[Traveling] Stepfather Clearance Plan

Xiao thought of many ways, if Lin Qiming suspects that this blog is fake, how to deal with it then.Maybe he will suspect that someone has cracked the password of the blog, maybe he will suspect that there is an error in the light blog system and the blog published by others has been pulled into his blog directory, maybe he will suspect that what Xiao showed him is a phishing website, Just find a similar domain name and hang a page on it, and make it look like an AIR light blog to deceive him...

These are all easy-to-think explanations, and none of them are more reliable than Huang Haibo's posting this article after he came back from the dead.Originally, Xiao was also mentally prepared that Lin Qiming would not believe such a thing at all, and he even thought about the PlanBDE that was going to be implemented when this trick didn't work.

What he didn't expect was that Lin Qiming didn't ask him these questions at all.

The man just stared blankly at the few lines of words on the screen of his mobile phone, his eyes and lips trembled violently because of shock, then he bit his lip and lowered his head deeply, his whole body curled up, his back bent into an almost broken radians.

There was a long silence like this.

Xiao and Yuechuan didn't speak for a while.The silence in the inquiry room was palpitating.

Then Xiao heard two extremely short and suppressed sobs, so short that he almost thought it was his illusion.

Maybe the heartache is so extreme that I can't shed tears.

Xiao was stunned for a long time before remembering to take a tissue and handed it to Lin Qiming. Lin Qiming didn't take it, but just waved his hand.

"...You two, since when have you been together?" His voice was obviously hoarse and choked, but his tone was firm.

These words startled Xiao and Yue Chuan.Xiao obviously understood that this was in return for the question he had asked during the first meeting.However, what is the relationship between him and Yuechuan, and whether they are together, he really can't figure it out.

Xiao hesitated for a while, but decided to face this problem head-on. If Lin Qiming could feel that he was more trustworthy by just admitting his relationship with the same-sex lover, the result would certainly be the best.

He even counted on his fingers.He transmigrated into this world last Monday, that night he went to Yue Chuan to talk about the 60 yuan, but was inexplicably pushed to (.), and then on Tuesday he moved there and signed the inexplicable Overlord contract .If we say that we are officially together after signing the contract——

"If I'm not mistaken, it should be 6 days." Xiao said this child's play number with a serious face.Yue Chuan took a deep look at him, making him confused for a while, so he hurriedly counted again, and muttered softly: "It's really 6 days, right..."

Lin Qiming was a little surprised.He looked at Yuechuan, then at Xiao, and then he lowered his head slightly and laughed softly.Xiao pouted in disbelief.What, being together for 8 years is being together, being together for 6 days is also being together.

However, seeing that the low air pressure around Lin Qiming finally dissipated a little, he was quite happy in his heart.

"Why can you admit it so frankly..." Lin Qiming hesitated for a moment, then spoke again, and said softly with a sigh: "Or, maybe people like me and Hai Bo who don't want others to know anyway, in your opinion Come, will you find it incomprehensible?"

Xiao pursed her lips and shook her head cautiously.

Lin Qiming smiled slightly, the smile was extremely bitter.

"Although cancer is not a genetic disease, some of them have obvious familial susceptibility. Esophageal cancer is one. If you read my blog, you may know that Hai Bo's father also died of esophageal cancer. When he was diagnosed It's already late. Can you imagine, when his father heard the news, the first thing he did was to ask for a divorce from his mother."

"...Because you don't want to drag your family down?" Xiao sighed inwardly.Cancer is the heaviest blow to any family. In a family of three, two people died of terminal illness. It is really unthinkable.

"I've known Haibo's family since I was a child. In my impression, his parents have always had a very good relationship. At first, I thought his father made this decision because he didn't want to burden the family. Unfortunately, that's not the case. The reason why he did this is actually... ..."

Lin Qiming was silent for a while, then continued with a blank expression: "He has a boyfriend who has been with him on and off for more than 20 years. At that time, the acceptance of homosexuals in society was much lower than it is now. So they The two formed their own families, and in the eyes of outsiders, they were nothing more than ordinary friends. He had been hiding the truth from Hai Bo's mother, and if he hadn't gotten this disease, he might have planned to keep it secret until he died... But everyone is When faced with a sudden death, you may feel fearful and timid, thinking that I only have a few short months left, why can't I really do what I want to do..."

This is an answer that Xiao never thought of.He opened his eyes slightly, but didn't make a sound.

"In short, Hai Bo's father finally admitted to his wife of more than ten years that he could only love men after knowing that he had a few months to live. Do you think homosexuality is a disease? But no matter how advanced Medical treatment, but there is no way to cure it... Over the years, he has been trying to fall in love with the woman next to him all the time, and he is always thinking that she is so gentle, kind, and beautiful, and their life is so happy. Highly respected social status, enviable achievements, and Haibo. However, all of these are self-deception. In the end, he begged his wife's forgiveness with tears, and his only wish was that the last little bit Time to spend with the ones you truly love.”

When Lin Qiming said this, he took a deep breath.

"...If it was you, would you forgive him?"

Xiao lowered his gaze, moved his lips, but couldn't say an answer.His understanding of interpersonal relationships has always been extremely simple. When he was maintaining love, he never thought of concepts such as family and responsibility.What Lin Qiming said now, he didn't know where to put his position.

Xiao's reaction seemed to be expected by Lin Qiming.Lin Qiming didn't wait for him to answer, and continued: "In short, Hai Bo's mother was almost destroyed at that time. Although she agreed to the divorce, she never saw Hai Bo's father again until the last moment of his life. Originally, he was kind and gentle. The woman became taciturn and suspicious, and only when she was with Hai Bo, could she smile. Hai Bo was only 10 years old at the time. This incident was a hurdle in his heart. With this disease, he might rather be alone for the rest of his life than admit that he is gay."

He quietly looked at the phone in front of him for a while.The backlight of the phone has long since gone out, and there is only darkness on the screen.However, his gaze was extremely gentle, as if he could still see the shadow of his lover from there.

"Eight years ago, Hai Bo survived a catastrophic operation and finally agreed to be with me. Maybe it's like I said, if there are only a few months left, why bother to do it?" Things against his will... It's just that he had a condition at the time, that is, the relationship between the two of us must be kept secret from others until death, and it must not be made public. If one day we are found out, we will break up, and he will go to a relationship that I will never find. Wherever you go, cut off all contact and never see each other again.”

All three were silent for a moment.Xiao was still waiting for Lin Qiming to continue, but Lin Qiming just looked at the mobile phone on the table silently, as if he had finished what he had to say.

After a while, Yuechuan sighed helplessly. "I see. We respect your opinion."

Xiao stared at Yue Chuan with wide eyes, "Why is that so?"

"...We did find out the records of the text messages between them. If you use entrusted homicide or suicide by appointment as a defense, although you are sure of getting a light sentence, it is necessary to disclose the relationship between the two people, which Huang Haibo does not agree with. Hope to see you." Yue Chuan closed his eyes, raised his hand and rubbed his forehead, looking a little tired. "Moreover, even with the most conservative defense opinion, one of the conditions for requesting a lighter sentence from the court is to seek the understanding of the victim's family. What standpoint do you think he can take to see Huang Haibo's mother now?"

This sentence makes Xiao unable to answer the question.He took a deep breath, and then held it in his chest for a long time, only to feel a burst of anger in Wuhu to vent, and finally had to turn back to look at Lin Qiming indignantly.

The man's expression was not sad, but very calm, even with a slight smile.

"I should thank you for being so persistent in trying to help me. Maybe what you said is right. In Haibo's heart, he must still hope that I can start a new life with his hopes. You may think that I am guilty or It is self-abandonment that turns himself in. In fact, it is not all like this. I want to prove one thing-his departure is not due to illness, nor is it due to inner fear and vulnerability. He is still him, and his best side will be in the form of That way will always remain in the hearts of those who knew him."

It turned out that there was no doubt, he knew from the very beginning that the article was done by Xiao.

Xiao shook her head fiercely, leaned forward, and raised her voice, "What about you? What should you do?"

Lin Qiming paused for a moment, but did not answer Xiao's question. After a while, he opened his mouth and said, "You are mistaken. This is not a great sacrifice for love, but just a little bit of self-satisfaction for myself. When he was alive , I can't help him share the slightest pain. Now, this is the last thing I can do for him."

Xiao leaned back on the chair dejectedly, he still wanted to say something, but found that he had nothing to say.In the end, Yue Chuan patted him on the shoulder reassuringly, and then patted him again.

"It seems that everything that needs to be said has been said. The court time is this Thursday. Is it okay to plead guilty?"

Lin Qiming nodded, "Thank you, Lawyer Chen."

"There's nothing to thank, it's just a duty." Yue Chuan said flatly, got up and tidied up the materials on the table, and pulled Xiao out of the door.Xiao still had an unbelievable expression, and turned her head to look at Lin Qiming again and again. In the last narrow field of vision turned from the door of the inquiry room, the gentle and handsome big boy lowered his head slightly, with a peaceful expression.

Xiao didn't speak all the way.When he got home, Yue Chuan asked him if he wanted to go with him when he appeared in court. He thought about it for a long time, but he didn't answer, nor nodded or shook his head.

If the development of all these plots is still the word A_VG game he is familiar with, he will never understand which step he made wrong, so that it will end like this in the end.

After all, he worked so hard for it, after all, he was once so close to a gratifying happy ending...

No, maybe I just don't want to understand.The first thing the protagonist tries to do in his life is the oldest failure flag.

Maybe there is no so-called HE in this plot.He will fail precisely because it is a word A_VG game, because he is himself.

The game is like this.What if it is in reality?Will it be better than this, or worse...

In the end, he just turned his face away, raised his head to prevent the tears from streaming down, and whispered in a choked-up voice: "...I want to eat braised noodles..."

The man sighed and patted him on the shoulder again.

The author has something to say:

I’m sorry for that scumbag the night before yesterday (well... in Beijing time, it was actually yesterday morning) eyes were sore and dry and I couldn’t open them, so I went to bed very early when I got home from work, but I didn’t update my QUQ on December 12rd. Shenma's not getting better now, what is the matter? QUQ In theory, shouldn't it be fine to sleep...QUQ

Going to work is really busy recently... I have to work hard to adjust the rhythm of my life, otherwise I can't take care of work and codewords at all _(:з」∠)_

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