[Traveling] Stepfather Clearance Plan

The first thing Xiao noticed was the time when the blog post was published—Lin Qiming usually published articles at 3 o'clock in the evening, but this one was published at 34:[-] in the morning.

【...It hurts so much

【Sheep, I'm really getting more and more useless... Recently, I've been in so much pain every night that I can't fall asleep... I wonder if I'm a little neurotic, my body is too sensitive.No one else would even hear the ringing of the elevator in the inpatient department when it stopped on my floor, but it woke me up. When I woke up, I was always sweating all over my body, and my heart was beating so hard that it almost broke.Someone walking in the hallway, or a car passing by on the road downstairs, the small vibration of the floor caused by it is like an earthquake to me.My chest and back were hurting like hell, no matter how much I gritted my teeth and begged, I never stopped.

【… Having said that, who should I pray to now?I didn't believe in God before, but when things got to this point and no one could do anything, I was so eager for a merciful god to hear my voice...

【Ordinarily, I faced this situation once eight years ago.The pain now may not be as good as it was after the thoracotomy.I don't remember much about that time...do you remember?

[I just wanted to turn over the original blog here, and I read it from the beginning to the end without knowing it...Why can I be so optimistic and strong in the past...After reading all the blogs, I still can’t remember, can't remember at all...

【How did I hold back the pain? ? ?

【How did I hold back the fear in my heart...

[I really don't remember, sheep...do you still remember?You tell me, teach me...

【I must be spoiled by you... I have been too happy these years, and I have gained too much goodness, so now I hold it in my hands and I can't bear to let it go... How can I be so greedy?Sheep, you should scold me a few words and give me a punch, maybe this way I can wake up...

【... Sheep, if I can't hold on any longer, don't blame me.

【sorry. 】

……

Lin Qiming's first reply was published at 3:40 am.Xiao didn't know how he was able to respond so quickly. Maybe this AIR light blog also has a client that can instantly remind the updates of the people he follows. Maybe he was busy with experiments or reviewing exams, so he didn't sleep that night.In short, it only took him 6 minutes to see this desperate declaration at this moment when ordinary people should fall into the deepest sleep.

【Lin Xiaobaa: Haibo, wait for me, I'm going to the hospital now, I'll be there soon】

Then there was a gap of about 15 minutes, which was probably the time when Lin Qiming got dressed and went out to take a taxi.Followed by a series of messages.

[Lin Xiaobaa: Haibo, I am here, and I will always be by your side. You can tell me anything, if you feel scared, tell me, no matter how soft your voice is, I can still hear it. 】

[Lin Xiaobaa: I remember everything, I still remember everything between us.It doesn't matter if you forget, I will tell you bit by bit.At that time, you always laughed so much and were so strong.But you have to know, every time I see you trying to be brave, I feel sad to death...]

【Lin Xiaobaa: I think you're getting better!I think you will never forget those painful memories, I want to say now... It's okay, if you are tired, you can rely on me.But the truth is, I can't do anything for you!Even if I stay by your side every day, I can't help you share even the slightest pain, I can't even imagine the pain you endure... I'm so useless, I'm sorry...]

[Lin Xiaobaa: I'm sorry...Hai Bo, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...]

[Lin Xiaobaa: ... let's not talk about this, let's talk about something interesting =w= Do you remember the Grandpa Wang who taught prevention? Finally, I sang a song in class.It turned out to be Wang Feng's "Brightness", and my jaw dropped.Don't tell me you really have such a bit of rock and roll style, the whole room of students are stupefied by him]

[Lin Xiaobaa: Speaking of which, is he only in his 40s...?I can't help it, I can't blame the students for calling him Grandpa (Tan Shou) when he grows into such a prematurely decrepit look, but this time he has done a good job of fashionable value, and it is estimated that when the next class starts again Is it expected to be promoted to uncle? 】

[Lin Xiaobaa: 2333 Uncle can not be called by everyone. Recently, there was a popular joke saying that only handsome old men are called Uncle, and if they are ugly, they can only be called Master w Grandpa Wang ………… I think it’s better to light some wax]

[Lin Xiaobaa: By the way, the cat downstairs in our undergraduate dormitory, the one named Xiao Hui, I went back to the dormitory from the laboratory in the middle of the night last night, and I met it outside the south gate, and followed me all the way back On the 49th floor, I opened the door and followed me into the building.Thanks to the auntie of the building manager who has fallen asleep and didn't find out ==! 】

[Lin Xiaobaa: I thought it was too cold outside, so I took it upstairs. After searching for a long time, I found half a bag of Miaoxianbao. It was bought before you were hospitalized. It hasn’t expired. It’s been a long time anyway... Xiao Hui ate so much that it was called a wolf, and my roommate almost fell down without laughing when watching by the side]

[Lin Xiaobaa: I even took a gif with my mobile phone, I'll show you when I get to you 2333]

[Lin Xiaobaa: When the two of us lived on the 33rd floor before, you kept feeding it. I guess we graduated this year, and no one cares about it when the freshmen move in.So this guy had to return to his life of begging around... Speaking of which, the cats in the male dormitory building are really miserable, look at the cats in the female building, they are too fat to walk OTL]

[Lin Xiaobaa: It's a pity that the hospital doesn't allow pets to be brought into the ward, otherwise I really want to take it there for you to see.It still knows me, and it must still remember you =w=]

【Lin Xiaobaa: Hai Bo, are you still there?Can I answer the phone? 】

[Lin Xiaobaa: I called you just now but I couldn't get through, can you answer the phone now?You don’t need to talk, just listen to me =w=]

【Lin Xiaobaa: I'm at Renmin Street now, and I'll be there soon, just wait for a while. 】

【Lin Xiaobaa: ...Hai Bo, are you still there? 】

The interval between each of these series of messages did not exceed 2 minutes. Xiao could imagine Lin Qiming desperately typing on his mobile phone while sitting in a taxi.Then there was an interval of 4 and a half minutes before there was a new message.

[Huang Taiwo and Lin Xiaobaa (blog owner) replied to Lin Xiaobaa: Yes]

【Huang Taiwo and Lin Xiaobaa (the blog owner) replied to Lin Xiaobaa: It hurts...】

【Huang Taiwo and Lin Xiaobaa (the blog owner) replied to Lin Xiaobaa: It hurts...】

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The 20 replies on the first page are over here.

Judging from the results displayed on the page, there are a total of 23 replies to this article, but Xiao couldn't see the 3 replies on the second page.Xiao didn't know what the two of them said later, and she didn't know whether Lin Qiming finally got through to his lover's phone call in the dead of night in the early morning, and whether he passed on even a little bit of meager power to him.

...No, he obviously already knew the answer.

Xiao suddenly felt that the mobile phone in his hand was extremely heavy, so heavy that he could barely hold it with both hands.Dots of water droplets fell on the pale screen, small water droplets like a convex lens enlarged the small part of the screen into a comical appearance, and then the water droplets gradually joined together, and all the writing could not be seen clearly.

It's raining.

Xiao looked up blankly.In summer, the days are long and the sky is not yet completely dark.The overcast sky was a mottled dark gray, and the clouds were so low that they seemed to overwhelm him.

The rain soon became heavier, and the big raindrops hit him hard.The short-sleeved T-shirt on his body was drenched in a short while, and the chill went straight to his bones when he was blown by the wind.Xiao bent down and buried her head deeply in her arms.

Luckily it's raining...

Otherwise, the children passing by here will definitely laugh at him, a big man, crying like an idiot...

Xiao didn't know how long he had been sitting in the rain, he just felt that the heat from his whole body was sucked away by the rain, like swallowing a large piece of ice into his stomach, even his heart was completely cold.

He didn't even know when Yuechuan appeared in front of him.When he finally realized that the raindrops that kept hitting his back had disappeared at some point, he raised his head slowly, and the first thing he saw was a pair of trousers that were soaked by rain.

The man seemed to have been standing there for a long time, holding an umbrella in his hand to cover Xiaodu under the umbrella, but he himself was standing in the rain, with dark water stains covering a large area of ​​his straight suit.Xiao stared blankly at Yuechuan for a long time, and finally squeezed out two words from her choked throat.

"...stomach pain."

The man sighed slightly, leaned over and brushed away the wet hair on his forehead, and kissed him lightly on the forehead.In the icy touch of the rain, Yue Chuan's lips seemed extraordinarily warm, and Xiao's whole body shivered from the heat.

The tears could no longer be stopped.He bent down again, with his forehead resting on Yuechuan's thigh, and his body shrank like a frightened shrimp.

"...It hurts...what should I do, the pain is unbearable..."

"Can you open an umbrella?" Yue Chuan asked, his clear voice was as calm as ever, without any emotion.He handed the umbrella into Xiao's hand, then picked Xiao up and walked out of the community.

"You should eat more. If you are so thin, how can your body withstand it?"

The momentary weightlessness made Xiao dazed for a while.In the deafening rush of the heavy rain, Yuechuan's voice almost seemed to come from another world.

——It hurts...

——It hurts...

When he got in the car, Yue Chuan turned on the heater to the maximum, and the hot wind blew his drenched clothes, making the feeling of sticking to his skin even hotter and uncomfortable.Yue Chuanjian Xiao just held the towel and did not move, simply tore off his T-shirt with his own hands, dried his body carefully with the towel, and rubbed his hair vigorously.Maybe it was because the stomach pain was really unbearable, Xiao only struggled slightly, and let Yuechuan do as he pleased.

It coincided with the heavy rain and the road conditions were not good, and several main roads were congested in a mess.It was already past 8 o'clock in the evening when the two of them got home slowly.

Along the way, Xiao just covered his head with a towel and kept crying.