The little stand-in is no longer with me
Chapter 29
At that moment, the strings of Xie Lin's brain broke, and the blood flowed back, causing a chill all over his body.The numb scalp and hands couldn't even make a fist, and his breathing stagnated at that moment.
His mind was full of the recent abnormal behavior of Liao Cenchuan, and the change of Liao Shiyu's attitude towards him after he came back.
He's getting scared...
He couldn't control his brain to think in the worst direction, but there were traces of everything.Terrible thoughts circled in his mind, and even what happened in the recent period, he felt that there was something to be pointed out.
His face was buried in the palm of his hand, and his heart began to throb with pain.
He had to ask clearly, and he couldn't just let it go.He wanted Liao Cenchuan to give him an answer, he would accept whatever it was, but he couldn't accept that Liao Cenchuan lied to him.
Zhou Chong felt the low air pressure inside the car, and realized that he might have said something wrong. Seeing Xie Lin's expression in the rear mirror was extremely sad, and he fell silent for a moment.
Speechless all the way, Xie Lin lingered on Liao Cenchuan's profile picture for a long time, finally clicked in and sent a WeChat message.
[I have something to ask you. 】
Then he turned off the screen, and he could feel his heart beating in the quiet space. Tension and anxiety gradually pervaded his emotions, and he almost lost control.
Back at Liao Cenchuan's home, Xie Lin sat on the sofa and waited for Liao Cenchuan's reply, or to go home.From nine o'clock until one o'clock in the night.
He turned the phone on and off several times and couldn't even count the number of times, but Liao Cenchuan still didn't reply him.
Until four o'clock in the morning, Liao Cenchuan still did not go home.Xie Lin stayed up all night, his eyes were bloodshot.Sitting on the sofa exhausted, he didn't even change his clothes when he came back.
His heart was getting colder and colder, and he couldn't help cursing.
Liao Cenchuan broke his promise again...
Liar, lied to him again.
Xie Lin didn't want to wait any longer, his mind was very confused at the moment, he needed wine, he needed a messy place to make him look less lonely and pathetic.
Quickly drove to the bar.
Usually when he came to the bar, Xie Lin would always be dazzled and well-dressed, but this time it was different, his dejected and tired expression made him not in the mood to play at all, he just wanted to find a place to drink.
At four o'clock at night, only this bar is still open.
The waiter at the door didn't recognize him at first glance, and Xie Lin didn't care too much when he was in a bad mood, and said in a muffled voice, "Go to my booth and bring the wine I kept here before."
The waiter checked carefully twice before he realized it, and immediately said flatteringly: "Okay, young master Xie, why are you here so late today, our house closes at five o'clock."
Xie Lin glanced at his watch, sneered, there was still an hour.
The waiter obediently brought over the wine that Xie Lin had stored here before, "Suddenly remembered that the person you brought last time also came today, and is still here."
The waiter brought Xie Lin into the booth, and brought Xie Lin a few bottles of their new wine.The waiter could tell at a glance that Xie Lin was in a bad mood today, so he specially recommended some expensive wines for Xie Lin to earn more commission.
There were quite a few people at four o'clock in the middle of the night, Xie Lin was absent-minded, no matter what wine the waiter suggested, he would buy it.He drank the wine by himself, his stomach was hot and his throat was hot and warm, and he asked lazily, "Who is it?"
He brought too many people to the bar, who knows who the waiter is talking about.
The waiter pointed to the right, "That little brother with a fierce face, he comes here often recently, and he is very popular here. But every time he comes, he just drinks on his own, and refuses to strike up a conversation. Everyone guesses that he may have someone he likes."
Xie Lin looked at the waiter's finger, and his eyes met that person's.Xie Lin's hand holding the wine glass was unsteady and almost fell.
The man with a fierce face, speaking of which, he didn't know anyone other than Chi Jingzhan.
Chi Jingzhan was surprised to see Xie Lin, and immediately stood up from his booth, walking towards him slowly.Xie Lin was restless, raised his head and drank the full glass of wine in one gulp, like drinking water, one after another.
Chi Jingzhan was surprised to see Xie Lin in the bar at this time. Seeing Xie Lin's posture full of wine on the table, it seemed that he had just arrived not long ago.
"Why are you here?" Chi Jingzhan asked, his eyes never moved away from Xie Lin's body, frowning as he watched Xie Lin drink glass after glass, and stopped him with a bit of distress, "Don't drink Now, you drank this empty bottle?"
Xie Lin is a person who can drink poorly, but today he has the energy to drink away his worries, no one can control him.This table is full of wine, how much he can drink today.
Xie Lin hiccupped, blushed and narrowed his eyes, and said in a lazy and drunken tone, "I haven't asked you yet, why are you here?"
He didn't expect to come to the bar to get drunk and meet acquaintances.It was still the acquaintance he didn't want to meet the last time, but the bars nearby had already closed, and this was the only one he could choose, and he had nowhere to go.
Chi Jingzhan stroked his hair subconsciously. He didn't want to lie to Xie Lin, so he said truthfully, "Feel the atmosphere."
Ever since he knew that he liked Xie Lin, he was ridiculed by Xie Lin twice.Because he couldn't see his own sexual orientation, he missed the person in front of him.The reason why he likes to come to this bar so much recently is that besides being a gay bar, he also wants to drink away his worries.So far, there is no other person besides him.
Xie Lin laughed unconsciously after hearing this.The drunken person was emotionally unstable, Xie Lin couldn't help laughing and burst into tears, and finally wept softly.
Chi Jingzhan was stunned for a moment, then suddenly hugged Xie Lin.He kept comforting, "What's wrong? Don't cry, don't cry."
Xie Lin's crying covered Chi Jingzhan's voice. In this noisy environment, no one could notice the two men hugging each other in the corner.
Xie Lin's tears poured out like a flood, and the alcohol magnified his emotions, which soon wet Chi Jingzhan's clothes.The one who cried even got water drops on his eyelashes, the end of his eyes were faintly red, and he was out of breath.
Chi Jingzhan felt very distressed, seeing Xie Lin's appearance, he must have been bullied.
"What's the matter? Who bullied you?" Chi Jingzhan kept asking, and suddenly thought that Xie Lin was usually arrogant, who could bully Xie Lin?But if Xie Lin is willing and has no power to fight back, there is only one person.
"Is it Liao Cenchuan? What did he do to you?"
Hearing this name, Xie Lin instinctively shuddered, and suddenly pushed Chi Jingzhan's embrace away.There was a flash of clarity in his eyes, and he said in a panic: "We can't do this."
Chi Jingzhan was pushed away, but still refused to give up. He clamped Xie Lin's arms and asked nervously, "Xie Lin, answer me. Did Liao Cenchuan bully you?"
His eyes were full of anger, and he asked eagerly.If it wasn't for Liao Cenchuan's reasons, Xie Lin wouldn't have come to the bar to get drunk and cry like this at four o'clock in the middle of the night...
Xie Lin held the wine glass silently, and tasted spicy again.Soon, alcohol paralyzed Xie Lin's mind again.
At this time, half a bottle of foreign wine and many cocktails have been drunk on the table, and more than ten cans of beer are empty.Seeing that Xie Lin still wanted to ask the waiter to come over and ask for wine, Chi Jingzhan said angrily, "Stop drinking, do you want to drink to death? No one cares about you with gastric perforation."
Xie Lin surged up emotionally, and angrily threw the cup in his hand aside and said, "At first, no one cared about me, and no one cared about my feelings... I am the most contemptuous one, and the people I like don't let me go." In my eyes, it’s not necessary. If you think about it, tease me a few times, and if you don’t think about it, just leave me alone. I’m sure I won’t run away.”
Chi Jingzhan's heart trembled, knowing that Xie Lin was talking about Liao Cenchuan.At this time, Xie Lin's tongue became stiff, and his voice changed. The drunken state made people feel distressed.
"What did he do?"
Xie Lin took a deep breath, and finally revealed all the words he had buried in his heart. Even if it was unbelievable, it was his feeling at this moment.
"He likes...his sister, then, then what am I?" Xie Lin's speech had already begun to speak incoherently, but Chi Jingzhan was still able to catch the point of what he said.
Chi Jingzhan's heart skipped a beat and he couldn't believe it.For a moment, I thought Xie Lin was talking nonsense after drinking too much, "How is this possible..."
No matter how unreliable Liao Cenchuan seemed, he couldn't do something that violated ethics.
"Adopted..." Xie Lin whispered.
Chi Jingzhan suddenly had nothing to say, he finally knew why Xie Lin drank like this.It turned out that Liao Cenchuan already had someone he liked, and even concealed the truth. The taste of cheating is not good, and the taste of unrequited love is even more bad.
Suddenly he laughed lowly, isn't this the same as him?
It was already five o'clock, and the bar was closed.Chi Jingzhan left the bar with Xie Lin on his back, and he sent Xie Lin back downstairs to Xie Lin's house. When the elevator arrived, he found a tall figure at the door of Xie Lin's house.
When the man saw Chi Jingzhan and Xie Lin coming back together, his pupils shrank suddenly, and he walked towards them with a few steps, his aura was overwhelming, if he met a timid person, he might be really scared.
"Give Xie Lin back to me." The man said in a cold voice.
Chi Jingzhan didn't have a good look at Liao Cenchuan, he said sharply, "Why?"
"Because he's mine." Liao Cenchuan boasted without shame, and looked at Chi Jingzhan provocatively.Walking towards them step by step, Chi Jingzhan did not dare to make large movements with Xie Lin on his back, for fear of waking up the people on his back.
Liao Cenchuan grabbed Xie Lin's waist and untied it directly.The drunken man fell into his arms, with wet tears in the corners of his eyes, and his heart softened.
Why are you crying again.
Chi Jingzhan said harshly: "He likes you, or he can choose not to like you."
Just like him back then, Xie Lin likes him, or he can choose not to like him.When I liked him, everything was good, but now I don't like him, and I distanced myself from him.
Liao Cenchuan hugged Xie Lin, and said coldly: "He won't." His tone was very firm, Xie Lin couldn't possibly dislike him, so how could it be possible for someone who is infatuated with him?
"You don't deserve Xie Lin's liking, you don't deserve it. Do you think Xie Lin doesn't know about the matter between you and your sister? Who do you think it's because of him being so drunk?" Chi Jingzhan yelled wildly. The person he likes in his heart can only play a supporting role in others, how could he be reconciled.
I wish I could take Xie Lin away now, but what reason does he have, he is no one.
Liao Cenchuan's expression suddenly froze on his face, he looked down at Xie Lin who was unconscious, and said in a bad tone, "He said that?"
"Aren't you afraid of others talking about what you did yourself? Liao Cenchuan, you're really disgusting. It's really bad luck for Xie Lin to like you. When you meet a bastard like you, you'll do messy things too. "Chi Jingzhan's mouth was dark. At this moment, he was full of anger, and he only wanted to make Liao Cenchuan feel the same anger and humiliation.
Liao Cenchuan turned a deaf ear, he hugged Xie Lin for a while and didn't speak.
I vaguely felt that Xie Lin had discovered something.
He couldn't delay any longer...
Xie Lin can't leave him, and he won't let Xie Lin leave either.
The author has something to say: I think Xie Lin was abused in the back (of course Liao Cenchuan was also abused a lot)
Get ready, it's just getting started anyway.
I always feel that this book will have more words than the last one...
lay
His mind was full of the recent abnormal behavior of Liao Cenchuan, and the change of Liao Shiyu's attitude towards him after he came back.
He's getting scared...
He couldn't control his brain to think in the worst direction, but there were traces of everything.Terrible thoughts circled in his mind, and even what happened in the recent period, he felt that there was something to be pointed out.
His face was buried in the palm of his hand, and his heart began to throb with pain.
He had to ask clearly, and he couldn't just let it go.He wanted Liao Cenchuan to give him an answer, he would accept whatever it was, but he couldn't accept that Liao Cenchuan lied to him.
Zhou Chong felt the low air pressure inside the car, and realized that he might have said something wrong. Seeing Xie Lin's expression in the rear mirror was extremely sad, and he fell silent for a moment.
Speechless all the way, Xie Lin lingered on Liao Cenchuan's profile picture for a long time, finally clicked in and sent a WeChat message.
[I have something to ask you. 】
Then he turned off the screen, and he could feel his heart beating in the quiet space. Tension and anxiety gradually pervaded his emotions, and he almost lost control.
Back at Liao Cenchuan's home, Xie Lin sat on the sofa and waited for Liao Cenchuan's reply, or to go home.From nine o'clock until one o'clock in the night.
He turned the phone on and off several times and couldn't even count the number of times, but Liao Cenchuan still didn't reply him.
Until four o'clock in the morning, Liao Cenchuan still did not go home.Xie Lin stayed up all night, his eyes were bloodshot.Sitting on the sofa exhausted, he didn't even change his clothes when he came back.
His heart was getting colder and colder, and he couldn't help cursing.
Liao Cenchuan broke his promise again...
Liar, lied to him again.
Xie Lin didn't want to wait any longer, his mind was very confused at the moment, he needed wine, he needed a messy place to make him look less lonely and pathetic.
Quickly drove to the bar.
Usually when he came to the bar, Xie Lin would always be dazzled and well-dressed, but this time it was different, his dejected and tired expression made him not in the mood to play at all, he just wanted to find a place to drink.
At four o'clock at night, only this bar is still open.
The waiter at the door didn't recognize him at first glance, and Xie Lin didn't care too much when he was in a bad mood, and said in a muffled voice, "Go to my booth and bring the wine I kept here before."
The waiter checked carefully twice before he realized it, and immediately said flatteringly: "Okay, young master Xie, why are you here so late today, our house closes at five o'clock."
Xie Lin glanced at his watch, sneered, there was still an hour.
The waiter obediently brought over the wine that Xie Lin had stored here before, "Suddenly remembered that the person you brought last time also came today, and is still here."
The waiter brought Xie Lin into the booth, and brought Xie Lin a few bottles of their new wine.The waiter could tell at a glance that Xie Lin was in a bad mood today, so he specially recommended some expensive wines for Xie Lin to earn more commission.
There were quite a few people at four o'clock in the middle of the night, Xie Lin was absent-minded, no matter what wine the waiter suggested, he would buy it.He drank the wine by himself, his stomach was hot and his throat was hot and warm, and he asked lazily, "Who is it?"
He brought too many people to the bar, who knows who the waiter is talking about.
The waiter pointed to the right, "That little brother with a fierce face, he comes here often recently, and he is very popular here. But every time he comes, he just drinks on his own, and refuses to strike up a conversation. Everyone guesses that he may have someone he likes."
Xie Lin looked at the waiter's finger, and his eyes met that person's.Xie Lin's hand holding the wine glass was unsteady and almost fell.
The man with a fierce face, speaking of which, he didn't know anyone other than Chi Jingzhan.
Chi Jingzhan was surprised to see Xie Lin, and immediately stood up from his booth, walking towards him slowly.Xie Lin was restless, raised his head and drank the full glass of wine in one gulp, like drinking water, one after another.
Chi Jingzhan was surprised to see Xie Lin in the bar at this time. Seeing Xie Lin's posture full of wine on the table, it seemed that he had just arrived not long ago.
"Why are you here?" Chi Jingzhan asked, his eyes never moved away from Xie Lin's body, frowning as he watched Xie Lin drink glass after glass, and stopped him with a bit of distress, "Don't drink Now, you drank this empty bottle?"
Xie Lin is a person who can drink poorly, but today he has the energy to drink away his worries, no one can control him.This table is full of wine, how much he can drink today.
Xie Lin hiccupped, blushed and narrowed his eyes, and said in a lazy and drunken tone, "I haven't asked you yet, why are you here?"
He didn't expect to come to the bar to get drunk and meet acquaintances.It was still the acquaintance he didn't want to meet the last time, but the bars nearby had already closed, and this was the only one he could choose, and he had nowhere to go.
Chi Jingzhan stroked his hair subconsciously. He didn't want to lie to Xie Lin, so he said truthfully, "Feel the atmosphere."
Ever since he knew that he liked Xie Lin, he was ridiculed by Xie Lin twice.Because he couldn't see his own sexual orientation, he missed the person in front of him.The reason why he likes to come to this bar so much recently is that besides being a gay bar, he also wants to drink away his worries.So far, there is no other person besides him.
Xie Lin laughed unconsciously after hearing this.The drunken person was emotionally unstable, Xie Lin couldn't help laughing and burst into tears, and finally wept softly.
Chi Jingzhan was stunned for a moment, then suddenly hugged Xie Lin.He kept comforting, "What's wrong? Don't cry, don't cry."
Xie Lin's crying covered Chi Jingzhan's voice. In this noisy environment, no one could notice the two men hugging each other in the corner.
Xie Lin's tears poured out like a flood, and the alcohol magnified his emotions, which soon wet Chi Jingzhan's clothes.The one who cried even got water drops on his eyelashes, the end of his eyes were faintly red, and he was out of breath.
Chi Jingzhan felt very distressed, seeing Xie Lin's appearance, he must have been bullied.
"What's the matter? Who bullied you?" Chi Jingzhan kept asking, and suddenly thought that Xie Lin was usually arrogant, who could bully Xie Lin?But if Xie Lin is willing and has no power to fight back, there is only one person.
"Is it Liao Cenchuan? What did he do to you?"
Hearing this name, Xie Lin instinctively shuddered, and suddenly pushed Chi Jingzhan's embrace away.There was a flash of clarity in his eyes, and he said in a panic: "We can't do this."
Chi Jingzhan was pushed away, but still refused to give up. He clamped Xie Lin's arms and asked nervously, "Xie Lin, answer me. Did Liao Cenchuan bully you?"
His eyes were full of anger, and he asked eagerly.If it wasn't for Liao Cenchuan's reasons, Xie Lin wouldn't have come to the bar to get drunk and cry like this at four o'clock in the middle of the night...
Xie Lin held the wine glass silently, and tasted spicy again.Soon, alcohol paralyzed Xie Lin's mind again.
At this time, half a bottle of foreign wine and many cocktails have been drunk on the table, and more than ten cans of beer are empty.Seeing that Xie Lin still wanted to ask the waiter to come over and ask for wine, Chi Jingzhan said angrily, "Stop drinking, do you want to drink to death? No one cares about you with gastric perforation."
Xie Lin surged up emotionally, and angrily threw the cup in his hand aside and said, "At first, no one cared about me, and no one cared about my feelings... I am the most contemptuous one, and the people I like don't let me go." In my eyes, it’s not necessary. If you think about it, tease me a few times, and if you don’t think about it, just leave me alone. I’m sure I won’t run away.”
Chi Jingzhan's heart trembled, knowing that Xie Lin was talking about Liao Cenchuan.At this time, Xie Lin's tongue became stiff, and his voice changed. The drunken state made people feel distressed.
"What did he do?"
Xie Lin took a deep breath, and finally revealed all the words he had buried in his heart. Even if it was unbelievable, it was his feeling at this moment.
"He likes...his sister, then, then what am I?" Xie Lin's speech had already begun to speak incoherently, but Chi Jingzhan was still able to catch the point of what he said.
Chi Jingzhan's heart skipped a beat and he couldn't believe it.For a moment, I thought Xie Lin was talking nonsense after drinking too much, "How is this possible..."
No matter how unreliable Liao Cenchuan seemed, he couldn't do something that violated ethics.
"Adopted..." Xie Lin whispered.
Chi Jingzhan suddenly had nothing to say, he finally knew why Xie Lin drank like this.It turned out that Liao Cenchuan already had someone he liked, and even concealed the truth. The taste of cheating is not good, and the taste of unrequited love is even more bad.
Suddenly he laughed lowly, isn't this the same as him?
It was already five o'clock, and the bar was closed.Chi Jingzhan left the bar with Xie Lin on his back, and he sent Xie Lin back downstairs to Xie Lin's house. When the elevator arrived, he found a tall figure at the door of Xie Lin's house.
When the man saw Chi Jingzhan and Xie Lin coming back together, his pupils shrank suddenly, and he walked towards them with a few steps, his aura was overwhelming, if he met a timid person, he might be really scared.
"Give Xie Lin back to me." The man said in a cold voice.
Chi Jingzhan didn't have a good look at Liao Cenchuan, he said sharply, "Why?"
"Because he's mine." Liao Cenchuan boasted without shame, and looked at Chi Jingzhan provocatively.Walking towards them step by step, Chi Jingzhan did not dare to make large movements with Xie Lin on his back, for fear of waking up the people on his back.
Liao Cenchuan grabbed Xie Lin's waist and untied it directly.The drunken man fell into his arms, with wet tears in the corners of his eyes, and his heart softened.
Why are you crying again.
Chi Jingzhan said harshly: "He likes you, or he can choose not to like you."
Just like him back then, Xie Lin likes him, or he can choose not to like him.When I liked him, everything was good, but now I don't like him, and I distanced myself from him.
Liao Cenchuan hugged Xie Lin, and said coldly: "He won't." His tone was very firm, Xie Lin couldn't possibly dislike him, so how could it be possible for someone who is infatuated with him?
"You don't deserve Xie Lin's liking, you don't deserve it. Do you think Xie Lin doesn't know about the matter between you and your sister? Who do you think it's because of him being so drunk?" Chi Jingzhan yelled wildly. The person he likes in his heart can only play a supporting role in others, how could he be reconciled.
I wish I could take Xie Lin away now, but what reason does he have, he is no one.
Liao Cenchuan's expression suddenly froze on his face, he looked down at Xie Lin who was unconscious, and said in a bad tone, "He said that?"
"Aren't you afraid of others talking about what you did yourself? Liao Cenchuan, you're really disgusting. It's really bad luck for Xie Lin to like you. When you meet a bastard like you, you'll do messy things too. "Chi Jingzhan's mouth was dark. At this moment, he was full of anger, and he only wanted to make Liao Cenchuan feel the same anger and humiliation.
Liao Cenchuan turned a deaf ear, he hugged Xie Lin for a while and didn't speak.
I vaguely felt that Xie Lin had discovered something.
He couldn't delay any longer...
Xie Lin can't leave him, and he won't let Xie Lin leave either.
The author has something to say: I think Xie Lin was abused in the back (of course Liao Cenchuan was also abused a lot)
Get ready, it's just getting started anyway.
I always feel that this book will have more words than the last one...
lay
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