The Rebirth of Liu Erwa

The cake shop is located at a very convenient intersection, and the surrounding area is not very prosperous, but the bustling city is in sight at a glance.The owner of the cake shop is an honest and responsible man. He is in his 40s and [-]s. When he was young, he took his wife and children out to work. He worked steadily step by step, and now he has opened a small cake shop.

The owner of the cake shop saw that Zhang Min was an obedient and sensible child, and he was young, so he recruited him as an apprentice.In addition to the warehouse behind the cake shop, a small room was cleared out, and Zhang Min lived in it, and he could also help the boss look around the shop.The shop owner rented a house in a nearby community where a family of four lived.

Every day at five o'clock, Zhang Min would get up to help the shop owner, and the cake shop would open at seven o'clock.Zhang Min has a high understanding and is willing to learn. After a year and a half, Zhang Min has learned almost the same, and the shop owner can let him complete many varieties independently.

Later, Zhang Min noticed that every morning at eight o'clock and nine o'clock in the evening, someone would come to buy pastries, and he would buy one each time, and it was still different.That person was wearing a pair of thin-rimmed glasses, wearing a suit every day, with slender glasses, looking like an elite ascetic, and very handsome.Such a person would buy a different style of pastry every morning and evening. Zhang Min thought this person was very interesting.Such an indifferent and handsome elite fan, but he has such a sweet tooth.

Seeing a person is probably still very simple.If you feel that this person is good-looking and feels right, if you don't dislike him, you may easily be included in the scope of your love object.Especially when the person is young and hasn't been in a relationship yet.

In fact, if you look back at all the love affairs, you should probably fall into the love mood from the first sight; some loves have been in love for a long time, but for some reason they didn't find out or didn't admit it.Of course, this premise is that the so-called idea that a person can easily fall in love with another person is actually just a sexual idea.After having this kind of thought, I feel that it is very suitable in other aspects, and I feel that I have met the right person. If it is not suitable, it is just that I have not met the right person.Of course, it is easy to have sexual thoughts, but it is difficult to love someone.

Of course, everyone thinks that sexual thoughts are too rude, so it is generally called the emotion of love.Falling in love, practicing love, is naturally different from love.No matter what, Zhang Min felt that he probably developed feelings of love for that person, the kind that most people say.

In his simple, repetitive and hard work day after day, it is probably normal to be attracted to a person like this, but what makes him feel abnormal is why he likes a man.

When he was in the village before, he had a gentle personality, very sensible and well-behaved.The world in the village is not big, and he never knew that there would be men and men together, or women and women in the world.I have never heard the adults in the village talk about this, even if those three aunts and six women get together and gossip in the village for a long time, the most sneaky talk is about which man has gone out to fool around again, which woman has not kept women's morals up.

The first time he knew it was after he came to this big city.In those bustling areas, before nightfall, the streets and alleys around the intersection are full of various KTVs, bathing centers, entertainment venues and the like. There are all kinds of girls in their twenties with heavy makeup standing at the door, and there are also heavy makeup. Voluptuous boy.Later, he heard the people around him secretly say that those boys were not only sold to women, but also to men.At that time, Zhang Min just thought that this was probably what the villagers said about coming out to see the world. In the village, he probably wouldn't know such a thing.

But when he knew he was like this, he still felt uncomfortable at first.But he was alone outside, and he never had a person who spoke his mind. Even when he was at home, he generally didn't talk about his thoughts with his parents.His own thoughts are so pure and pure, and he doesn't care about other things, so he just sinks into his own emotions.Later, he thought, that person must have discovered his own thoughts, then approached him, pursued him, and then got together.If you really like it so much, you probably won't be so, otherwise why would you marry someone else so easily.

He thought that hypocritical feelings must be no match for reality, but people are still obsessed with and enjoying the pain caused by hypocritical feelings as always, indulging in the self-righteous beauty in it, and refuse to deny it, and dare not deny it.Even he himself would rather believe that that period of time was beautiful, but he was not against the reality.

There were no other worries between the two men, and soon they lived together.The man was a lawyer, and he was usually very busy. He often didn't get off work until nine or ten o'clock in the evening. At that time, when the cake shop was closed, the man would pick him up and go home with him.Sometimes, that person has to work overtime until two or three o'clock, and he has already fallen asleep when he returns.But at that time, the man was very excited, and his body was covered with water vapor. Every time he had to toss and wake him up for half an hour to an hour. The feeling of entanglement made him very excited and liked it very much.

Some people say that the instincts of all animals can remember, and sexuality is the biggest instinct, the thing that is most likely to be remembered by the subconscious but never forgotten.When the pleasure strikes, if something impresses the deepest and has the highest memory frequency, people are prone to fetishes.The most exaggerated thing is the pair of little feet that all men are obsessed with in ancient society.Any walking posture is empty words, but those little feet represent the sex symbols and symbols of the entire society, and it is exciting to talk about them.

Zhang Min is probably the same, he is infatuated with that man even though he is very tired, but he will still be in love with him, the feeling of venting on him, and he is also obsessed with the feeling of falling into the fast 3 in the middle of the night and cannot extricate himself feeling.Later, when he wanted to leave him, he only felt that it was more terrible and painful than quitting drug addiction.He thought, being obsessed with a person's body, and being obsessed with the sexuality that this person's body brings to him, this kind of addiction is probably comparable to drug addiction, and it is an addiction that goes deep into instinct.

Sometimes he also thinks this kind of thing is very strange, a person like him who looks indifferent and gentle, can't imagine that there is such an indulgent and indulging posture on the bed.He knew that that person was also obsessed with his personality, which looked cold but was actually so passionate in bed.However, so what if the infatuation is dead, it's not like marrying someone else.Man is such a weak animal. In order to adapt to society and not be rejected or discriminated against, it is probably not very difficult to castrate one's own sexuality.After all, willingly or unwillingly, there are always many things that are castrated.

He had been with that man for seven years. At that time, the man was already 33 years old. The family was too tight, and the relationship between the two of them had already fallen into a dull situation.That kind of plainness makes them naively think that even if they leave each other, they will probably live well, and there is no difference.That being the case, why bother to endure constant persecution from family and society because of the other party.

When they were about to separate, they seemed to have found the feeling they had at the beginning. They wanted to stick together for 24 hours, and the man wanted to die on him.However, these are like illusory fireworks, which cannot change the decision of the two, but only add a little addictive atmosphere.

Later, Zhang Min wandered outside alone for a year. When he felt that he was about to dry up like a wilted weed, and when he talked about the past and his memory was like a joke, he left that city and returned home.When he left, he knew that the man's wife was pregnant.However, the two have long since lost contact.He thought that he should also get married and have children. Although, after a long time, he was still not married and lived alone.There is no more pressure, those, are irrelevant, and have nothing to do with himself.

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