Shadowguard in disguise as a sheep

In the first month of Yingyi's departure, at the end of the season, he couldn't sleep all night. In his dream, the childhood nightmare seemed to have faded away, only the flames of the frontier fortress, the roar of fighting, and Yingyi's figure rushing into the sea of ​​people, with no sword or sword left. Eyes, his body is not made of steel, will he be injured, is the injury serious, and will he never come back?

Is the food in the army good, the army can be noisy, will he be unable to sleep in the middle of the night like him, he is so silent, such a cold person, will someone make trouble for him, will he not say a word again? Fa, because I don’t want to cause trouble for him, people bully him badly, it’s cold in the middle of the night in the army, does he have a good quilt, will he get sick, but there is no good doctor, if he is injured, what will happen if he is not treated in time Yes, will he lose weight...

Does the air there smell of blood, does the wind blade there make Ying Yi feel pain, does the boundless wilderness there make him feel lonely?

Will he miss me again, miss him like I do...

He waited for Yingyi to slap him in the middle of the night, and he waited for Yingyi to help him wash in the morning. When the weather was cold, he waited for Yingyi to remind him to dress. In which position, with a calm expression blocking the gust of wind for him, he always subconsciously looks at the position behind him, as if Ying Yi is still standing there, he is like a shadow, always inseparable from himself.

In the study room, before Ying Yi left, he raised the bookshelf by another level and added a lot of other books. He seemed to know that the master could stand up not long after he left, and the acacia tree had already withered its flowers However, the green plant in front of the window is still full of vitality...

A servant always reminded him to rest and eat on time, and then whispered that it was Yingyi who reminded him.

Ji Mo raised his eyebrows and said softly, "You've got your heart too, let's go down."

Then he kept repeating sleepless nights, wishing that Yingyi would write a letter every day.

But in the first month, Yingyi didn't send a letter, and his people in the barracks didn't send any news either, presumably nothing happened.

In the second month after Yingyi left, whenever Ji Mo thought of him, he would silently pick up a pen, draw a picture in the study room, write for a while, and then the study room was full of Yingyi's portraits, and the text was full of Yingyi’s name, the person on the portrait is lifelike, his expression is always silent, but there seems to be an ocean in his eyes, but there is such a painting, which is treasured by the end of the season and hung in the study. to the place.

Ying Yi inside had a stern look, the corners of his mouth had a small and unnatural arc, but his eyes were unbelievably gentle.

The teacher who teaches him always comes in the afternoon, and Ji Mo will stop thinking about Ying Yi at that time.

"Fourth prince, is your health okay?"

"Much better, thank you for your concern"

"The old man sees your face, you need to rest more, and you don't need to rush about your studies."

At the end of the season, he smiled softly, with a warm smile: "I know" but I couldn't help it...

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"At the end of the season, you started to sleep badly again?" Mantra felt the pulse for the end of the season.

At the end of the season, his complexion was very poor, his pale color seemed to be transparent, his body was very thin, and only a pair of eyes with gods remained, sometimes lost in emptiness, but the expression on his face was very flat.

"Um"

"Could it be because of Yingyi's departure, how could you be so fragile at the end of the season?" Mantra laughed.

"By the way, you didn't sleep well last time? Didn't you, hey, happened to be with Yingyi..."

"Yes, I'm just that fragile..." The corners of Ji Mo's lips seemed to be smiling, but his eyes darkened. If I interrupted the truth, I thought I could do it and let him out of my sight, but the panicked one didn't It's me, he's in a place I can't see, I can't see him, I'm scared, but I can't save myself.

I thought that I depended on him, believed in him, and cared about him, but now I know that I cannot do without him, and my heart has long been out of my control, but he is so gentle, the whole world is full of love. Me, how dare I not fall...

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"Father, the battle at the frontier is very urgent. Only by strengthening the morale of the army can our king's prestige be greatly increased. Food, grass, military doctors, etc. are related to the warmth and lives of the soldiers, so we should make more plans."

The emperor nodded: "The emperor's words are reasonable, you can go and supervise these trivial matters, and see if there are any deficiencies."

"Father cares about the soldiers so much, the soldiers must protect their families and the country, and they will die!"

At the end of the season, he was running around, watching the officials take care of the wound medicine and food, and ordered the officials in charge of them not to cut corners. It was a matter of life and death for the soldiers, and it was best to arrive at the barracks as soon as possible.

The distance is too far, and he can't do much. The spies told him that there will be a battle in a few days, and at the end of the season, he can't eat and can't sleep. Thinking of his Yingyi, fighting bloody battles, and fighting for him, he must have never He was a bit weak, but he was already reluctant to part with that sword...

He was lucky to win every battle. He never let the spies get too much information about Ying Yi. He just watched him from a distance. I heard that he was injured again. I heard that the military doctor cared about him very much. The [-]' warrior gained fame and was brave and invincible. Finally, when he heard that he broke into the enemy army and beheaded a general, he couldn't help but clenched his fist with his right hand and hammered his painful chest a few times. So many swords surround you, my Yingyi...

He got used to thinking about it, then drank medicine and fell asleep, reading the letter every few months, the smell of beacon fire inside, the bleeding and injury that was never mentioned in it, and the exhortation inside, on the day of his coronation ceremony, it was so lively and grand, But he only remembered what Ying Yi wrote in his letter: "The master is a complete adult, and I hope that the gods will give you all the best favors..."

Yingyi, I also want the gods and Buddhas to bless you and keep you safe and happy for a lifetime, but in the end it is me who robs all of this and lets you accompany me. I am so selfish, and it is too late for me to regret it.

He laid out the chess pieces in advance, and in that place, he fabricated Yingyi's life experience, and the emperor was really satisfied with Yingyi.

On the day when the news of the victory in the battle came, Ji Mo began to eat and drink desperately, so that he could gain weight quickly and his face became rosy.

On the day the general returned triumphantly, he was greeted by everyone. It was his Yingyi, with a tall horse, a silver mask, and the aura of killing.

The common people don't know the general's life experience, they only know that the general is the God of War who protects the country.

At the end of the season, he knew that this general came from the slaughter, and he sent him to purgatory, and then the general still came to him again, with only loyalty and perseverance in his arms, how lucky he was.

In the main hall, separated by noisy ministers and swinging dancers, they express their thoughts with a glass of untouchable wine. Everyone is the background.

In the courtyard at dusk, Ying Yi walked in, as before, unchanged, but at the end of the season, he didn't dare to move, his thoughts came to him, he was afraid that it was a dream, he wanted to melt him into his flesh and blood .

Yingyi, do you miss me? I think you are going crazy...

Ying Yi patted Ji Mo on the back, Ji Mo smiled and said, "You treat me like a child?"

At the end of the season, he knew that he had waited for this gentle slap, how long he had waited, their skin touched, and he finally came back.