One centimeter temperature difference gl

While chatting like this, while driving slowly, it took more than half an hour to arrive at the hospital.

Sun Li said: "I haven't finished sewing yet, so don't come here and stay outside for a while."

Quan Yuan sensed something, and asked, "You're not actually on duty, are you?"

Sun Li smiled: "How could I dare to fish with you for so long on duty today? Liu Gou called me in a bloody mess, saying that he was afraid that you would worry about chatting with you. By the way, I also turned off her mobile phone. Don't you have a sense of crisis?"

Quan Yuan was moved and speechless.

That's what love is all about, even if you're rolling in pain, you still have to think about the other person.

Quan Yuan said, "Thank you."

She stopped the car and turned off the Bluetooth, got out of the car to open the umbrella, and then said to the phone: "I'm coming in."

Heavy rain.

How can there be such violent rain in winter?

It seemed as if overwhelming emotions poured out.

Sun Li said: "Don't be afraid, go outside, I'll chat with you for a while. You know your dog, if I don't complete the task, she will bark endlessly."

Quanyuan thought of Liu Yun rolling and barking, and said with a smile: "It's sewing, does she still have the strength to bark?"

Sun Li said: "Who knows, the other end of your house is not a dog in the world."

Quanyuan couldn't help laughing out again.She walked into the hospital lobby, the lights were cold and white, patients and their families came and went, and there were wailing sounds from time to time.This hospital is the closest to the scene of the accident.Quanyuan didn't think there would be so many wounded in the car accident at first, and he was too concerned about Liu Yun's nervousness when the news was broadcast and didn't listen to it in detail.It is only now that I look at the mourning people everywhere, and I feel my heart tightening again.

Sun Li heard the noisy voice from Quanyuan on the phone, and said, "Otherwise, don't come here, go outside and wait, I will pick you up later."

Quan Yuan's face turned pale.

She is indeed susceptible to these emotions.

Despair, sadness...that is the pain that cannot be expressed in words.

Xin Qiji once said that now is a time of sorrow... that's what it feels like.This is empathy, seeing other people's pain reminds us of our own pain.

The gap between life and death is the most difficult to bridge at any time.

But you can't let go of all the people around you just for the sake of life and death...

When Quanyuan thought of Liu Yun, he felt less uncomfortable.

What did Liu Yun think?She also has her own lover, and she would remember to ask Sun Li to chat with her before entering the operating room...but when she heard a child in the car, she still rushed over without hesitation.

How could she not be afraid of death?

No one is not afraid of death.

Yet her life is so lively and lively.

In her eyes, life and death don't seem to be such a terrible thing.

This lovely person...

Quanyuan said: "It's not that bad..." She said to Sun Li: "I suddenly remembered that my mother stayed in this hospital..." In fact, every time I come to the hospital, I have this vague feeling, I can't explain it What is it... It's like some kind of strange déjà vu.

Sun Li once told Liu Yun that he suspected that Quanyuan had a memory disorder.That's right.Quan Yuan was too stimulated at the time and refused to accept the reality.Moreover, children's memory is easy to be confused. If you hypnotize yourself for too long, the truth will gradually change.

Quanyuan hated going to the hospital, but when her father Chen Yuqing wanted to choose a house for her, she still chose a place near the hospital.Chen Yuqing discussed with his brother, but he couldn't resist Quanyuan's willingness to move out by himself and refused to go home, so he temporarily decided to choose a house a little further away... Generally speaking, it was still within the scope of this hospital.

For Quanyuan, this hospital is simply a magical barrier, always wanting to get close, but too scared to take a step.

And now she remembered.

It was because the recent events were too stimulating, so the real memories flooded up in one breath.

Those cries that belonged to others seemed to have become her own cries, and those dazes that belonged to others seemed to have become her own daze...

Quanyuan once thought that his mother died in the small and shabby bathroom in the old street... On the ground paved with mosaic broken bricks, the ravines and ravines were all filled with mother's blood, which Quanyuan thought he could not escape and wake up from nightmare.

But now she remembered.

Mother died in hospital.

Mother committed suicide twice.

For the first time, she was terrified and confused by such a scene, and never dared to approach her mother, and even cried and screamed loudly when her father took her to the mother's ward.Mother was stimulated like that...and then...

This is the truth.

This is the truth that she has always felt painful and guilty, and has always loathed and rejected herself.

Quanyuan's breathing became heavy, and Sun Li also lost his laughter: "What's wrong with you? Mengmeng?"

Quan Yuan said, "I remembered..."

"I'll pick you up! Find a place to sit down!"

"Never mind. Where are you?"

Sun Li said: "Don't move! Be good, I'll pick you up."

Quanyuan took a deep breath and said, "Okay, I went to the second floor. There was no one there. I sat down on the bench at the entrance of the Department of Ophthalmology."

Sun Li said: "Don't hang up the phone, I'll come right away."

Quan Yuan hummed, and suddenly asked something unrelated: "When you were a teenager, you were on the Internet... telling Liu Yun to face up to his sexuality."

Sun Li said: "Well, I'm half-assed, and it's more my mother's guidance."

Why do teenage girls learn about homosexuality, and even help netizens who have never met face to face?

Quanyuan was really not that scared.Nothing happened.She felt a little weak, but it wasn't too bad, on the contrary... maybe a little relaxed.

Don't question yourself, don't question your life...

How old was she when she made the mistake?The mother at that time was really terrible.But why did the mother commit suicide?She seemed to be able to vaguely feel her mother's mood.

It's for her.

I feel pain because even my daughter doesn't want to get close to me, and I feel desperate because I make my daughter suffer.

Mother's death...for her.

That's not my fault alone.It is a tragedy, but why let the tragedy continue?

At the moment when he almost lost Liu Yun, at the moment when he knew that Liu Yun was safe and sound... Quanyuan felt like he was being reborn along with him.

She felt as if she was going to be omnipotent.

As Sun Li said, there is great horror between life and death, and there is always something to be learned after experiencing it.

So the source is much more peaceful and quiet than Sun Li imagined.

She didn't go up immediately, she wanted to confirm something.

Quanyuan said, "Are you? Sun Li."

The sound of Sun Li walking stopped.She was silent for a moment and said, "I am."

She understood what the question from the source meant.

She added: "Can we talk about it later? I'll pick you up first, and Liu Yun will be coming out soon."

Quan Yuan said, "Okay." She added, "Thank you."

It was like playing a riddle, but Sun Li understood it all.She also knew that Quanyuan understood.So he sighed for a long time, walked again and said: "I care about you very much, you know, if you care about someone for too long, you will feel..."

"Love her."

"Secretly love her." Sun Li corrected: "Secret love." She said softly: "So I have always felt... I love you since puberty."

Sun Li once studied psychology, but she did not persevere. She became a pediatrician and later became a nurse.She came back to this small town from the bustling metropolis.

What crime is there for a woman to give up her future and good life... That was not a year or two, Sun Li's life: he caused harm to a person in his ignorant childhood, and later learned about this person's story, so he felt annoyed and blamed himself... ...Gradually this feeling lingered, she began to care more and more about her...wanted to know everything about her, wanted to know if she was doing well, wanted to atone for her sins...

But what crime is worth paying for a woman... from youth to the present?

It's just love.

That's not atonement.

is love.

"I love you." Sun Li said again.

Quan Yuan said, "Thank you."

Sun Li said: "Don't take it seriously, I know it myself, this is not reliable, I just care too much about the past. I am too kind, so I feel guilty about a little thing."

Quanyuan nodded: "Well, I am a good person."

"Haha, good guy card." Sun Li smiled, "Did you hate me before?"

Quan Yuan said, "I'm afraid of you...and then I feel sorry for you."

Sun Li said: "Let's be good friends. I don't think about it when you have a home. Liu Yun... Hey, why is it so lucky? But I am very happy. I don't have to have a crush on you at last. Debt It's over, I'm a free man from now on."

Quanyuan said, "Thank you." She didn't know how to evaluate Sun Li's feelings...the only thing she could say was this.She is grateful to Sun Li.That emotion is very, very complicated.

The elevator stopped on this floor, and the sound of Sun Li's footsteps was heard, accompanied by...a strange knocking sound.Quan Yuan looked over, then couldn't laugh or cry, and felt moved...

Sun Li leaned on an iron shelf on which the infusion medicine bag was hung and grumbled all the way over.

Sun Li saw Quanyuan and smiled: "I'm sick and have a fever. Otherwise, I wouldn't be able to be so free in such a mess today. The operating room is upstairs over there... I'm guarding the infusion room. Someone will take over in a while and we'll go there."

Quanyuan nodded, walked over and gave Sun Li a gentle hug.

As she grew up, Sun Li became more and more like her mother.

Gentle and tolerant, as comfortable and reassuring as the sea.

Sun Li said, "I was sorry for you before."

Quanyuan said: "Sister Li." Then he raised his head and smiled at her, and helped her resist the big iron frame. "

Sun Li turned his head: "There are a lot of things today. It's not all about the car accident, we were busy driving this afternoon... Have you read the news? There was a fire in the afternoon, a gas pipe leaked and exploded, and a restaurant got food poisoning... "

Quan Yuan said, "I didn't pay attention."

"Just pay attention to Liu Yun."

Quan Yuan hummed, turned his head and saw Sun Li raised his hand to wipe his eyes, so he turned his eyes away calmly.

Sun Li's voice was choked with sobs: "It's really troublesome, I'm so busy. I have to guard the infusion room when I'm sick."

There was a natural smile on Quan Yuan's lips, and she nodded: "Yeah."

Sun Li didn't hide it anymore, and wiped his tears: "Why did you suddenly become sensational, hey, really..."

Quan Yuan said, "Because something good happened."

"That's right," Sun Li turned to look at her and smiled, "Something good has happened. I wish you happiness."

"Ah."

"Be happy."

"Ah."