dear dreamer

"The Great Wave" is a work Deng Tingge is very familiar with. The author Chen Yu was the teacher of their undergraduate acting class before resigning and leaving school.

"Is "The Giant Wave" adapted into a TV series?" Deng Tingge didn't feel like eating anymore, and asked seriously, "This work is not easy to adapt."

"It's not a TV series, it's a short play. It's an hour, and it's made according to the standard of a movie." There was a slight sound of paper flipping through Zhong Xing's end, "This is part of the excellent drama adaptation and performance activities of the Central Propaganda Department. "The Great Wave" "It has a great influence and a good theme, so it was naturally selected. Cut the nonsense, will you act or not?"

Deng Tingge hesitated.

He has never been involved in the real film and television industry, and he has very little experience in acting in front of the camera.

"I'll think about it before answering you, okay?" Deng Tingge asked.

"At most half an hour." Zhong Xing said, "If you don't reply me after half an hour, I will find someone else."

The cafeteria was very noisy, Deng Tingge packed up the tableware and walked out of the cafeteria.

It was a coincidence that he studied acting.Participated in sketch performances in high school. Under the guidance of the teacher, I learned to figure out the role and express myself, and my interest in acting was out of control.When he was in the second year of high school, he had a big fight with his father, and finally applied for the acting major of this school.

Deng Xiao has been dissatisfied with his choice for three years.He didn't read much when he was young, and he was put in prison because of fighting. He always felt inferior and always hoped that his children could be admitted to state-owned enterprises or civil servants so that he could feel proud.

Deng Tinge has always refused.He is very happy to learn acting, and he can also have great fun performing with his companions.Although he is not very popular with his classmates and teachers because of his overly serious personality, he is also a diligent and down-to-earth person.Deng Xiao and Pang Qiaoyun had been to his performance, and both of them were taken aback by Deng Tingge's performance on stage.

After that time, Deng Xiao never talked to him about the civil service exam after graduation.However, it didn't take long for Deng Xiao to check out severe diabetes.After being admitted to the hospital several times, taking medicine and taking insulin every day, Deng Xiao became haggard, and Deng Tingge finally began to face up to his future life.

Deng Xiao and Pang Qiaoyun rely on small businesses to make ends meet.Although that small hardware store is not big, it has also supported Deng Tingge from primary school to the present.Deng Xiao's illness wiped out the family's savings at once. When Deng Tingge watched his father measure his blood sugar, he realized very clearly that apart from him, there was no more mature labor force in the family.

Taking the road of performance is too dangerous.He didn't even know if he could make it out.

He has seen too many people who can't get ahead. They live crowded together in cramped basements.When Deng Tingge first entered college, he still felt that such a struggle was very meaningful.They talked about Yin Tianchou's phrase "I am an actor" every day, and always believed that they, like Zhou Xingchi, could walk onto the big screen from a small room separated by plywood.And when it comes time to become famous, these difficult pasts can be brought out and told to your fans as anecdotes that are sour in the struggle.At that time, they should be sitting in a brightly lit studio, sitting in front of a benevolent host, and said earnestly: My God, it was so touching, so what made you stick to it at that time?

But Deng Tingge later understood that Yin Tianchou was not Zhou Xingchi.

Yin Tianchou are serious, have a good attitude, are willing to learn, and can endure hardships; but they have no talent, let alone luck.

The reason why this circle is flourishing, and the reason why it can hold so many shining people, is all because countless Yin Tianchou sacrificed their flesh, time and youth, and offered a huge amount of nutrients.

Taking a step back, if Deng Tingge can see the hope of making money in this line of work, he may not give up.

But just like what the girl in the drama club told him, his personality is too tactful, he is too serious, and he is not willing to throw away a little dignity and face to laugh with him, so he can't go far.

In fact, at school, his relationship with his classmates was very average. Some teachers also felt that although he was a good seed, he was too difficult to train and persuade.There are too many people like him.There are a handful of good seedlings in the acting major.Young, strong, with infinite possibilities: Deng Tingge is nothing.

He walked to the pavilion in front of the school auditorium and sat down, seeing his senior brothers and sisters taking graduation photos in front of the auditorium.

Deng Tingge thought to himself, how many people will continue on, and how many people will give up like himself?

The word "give up" fluttered back and forth in his heart, causing an uncontrollable dull pain in his heart.

He was reluctant.

When I first entered school, I had many dreams.At that time, Chen Yu was still their teacher. In the first class, he threw out the script of "The Giant Wave" and asked them to discuss in groups and act a part each.

Deng Tingge was attracted by this story.

"The Great Wave" tells the story that happened in a middle school auditorium before the Anti-Japanese War broke out completely.One morning, with twelve students and two teachers, there was no scene change, and all lines and actors' performances were used to promote the development of the plot.However, during the conversation, the enthusiasm of the young students and the worries of the teachers were pushed to the top layer by layer.

Everyone is discussing enthusiastically.If I were that teacher, how should I prevent the students from throwing themselves into the wave of the times in an almost stupid way of sacrifice; The former teacher, let them realize that the huge waves have hit the coast, and no one can survive alone.

Chen Yu was a fat man wearing glasses, he didn't talk much, he just listened quietly to their discussion, occasionally dialing a few words.When the students began to perform in batches, he finally cheered up and watched carefully.

The roles are randomly assigned by lottery, and the whole class is divided into two groups, each performing a part.Deng Tinge drew a female student.He was excited: the excited girl rushed to the teacher, threw the pasted flag in his face, and slapped him.It was this slap that sparked the most intense dispute in the auditorium, and it also triggered more and more exciting speeches and discussions afterwards.Realizing that he is a key person, Deng Tingge is both devoted and serious.

After the performance, he quickly apologized to the classmate who had just been slapped by him.When stepping down, Chen Yu asked him: What's your name.

Deng Tingge told him how to write his name.

"Acting too hard." Chen Yu gave a rare smile, "Work hard, you can do a lot."

Not long after that, Chen Yu was treated unfairly in the transfer of power within the academy.Without making a fuss, he quit his job and started his career as a screenwriter wholeheartedly.

After Deng Tingge heard about this incident, he admired his courage.

At this moment, thinking of Chen Yu's words and the heavy "The Giant Wave" written by him, Deng Tingge trembled slightly while holding the phone.

He has learned the method of not using so much force in the past three years. If Chen Yu saw him playing Xu Fengyi in "Heart Sutra", he might make a completely different evaluation.

the last time.Play it one last time. "The Giant Wave" is the first play he acted in after he started studying acting, although it is completely informal; but now he just has an opportunity, and he can put an end to his dream.

He dialed Zhong Xing's number.

Under Zhong Xing's recommendation, Deng Tingge passed the audition without any surprises.

The director also asked him if he remembered Chen Yu.Deng Tingge talked about his brief mentorship with Chen Yu.The director smiled: "Chen Yu was very happy to know that you came to audition for this role. He is currently abroad and can't come back, but he still remembers you."

Deng Tingge laughed nervously.

He quickly got in touch with Zhong Xing and told him that he had passed the audition.

"Very good, let's do it well." Zhong Xing said, "I don't know what concerns you have, but if you like acting, just keep acting. Why do you hesitate so much. Do you think people will live long?"

Zhong Xing said a few words to him, and Deng Tingge managed to find a moment to say thank you to him.

"Pass over to Jinhua Pavilion for a meal, and your brother is here."

Deng Tingge agreed.

After putting down the phone, Zhong Xing saw Luo Hengqiu's unhappy face sitting opposite him.

"Can't you just smile at me?" Zhong Xing took the menu and ordered two more dishes, "I took him into this circle according to your wishes."

Luo Hengqiu asked: "When did your relationship with him become so good?"

"Okay? How do you tell it's okay?" Zhong Xing was puzzled.

It's not good to talk and laugh all over the phone?Luo Hengqiu thought in his heart, but didn't say anything.Saying it is like jealousy, it's too indecent.

On the other hand, Zhong Xing thought about it a few times, and he already understood Luo Hengqiu's thoughts, so he couldn't stop laughing to himself.

"It's ugly, Young Master Luo." Zhong Xing poured tea for him, "This person is not yours, your possessiveness is really..."

Luo Hengqiu raised his head and glanced at him coldly.

Zhong Xing shrugged and shut up wisely.

However, within 2 minutes, he couldn't help teasing Luo Hengqiu.

"It was you who said you brought him into the circle, and you are the one who is acting reluctantly now." Zhong Xing said, "What exactly do you want?"

Luo Hengqiu thought about it for himself, and felt that maybe it was really the possessiveness that Zhong Xing said.

He is happy to do something that makes Deng Tingge happy.But when I think of the sensual scene that Deng Tingge stepped into later, I feel very unhappy in my heart.

He thinks it's because Deng Tingge doesn't belong to him, that's why he's so troubled.However, it is impossible for Deng Tingge to belong to him, and it is impossible for him to obtain a switch to vent his emotions from Deng Tingge.

He stood in front of Deng Tingge like a huge balloon inflated by all kinds of evil thoughts in his heart.I hope that he will look at himself, but also hope that he will not look at himself; I hope that he likes himself, but also hope that he will not despise himself because he sees his contemptible side.

There is no place to stay, and I can't even control whether that person's eyes fall on me.That person would bypass him and continue walking; but he could not become the object Deng Tingge hoped for.

"Your junior brother is coming soon. You really don't want to put on makeup?" Zhong Xing gloated a little, "Your face is so stinky...Did I say something unpleasant?"

"Let Fang Zhongyi shut your mouth, and keep your mouth shut."

Luo Hengqiu didn't want to face him, so he got up and went outside for a couple of laps.

Before finishing a cigarette, Deng Tingge came.

"Smoking is harmful to health," Deng Tingge said.

Luo Hengqiu agreed, so he stopped smoking.He held the nearly-burnt stick between his fingers and shook it, and a small cluster of soot fell on the ground.

Deng Tinge reached out to take his cigarette away, turned around and threw it into the ashtray.

"Brother, are you full?" He asked.

Luo Hengqiu said no.He couldn't help but look at Deng Tingge.The little unhappiness they had on the phone before, or the embarrassment they didn't know how to deal with, seemed to have no effect on Deng Tingge at all.He was still very natural and calm, and happily told Luo Hengqiu about today's audition.

Luo Hengqiu was also happy to hear it, and the dark thoughts that Zhong Xing had mercilessly pierced were tightly wrapped in his body, so that he would not reveal the slightest trace in front of Deng Tingge.

The two walked through the corridor of Jinhua Pavilion, and Luo Hengqiu led him to the VIP box.

"Oh, by the way, brother." Deng Tingge said, "I just heard from the director that the protagonist of this play is your...uh, friend, Kong Yu."

Luo Hengqiu: "..."

Deng Tingge: "Brother, don't you know about this?"

Luo Hengqiu didn't know at all.Zhong Xing didn't mention this matter to him, Luo Hengqiu almost wanted to kick the feet of a joking face.Now he doesn't want to go back to Zhong Xing's box at all.

Deng Tingge beside him was still asking: "Brother and Kong Yu have a good relationship?"

Luo Hengqiu felt upset when he thought of Kong Yu, and he didn't notice Deng Tingge's uneasy enthusiasm for the relationship between Kong Yu and himself.

"There is no relationship between us." Luo Hengqiu said.

Deng Tinge: "Oh."