One centimeter temperature difference gl

Dinner is more or less a bit of a breakup.

Leaving aside the stiff atmosphere between Quanyuan and his father because of the conversation, Hezhen also seemed to be restrained.He also likes Quanyuan, and he can maintain his demeanor and self-esteem when meeting in private, but it is somewhat uncomfortable to be called here by the boss with such an obvious matching attitude.

Although Quanyuan felt guilty about this situation, he had to deliberately distance himself from him in order to avoid trouble.

Quanyuan didn't stay at her father's house much after the meal, and the next day was Monday, she said goodbye and left on the grounds that the company had some things to prepare.

The stepmother hurriedly said to He Zhe: "Xiao Zhe came here by car? Mengmeng didn't drive. I have some potted flowers for Mengmeng. You can drive Mengmeng."

Quanyuan said: "I have to go to the company first, and Aunt Hua will help me take care of me for a few days."

Quanyuan's refusal was too obvious, so the stepmother had no choice but to say, "Then be careful on the road." She didn't know what was going on between Quanyuan and Hezhe, and she was afraid that Quanyuan's appearance would embarrass Hezhe, so she went to greet Hezhe: "Little Zhe It’s rare to come here, sit at home more, the baby also said that he hasn’t seen you for a long time, let’s talk for a while.”

Baobao is the nickname of Quanyuan's younger brother Chen Yu.Chen Yu was already in college, and she wasn't too happy about her mother calling her that, so she said impatiently, "Mom, go do your own thing, and I'll entertain brother Zhe."

Chen Yuqing turned cold when she heard her son's words: "Why did you talk to your mother?"

Chen Yu is usually very spoiled by his mother, but he is as honest as a quail in front of his father.

Chen Yuqing was not in a good mood, and felt that although his son was more obedient than his daughter, his appearance annoyed him, so he waved his hand: "Go with Aunt Zhang to clean up, let your mother rest for a while, I have business to talk to He Zhe."

Stepmother Zhou Ruwei was not happy that Chen Yuqing got angry at her son indiscriminately, and said: "Xiao Zhe is here as a guest, what business do you want to talk about?"

Chen Yuqing said: "You have to fight hard when you are young, how can you play computer games when you have time like Chen Yu?"

After all, Zhou Ruwei had lived with Chen Yuqing for so long, and knew that her husband didn't make any sense when he got angry, so she softened her voice and said, "It's all useless to you, your son is no match for Lao He's son." She said to He Zhe: "You push Chen Broken Leg to the study, and Auntie will make tea for you."

Quanyuan thought that her stepmother, Zhou Ruwei, could really be a human being, so she easily changed He Zhe's status from "a young man who was neglected on a blind date" to "the child of an old friend", which made He Zhe a lot easier.

He Zhe didn't have to worry about it himself, Quan Yuan said to his father, "Dad, rest well, I'm leaving."

"Be careful on your way."

"it is good."

Uncle sent Quanyuan out: "It's so late, call Lao Wang to pick it up."

Lao Wang is the driver hired by Quanyuan's father, and he has been working in the Chen family for more than [-] years.

Quan Yuan said, "Don't bother Uncle Wang."

"Then you take the spare car at home and ask Yu Bao to take the subway to school by himself tomorrow."

"No, it's very convenient for me to take a taxi."

Uncle had no choice but to give up.

Quanyuan knew that his uncle actually wanted to ask himself something, so he said, "Dad talked to me about Rongguang's new project and wanted me to join, but I thought Kaiyuan couldn't afford such a big project right now, so I rejected it. No quarrel."

When the uncle thought about it, he knew that it was probably because his brother didn't like his niece's small company, and wanted his niece to return to his home to work, so he made a fuss.He didn't expect the small quarrel about Quanyuan's surname change, but he blamed Chen Yuqing in his heart for being too controlling, not knowing how to restrain himself, and not caring about the young people's ambition and pride at all.He said: "...Yuqing is such a self-important person."

Quan Yuan said, "I know, Dad is also doing it for my own good."

Uncle sighed.

"When a person gets old, his temper will get worse, so you just perfunctory, he probably doesn't have to be like that, he just likes to listen to others obey him."

Quan Yuan smiled slightly: "Abo used to be obedient and nonchalant?"

The uncle also laughed: "Just say it to make him happy. He is so naive, so he has to be coaxed by mature people."

Quanyuan nodded: "I will come back in a few days to get the chrysanthemums that Aunt Zhou gave me. At that time, I will try as Uncle said."

Uncle smiled happily: "Yes, yes, you need to come home more often. Both you and Yubao are often away, so Ruwei and I have to deal with Yuqing's bad temper at home, and I feel very annoyed."

Quanyuan said hello, and asked again: "What happened to Dad's foot? I asked him and he said it was twisted. Is it so serious?"

The uncle said: "It can be regarded as twisted. The newly hired cleaning staff of the company waxed and made the floor of his office too slippery. Your father fell when he walked on it. People are old and their bones are loose. I went to the hospital for an examination and said it was cracked."

Quan Yuan hummed: "Abbe will also walk carefully in the future."

"I'm not like your father, who is very old-fashioned and walks slowly."

"Ah."

The uncle felt that there was nothing wrong with the niece, so he said, "Go to the company quickly, so that it won't be too late."

"Okay." Quanyuan said goodbye to the uncle.

Chen Zhongsheng watched his niece disappear before slowly turning around.In late autumn, the withered leaves fell, and the vestibule seemed indifferent and lonely.A thin ray of moonlight shone on the steps.He couldn't help but recall an equally cold autumn night decades ago, when he asked Quanyuan's mother to come out to meet her.

That was a free and spiritual woman like duckweed in the water. As soon as Chen Zhongsheng saw her, he understood why his brother liked her.

Her name is Quan Wanqing.When the word wan is read as "jade", it means lush.In the deep and lonely autumn night, her body exudes a vigorous and clear breath like water plants and green dragonflies.For the man she loves deeply, she took root in the mud of the world, but after all, she has a free soul that does not want to be restrained, and one day she will drift away with the current.

Chen Zhongsheng saw through a little bit, and he told her his younger brother's life experience and situation that he had been hiding all along. In the end, as he expected, Quan Wanqing left his younger brother.

The more free people are, the more proud they are.She can endure the vulgar market for Yuqing, and Yuqing can endure her stubbornness and desire to control for her, but everything has a balance.For Chen Zhongsheng, the balance between them was simply too easy to break.

Chen Zhongsheng has always felt guilty.

He didn't tell anyone about that night.It's a dark secret.As he grew older, he also gradually figured out that even without Yuqing and Quanyuan's mother, it is impossible to stay together, but he still couldn't help thinking: If he hadn't intervened in this matter back then, Yuqing and Quanyuan's mother would not have been able to stay together. Will the marriage between Quanyuan's mother last long?

He poured all this guilt on Quanyuan, and he always felt that maybe he caused his niece's misfortune.

Chen Zhongsheng is old.

He doesn't think that he is a smart and wise person, and he doesn't think that he can learn to understand the world as he grows older. He doesn't know that he can take care of his niece for a few more years, and he doesn't know how much his care can play...he I have never had my own children in my life, so I poured all my father's love into my niece.

Chen Zhongsheng has reached the late autumn of his life.

His body begins to wither... and will eventually decay in the near future.

Not only him, but also Chen Yuqing will not have a longer lifespan.

What will happen to Quanyuan at that time?

"Abbe?"

Chen Yu, who ran out in a hurry, saw his uncle standing in the vestibule in a daze, so he stopped suspiciously.

Chen Zhongsheng came back to his senses, all the worries on his face were removed, and he returned to the kind and kind elder: "Where are you going in such a hurry?"

Chen Yu is not such a careful boy, his personality is a bit reckless, he is easily distracted and no longer thinks about his uncle's affairs.He vaguely replied: "My sister forgot something, I will send it to her."

"If you call and tell her, she may have already gotten a taxi when she goes out."

"I'll go and have a look." Chen Yu waved his hand and hurriedly chased him out.

"Jogging, watch the car on the road."

"Oh!"

Chen Zhongsheng turned around and went back.The shadow cast by the old body on the ground also looked extraordinarily weak and powerless.The vitality and youthfulness overflowing from his nephew did not infect him, but made him feel his own aging even more.

The soul, together with the body, is dying.

He has only one wish, and he hopes that the little girl he has watched grow up can have a prosperous and peaceful life.

···

Quanyuan didn't get in the car.

She deliberately didn't take a taxi, but was going to walk to the subway station three or four stops away.What her father said to her did not affect her in the slightest, as she herself tried to hide.She needs to walk around alone and be quiet.

Speaking of self-defeating, she was once a mental patient, so she understands the feeling of loneliness and hopelessness when her mother passed away.Knowing that I have a problem, but I dare not listen to the people around me saying that I am sick.Fear of being looked down upon by those close to them, afraid of them telling the truth.

I still remember everything my mother said before she died.

My mother said, even you think I am sick, and even you think I am not worthy of raising my own child.

The person in the mother's mouth is the father.

Quanyuan knew that it was not his father who hurt his mother, but his father was just a too sharp knife. He cut open the festering sores on his mother's body, and his mother died without healed.

Father's personality is like that, mother's personality is like that... Quanyuan gradually understands that they can't stay together forever.So Quanyuan actually no longer regretted the separation of his father and mother from a very early age.She just thinks the world is too impermanent.But the source cannot escape.There was a feeling of resentment and resentment in her heart, this emotion could not be dispatched and could not find someone to evacuate, gradually rotting and boiling in her heart.

This unwillingness and resentment did not make her hate her father, but only erected a high wall between father and daughter.

You can't jump over here, and you can't climb over there.

When her younger brother Chen Yu caught up with her, she didn't go very far.Chen Yu stopped behind her panting, but hesitated after thinking about it.Quan Yuan heard a strange voice behind him, turned around and saw his younger brother with a tangled and embarrassed expression: "Chen Yu?"

"sister……"

Quan Yuan was not in a very good mood, afraid that his voice would be bad, so he didn't speak, but asked his younger brother what's the matter with his eyes.

Chen Yu hesitated: "You didn't take a taxi..."

"No."

If you take a taxi, how can you catch up?Quanyuan didn't know what his younger brother wanted to do. Could it be that he didn't come to find him, but just met him by accident while running?Quanyuan waited for a while but his younger brother did not speak, so he said, "Why did you come out?"

"I'll see you off."

Quan Yuan really couldn't figure out what his younger brother wanted to do, so he didn't open his mouth.

Standing aside, Chen Yu's usual handsomeness and charm disappeared, like a monkey scratching its head.

Quanyuan had no choice but to continue wasting time here, so he asked again: "Is there something wrong with you?"

Chen Yu didn't really come to deliver things. He did have something to say to Quanyuan, but he didn't know how to say it at the end.When he was running on the road, he was in a very complicated mood. It was the kind of feeling that he knew that he had done something wrong and caused others to be wronged. Now he wanted to explain to the victim, but he felt awkward and embarrassed, and couldn't muster up the courage. Feeling.While running, he actually prayed in his heart that his sister had already beaten him, and he was very conflicted.

Chen Yu looked around, saw a KFC on one side, and said, "Where shall we go for ice cream?"

In such a cold autumn night, besides, I have not recovered from my cold, and Quanyuan is not in the mood to eat ice cream at all.Besides, the relationship between her and her younger brother is not very good. I really can't imagine what it is like to sit and eat ice cream together.It’s just that Quanyuan has a caring nature, and she has an extra tolerance when dealing with younger partners. She finally said, “Why don’t we go to a pastry shop for coffee?”

Chen Yu looked frustrated and frustrated. He must have known what a stupid proposal he had made. He said, "Sister, don't you want to take a taxi?"

"I ate so well at night, I want to take a walk to the subway station."

Chen Yu said, "Then I'll send you off..."

Quanyuan wanted a bit of a separate space, but seeing his younger brother, he couldn't bear to refuse, and finally asked, "Is there anything you want to tell me?"

Chen Yu hesitated for a few seconds and said, "I want to apologize to you."

Quan Yuan felt astonished and confused.

Chen Yu said: "...it was the incident when I was a child. I said... Aunt Quan said bad things about you, and she never apologized to you."

Chen Yu's Elementary School Quanyuan happened to be in the year of the college entrance examination. Chen Yu told others at his birthday party that Quanyuan was an illegitimate daughter. Everyone booed and said some bad words.These words happened to be heard by Quanyuan, and she was stimulated. After that, she fell seriously ill and even missed the registration for the university she was admitted to.Then she moved out of the house and no longer went home to live.

Quan Yuan smiled: "It's all about my childhood."

"But……"

Quanyuan shook his head at him.

Growth is such a thing, and many things that were unforgivable in the past will gradually fade away.

Besides, it was not Chen Yu who made Quanyuan feel hurt.

Chen Yu did tell his companions that Quanyuan was an illegitimate daughter, but Quanyuan had heard too many gossips, and he would not be more angry because the person who said these words was his younger brother.Instead, she could understand Chen Yu's mood.A seven or eight-year-old child has an unlovable older sister who was born out of wedlock. In his intuitive impression, this older sister is probably as annoying as the villain of the story.

At that time, Fountain was gloomy and withdrawn, and he developed some ideas that would be weird in the eyes of others.She felt that she was indeed an illegitimate daughter, and she was indeed not honorable.The cursing of her first stepmother had an effect on her, and the tragedy of her mother twisted her character.She began to feel that many people's rejection of her, including those gossips, should be taken for granted by her.She thought that the pain she felt was not because she had been wronged, but because she was not strong enough.

The source of that age, her heart is as old as a piece of rotten wood.She has a negative attitude towards external stimuli, neither resisting nor angry, and takes the sadness in her heart as punishment for herself.

However, even with such a fountain, there is a very important person at the bottom of the heart.

It was the child of the father's friend.The boy's name is He Zhe.From the beginning, he did not look at the source with curiosity and disdain like others, but with a kind of kindness, approaching the source like a surprised little animal.Among children of the same age, he is particularly stable and mature. He knows how to take care of others' feelings and how to be considerate of others' feelings.He is too gentle, there is no reason for Quanyuan not to be attracted to him.Then the two fell in love.

The love in youth is so green and pure.There is no confession or oath, and the young man and woman stand together with anxiety and shyness, and others can guess that what maintains the two is a kind of pure and innocent love.

To this day, Quanyuan still finds it incredible when recalling that relationship.She understands why she is attracted to He Zhe, but she doesn't understand why He Zhe likes herself.

——The source of the year is even more unclear.

The more she fell in love with He Zhe's tenderness, the more inferior and uneasy she felt.

Then that day, Quanyuan heard her younger brother and friends talking ill of her at the door, she had a gloomy face, and wanted to back away, but suddenly heard Hezhe's voice.

He Zhe said: Alright, it's time to eat, let's go out.

Quan Yuan felt as if he had swallowed mustard, and his whole head began to throb.

He Zhe was always inside, but it didn't stop others from laughing at Fountain.

Then, Quanyuan's younger brother Chen Yu said: Why do you want to be friends with her?She doesn't deserve it at all.

He Zhe did not speak.Laughter came from inside.

Quanyuan remembers running away in a daze.It was at that time that she knew why her mother was in such pain, because the feeling of being despised by someone she liked or even loved deeply was so hopeless.

"Sister, brother Zhe was playing games with headphones on at the time, and he didn't know what we were talking about."

Chen Yu came to apologize, but made it so obvious that he wanted to explain to He Zhe...

Quanyuan was a little helpless.The stepmother is such a smart woman, but the younger brother has not learned her life skills.

"I know. I'm not mad at him. We've talked about it a long time ago."

When Quanyuan University encountered some problems, Hezhe helped to solve them. At that time, the two had resolved their misunderstandings and even got back together for a period of time.It's just that things like feelings may not stand up to scrutiny. At that time, Quanyuan no longer had any past feelings for Hezhe.

"But Brother Zhe still likes you."

Quanyuan sighed.

"I know."

"Then you still..."

Quanyuan knew that Chen Yu didn't realize what he was doing.This is the difference in closeness.Obviously, for Chen Yu, He Zhe is much closer than his sister. In his heart, he probably thinks that it is a lucky thing for Quan Yuan that He Zhe still likes Quan Yuan.

She didn't want to continue talking with Chen Yu.She would probably tolerate it normally, but today she felt that she had no energy at all.

She looked at her brother: "you came to accuse me of not liking him?"

Chen Yu closed his mouth in embarrassment, and said after a while: "I feel it's a pity... If you get married, Brother Zhe will definitely take good care of you."

Quanyuan knew that he couldn't explain clearly to Chen Yu, so he just smiled: "He deserves better."

Chen Yu also recalled it, and hurriedly said: "That's not what I mean... I don't think you are bad, my parents often ask me to learn from you. I just think it would be a pity if you separated from Brother Zhe because of a misunderstanding. And after that, you will move out, and Dad really wants you to move back."

"I'm doing just fine out there myself."

"Oh..." Chen Yu didn't know what to say.He grew up smoothly and never encountered any setbacks in his life. Even if he did something wrong, his mother would help him deal with the aftermath.Chasing out tonight to apologize to Quanyuan almost made him collapse.

Quanyuan felt that he was a little pitiful again.

Boys always mature later than girls. He has just been admitted to university not long ago, although he is considered an adult, but he behaves like a child in every way.Quan Yuan suddenly felt a little guilty.What do you care about with a little boy?What's more, she also felt that she had been sorry for her brother in the past.Because she encountered many misfortunes in her childhood, she also knows that the world in the eyes of children is completely different from the world in the eyes of adults.There are some things that adults think are insignificant, but they can have a life-long impact on children.When she saw Chen Yu, she would think of Chen Yu, who was still stumbling when she was a child, and rushed to hug her, but was pushed away by herself, and then sat on the ground and cried loudly.

No matter what kind of relationship, it needs two-way pay, and the same is true for family affection.She rejected a child's kindness in the first place, so she shouldn't complain about this feeling that does not consider her own feelings when thinking.

Quan Yuan stretched out his hand and patted Chen Yu's head: "I understand, thank you."

Chen Yu was stunned.He had never been so close to his sister in memory.But the blood relationship between them was so real, Chen Yu didn't feel offended.He stroked his hair: "...I'll take you to the subway."

Quan Yuan's expression softened: "Okay."