dear dreamer

Deng Tingge reminded Hu Mu to be tougher and not to be overwhelmed by Kong Yu, "no future".

Hu Mu didn't know what he meant by the future, but he knew that he couldn't be too tough in front of Kong Yu.

For example, if this person clings to him, touches him a few times and says something embarrassing, he can't refuse him.

"Why do you look at me with such suspicious eyes?" Kong Yu asked him, "Change your expression."

"How to change?" Hu Mu was a little speechless, "My acting skills are so bad, you know."

Kong Yu tugged at his clothes: "Take it off."

Hu Mu: "Can I go back to my room first..."

He was not used to it when he started to mess around with his clothes in the living room.

In other words, although similar things have happened before, the state of mind is completely different from that time.In the past, it was regarded as a task, a job that came with money, and acted in an erotic scene with a mood of flattery and fear, but now facing his lover, Hu Mu was at a loss and didn't know what to do.

Kong Yu kissed him for a while, pinched his ear and asked, "What's wrong?"

Hu Mu thought he couldn't say it, it would be too embarrassing to say it.So she took the initiative to approach and hug him, and kissed him deeply.

The two were entangled, stumbled and fell on the bed and still didn't let go.

Hu Mu touched Kong Yu's chin, which had been thinned because of filming upside down day and night, and looked into his eyes.Kong Yu also looked at him, with a smile and unconcealable enthusiasm in his eyes.The organs that have reacted are intimately pressed together through the clothes.

When Hu Mu was made to cry by him, he was also taken aback.

He hugged Kong Yu's shoulders, gasping for breath.Kong Yu didn't dare to move anymore, and wiped the tears on his face in a panic.The liquid didn't seem to flow out because of too much pleasure, he heard Hu Mu's suppressed gasp.

"It hurts, does it hurt?" Kong Yu was frightened.

Hu Mu said no.He didn't let Kong Yu see his expression, and leaned his head on his shoulder.Kong Yu didn't know what to do, so he could only stroke his back.Sweat dripped from his bare back and was quickly wiped dry by his palms.The sweat that would not be dealt with in the future dripped down the shallow groove of the spine.

Kong Yu felt that the person in his arms carried a kind of panic that he couldn't understand.

He comforted Hu Mu in a low voice, and kissed his palm lightly.

Hu Mu: "...You, do you want to go out first?"

Kong Yu: "No."

Hu Mu: "..."

Kong Yu: "Don't you like it?"

Hu Mu's face turned red again.

"It's not..." He didn't know what to say, so he could only lean closer and kiss Kong Yu.I didn't really cry just now, but I just felt it, and there were some unclear emotions in my heart, and the tears flowed out naturally.

He is also afraid of losing face.But Kong Yu was not surprised, instead he followed his mood to comfort him.Hu Mu felt a little guilty and a little shy.

Kong Yu waited for him to calm down, and licked his lips: "Salty."

Hu Mu's heart suddenly became weak, filled with unfamiliar sweetness and sighs, he couldn't even make a sound of response, he could only caress the other person's hair, and eagerly kissed his eyebrows, nose tip and lips.

Gratitude, or total devotion to one's god without complaint.

Kong Yu also hugged him, his body tightly knit together.He whispered in Hu Mu's ear: Don't be afraid, don't be afraid of me.

Returning to the set the next day, Deng Tingge found that Hu Mu's acting was a little different.

It was still the cabin, cramped, damp, and dark.In the script, the young man roared and punched hard as the man trying to snatch the steamed buns started beating each other.

Zhong Xing has always been dissatisfied with Hu Mu's voice, but today he was very surprised.

When Hu Mu was waiting for the arrangement on the sidelines, and while he was putting on makeup, he kept flipping through the script.He has memorized the lines by heart, even the part of the lines of Deng Tingge, who plays opposite him, is very familiar.What he read was not the lines, but trying to get himself into that scene.

At that moment, young people would indeed be angry.In the previous script discussion meeting, Hu Mu and Deng Tingge shared the reasons for young people's anger: he was not angry for a steamed bun and arrogant people, his anger erupted very abruptly, which was brought about by long-term depression and rapid changes in the environment. The sense of security that comes is lacking.

He used anger, roaring, and fists to vent his inner anxiety and anxiety.This is the real source of his anger.

Only then did Hu Mu really understand the meaning of the script and Kong Yu's words.The restlessness and anxiety of young people burst out in a more manic way, which is the most appropriate and most likely situation at that moment.

After all—Humo looked at the script—after all, this young but desperate man had no other outlet for venting than beating people who were trying to grab food.

He let himself sink in, let himself be such a young man.

Then Hu Mu was surprised to find that he could actually understand this role.

This hopelessness, pain, anxiety, and fear may be different in origin, but they manifest in much the same way.Hu Mu thought to himself that he had thought of beating Bao Jiashu or his messy friends before.It's just that he didn't have a chance, reason suppressed his instinct, and he had never encountered such a chaotic external environment.

If one day, all the rules don't count, he might shake his fist at Bao Jiashu and the pig friends he called over to enjoy him.

Even though it was a deal where everyone gets what they want, Hu Mu feels sick when he thinks about what might happen that day.

He felt nauseous for a while, thinking of Kong Yu, his face instantly softened.

While removing makeup, he told Kong Yu that today's shoot went well.Kong Yu didn't reply immediately.Hu Mu knew that he was also busy, so he put away his mobile phone and happily sat on the chair to remove his makeup.

Deng Tingge came over to chat with him: "You were not bad just now. Why are you suddenly enlightened?"

"Someone pointed me out." Hu Mu said, and then told Deng Tingge the story of the teacher that Kong Yu told him.Before he could say the name of the documentary, Deng Tingge stared at him depressedly.

Hu Mu: "?"

Deng Tingge: "Is the documentary "Heaven and Earth Xuanhuang"? Did the teacher cry and cry, and after crying, tell everyone that a person who can express his emotions is a normal person?"

Hu Mu was shocked: "You also went to that class?"

Deng Tingge frowned and smiled helplessly: "This teacher cries like this once a year, you just don't know it. His acting skills are amazing, and he cries for real. Every time, he can scare the freshmen."

Hu Mu: "..."

He immediately decided not to tell Kong Yu about it.

His shoulders suddenly sank.Deng Tingge put his arm up: "Whether it's true or not, it's good to learn something."

Hu Mu nodded.

The subsequent shooting was not too difficult.He was awakened by what Kong Yu said, and when he had time, he pestered Deng Tingge to let him take him to school for class.Deng Tingge took him to the auditorium to watch his younger brothers and sisters rehearse the drama for the graduation performance. Hu Mu stood on the stage and felt very good.

"Funny," he said. "No wonder you like it here."

"Don't you think I'm fake?" Deng Tingge said, "Don't take the opportunity to make a lot of money, and run back to act in dramas."

"It's true." Hu Mu said, "Anyway, no one is looking for you to film now, so you can't make money."

Deng Tingge: "...how come you are so good at chatting?"

The two ordered box lunches and sat on the stone steps of the auditorium to eat.

Hu Mu's heart was full of freshness and nostalgia.He began to imagine that if he and Kong Yu could get to know each other earlier, maybe they could come to class together and discuss and learn from each other.

The filming of "Like Smoke" has been successfully completed.He filmed the parting scene at the pier particularly smoothly, and passed it on the third pass.Zhong Xing rarely praised him as "not bad".

When kneeling and kowtowing on the rough ground, Hu Mu really regarded himself as that young man.

With simple luggage and dry food, he bid farewell to his best friend who met by chance.Knowing that turning back is close to death, but he has to turn back—Kong Yu discussed the psychology of this character with him in detail, and Hu Mu understands his other self more deeply day by day.

"People are really too complicated." He told Kong Yu, "So it's quite interesting."

"Is filming interesting?" Kong Yu asked him.

Hu Mu nodded with certainty: "Interesting."

Only now did he really get a glimpse of the way of an actor and began to understand the fun of this industry.Hu Mu is very happy, and Kong Yu is also very happy.

The two of them naturally got along more and more happily, both on and off the bed.

Hu Mu happened to remember that he didn't seem to have clearly agreed to Kong Yu at that time, and was very nervous.He immediately told Kong Yu seriously that we should be together.

Kong Yu was confused, and kept peeling the crayfish with his hands: "Aren't we together?"

After speaking, he threw another shrimp into the Humu bowl.

Hu Mu ate the crayfish and thought about it.Well, yes, together.

He was instantly relieved.

The release dates of "Like Smoke" and "A Moment" were a week apart. "A Moment" was released first, and Hu Mu was invited by Kong Yu to watch the premiere.

After reading it, he sent a message to Deng Tingge.

[So handsome. 】

Deng Tingge glanced at it and immediately put the phone aside, and continued to discuss with Luo Hengqiu about his waist strength and durability.

Hu Mu who didn't get a reply was a little lonely.He wanted to share Kong Yu's handsomeness with others, but soon found that besides himself, many audience members were fascinated by Kong Yu's character.

Although "A Moment" and "A Moment" have similar story backgrounds, the content of the stories is quite different. In terms of the setting of the male and female protagonists, "A Moment" emphasizes emotion, and "A Moment" exaggerates righteousness.

Kong Yu was interviewed on stage.His words are humorous and his atmosphere is lively, which is a little different from the Kong Yu that Hu Mu came into contact with.But Hu Mu still likes it very much.

He was handsome when he was wearing a military uniform, and he was also handsome when he was squatting in the corner smoking a cigarette and calling himself himself.But Hu Mu will never forget the night when he was taken back to his room by Kong Yu and drenched in cold water.

Before he knew this person's indifference and arrogance, he saw his tenderness and meticulousness first.

Zhong Xing sent him a message: [Is the movie good?Is it better than ours? 】

Hu Mu replied against his will: 【Not good enough for us. 】

Zhong Xing soon came with a new message: [If you tell lies, be careful, I will delete all your scenes. 】

Hu Mu was threatened, but stood still: 【It's really not good enough for us. 】

Kong Yu asked him the same question when he went home.

Hu Mu: "Very good, all good."

Kong Yu looked at him with a half-smile: "Really?"

Hu Mu: "Look at the road conditions!"

Kong Yu laughed out loud and drove off on his own.

The female anchor of the radio station played the midnight broadcast in a soft voice. After listening to it for a while, Hu Mu realized that she was talking about "A Moment" which was released today.After she finished speaking, the theme song of "A Moment" began to play.

"The theme song was written by Fang Zhongyi." Kong Yu said, "He also sang it. Didn't he have something to do with your bell director before?"

Hu Mu listened to the song carefully, but didn't realize it for a while: "Huh? I don't know."

A young and calm male voice echoed in the car.

"There is only one moment left in the rest of my life / Goodbye joys and sorrows"

"Giving the world / to you / the greatest happiness in the world"

Hu Mu turned to look at Kong Yu: "Can you sing? This song is good."

Kong Yu smiled proudly: "I have learned vocal music before."

Hu Mu: "Then sing, sing for me."

Kong Yu pretended to cough: "Hey, let me think about it."

Hu Mu shook his head and smiled.He knew that Kong Yu agreed.

He didn't know who was singing this song, and what entanglements he had with Zhong Xing.But he thought it was a good song.

When the man sang "Meeting You / Like the Greatest Happiness in the World", Hu Mu felt that everything around him was very good.

(Extra episode [-]. End)