.
"Do you care? Hehe, liar." Xie Lin's eyes were already hurting, and he kept rubbing his eyes, which also turned red.
Seeing Liao Cenchuan approaching him, wanting to wipe away his tears, Xie Lin dodged immediately, and he said in a cold voice, "Don't touch me."
Liao Cenchuan's hand hung in the air and fell down awkwardly.He didn't want to see this between him and Xie Lin...
Xie Lin only felt that he was an idiot for living here, and every part of this house reminded him of how idiot, how eager, and how cheap he was before.
—I can't stay for a moment.
Turning around and going into the bedroom, Xie Lin began to pack his clothes and filled a suitcase.Suppressing the crying, not letting the blur in front of my eyes affect my loading.
And Liao Cenchuan in the living room heard the sound, and immediately rushed over, kicking the suitcase in Xie Lin's hand away.
He almost shouted, his eyes were full of anger and disbelief, "You are not allowed to go."
"What are you doing here if you don't leave? Are you going to be fooled by this kid?" Xie Lin said through gritted teeth. The person held it in his hands and kneaded it repeatedly, and he could hardly straighten up in pain.
At the age of 19, Liao Cenchuan was still too young... He was actually raped by a child for more than half a year, and ended up in a situation where he was dumped.
"I didn't lie to you... I just, I just haven't figured it out yet. Can you wait for me, I will figure it out, don't go, okay? Linlin, I don't want you to go."
Liao Cenchuan, a tall man of Mi Jiuduo, wept in panic in front of him, and hugged his waist paranoidly, as if this could prevent Xie Lin from leaving.
"You can't leave here, you can't leave me." Liao Cenchuan spoke again, he frowned and refused to let go.
Xie Lin can't leave, leaving means he is angry with him.He didn't want to make Xie Lin angry...give him some more time to think about it, and there will be results.
Xie Lin can only be his.What if he can no longer touch it after leaving this door?
Such a warm body would hug him and say he likes him.She is domineering and domineering to the outside world, but she is obedient and obedient to him.And their madness again and again, the fit of their bodies.Will Xie Lin take all these from him?
No, absolutely not.
Xie Lin felt sad in his heart, the price of growing up with children is to hurt himself completely.
"Let go."
The author has something to say: the abuse is not over yet, the breakup is the real deal.After only two days of dating, Linlin was miserable. (Look! I said break them up right away, and it did!)
In fact, Liao Cenchuan was confused because he liked Liao Shiyu before, but now that Xie Lin suddenly appeared, he couldn't understand his feelings. (Already like Xie Lin, but I didn't figure it out) Give him some time
Any family that gave birth to such a son would collapse...
At this time, Cheng Yi'an hugged Xie Chenguang and covered the child's ears.As if he didn't want the children to hear these evil things, afraid of being contaminated, he took Xie Chenguang upstairs.
At this time, there were only Xie Lin and Xie Yuming in the restaurant. It was an extremely quiet space, as if a needle could be heard.
Xie Lin didn't dare to look up at Xie Yuming, his mind was full of the angry words Xie Yuming said just now, which deeply hurt his heart.Even though he always quarrels with Xie Yuming, he still loves this father in his heart, so he doesn't want to deceive Xie Yuming.
He doesn't know that he is selfish, but he can lie to himself, and he can't lie to others.This is a painful process, but Xie Yuming must bear it.
"Dad, I'll take you as angry. What I said is true, not a joke. I found that I like boys since I was a child. I was afraid to say it at the time, but when I grew up, I found that it is not ashamed. Now there are a lot of people like me who are fine even if they like their own gender."
Xie Lin tried hard to keep his voice from trembling, he bit his lips tightly, his palms were sweating, this was the first time he valued his heart in front of Xie Yuming, and he couldn't back down.
"What nonsense are you talking about? That's a disease, that's a disease! Are you confused in the United States, who are you in contact with, and who brought you into this?" When Xie Yuming opened his eyes again, Eyes full of bloodshot eyes and tears, he tore his neck and shouted, the bowl and chopsticks were all thrown to the ground, the sound was so loud that it made people shiver.
Xie Lin closed his eyes wearily, even though these were the words he expected, he was still hit hard.That was the person he most wanted to be understood. Who would feel better if he said such extreme things?
"No one brought me down, it was me. I always like men, Dad, whether you accept it or not, I will never get married in my life. I already have a boyfriend. When you accept it, I will bring him back Look at you. If you want grandkids, let's adopt a kid and let's live this life."
Xie Lin told Xie Yuming all his future plans together. He is a person who dares to think and do. Now that he has come out with Xie Yuming, things will be much easier to handle afterwards.
Xie Yuming became dizzy with anger, raised his arm and slapped Xie Lin directly on the face, cursing: "Get out! Get out of here! When will you figure out when to come back? My Xie family doesn't have such a perverted son .”
The crimson fingerprints were hot on the right cheek, and Xie Lin pressed the tip of his tongue against the skin there, feeling so uncomfortable that he wanted to cry.But he couldn't cry, crying would just soften him, choked up and said, "I'm not mentally ill! Dad, I can leave today, I'll give you time to think about it, and I'll come see you again later."
No matter how thick-skinned Xie Lin was, he couldn't bear Xie Yuming's perverted scolding him one by one.
Without waiting for Xie Yuming to say anything, Xie Lin hurriedly left here. — A man was crying in the car, he gritted his teeth and told himself that he could not regret it, he could not be subdued, or he would lose.
In order to be able to be with Liao Cenchuan in the future, he risked everything.Even coming out, which he never thought about before, has completely cut off his back.
So Liao Cenchuan couldn't treat him badly, or he would be sorry for the slap and broken heart he received today.
Because of the overturned live broadcast last night, Liao Cenchuan stayed on the trending search for a day.It's gone up - more than a million fans, all gossip about Liao Cenchuan and the man who appeared in the live broadcast.
And Xie Lin's personal information was well protected, they had no way to check, they could only see his profile and figure in the blurry video.He is very close to Liao Cenchuan.
When Liao Cenchuan saw the palm print on Xie Lin's face when he returned home, he knew what happened when Xie Lin returned home.The dejected look and the wet tears on his face made Liao Cenchuan a little distressed. He stroked Xie Lin's cheek with his warm hand, and asked in a low voice, "Does it hurt?"
Xie Lin's tears seemed to be pouring out, and he burst into tears. He got into Liao Cenchuan's chest, and the tears quickly wet the clothes, "It hurts, why doesn't it hurt? My face hurts, and my heart hurts too. Too much pain." It's difficult, I didn't expect it to be so difficult...but I don't regret it, it doesn't matter if my dad doesn't agree, I'll work until he agrees."
He hugged the man he liked vigorously. He had never liked someone so much in his life.It seems that what I would never do in the past 24 years, I have done for Liao Cenchuan in the past six months.With such a great sacrifice, Liao Cenchuan couldn't let him down.
Hugging Liao Cenchuan desperately to absorb energy, as if it was his charging station.He felt that Liao Cenchuan's sigh and stroking his back seemed to be comforting him, "If it doesn't work, forget it."
Anyone could understand the confusion in Liao Cenchuan's eyes, he was confused for a day.When I checked Weibo, when I saw this group of melon eaters saying that the two of them were on the same page, the first thing I thought of was that Liao Shiyu would see it.
He thought for a whole day, what kind of feelings he had for Xie Lin.Xie Lin-tian liked him more than-tian, and he was even more confused.I asked myself many times, does he like Xie Lin?
Can't answer.
For the past 19 years, his favorite has always been Liao Shiyu.It was Liao Shiyu who saved him, blocked the burnt beam for him and left his own scar.
But what about Xie Lin?His feelings for Xie Lin are very vague.Knowing that Xie Lin was Liao Shiyu's younger brother, he allowed Xie Lin to approach him on purpose, and even began to regard Xie Lin as Liao Shiyu's... stand-in.What he did to Xie Lin was something he didn't dare to do to Liao Shiyu before.
He couldn't accept that Xie Lin was with other people, not even for communication.This kind of strong possessiveness has never even happened to Liao Shiyu, so he felt that something was wrong with him, and agreed to fall in love with Xie Lin by accident.
The moment he said it, he wanted to regret it, but when he saw Xie Lin's happy smile, he suddenly couldn't say it.
He wanted Xie Lin to be happy.
Until yesterday's live broadcast overturned, the whole network was discussing him and Xie Lin, and finally made him sober.And Xie Lin took the risk to come out for him, and when he came back with a red face, he felt distressed and uncomfortable. Is it really worth it?
For him, is it worth it?
"Forget it? Why forget it, it can't be counted. Don't worry, I know my dad's temper best. I will regret it when he says this now. I will let me go home to see him after a while. Accept us." Xie Lin pretended to be full of confidence, but in fact he also felt confused, but now that he can die, no one can back down.He wasn't discouraged yet, neither was Liao Cenchuan.
Hearing Xie Lin's words, Liao Cenchuan felt extremely uncomfortable in his heart, and said with difficulty and bitterness, "I mean, why don't we forget it..."
He didn't know what happened to him, but when he saw Xie Lin's surprised expression, he began to regret again.That kind of grievance, I couldn't believe it, and even poked with a trace of hatred, his heart began to ache.
"Liao Cenchuan! What did you say? I got slapped, you told me this today?" Xie Lin broke free from Liao Cenchuan's embrace, and pointed at Liao Cenchuan angrily with trembling hands. Fuzzy, I am afraid that only he himself knows the sadness in his heart.
I thought Xie Yuming was the one facing the difficulty, but I didn't expect Liao Cenchuan to retreat within two days.So what is his effort?He fell out with his family, what is he?
"Liao Cenchuan, are you playing with me? It was you who said we wanted to be together, but now you tell me? You can decide everything. What does he mean to you? Did you ask?" Do you care about my feelings? Liao Shiyu is the only thing you care about, right?"
Xie Lin screamed in pain, the double pain almost crushed him.The sweet scene with Liao Cenchuan in the past two days seems to have come to naught, it was just Liao Cenchuan's childish mind to pass the time.And he happened to be the one to play with.
For more than half a year, he lived in Liao Cenchuan's house.With a hot face and a cold butt, he begged for a little charity from Liao Cenchuan, and it was about to be taken back two days before it started.
Is he so contemptible that he can't even control his feelings?What on earth did Liao Cenchuan think of him, a dog who would come and go when he waved it?
"Xie Lin! I...I care about it." Liao Cenchuan panicked, clumsily not knowing how to speak.He knew that he had done something wrong, he didn't understand his feelings and was with Xie Lin easily, but he really cared about Xie Lin's feelings, he knew that Xie Lin would be happy if he fell in love with him.
I saw Xie Lin get slapped for him because he was forced to walk into the public eye.He was at a loss.
"Do you care? Hehe, liar." Xie Lin's eyes were already hurting, and he kept rubbing his eyes, which also turned red.
Seeing Liao Cenchuan approaching him, wanting to wipe away his tears, Xie Lin dodged immediately, and he said in a cold voice, "Don't touch me."
Liao Cenchuan's hand hung in the air and fell down awkwardly.He didn't want to see this between him and Xie Lin...
Xie Lin only felt that he was an idiot for living here, and every part of this house reminded him of how idiot, how eager, and how cheap he was before.
—I can't stay for a moment.
Turning around and going into the bedroom, Xie Lin began to pack his clothes and filled a suitcase.Suppressing the crying, not letting the blur in front of my eyes affect my loading.
And Liao Cenchuan in the living room heard the sound, and immediately rushed over, kicking the suitcase in Xie Lin's hand away.
He almost shouted, his eyes were full of anger and disbelief, "You are not allowed to go."
"What are you doing here if you don't leave? Are you going to be fooled by this kid?" Xie Lin said through gritted teeth. The person held it in his hands and kneaded it repeatedly, and he could hardly straighten up in pain.
At the age of 19, Liao Cenchuan was still too young... He was actually raped by a child for more than half a year, and ended up in a situation where he was dumped.
"I didn't lie to you... I just, I just haven't figured it out yet. Can you wait for me, I will figure it out, don't go, okay? Linlin, I don't want you to go."
Liao Cenchuan, a tall man of Mi Jiuduo, wept in panic in front of him, and hugged his waist paranoidly, as if this could prevent Xie Lin from leaving.
"You can't leave here, you can't leave me." Liao Cenchuan spoke again, he frowned and refused to let go.
Xie Lin can't leave, leaving means he is angry with him.He didn't want to make Xie Lin angry...give him some more time to think about it, and there will be results.
Xie Lin can only be his.What if he can no longer touch it after leaving this door?
Such a warm body would hug him and say he likes him.She is domineering and domineering to the outside world, but she is obedient and obedient to him.And their madness again and again, the fit of their bodies.Will Xie Lin take all these from him?
No, absolutely not.
Xie Lin felt sad in his heart, the price of growing up with children is to hurt himself completely.
"Let go."
The author has something to say: the abuse is not over yet, the breakup is the real deal.After only two days of dating, Linlin was miserable. (Look! I said break them up right away, and it did!)
In fact, Liao Cenchuan was confused because he liked Liao Shiyu before, but now that Xie Lin suddenly appeared, he couldn't understand his feelings. (Already like Xie Lin, but I didn't figure it out) Give him some time
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