Now I know it was wrong

Yang Zitong said he wanted to break up with me.

The entrance to the cramped kitchen, it is clearly late autumn, but the young man in a thin white shirt still has his head slightly lowered, the hair on his forehead hangs down limply, only half of his face is exposed, and he refuses to let me see it. To the expression on his face at the moment.

I guess, it must be like a frightened little white rabbit, with red circles and watery eyes.It seems to be silently complaining about something.This look has appeared many times in the short year since we dated, in the few times I had sex with him, and in most of our time together.

In fact, I am also a little impatient.After all, he was the one who begged behind me to pursue me back then, but now he puts on the appearance of being wronged by the sky, what is it.

I wasn't surprised by this sudden breakup.It seems that in my mind, I have already expected that there will be this one today.Even, from the bottom of my heart, I breathed a sigh of relief.

Yang Zitong's fair fingers tugged at the corner of his clothes with sporadic unease, and his lips squirmed to make a vague sound.I just realized that I was silent for a long time.

At this time, what should I say.Should I yell at you like an eight o'clock TV series why you want to break up with me, or beg him not to break up with me while crying with snot and tears?

——No, this is really not what I should do.

Slowly taking off the apron tied around my waist, I deliberately smiled and stretched the nerves in my face that were about to stiffen.

"Okay. There are leftover dishes from today's noon in the refrigerator. You can take them out and heat them up before eating. This house is due in two months, and you can live there until then. The toilet is clogged today, you can call the property manager Come fix it, the phone is in the third cabinet under the TV."

I say.

Yang Zitong's thin shoulders shook violently, and finally raised his head, revealing a beautiful face with pear blossoms and rain, the tip of his nose was red, so pitiful, his mouth was about to speak.

I quickly spoke to stop him.

"I don't need to listen to your explanation. After breaking up, we will stop contacting you. Take care of yourself."

Yang Zitong was stunned for a moment, the belly draft that he had typed before was completely useless now, and he didn't know how to react for a while.As if something was wrong, Yang Zitong frowned lightly on his carefully groomed brows.

After all, I have been with each other sincerely before, so I will stop talking and walk out of this small kitchen that seems to have trapped my entire life.

Five minutes later, I sat down quietly on a bench at the corner of the street. The thin coat on my body barely resisted the bleak coolness of late autumn.

At dusk, the whole world seems to be shrouded in a layer of mist, and the lights are just coming on, and the shadows are faint.

A black car stopped slowly in front of me, the rear door opened, a pair of smooth and shiny leather shoes stepped out of the car, and the well-made suit trousers were not stained with a trace of dust.

The tall man standing in front of me has a stern face and is not angry.

I wasn't surprised to see him at all, I just didn't expect it to be so soon.Putting my hands on the chair, I raised my head slightly, and looked at the man with an inquiring look. There was a familiar warmth and care in it, so I couldn't help but smile and called him "Dad".

Gu Shen is my father. Although everyone says that I look nothing like him, we are indeed the closest people in the world.

Gu Shen responded with a barely audible sound, took off his suit jacket and put it on me, and grabbed my hand, "Go home."

It's like, after an ignorant child makes a mistake, the adults can't bear to criticize him, and helplessly tolerate the same tone.

My heart softened suddenly, and I couldn't say anything else.

In the slow-moving car, the heater was fully turned on, and I felt drowsy, so I naturally leaned my head on Gu Shen's shoulder, and gradually fell into a deep sleep.

When he woke up again, he opened his eyes and saw the silly Snoopy doll lying beside the pillow.Due to the precipitation of more than ten years, the color of the fur has lost its luster, and the original black eyeballs have dimmed a lot now.I reached out from under the quilt and patted its head. I haven't seen it for a year, and I miss it very much.

The layout of the room is the same as when I left home a year ago, even the book I read before going to bed is still spread out on the table alone, with a faint cold light on the corner of the spine.

After going down the spiral staircase, Gu Shen sat at the dining table, on which were several plates of home-cooked dishes.Seeing me, he raised his chin slightly and said softly, "Go wash your hands and come over to eat."

After I washed my hands and sat on the seat next to Gu Shen, he had already filled a bowl full of rice and put it on my table.I couldn't help but look at him.Gu Shenjian frowned, and said in an uncompromising tone: "Too thin, eat more."

"Yeah." I knew he was concerned about me, but for some reason, I lost my usual good appetite.After barely swallowing most of the bowl of rice, I put down the bowl and chopsticks.

While eating, I was thinking about how I should tell Gu Shen.Now looking into Gu Shen's deep eyes, she said thousands of words, but finally said only one sentence, "Dad, I won't be willful in the future."

I have lived for 19 years, and I have always been dependent on Gu Shen, but because of a fragile love, I ran away from home for a year, which is indeed capricious.

Gu Shen patted my hair silently, his gestures were as intimate as ever, as if we had never met each other with red eyes.

Early the next morning, while I was still in my sleep, I was woken up suddenly by a person.

"Ah Liang, get up quickly! Get up! Get up!" The noisy voice sounded like a voice piercing through the brain. If you die, just shut up!"

Chi Shang smiled embarrassingly, and really stopped talking.I've always been angry about getting up, but now I just feel very bored in my heart, I don't want to pay attention to Chi Shang who is looking at me helplessly, and change into casual clothes.

Before leaving the room, Chi Shang pitifully called my name behind me, I simply turned around, folded my arms on my chest, looked at him coldly and said, "Come to fight?" Chi Shang's face turned pale immediately, This expression pleased me instantly.

After some competition, Chi Shang was tired and paralyzed on the ground, refusing to fight any more. I narrowed my eyes, stared at him and said, "How do you know I'm back?"

Chi Shang shyly said: "This shows that we have a good understanding."

I sneered twice, clenched my fist and made a "click".

Chi Shang was shocked and begged for mercy repeatedly.

Lying side by side on the soft lawn, Chi Shang was quiet for a while, then turned his head and asked me: "Ah Liang, the weather is nice today, shall we go out and play?"

I thought it would be okay, so I agreed.He went back to his room and changed his clothes, then got in the car driven by Chi Shang and went out.

Xiushui 78 is a well-known bar with bands as its selling point, and it is also a place where I used to hang out with some friends.I haven't been here for a year, and I miss it very much.

Not long after entering the door, I saw an acquaintance.After hurriedly explaining a few words to the person beside him, he walked over with surprise on his handsome face.I smiled and opened my arms, giving him a purely man-to-man hug.

"You boy..." His back was patted unceremoniously by his big thick hand, I smiled lightly and called him: "Brother Ming."

Brother Ming is a very influential person in our circle, and also the boss of Xiushui 78.As far back as I can remember, it was me, Chi Shang, and Brother Ming hanging out together.Said to be friends, brother Ming is more like our elder brother.

After Chi Shang greeted Brother Ming, he winked at me and walked away.With our backs leaning against the bar, Brother Ming and I chatted one after another.Sometimes people are really strange creatures. Before we meet, we obviously have a lot of things to say and ask, but when we really meet, we don’t know where to mention them.

Bars generally get lively at night.It's only morning, and it's still early.On the stage at one side of the bar, instruments flashed with dots of light that drew me forward.

After so many years of getting along, how could Brother Ming not guess what I was thinking, and smiled, "Have a plate tonight?"

I have no reason not to agree.

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