all alone

"Brother, this is for you. The cake is delicious, thank you brother!" A little girl rushed in, gave Yan Mao a gardenia bracelet and left.

Yajun, who was busy at the side, cast a skeptical look: "You like the little girl now? It's not that you can't pursue Brother Yan, and you've been hit and perverted? Should I call the mental hospital?"

"You should call the Public Security Bureau, otherwise your personal safety will be a problem." Li Yan came out of the kitchen with a smile.

"Brother Yan!"

"Brother Yan!"

"Three cups of milk tea at table 3, and a lover's set meal at table 5. The kitchen is too busy for Lu Hui alone. Yan Mao, go and help."

"Oh!" Yan Mao agreed, and when he walked past Li Yan, he deliberately showed the gardenia bracelet on his hand to Li Yan.

"Show bag!" Li Yan smiled and slapped Yan Mao's ass.

"Hey, come back! Take off the handle!"

"how?"

"This fragrance is strong, and it will smell when you make cakes."

"Sour!" Yan Mao muttered with a smile, while taking off the bracelet, casually threw it on the table and went into the kitchen.

"Hmm! Another busy day is over." Yan Mao stretched his waist and complained.

"Today I wanted to invite everyone to have a late-night snack, but the cake Yan Mao sent was the most expensive in our store, so his late-night snack is gone, and the rest of the people will follow me to have a late-night snack after closing." Li Yan stood Announced in the middle of the hall.

"Public revenge, I don't accept it!" Yan Mao shouted immediately.

"Supper is paid out of my own pocket, not the official seal system, little brother Yan Mao, besides, I have no personal grudge with you to repay."

"You...I...you still ask me, I..." Yan Mao didn't know what to say, but his eyes turned red with anxiety.

"No way. Are you going to cry now?" Li Yan looked into Yan Mao's eyes and panicked imperceptibly.

"Who wants to cry!" Yan Mao wiped away tears with his sleeves: "Is it okay if I invite myself to eat? But this is too sad, like I am my girlfriend."

"Do you still use my three-yuan wallet?" Li Yan put Yan Mao's shoulders with a smile: "Let's go! Go eat crayfish."

"Brother Yan, didn't you say that staying up late and eating spicy food is bad for your skin? I'd better not go, I'll just eat bowls of vegetarian ramen." Yajun touched his face, then reached out to ask Li Yan for money.

"It's okay to eat once in a while."

"Hey, it's all over now, let her go back early, it's not safe for a girl."

"It's okay, she's safe."

"No matter how safe you are, you are afraid of the dark."

"Hey, I'm here!" Yajun muttered dissatisfied.

"You didn't pay for the notice." Just as Yan Mao laughed at Yajun, a girl with long hair got out of the car.

"Beauty!" Lu Hui marveled in his heart, although it was dark night, but he felt that the girl had everything a beauty should have.

"Go-ya-jun!"

"Gan Yu, why are you here?"

"I went to Xiuyuan to meet a client, and I wanted to drop by, so I wanted to take you home with me. I didn't expect you to chat well with people here." Gan Yu pointed at Yan Mao with her finger.

"We had a good chat. Would you like to join us, this beauty named 'Gan Yu'?" At this moment, Yan Mao's smile was extremely flattering.

"Yan Mao, don't talk nonsense." Li Yan pulled Yan Mao's sleeve and reminded him in a low voice.

Gan Yu ignored Yan Mao's hippie smile, got into the car directly, started the car, and opened the window: "Mr. Ge Ya, do you want to come with me or stay here."

Yajun waved to everyone and trotted into Gan Yu's car.

"Brother Yan, tell us about your love history."

"A history of love." Li Yan took a sip of beer: "Okay, I'll tell you today, but wait for me to think about it, it's been many years."

Lu Hui and Yan Mao echoed: "Think about it, think about it."

"Well, I, I knew that I liked boys when I was about 16 years old. I often stare at boys who are handsome, have courage, or have a cheerful personality."

"No wonder you stare at me, Brother Yan. I have all the handsome looks and cheerful personality." Yan Mao smiled and stuffed a shrimp into his mouth.

"I shouldn't have made a mistake about my appearance." Lu Hui wanted to save some face in infinite sorrow.

"So, I found my first love in Hunan Xiangtan University, a man in science and engineering, one year older than me, and he was a sophomore when I was a freshman."

"Xiangtan College, Brother Yan, you are awesome. What is your major? You will be the boss when you come out."

"In the Chinese department, those who study ancient characters are ironic enough. I can study things for thousands or even tens of thousands of years, but I can't understand people's hearts for decades."

Yan Mao felt that Li Yan's gaze had never been so cold, like a piece of ice, but not sharp, but like a deep well, silently reflecting something like sunlight, it looked like the sun was shining brightly, but there was no wave in the ancient well.

"I have been with him for four years. I was by my side when he graduated and looked for a job." Li Yan still looks fascinated when talking about it now, even though he is no longer with him.

"Then...how did you separate?" Yan Mao wanted to know why Li Yan was still fascinated.

"Family pressure, after he came out to the family, his parents still forced him to go back and marry a girl. The girl was his childhood sweetheart, and there was still a little affection between them, because the university separated. Realizing that I am gay, unfortunately, I was acquired by him in the sophomore year. At that time, I didn't want to know his background or anything. I thought that the two of us would be together, and he ended up quarreling with his family. That girl knew it somehow, bought a train ticket, came to me and told me to let him go, and knelt down for me, ah, how should I put it, do women become great or stupid when they encounter feelings? Anyway, I knew at that time that I lost, I lost completely." After saying this, Li Yan drank a can of beer in one go, and squeezed the tin can into a ball.

"Brother Yan, let's eat some lobster."

"But it's okay, that girl also let me know that I don't love him that much, anyway, I won't kneel down to my rival in love for him." Li Yan peeled a crayfish with a smile.

"Brother Yan, what's his name?" Yan Mao asked cautiously.

"Ye Tu."

The three of them fell silent for a moment, only the night breeze stirred the past in their hearts with the spicy and delicious crayfish and the laughter of tourists.

"Then Brother Yan, are you leaving?"

"Yeah, this guy still wants to enjoy the blessings of everyone. While hanging on to that woman's having a child, he still wants to maintain a relationship with me. He also said that the red flag at home will not fall, and the colorful flags are fluttering outside."

"Shameless!" Yan Mao tore off the shrimp and put the shell in his mouth to chew.

"Brother Yan, I am a positive person, so I rejected him right away."

"Brother Yan, did you beat him?" Yan Mao spat out the shrimp shells in his mouth, and looked at Li Yan with piercing eyes.

"Well, I admit that I was still a little hesitant at the time. After all, this is not bad. Fortunately, I saw an article on the Internet written by a gay child to her father. In order to have one less person in this world who hates me, I still reluctantly gave up. Well, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, so I’ll give him a hand.” Li Yan’s eyes smiled again, and they melted coldly: “If you can’t get it, let it go, or you’ll be dragged into the deep sea together. Classic, You brother Yan is also a literary young man, a literary young man."

"Brother Yan." Yan Mao didn't know how to speak: "Here..."

"It's not over here, let me tell you the second one." Li Yan cleared his throat: "After I left that Ye Tu, I came to Nanchang in Jiangxi. I was here to play, but I didn't expect to meet here Jin Shuai, Jin Shuai was also a college student and a sophomore at that time, why did I say 'also'?" Li Yan slapped himself.

"Yan Mao, I think Brother Yan is a little drunk."

"No, we're drinking beer!"

"If you don't get drunk, everyone gets drunk. Of course, brother Yan gets drunk easily when he's in a bad mood."

"Really?" Yan Mao turned his head to look at Li Yan who was sitting beside him, looked up at the stars for a while, and lowered his head for a while, thinking sullenly: "Then let's send him back."

"That kid named Jin Shuai is so handsome, I can find him even if he falls into the crowd."

"What's the use of being handsome? I'm not carrying you now." Yan Mao, who was already upset and irritable, became even more angry when he heard this.

"Oh, handsome. Yan Mao, if you ask me how I became the boss, you can guess first."

You asked Jin Shuai to sell it?Yan Mao complained silently in his heart, but still said: "Save it up, open stores every year to save, small stores for medium stores, and medium stores for large stores."

"You're only half right. I opened the store year after year, until Jin Shuai's mother bought him back with 100 million yuan. Hiccup~ Shuai is really valuable, and I became a big boss in one fell swoop."

Yan Mao was speechless, and when he arrived at the shop, he called Lu Hui to take out the keys.

"The meat is on the cutting board." Lu pretended to smile deeply.

"Let's go, my dormitory is closing."

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