dear dreamer

The filming went relatively smoothly.Deng Tingge likes to work with people like Lu Huang and Peng Zian, it saves time and effort, and can force him to learn and improve.

Before the shooting of almost every scene, the main actors and directors will get together to discuss the details of the performance.Mu Muben said she would come over, but she couldn't arrange her time, so she communicated with them by phone and internet most of the time.In addition to discussions before shooting, there is usually a review time on the night of the end of shooting.The actors of the crew gathered in the room to put forward their thoughts and doubts about the problems in their own performance today.

Deng Tingge knew very well that he acted very well.Peng Zian was an old actor, and Lu Huang was the one who played with him the most. Both of them showed their appreciation for him.At the same time, he also knows that other people besides himself are also acting very well, and even the young supporting actors are very dedicated and serious.And Lu Huang, who he paid the most attention to, surprised him almost every game.The middle part of the scene was filmed in the mountains. Both of them entered the court as officials and were assigned important tasks.Because of the weather, the filming schedule was inconsistent with the timeline on the script. In the morning, there were still two stunned youths standing nervously outside the bookstore waiting for Peng Zian. Feng Xiuwen on the battlefield.

Lu Huang's grasp of Feng Xiuwen made Deng Tingge often feel that he was enjoying himself when watching his performance.

The difference between the colleague who transferred the old cloak to himself in the rain and snow, and the young general who tightened his horse's head and looked back at the top of the mountain is not only the expression, but also the eyes, posture, and gestures.

Deng Tingge also specially practiced his gait and speaking tone for this role.From being weak in the early stage to being tough later, he interpreted his understanding of Du Heng in his own way.But Lu Huang is different from him: he enjoys the thrill of acting, and obviously enjoys the thrill of being "Feng Xiuwen".

"It's interesting, isn't it?" Lu Huang said to him, "He is changing, so I have to change too. This kind of change is very interesting, you will use another person's thinking to think about problems, you will completely become another A completely different self, to put it bluntly, is two souls in one body."

Deng Tingge himself understands this feeling very well: "A soul drives you to perform, and a soul supervises your thinking."

So he and Lu Huang got along very well.Lu Huang chatted with him about the niche movies he had made before, and the interesting stories about his speeches and performances with Lu Huang.Lu Huang said that you can tell that you are different when you read your lines. People who have performed on stage are different from people who are only familiar with the camera.

Deng Tingge said yes.

He told Lu Huang a story about a senior he knew.That year, the performance was a biography of a Peking opera master. In order to play this artist who has been immersed in the opera since childhood, the senior went to learn Peking opera. "At that time, he was in his 40s, and in the first half of the performance, he tried his best to make up to look like he was in his twenties. Later, when he appeared in his 40s, many people recognized who he was." Deng Tingge said.

Lu Huang: "What do you mean? Can't you recognize the voice?"

Deng Tingge said with a smile: "Do you know how he learned it? He not only learned arias and movements, he even learned his usual accent. When he was on stage, his pronunciation was completely different. That The old artist had passed away for many years, so the senior went to find those Peking opera performers who were the same age as him. Because a person who practiced hanging his voice and sang operas since he was a child, his voice is different from ordinary people. It took a long time for the senior to It took me a year to explore, but it was stopped after only three performances. I was sued by the grandson of the old artist.”

Lu Huang showed a yearning expression. "It's amazing." He said softly, "Three games are worth it. Hey, I want to see it."

"Next time he has a performance, I will definitely call you. His handling of voice is very good. If you don't look at people, you won't be able to recognize them on and off the stage." Deng Tingge said.

Lu Huang's longing for the world that Deng Tingge said in his heart is like a person who has been hungry for more than ten years and suddenly sees meat.

Therefore, Deng Tingge was a little surprised when he heard the people around Lu Huang taunting him that "he likes men" from afar.

Before he was with Luo Hengqiu, he was very insensitive to these things.Of course there are pairs in the school, and it is not uncommon for him to see students who are taken care of by people outside the school. But after hooking up with his seniors, Deng Tingge's hidden radar began to exert its powerful search and identification functions.

So he saw very early on that the relationship between Lu Huang and Lou Xiaoheng, who was on the set of "Nine Inch Needles" next door, was not simple.

There are too many details: they smiled inexplicably at each other during meals, occasionally hid aside and whispered, and more importantly, Deng Tingge felt that the way Lu Huang sometimes looked at Lou Xiaoheng was very familiar to him.

It was probably the look that Luo Hengqiu would show when he asked him to eat after cooking.

It was an actress from the crew of "Nine Inch Needles" who satirized him.Deng Tingge had heard her name before, but he was very unfamiliar with her.When she spoke, she happened to be standing next to Lou Xiaoheng and Lu Huang, her voice was not lowered.So this kind of seemingly frank discourse is even more deliberate.

Deng Tingge noticed the surprise on the faces of Lu Huang and Lou Xiaoheng in an instant, followed by the uneasiness and embarrassment.

He gnawed on his own meat calmly, without any fluctuations on his face.

Deng Tingge thought he was right, the one I like is indeed a man.

It was also at this moment, when he was directly facing this kind of ridicule, that he realized that what he said at the time "he is very good" was of great significance to him.

Admitting it in front of others is equivalent to affirming yourself.Luo Hengqiu is nice, better than me, better than most people I've met in the world.With such a good person, would he still be afraid of such a small wind and rain?

I originally borrowed courage from those three words.Deng Tingge carefully stroked the shredded meat on the bone with his teeth and tongue, thinking suddenly.

This incident had little impact on Deng Tingge.He knew that what the actress said did not represent Lu Huang and Lou Xiaoheng's thoughts, but in normal contact, he still tried his best to be polite.It wasn't because of the influence of those words, but because he realized that even if Lu Huang and Lou Xiaoheng were really together, these two people obviously haven't made this matter public, and they are very different from people who openly confess their love.If someone who thinks the same way as the girl who speaks badly thinks of someone else because of messing with himself too much, then I will be too sorry for Lu Huang.

And not long after he confirmed these thoughts, when he was taking a walk after dinner, he saw Lu Huang and Lou Xiaoheng walking hand in hand in the light and snowy road.

Although Lou Xiaoheng immediately shook his hand away, Deng Tingge's enlightened clairvoyant eyes could clearly see the details of the clasped fingers.

Deng Tingge's face was very calm, but his heart was already turbulent and earth-shattering.

So he ran back to his room and immediately called Luo Hengqiu.

"Brother, we haven't gone for a walk for a long time." He said, "We want to hold hands, the kind that hold hands!"

Luo Hengqiu: "I don't want to hold you, your hands are sweaty."

Deng Tingge: "...Brother, you were not like this before. I was nervous."

Luo Hengqiu hummed and smiled: "Why are you nervous, afraid that people will see you?"

Deng Tingge: "No, I like you so much, so I'm nervous."

Luo Hengqiu: "..."

He coughed a few times artificially, barely suppressing the involuntary smile.

oh.He said quietly, yes, there is no evidence.

Before falling in love, Deng Tingge was very incomprehensible to the couple's dialogue that was staged in the corner of the campus every day.He also had a serious discussion with Liu Haojun why a girl would giggle and laugh for 10 minutes about what to have for breakfast, but a boy would accompany her and say "that bun", "it has this filling and that filling", "how about bread?" "Let's have this smell and that smell", and you can talk for 10 minutes. "Take your meal card and go to the cafeteria, and eat whatever you see," he said.Liu Haojun criticized him for having no interest, not understanding how lingering love is contained in all kinds of nonsense, and then he was so angry that he almost couldn't eat when Deng Tingge said, "You haven't talked about it."

But Deng Tingge fully understands now.

He had been arguing with Luo Hengqiu for half an hour for this so-called "evidence that he likes you".

"I can't say any more." Deng Tingge said seriously, "I can only talk about those things, and you have to say that I don't want to be too thick-skinned and play hooligans..."

He really wanted to talk about it.Because he hadn't tried to describe that incident on the phone, and now he misses Luo Hengqiu a little.The content of this miss is very specific, specific to Luo Hengqiu's skin, ears, lips, slightly frowning brows, sweaty back, and so on.

But Luo Hengqiu really refused: "Then don't talk about it."

Deng Tingge: "...Okay."

He seemed to be aware of his loss. Although the loss was very shameless, Luo Hengqiu still comforted him: "I'll visit you in two days. I happen to be going there to hold a conference project, a film and television project for the protection of traditional culture."

Deng Tinge didn't feel lost again.So he interpreted his longing for Luo Hengqiu in more detail, laughing as he thought about it.

Just the day before Luo Hengqiu's departure, the climate in the mountains began to change.Snow fell quickly.

Deng Tingge was filming outside with Lu Huang at that time, his calf was buried in the snowdrift, and he almost lost consciousness from the cold.The director's mouth also almost lost consciousness, and he spoke indistinctly.The snow was getting bigger and bigger, but in order not to delay the progress, the two of them persisted in the snow for several hours by taking advantage of the snow that was almost exactly the same as the content of the script.

Due to the right time and place, the director finally called it a day, and a group of people trudged back.

Deng Tingge immediately contacted Luo Hengqiu to tell him not to come over. It is impossible for such snow to enter the mountain.Luo Hengqiu said that he was at the airport and the flight had been cancelled.The two were worried, and each thought of something to comfort the other.

Deng Tinge hung up the phone and stood stiffly waiting for the temperature of his legs and feet to slowly recover.When he and Lu Huang could finally sit down, they immediately started eating to replenish their calories.It's just that before the meal was finished, news exploded around: Lou Xiaoheng lost contact.

Lu Huang stood up in such a hurry that the soup almost spilled over.Deng Tingge quickly helped him up.It was the first time he saw this man's expression change suddenly when he was not acting.