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A little dazed along the way, Quanyuan ran a red light at an intersection not far from home, and was a little late when she arrived at the coffee.

The patter of the near-winter rain brought a chill, she hurriedly opened the car door, the cold air made her shiver.

Through the rain curtain and the fuzzy mist on the glass, she saw He Chenxi sitting in the corner by the window.

He Chenxi's gaze fell outside the steamy window, but he should be distracted.

Quan Yuan felt a burst of soreness from his stomach all the way to his heart.

She pushed open the coffee door and walked over.

"Xiao Xi."

"Ah Yuan..."

He Chenxi was startled by the voice that suddenly appeared on the opposite side, and turned her head as if lost in spirit.The tense shoulders did not relax until it was clear that the person who came was the source.

She put on a pale and haggard smile: "You are here."

Quan Yuan sat down opposite: "What's wrong?"

"I... I fell out of love. It's true this time. He said he doesn't love me anymore and doesn't want to see me again. But I love him so much, Ah Yuan. I still love him so much. I'm afraid when I don't see him. For a moment I don't want to leave him either."

As if finally waiting for someone to confide in, and as if fearing that the accumulated courage would be exhausted, He Chenxi said these words all at once, a little nervous and incoherent.

Quan Yuan's fingers on his knees were tense, but there was no change in his expression: "Xiao Xi, you—"

"I know, Ah Yuan is sorry, I did something stupid again, and I haven't learned to take care of myself." He Chenxi interrupted what Quan Yuan wanted to say in a low voice, "But I really love him."

Her eye sockets were slightly red, and her beautiful crystal eyes were dull.

Quan Yuan stretched out his hand to her, and then changed his movements slowly and calmly, as if he didn't intend to touch He Chenxi in the first place.

She took out the wet wipes in her pocket, peeled them off and handed them to He Chenxi: "Wipe your face, this looks really ugly."

Then put the dry tissue in front of her again.

"A Yuan..." Perhaps it was because of the tense nerves for too long, when He Chenxi heard these words, the tears that He Chenxi held back burst out suddenly, "A Yuan, I'm sorry, I didn't treat myself well, I'm sorry."

She was sobbing and saying sorry all the time, Quanyuan wanted to sit beside her and hug her to comfort her, but calmly restrained such an urge.

She just stretched her hand over the small table which was not wide, and patted He Chenxi's shoulder which was choked with sobs. She didn't go over to straighten He Chenxi's prostrate back until He Chenxi was choked with crying.

"Wipe your tears away, it's too ugly."

She spoke very harshly, without showing even a little bit of pity and pain.

He Chenxi choked and wiped away tears.

She knew that the source was for her own good.

I'm angry at myself for being so disappointing.

When she is with Quanyuan, she will feel like a little girl who has not grown up, while Quanyuan is the older sister with a cold face and a soft heart.

Whenever He Chenxi did something wrong, he would always be the first to think of Quanyuan, and then he would feel very uneasy because of facing Quanyuan.

She felt that she hoped to be cared and loved by Quanyuan, and she hoped that she could be strong and become the pride of Quanyuan.

Such thoughts always made He Chenxi feel relieved and nervous when facing Quanyuan.

She was thinking, Quanyuan had already ordered two cups of hot drinks and came back.

"Going to the bathroom?"

He Chenxi shook his head, took his cup of burning fairy grass, and held it in his hand to warm his cold palm.

"Take off your coat first, and don't wear it when it gets wet. I brought you one in the car."

"...Ah Yuan? I..."

Quanyuan patted her on the shoulder: "Everything will be fine. Wait for me to come back."

"Ah."

Quanyuan fixed his eyes on the umbrella hanging on the umbrella stand, looked at the heavy rain, and finally rushed out.The car was parked not far away, and her coat was still wet when she got into the car, so she had to throw the wet coat on the back seat, start the car, and then slumped in the driver's seat to blow on the air conditioner.

There was a layer of fog on the glasses, and Quanyuan wiped it carefully, and the frozen fingertips were cold and gray.

She leaned over the steering wheel, the hard touch on her forehead didn't wake her up a bit.

Very tired.

Very tired.

Quanyuan counted the time in his mind, counting a total of [-] seconds, then raised his head and smiled energetically at the rearview mirror.

She took out the umbrella she had prepared in the car and opened the door.

The sudden cold air made her shiver severely.

Totally refreshed this time.

Open your umbrella.

Wrap the coat she brought to He Chenxi tightly in her arms.

The fountain stood for a few seconds in the rain.

——The rain is really heavy.

It's like trying to hide people in a boundless fog.

Quan Yuan withdrew his gaze and Xiao Suo's unspeakable thoughts, pressed down the edge of the umbrella, and walked towards the coffee.

When he opened the store door, there was a warm wind again. The hot and cold stimulation made Quanyuan sneezed. After receiving the tissue from He Chenxi, he breathed a sigh of relief when he saw that the other party had calmed down.

"Anything to do tonight?"

"No."

"Go to my house for dinner. In the evening, I will have dinner with my friends and I will cook."

"What's the holiday today?"

Quan Yuan frowned a little, showing a bit of aggrieved look: "It's my birthday, you forgot?"

"Ah?! I'm sorry, Yuan...I..."

Seeing He Chenxi's annoyed and guilty expression, Yuanyuan laughed while holding the milk: "I lied to you."

He Chenxi's eyes widened, and his angry look was no longer as dull as before.

"Ah Yuan, you are too much! I just fell out of love, and you are teasing me again."

"Well. Then you can make up for it. How about letting you order a dish tonight?"

"Sliced ​​onion."

"..." Quanyuan rested his chin on the cup in frustration, "Change to another..."

"No."

She looked at He Chenxi pitifully: "...well, let's go buy meat after drinking."

He Chenxi laughed: "Then let's go~"

Although he knew that He Chenxi might be trying to pull himself together, seeing her usual clear and transparent smile, the source of her smile was still uncontrollably revealing a smile that was too gentle and too bitter that he couldn't even notice.

——I am not qualified to be by my side all the time, but at least I can provide a little comfort when I am sad, so I feel very satisfied.

"That man is not worth it." Quan Yuan said softly.

He Chenxi didn't notice Quanyuan's expression and didn't seem to hear Quanyuan's words.Seemingly elated by the evening's activities, she opened the door and walked out first, then turned around and waited for the spring to open an umbrella.

Quanyuan is slightly taller than her, and Quanyuan always holds an umbrella when they walk together.She also claims to be the best in the world in umbrella holding skills—maybe it’s not bragging, because Quanyuan has never let others get wet when holding an umbrella. No matter how heavy the rain is, it seems that as long as she has this small umbrella, she is fearless .

Quanyuan walked to her side.

Suddenly she said, "I know..."

"I know Ah Yuan. He has had many women, and I'm just one of them. You told me earlier that such a person can't be trusted. But I really love him. He took me to meet his sister, don't The woman threatened me that if I continue to pester him, I will find someone in the society to make me look good."

Quanyuan's hand holding the umbrella paused, she only knew that He Chenxi's boyfriend had a rich family, and at the beginning she was really considerate to He Chenxi so much that she had nothing to say.In fact, she was also happy that He Chenxi was able to find such a man, so she gave up a lot of feelings in her heart, but after listening to Xiaoxi's crying countless times, she realized that the man's tenderness was a disguise.

He can be nice to anyone, and He Chenxi is just one of them.

When a woman loves someone, she first wants to be pampered by the other party, and then she wants to pamper the other party and help the other party share the burden.That man blocked He Chenxi's second step of love, so she was in a trance and at a loss.

The story of the young and the flowery girl falling in love with the innocent girl is a fairy tale compiled by the novelist.Quanyuan saw that that man was not an opponent that a pure and clear person like He Chenxi could handle.

Who says love doesn't need tricks?

Falling in love is always a rivalry, if it is not evenly matched, the other party will always lose.

He Chenxi fell in love with a man who treated emotion as a strategy game, and lost completely.

Quanyuan finally held up the umbrella and moved it over He Chenxi's head. He Chenxi took Quanyuan's arm, but Quanyuan handed the umbrella to her: "The umbrella I brought is relatively small. If it rains too much, let's hold it separately."

He Chenxi looked at the late autumn precipitation that was as violent as a summer rainstorm, and nodded: "Yeah."

Quan Yuan put on his umbrella and walked into the rain curtain with He Chenxi.The sound of raindrops forming a buzzing background sound made the surroundings surprisingly quiet.

"Is it worth it to love so hard?"

He Chenxi heard Quanyuan's sigh, and turned her head to see the other party looking at her distressedly through the umbrella. Her eyes were slightly red again with that look.

One person bears it for too long, and when encountering such tenderness, I can't help but want to lean on it and cry.

He Chenxi couldn't explain that feeling clearly, but she understood that no matter what kind of injury she suffered, the source would open the door for her to come back to recuperate, would tolerate, blame, and give her unreserved warmth.

Never get bored.

Quan Yuan is not her friend, and she thinks that the two are sisters who are related by kinship.

But it seems... not the same...

When facing Quanyuan, she always has a kind of anxiety that cannot be repaid. Quanyuan never seems to need the help of others to solve the troubles. For Quanyuan, a person can live well.

She didn't want Quanyuan to worry too much about herself, and she was even more afraid that Quanyuan would be disappointed in herself because of her weakness.

"I can take care of those women's affairs. It's fine if you don't go to a remote place with few people. Besides..." He Chenxi cheered up, "Since he doesn't want to see me anymore, others don't bother to talk to me It's gone. Finally, I don't have to worry about walking, it's a lot easier~"

The source of the spring habitually walks in the upwind direction, and the rheumatic cold mixed with rain in late autumn is biting.

"sorry."

Her throat felt uncomfortably dry.

——You are obviously in more pain than me.

"Ah Yuan has no reason to apologize to me, but I will come to you when I have troubles. Don't you find it troublesome?"

Quanyuan smiled softly, stretched out his hand and flicked He Chenxi's forehead, and then retracted into his umbrella: "I said that I would be a knight to protect you, so these days are too busy, I'm sorry to let Her Royal Highness defend against foreign enemies , Your Royal Highness, please forgive me."

It was actually just a role-playing game on the wine table, but Quanyuan took it seriously and strictly carried out the agreement.He Chenxi remembered that she felt embarrassed because she didn't know how to drink, so Quanyuan took the bottle and said that she would be a knight for her.

Quanyuan has a good capacity for alcohol, and the quality of wine is also very good. Friends insisted that they would take turns to share the guardianship of Quanyuan. Quanyuan smiled and said that a knight can only have one princess.

Ah Yuan, why are you so nice to me?He Chenxi thought about it, but couldn't ask.

She will definitely say there is no reason.

Quanyuan is such a gentle person who will give his kindness to others unconditionally.

Quan Yuan first helped He Chenxi open the passenger door, and then went around to the other side to get in the car, as if he really was a knight.

He Chenxi sneezed and leaned back on the chair, Quan Yuan turned to ask her if she would like to put the seat down and sleep for a while, she shook her head.

When the car was about to leave the gate of the park, He Chenxi said: "Sometimes, even if you know it's wrong, you still want to love, love is so unreasonable."

The voice was very soft, mixed in the stereo, and Quanyuan didn't answer, so He Chenxi thought she didn't hear it.She didn't know why she said this to Quanyuan, maybe when everyone said she should give up that man, she wanted Quanyuan to understand her.

This love is really too deep, so deep that I still do stupid things knowing that I can't get it.

After a song was played, He Chenxi heard Quanyuan sigh: "I know."

On the contrary, He Chenxi was a little confused: "Huh?"

"Love is unreasonable."

He Chenxi was quiet for a while, and asked, "Ah Yuan, have you ever been in love?"

Quan Yuan smiled: "I'm already 26 years old. When I was in school, the people who chased me lined up from the downstairs of the dormitory to the school gate. Do you believe it?"

He Chenxi nodded: "I just thought that there would be such a good person in the world that you would fall in love with."

Quan Yuan turned to look at her, and smiled softer, but He Chenxi didn't see the bitterness in Quan Yuan's eyes during the interlacing of light and shadow.

He Chenxi thought that Quan Yuan wanted to tell her about her past love affairs, but Quan Yuan said: "At first I didn't, so we broke up. Later we met, but the other party didn't like me."

"Will there be someone who rejects you?"

Quanyuan turned a corner and drove towards the supermarket: "Maybe I was too stupid at that time to dare to tell her."

He Chenxi felt a little pity: "It was his loss. Did you feel bad at that time?"

"Yeah." Quan Yuan's eyes were empty, and then he showed a reassuring smile, "It will be all right after a long time."

He Chenxi sat up straight and nodded: "I will be fine too."

"Well, live your life well."

But even though he said that, He Chenxi still felt sad when he saw the hazy scenery in the rain.

She touched her wet half shoulder when she came out of the store and got into the car, thinking that if Quanyuan was holding the umbrella, it would definitely not be like this.If it's just you, can't you do anything?

Inexplicably, I suddenly felt so wronged.