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Bai Yixun returned to the underworld, depressed all day long.I watched those ghosts jump into the well of reincarnation one by one all day long, and those who made mistakes would be tortured in this screaming hell first, and the noise every day was unbearable.There won't be any friends here, only she has stayed in this hell for the longest time, all the little ghosts have their own jobs, and no one talks to her.She just looked at those ghosts every day to make sure that there was no one she was familiar with.

She asked King Yan Luo that if she still wanted to go to Yangjian again, she would have to wait until July and a half next year.She was very relieved to entrust Jingchuan to Jiuqing, but it was really hard for her not to see Jingchuan for so long.

He is waiting, and she is also waiting...

I don't know how long it has passed, maybe not too long, there is no day and night here, and I can't feel the passage of time.The king of Yama asked the little ghost to call her to the fifth hall.

Have you found the right body?Can she... go back?

……

Bai Jingchuan returned to Longcheng again, and spent several months alone, summer went to autumn solstice, autumn to winter solstice, winter to spring solstice, spring to summer solstice, another year.

That year, Xun'er's birthday was approaching, but they separated, and there was no way to celebrate Xun'er's birthday this year.

There wasn't much wine left in the tavern, and it was almost emptied by Bai Jingchuan. Since seeing Bai Haoqi last time, Bai Haoqi would often bring him some supplies and food. not far.Originally, I wanted to arrange two people to take care of him, but no one wanted to come. An empty city makes people dare not stay for a long time. The war at Hongyan Pass has not subsided for a long time.Everyone said that Bai Jingchuan was crazy, who would want to take care of a lunatic?Naturally, Bai Haoqi was not someone who would force others, and Bai Jingchuan didn't want anyone to come in and out of Luoyu Garden, so he could only trouble himself.

Not long after Bai Haoqi left, Bai Jingchuan was lying on the ground, looking at the food on the table, without any appetite.If it wasn't for that stone, he would have been unable to wait any longer. Up to now, he is not sure if someone came to play a joke on him.

A sliver of hope and a great deal of despair remain.

Bai Jingchuan closed his eyes and did not move.

The door was slowly pushed open, and the sun reflected on his face.I heard someone walking in cautiously, heard his exclamation, heard his sobbing.

Bai Jingchuan felt that the person walked out again, he couldn't feel any familiar aura, nor could he feel any hostility, so he just let him go.

Then he heard the sound of water, and the man came back again, could it be the person sent by Bai Haoqi?Feeling the man's hand on his lapel, starting to take off his clothes, Bai Jingchuan was startled, opened his eyes, held the man's hand tightly, and glared at the person coming.

"Jingchuan..."

The man's hands were tightly grasped by him, with a weird outfit and neat short hair. The face seemed to be different, but it seemed to be the same, but it was a face that haunted him in his dreams.

Is it a hallucination?

Bai Jingchuan just looked at the man in a daze, and unconsciously let go of his hand, watching the man's hand caress his cheek, tears falling drop by drop on his robe, with a smile and pity on the corner of his mouth, As bright as the sun behind him.

"Jingchuan, I'm back."

Being pulled up, he just followed behind the man blankly, watching him take off his robe and let him sit in the wooden bucket. The hot water package made him feel much relieved and recovered. Some, but their eyes have been glued to that person all the time, without blinking, for fear that the person in front of them will disappear in the blink of an eye.

"Jingchuan, don't move," the man walked behind Bai Jingchuan, still crying, but laughed out loud.Bai Jingchuan kept following him around, and was unwilling to cooperate well no matter what.

Turning around to get the handkerchief, before taking a few steps, I heard the sound of splashing water behind me, and I was pulled into a wet embrace.

"Don't go..." His voice was hoarse and broken, his arms exhausted all his strength, but he was afraid of hurting the person in front of him, "...is that you?" This feeling is so real, it shouldn't be a dream.

Touching his short hair, it's normal for him not to believe it, and he doesn't know how to tell him how he came back.

Turning around, smiling at Bai Jingchuan, tears welled up, and buried herself deeply in his arms, sobbing, "It's me, Jingchuan, I'm back, it's Xun'er who's back."

……

"This body is the most suitable for you. This Bai Yixun III lived a short life. He just died in this life. His body can be given to you. You can use his body to go back, but he is still a man."

Bai Yixun looked at the person in the mirror who was exactly the same as Bai Yixun. He was also a human being like himself. He had already stopped breathing on the hospital bed. His appearance was slightly different from the original Bai Yixun, but not much different. , still looks like a girl and has a weak body.

Only when he went back like this would Jingchuan accept herself. She never thought of telling Bai Jingchuan her true identity.Bai Yixun nodded, tears streaming down his face.

She finally waited.

"Thank you, thank you... can I go back now?"

"I'll take you back here."

……

Bai Yixun lay in Bai Jingchuan's arms, feeling the scorching gaze all the time. With his eyes closed and a smile on his lips, he put his ear on Bai Jingchuan's chest, feeling the beating of that heart, but Pushed away by Bai Jingchuan, Bai Yixun let out a cry of surprise, being crushed under him.

Bai Jingchuan also followed his example and put his ear on his chest, as if he was confirming something.Bai Yixun was tickled by him, and laughed "giggle", Bai Jingchuan raised his head to look at his face, still with a dazed expression.

At this moment, Bai Jingchuan's long hair was scattered behind him, some of which fell down, and hung on Bai Yixun's body. His body was washed and his beard was shaved off. His whole body exuded a faint scent of acacia, and he returned to his handsome appearance in the past. , but still look a lot haggard, a lot thinner.Bai Jingchuan was only wearing a thin layer of underwear, lying on the bed with Bai Yixun, staring at this seemingly illusory person all the time.

"Jingchuan..." Bai Yixun knew how to make him relax and how to make him feel real.

The author has something to say:

How long should he wait?I've been thinking for a long time and haven't written

Does anyone think that a year doesn't seem like a long time

But how long can a man with only a glimmer of hope live alone?

Keeping the promise allows him to wait for this period of time

But when you grow up, your will wears out

Bai Jingchuan is not a saint, and he lives alone, and his heart is not that strong

I think it's enough to spend spring, summer, autumn and winter alone.

The mood is very complicated and contradictory

In fact, I haven't had any emotional changes along the way.

including when separating them

But when Bai Yixun came back and called Jingchuan

But some can't write, and some even want to cry

I don't know if it's lamenting that they finally met again

Still lamenting that this story has come to an end

But I don't want it to end like this