One centimeter temperature difference gl

Hua Rong's wine sobered up in an instant.

When Quanyuan said she was sorry, she knew that she had messed up.

Hua Rong never expected things to turn out like this.

"Yuanyuan, I—"

Quan Yuan was extremely exhausted, she waved her hand to Hua Rong, as if she wanted to say something, but she didn't open her mouth in the end.

She felt that she should not stay in front of Hua Rong anymore, but she thought about it blankly, and didn't know where she could go.

In the end she had to sit down on the sofa.

I'm so tired.

Seeing such a good friend, Hua Rong was upset, she didn't know what to do now, so she sat down on the other side of the sofa dejectedly.

Hua Rong couldn't imagine why she would say such hurtful words.

As the saying goes, one speaks the truth after drinking, could those words be one's own sincerity?

Hua Rong felt that her internal organs were being tightened, and remorse poked her conscience like a small steel needle.However, there is no regret medicine in this world.How do you take back what you said?Hua Rong turned her head, she didn't want to cry so weakly, but what else could she do besides crying at this moment?

Quanyuan couldn't cry.

Quanyuan's doctor once told her that emotions should be guided, but not too suppressed.When you have any sad thoughts in your heart, you can cry happily.Tears can wash the soul.You can cry even when you are excited, just like crying with joy, let the boiling emotions cool down slowly.

But Quanyuan couldn't cry.

Quanyuan thinks that under normal circumstances, no matter who is right or wrong, they should feel disappointed and wronged to some extent.Quanyuan didn't know if she had such emotions, she felt empty, numb, without much feeling.

The feeling of suffocation just now like being strangled by the throat has disappeared.Quanyuan is glad that she did not suffer from aphasia again like she did ten years ago - she is no longer the helpless and fragile child at that time - now she understands how to calm herself down, how to make herself speak, and how to deal with it Such an unwillingness to face things.

In fact, there is no difficulty, just pretend it never happened.

His chest was still heavy and uncomfortable, but Quanyuan had calmed down.

She thought why should she be serious with drunk people?

She turned her head to look and found that Hua Rong turned her head away, she must be crying.

Hua Rong is actually a tearful person.She's the one who can't stop crying when she's angry that she didn't do the right thing.

Quanyuan thought about whether he wanted to persuade her - Quanyuan didn't want Hua Rong to cry, but when he wanted to speak, he felt that he was not interested.

At this time, there is no need to say anything, and there is nothing to say.

The two of them sat in silence for a long time like this, Quan Yuan didn't try to count the time, but thought it was unbelievably long.

Silence will make time longer.

She looked in Hua Rong's direction, and the faint yellow light made the scenery outside the floor-to-ceiling windows hazy.The night is divided into three parts, the bright night on the ground of the city; the night rendered orange, purple and red by the lights; and the quiet blue night above.

Hua Rong also watched that night.

She has stopped crying.

When she was young, she was indeed a crying bag. Sometimes when she thought of what she had done wrong, her eyes would turn red with grievance and anger, but she was already grown up after all.

Ten years is no joke.The passage of time always leaves traces.

She and Quanyuan have gone through such a life journey by playing and supporting each other, and she is no longer a child who can talk about breaking up with each other when she gets angry.

Hua Rong suddenly stood up and turned off the backlight. She looked at the night outside the window, and then turned to look at Quanyuan: "Can we pretend that we never said anything just now? I can't live without you as a friend."

"I know you're talking angry."

"Yesterday afternoon, you promised me that you would discuss things with me in the future."

Quanyuan looked at her: "There is something I have never told you. Those people were looking for me at that time."

Quanyuan spoke too calmly, Hua Rong suddenly felt sad: "I know. My mother heard about it from the police, and she told me."

"Hmm..." Quan Yuan said, "Actually, I guessed that you might have known about it a long time ago. You didn't come when your mother brought fruit to thank you."

"She won't let me go, no, Yuanyuan..."

Quan Yuan shook his head: "I know, my mother has a bad reputation."

There is no point in explaining any more. Hua Rong said: "So I didn't become friends with you for the sake of repaying your kindness. When I was young, I even took anger at you. Only when I grew up did I realize how precious you are. I can't live without you as a friend."

"We've always been friends."

Hua Rong felt that she had finally fallen gently from the high cliff to the ground.

"We're going to be friends forever."

"it is good."

Then Quanyuan didn't speak for a long time.

It was so long that Hua Rong thought she had fallen asleep.

Quanyuan suddenly said, "I can tell you about other things, but don't interfere with me and Xiaoxi."

Hua Rong looked at her.

Quan Yuan said, "You think too simply."

Hua Rong said: "Heterosexuals also have various problems. You can get together first, and then we can solve things together. Yuanyuan, don't be so pessimistic about everything."

Quanyuan shook his head.

"I think she may not have feelings for you. As long as you pierce this layer of window paper, she may not refuse you."

Quan Yuan was silent for a while, and said, "I know she will promise me."

"I can't do it myself."

Her voice was extremely tired: "Even Huaxia can't accept me, let alone her parents? I can't let her become a traitor."

"She may not think so. How do you know that her parents will never agree? After a few years, if you live well, maybe you will be accepted by everyone?"

"What if not?"

Hua Rong couldn't guarantee that such an event would never happen.She said, "I don't know how."

"There is no turning back when you open the bow. There is no such thing as trying. I don't want her reputation to be bad, and I don't want people to point out that she is a lesbian and a pervert as soon as she goes out."

"Yuanyuan, I know lesbians are not perverts...don't say that."

"What about the others? It's not one or two, it's a hundred, a thousand, 1... I can't bear to let her suffer like this. You know how I grew up, every time I go out, people say I My mother is a broken shoe, saying that I am a bastard without a father... Even if she is willing to accompany me to face all this, I can't get over this hurdle in my heart."

"You can take her abroad, how many people will know you? Yuanyuan, don't take yourself so seriously, who has so much time to stare at you all the time? Most people can't think of you after saying a word Well, why do you..."

"I can't bear it even if it's just one person. Stop talking."

Hua Rong swallowed back what she wanted to say.

She is not a rhetorician, and she has no way to be eloquent.She couldn't turn black into white, and she couldn't convince her friends all her life.

"It's late, go to bed."

Quanyuan stood up.

Hua Rong hesitated for a few seconds, then said, "Then Liu Yun..."

"I do want to meet some people over there. I'm not messing around."

Hua Rong said, "I believe in you."

"OK, good night."

"I have a prejudice against Liu Yun, don't mind, if you can fall in love with her..."

"I know, good night."

Quanyuan went back to his room.

Hua Rong sat down on the sofa dejectedly.

The topic tonight reminded her of the past involuntarily.

Bustling old streets, narrow and deep alleys, neighbors who are familiar with each other... One day a nearby school bought a piece of land in an old residential area, and then built a dormitory for teachers and staff.There is a painting teacher who looks like a fairy in the school and lives with his daughter.

The girl is the same age as me.

She is different from the children nearby, with a natural, proud and reserved princess-like temperament.Her mother is also different from those aunts around who like to gather together to gossip and compare pennies and pennies in their lives - as soft as the wind, as ethereal as a wisp of cloud.

Hua Rong is very much looking forward to being admitted to that school in the future, and then being a student of this painting teacher.She was very envious of this girl.Many of her friends are very envious of this girl who always wears beautiful clothes bought from the metropolis.The little girl's envy gradually turned into rejection.

I don't know when it started, but the rumors spread.

"I heard that Teacher Quan has never been married. When I was young, I messed around with others. I gave birth to a child before I was married, and I was kicked by others."

"No wonder her daughter has her last name."

"My eyes are raised to the sky, like a fake fairy, I just don't know what I'm thinking."

"Pretend to be that energetic and hook up with other men."

Hua Rong later found out that these rumors were spread by a Spike who couldn't ask for it and then became angry from embarrassment.But Quanyuan's mother never refuted.

One day when she came home from school, she heard her mother muttering to the neighbor's aunt.

I vaguely feel that something happened to Mr. Quan's house.

"The main room is here..."

"It's a crime, it turns out that you are someone else's concubine outside..."

"No wonder life is so good..."

"Her daughter wears dozens of clothes each..."

Hua Rong didn't quite understand. She wanted to go over to listen, but her mother made a gesture and slapped her: "The kid's ears are dirty. Don't play with that kid in the future, you know?"

At that time, Hua Rong understood that some embarrassing and shameful things happened in Teacher Quan's family.

The elegant and proud beautiful woman like a white daffodil is getting thinner and haggard, with a forced smile on her face, and sometimes people will surround her at home, quarrel and even get hurt.She also disappeared for a period of time. It is said that she moved, but I don't know why she moved back later.

Hua Rong didn't understand this kind of pride and stubbornness at that time.

Teacher Quan and her daughter appeared and left for a few months like this, and gradually fewer people came to make trouble.

When Hua Rong saw the mother and daughter from a distance, she just felt caught in an inexplicable emotion.

Teacher Quan's beauty became blurred.Her body seemed to have fallen from the clouds into the mud, but her spirit seemed to have risen to a higher place that no one could touch.

The change in her daughter was not as shocking as the mother's.Just changed all the beautiful clothes, dressed low-key and deep, with forehead hair covering the eyebrows, looking like a gloomy ghost from a distance.

Hua Rong cast aside her mother's warning.She couldn't help but approach the girl who used to be like a princess.Sometimes he followed her from a distance, sometimes he walked in to feed her, but he never got a response.

Hua Rong didn't expect to get a response.

Children's worldview comes from their parents.

At that time, Hua Rong would always go to Quanyuan's side, say hello, but if she didn't get a response, she would curse at the bastard and run away quickly.

She was such a nasty little girl.

Then she got her comeuppance.

One day she was dragged into an old alley by several men who smelled of alcohol and tobacco.Hua Rong was so frightened that she couldn't even ask for help.

She was so young at the time that she didn't even understand what was going to happen, she was just scared, and finally cried out.

The man gagged her mouth with bad luck, and someone wanted to pull her pants, so she suddenly yelled.There was a handful of sand in his eyes.

Hua Rong raised her head and saw a girl lying on the half-height wall with her forehead covering her eyes.She looked at those people fiercely.

Hua Rong felt that she was as scary as a ghost.

The author has something to say: YUI threw two mines

One chapter of this plot is not over... The time is almost twelve o'clock, so I will post it first...

Tomorrow the next chapter continues