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Xiao Yao once asked Quan Yuan if it was worth it for him to like Lao Dao so much.

This is a question that cannot be answered.

Whether it's worth it or not is something only you know.

Just like Quanyuan used to like He Chenxi, he liked it so much that he didn't dare to show his feelings for her; he liked it so much that he endured his emotion and looked at her silently, and even wished her happiness in the relationship with others; When she encounters setbacks in her relationship with others, she spreads her wings and protects her under the wings, telling her that she can always meet someone better...

This kind of liking is humble and painful, but Quanyuan didn't feel unworthy when immersed in this liking.

Until now, she didn't think it was worth it.

She recognized herself in this love, and... no matter how painful and humble, she had obtained happiness and joy in this love.

Xiao Yao asked her if she should give up.

The answer to this question is still only known to you.

Man is a creature that is very good at seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages.

When liking someone brings more pain than joy, liking this emotion will naturally retreat.

So when Hua Rong was sighing for Xiao Yao and Lao Dao, Quan Yuan said: "You also said that if you like it, you have to be happy first, which is a good thing."

Hua Rong said: "I just think she made a decision too hastily, which is unfair to everyone."

Quan Yuan said, "Look, she's not that capricious, she won't intentionally harm others."

"Anyway, such an impulse is not good."

"Yes, Mom, but it's not good for others to interfere in emotional matters. She has her own measure."

"I'm afraid she will do something stupid."

Quan Yuan patted the armrest of the boss chair: "Sit up, Secretary."

Hua Rong: "..."

Wellspring hahaha.

Hua Rong rolled up her sleeves: "If you're in a relationship, you're so arrogant, right? Can't you stop?"

Quan Yuan hurriedly stood up and raised his hands in surrender: "Your Majesty is a thousand years old, your Majesty, sit down."

Hua Rong sat down on Quanyuan's boss chair, and walked around comfortably: "What does Aiqing want to say?"

Quan Yuan sat on the desk: "I'm also afraid that you will do something stupid."

Hua Rong said, "What stupid thing can I do?"

Quanyuan said: "You don't do stupid things. Then teach me. Do I want to live with Liu Yun?"

Hua Rong suppressed a cry of surprise: "Developing so fast?"

Quan Yuan nodded: "My father and aunt know about it, and Chen Yu also knows about it."

Hua Rong said, "How do you say?"

Quan Yuan said: "We haven't talked about it yet, but I don't object to it. I asked Liu Yun to have dinner at my house on the weekend. It was very good."

Hua Rong was really happy for her, and asked with a smile: "You are here to show, why don't you want to live together? You have already decided to live together, right? Although I think your speed is a bit fast, but your living habits are so bad, you should have Someone is watching you by the side. Speaking of which, when will Liu Yun be arranged to pay my respects? Abducting my people can’t mean nothing at all.”

Quanyuan reached out and rubbed Hua Rong's hair: "So you also support us to live together?"

Hua Rong was a little strange and asked, "What's wrong? What else happened?"

Quan Yuan said: "No. I just wanted to talk to you for several years, why are you still separated from your boyfriend?"

Hua Rong's expression faded in an instant: "Our situation is different. You and Liu Yun are passionately in love, and I have a seven-year itch with Huaxia."

Quan Yuanshi just sat on the table and wrung his fingers: "It's not even seven years yet."

Hua Rong stood up: "Don't be cute, I don't like to talk about this. You also said that other people can't control the love affairs. I'll just stand on the sidelines with Huaxia. Why bother?"

Quanyuan pressed Hua Rong's shoulders and sat her down again.

Hua Rong protects her shortcomings, but she is definitely not gentle. In fact, she has a big temper, but her attitude of refusing to talk is not as obvious as it is now.She is usually very worried about Quanyuan's emotions, even if she is unhappy, she will say a few words along Quanyuan.

Therefore, Quanyuan understands that the problem between Hua Rong and Hua Xia seems to be quite big.

Quan Yuan jumped off the table and leaned on the armrest of the chair: "What's the matter? Let's talk about the unpleasantness last time. I don't mind. After all, isn't he jealous because of his appearance? Isn't jealousy a sign of loving you?" ?”

Hua Rong shook her head.

Quan Yuan knelt down and supported her knees and looked up at her: "Tell me, Ma'am, it makes me happy to tell you about unhappy things."

Hua Rong spat at her: "Liu Yun, don't think about getting past me. Look at what she usually tells you to influence you like this."

Quan Yuan shook his head: "It's just my nature being exposed, I'm just being heartless, shameless and unreasonable."

Hua Rong pushed her head away: "Okay, okay."

Quanyuan reached out and pressed Hua Rong's brow: "Really, what's the matter? You always say that you do things by yourself. If you really can't do it with Huaxia, I will support you if you want to break up. If you can't let it go, just live well. I know Huaxia He has been a good man for so many years, so don't lose your temper so that the last two can't stand it."

"If you can't take it, break it up with me!"

Quan Yuan didn't know what to say, she wondered if she had said too much, because Hua Rong's eyes were red with grievance.Unlike He Chenxi, Hua Rong was not so sentimental.A woman who is ready to start a family and has worked hard for this goal is much more mature than others.Even Quanyuan himself can't compare with her emotionally.

That's why Quanyuan said those words that didn't sound like consolation at all, because Hua Rong knew these truths herself, but she was a little emotionally impulsive and couldn't turn the corner by herself.

——Quanyuan originally thought so.

But looking at Hua Rong's appearance, he felt that it was not as simple as he thought.

She hugged Hua Rong and patted her on the back lightly: "Good Rongrong, don't be sad, whoever bullies you, I will beat him up for you."

Hua Rong buried her head in Quanyuan's arms and sobbed, and pinched Quanyuan's arm several times.

"Bastard! Bastard bastard!"

"Okay, bastard."

"Crazy! I hate it! Get the hell out!"

"Well, it's neurosis."

"I'm going to be bored to death!"

Quan Yuan stroked Hua Rong's hair: "Tell me what happened?"

Hua Rong cried and said, "I'm pregnant."

Quanyuan pressed her shoulder: "When? Now?"

Hua Rong cried until her eyes were blurred.

Quan Yuan said, "How many months?"

It has been three months since Hua Rong and Hua Xia quarreled and separated. Quanyuan vaguely remembered that Hua Rong had a period during the period, and because of a bad mood or some reason, the pain was severe.After that...the two never met each other.That's pretty recent.But recently... It's been less than a month since Hua Rong was taken away by Hua Xia when she was drunk. How could Hua Rong think of going for a pregnancy test in a few days?

Besides, Hua Rong's awkwardness is not recent.

Since reuniting with Huaxia, his attitude has been very strange, but it doesn't seem so strange?

The source stops thinking.

It's useless for her to think about it like this, but she just has such a problem. When she encounters something, she has to let go of it in her mind before she can calm down.

Thanks to such an active mind, she was able to be so handy in programming.

Hua Rong said, "I got the medical report, and I knew it at that time."

Hua Rong went for a physical examination in November and almost December...

Because every time Hua Rong took a group physical examination, he would use a guy like Quanyuan who couldn't drag him to the hospital as a negative teaching material, so Quanyuan remembered it very clearly.

At that time... Hua Rong was pregnant.

So Hua Rong was pregnant when the two broke up.

Quan Yuan understood Hua Rong's grievance a little bit.

It must be very hard for a woman to be a mother without the company of her lover.

Just like her own mother left her father when she was pregnant in October... Quanyuan recalled it now, and vaguely remembered that she could always see some clues from her mother's face at that time.When I see a pregnant woman, when I attend a wedding banquet... that kind of emotion must be very painful.

Quanyuan said, "Does Huaxia know?"

Hua Rong was still sobbing: "Got it. How can I be the only one who knows."

Quan Yuan smiled: "Is this a pregnancy reaction? You are so emotional. Do you want to eat sour? Huaxia, the father-to-be, is going to die of hard work."

Hua Rong stopped crying, and raised her head with a sarcastic smile: "He really wants to work hard, but unfortunately he doesn't have that blessing."

Isn't it his child?

Quanyuan opened his mouth and let out an uh.

Hua Rong said, "What are you thinking, of course it's his child."

What does that mean?

Seeing Hua Rong's expression, Quan Yuan felt a little uneasy.

Hua Rong said with a half-crying and half-smiling voice: "It's gone, it's already gone."

"Drained? You..."

"I lost it by myself. Last time I had a period, I had a severe stomachache. The doctor said it wasn't a period, it was a miscarriage."

Quan Yuan was tongue-tied.When Hua Rong said these words, her expression was indifferent, but her shoulders were trembling.

She must have revisited this fact countless times, persuading herself, comforting herself, but it was completely useless.

Hua Rong said: "My child, I'll be gone before I've seen it! How can I have a good relationship with you? I didn't do anything wrong. What did the meat in my belly do wrong?"

She grabbed Quanyuan's hand, and Quanyuan felt that the bones of her hand were about to be crushed by her.

"Rongrong...in the future..."

"There is no future!" Hua Rong yelled, "Where is there any future? I don't know what sin I did, I can't have children!"

"..." Quanyuan didn't know what to say, and he didn't know what to say.

Hua Rong hugged her and cried: "We want to have a baby next year. The zodiac is calculated. We will have a baby next year. I have been paying attention to it before. I will check it in a few weeks. It was just a month of negligence. You can't blame Huaxia, I know, don't persuade me, I know what you want to persuade me, so who am I to blame?! I got the medical report, happy, thinking that we are reconciled and have a child, he I said to get the certificate, but after another inspection, the child is no longer there. I feel sad! I feel sad! Who do I blame? I also think that I should live with him in the future. It’s good that he doesn’t dislike me. Knowing that he loves me, I also find someone to rely on in the future. But I can't do it! I can't bear it when I see him! I think that I am obviously not wrong, but I can't bear it if he treats me every day in the future! What? My child is gone, I am wrong, he is wrong, so whose fault is that?"

"I don't blame you, Rongrong. Don't cry. It hurts your body. There is nothing you can do. There are so many hospitals now. Doesn't it mean that men pretend to be wombs to give birth?"

However, Hua Rong would not listen to the persuasion.

She has been patient, and has been telling herself that no one wants such a thing to happen. This truth is like a thousand needles that always punish her who wants to be a mother.

So when she finally told the truth, the turbulent emotions could no longer be calmed down.

She couldn't hear anything.

I just want to cry, I just want to cry.

Quanyuan stopped talking.

She hugged her friend.

Why is human love so complicated?

So complex and so fragile.

So fragile yet still being wasted by so many things.

Is it impossible to live without children and lovers?

What about people who are born to have no children?

She wanted to tell Hua Rong that she and Liu Yun... could not have children either.

However, this is different from Hua Rong's situation after all.

Huaxia needs to pass on the family line.Even if Huaxia doesn't mind the child's affairs, will Huaxia's family allow it?If you have not been blessed by your family, will your emotions disappear due to friction in life?

Quanyuan is not qualified to advise Hua Rong on anything.She doesn't know what is right and what is wrong.

She has never had a child, and she doesn't know what it's like for a mother to lose her long-awaited child.

She couldn't evaluate Hua Rong's behavior as putting the cart before the horse... Is the crystallization of love more important than love?

She couldn't say anything.

She just thought... It is too rare and precious for people to fall in love and finally get together.

Even if it is a man and a woman, there are so many thorns in their love.

...Then what happened between her and Liu Yun?

The fountain drove away the momentary wavering.

The future cannot be denied.

Happiness cannot be given up for the pain that may come.