dear dreamer

It happened a few days ago.

After Hu Mu received the internship notice from the crew, he began to make preparations. One of the various preparations was to go to the field for observation.He walked around the city gymnasium for a few days, staring at the muscular sportsmen all the time.Besides, it is good to say that people look similar. He walks around the museum several times a day, and no one expresses his disgust. Instead, some observers wink at him and smile.

Hu Mu wore plain glasses, his hair was cut short, and he was wearing a sports tights. His hands and feet stretched out with small muscles. It was very different from the characters he usually played on TV, and no one recognized him.

He is not very interested in sports. After running a few kilometers outside that day, he walked indoors for a long time. Coupled with his irregular diet during this period, he was already sweating all over his body.He went into the locker room to change, but saw Kong Yu as soon as he walked in.

Kong Yu is also changing clothes.He is tall and strong, although his skin is fair, but the muscles on his back are bulging, and he looks very powerful.Hu Mu looked at him, then at himself, and walked over with his chest straightened out as much as possible, "What a coincidence."

Kong Yu turned his head to see him, his pretty eyebrows raised all of a sudden, and there was an overly surprised expression on his face, as if he wanted to laugh but restrained himself from laughing.

"What are you doing here?" Kong Yu asked him, "You're as skinny as a chick, come to exercise too?"

He took off his clothes, and his body was covered with shiny sweat, which covered his skin greasyly, and there were also thin beads of sweat falling from his hair.Hu Mu heard that he was asking himself a question, but he couldn't take his eyes off Kong Yu's muscles all at once, staring blankly.

Kong Yu: "...Have you seen enough?"

Hu Mu: "full...full."

Hu Mu quickly put away his expression, and told Kong Yu that he was here to observe.As he expected, Kong Yu snorted and laughed: "When you look at a man, you look at a man. You put it so cryptically."

Hu Mu's eyes rolled wildly, thinking that what Kong Yu said was right, he was indeed here to see the man; but this statement made him a little hurt again, as for where and how deep the injury was, Hu Mu didn't think clearly for a second .If someone else said it, he would say it after he said it, and he would not feel embarrassed. The problem was that it was Kong Yu in front of him.

But, it's Kong Yu...it doesn't make any difference.In the end, Hu Mu really couldn't think of what to say, so he simply smiled, which was his default.Seeing Kong Yu staring at him without saying a word, and not continuing to make fun of him, he turned around and took a towel to take a shower.After taking off a pair of underwear, Hu Mu saw that he was the only one here, so he couldn't help standing between the dressing room and the shower room and looking in the mirror.

"Why is there a mirror here?" Hu Mu thought for a while, but couldn't think of an answer, thinking that the designer was very unpredictable.He put the problem behind him and began to stretch his arms, draw in his abdomen and raise his hips, but no matter how he looked at his body, he couldn't compare with Kong Yu.

——I don’t know how long it will take to practice like that.However, he quickly realized that if he had no perseverance or patience, he might not be able to practice no matter how long he took.

He was very angry with himself, so he couldn't help twisting in front of the mirror to see where there was fat and which was considered muscle, and after twisting for a while, he suddenly saw Kong Yu's head in the mirror.

Hu Mu: "..."

Kong Yu crossed his hands in front of his chest expressionlessly, and leaned against the wall to watch him quietly.

Hu Mu: "...You, you wash too?"

"I don't wash." Kong Yu said, "Why have you lost weight?"

Hu Mu was extremely embarrassed: he had only a pair of thin underwear all over his body. Although Kong Yu's eyes did not fluctuate, Hu Mu was still so nervous that he was hot all over, and hurried into the shower room.

Kong Yu's voice came from outside: "Why did you lose weight?"

Hu Mu drank cold water for a while before he dared to answer with a trembling voice: "I have no appetite."

Kong Yu: "Oh."

Hu Mu couldn't help asking him: "What are you looking at? You stopped flushing?"

"Looking at you for fun." Through the sound of water, Kong Yu's voice was a bit indistinct, and Hu Mu only knew that he walked into the shower room next to him, "I will have dinner with you later."

Hu Mu was immediately flattered by such an active invitation.After being shocked, a little joy slowly emerged from the bottom of his heart, but soon the joy disappeared: he wondered if Kong Yu knew that he was a bit of a man, so he deliberately lured himself to play.

Hu Mu drenched in the water blankly, the more he thought about it, the more real he became.Just now I said that I came to see a man, and immediately asked myself out again, no matter how I thought about it, I felt something was wrong.After thinking about it, Hu Mu thought of going somewhere else, feeling cold for no reason.

He raised his head slowly, and saw Kong Yu lying on the partition between the compartments, staring at him with his head out.

"I'm asking you a question, do you want to eat?" Kong Yu frowned, looking unhappy.

Hu Mu said no to eating, you can do it yourself.

Kong Yu: "What do you eat? Rice or noodles? Seafood? Seafood."

Hu Mu: "I won't eat, really."

Kong Yu: "Okay, it's a deal. You continue to wash."

Hu Mu: "..."

Deng Tingge's eyes sparkled, and he lowered his voice and asked excitedly, "So what? Then? He rushed in to touch you? How did he touch you?"

"...No." Hu Mu blushed a little, "It's time to eat."

Deng Tingge was very anxious: "Keep going, hurry up. Hey waiter, please refill your glass, thank you."

Hu Mu: "...you look too gossip, I don't want to talk about it."

Deng Tingge grabbed Hu Mu's hand anxiously, and said earnestly, "I just care about Kong Yu, nothing else. Tell me, please tell me, please tell me quickly."

Hu Mu poked his arm, pulled his hand back, and continued to speak in a low voice.

The seafood that Kong Yu took him to eat was very delicious.The shop is near the pier. The fishermen who returned from fishing in the evening squatted on the pier for a long time. There are fresh shrimps, fish and crabs in front of everyone. They are all flopping in the net pockets. The hard and soft conch is the most unruly. , puff puff spouts of salt water on the face of his buyer.

Hu Mu had never bought fish and shrimp like this before, and found it very interesting.Kong Yu seemed to come here often, so he walked over and greeted a person, and bought a few catties of shrimp and crab.The man had a dark face and a hat on his head. Seeing Hu Mubai's cleanliness and elegance, he smiled at him: "It's all alive and fresh."

Hu Mu found it interesting to see these living creatures, and couldn't help but look up at Kong Yu.Kong Yu just picked up his things and straightened up, turned his head to stare at Hu Mu, and gave him a gentle smile.

When he followed Kong Yu into the restaurant, Hu Mu's heart beat too fast.

Fresh shrimp and crabs don’t need to be prepared in a complicated way. They can be boiled in water or steamed in water, and soon the shrimps will turn red and the crabs will also turn red.The red skin and red shell are covered with white and slippery tendons, which are so tender that they are crisp and springy. If they are dipped in vinegar for a quick trip, the taste will be even more durable.

Hu Mu was almost drunk after eating.Kong Yu said how can you eat seafood without drinking, and let him drink two small glasses of white wine little by little.Hu Mu had a very ominous premonition in his heart.He has participated in quite a few dinner parties, and he knows these tricks of persuading people to drink, and he also knows what might happen to him after he gets dizzy after being persuaded to drink.

But what can Kong Yu do to him?Hu Mu's eyes were a little dazed, and he was still thinking over and over in his heart: what would he do for such an upright, kind and gentle person?

The two sat in a small box, with walls on three sides and transparent sliding doors on the other.The sliding door was always open, and the salty sea breeze poured in, and the light blue gauze curtain on the door was blown up and flying around. There were seagulls gliding between the half of the sky and the half of the sea that were not yet completely dark.

Kong Yu got up and fastened the tulle curtain, but when he came back, he sat beside Hu Mu.

Before Hu Mu could react, Kong Yu suddenly grabbed his hand.

"Don't be nervous. I... I'll touch it." Kong Yu said.

The way he grasped his hand was also very unceremonious, as if he carried an indescribable anger, but the force was very light, and there was no discomfort in the wrist surrounded by his fingers.Hu Mu didn't know what he wanted to do, and his eyes were full of confusion in the daze of alcohol.

Kong Yu was very strange.He slowly changed the way of contact and held Hu Mu's hand.His palm was cooler than Hu Mu's, and after holding it for a while, he whispered, "You drink too much."

After speaking, he raised his eyes and looked at Hu Mu for a while, looking very carefully.Hu Mu said what are you looking at, why are you so wrong today.Kong Yu looked at him and his heart beat wildly, and he wanted to pull his hand back.

Kong Yu grabbed his hand suddenly, bowed his head and kissed his finger.

Hu Mu's hairs stood on end all at once.However, it only stood up for a moment - the next moment his heart beat wildly, and the bristling hairs all over his body softened, and he was docile and obedient, and did not move.

He didn't move, just stared at Kong Yu with his eyes open.

Kong Yu kissed, frowned and thought about it, kissed again as if wanting to confirm again.Hu Mu's hand trembled under his lips, he held Hu Mu's hand and pressed it to his face, smiled intimately, and asked him: Do you like this?

When he said this, Kong Yu's hand slipped down along Hu Mu's hand.It was still very hot in autumn, and Hu Mu was only wearing half-sleeved clothes. Kong Yu touched his elbow and continued to go up slowly.The skin on the inside of the arm was very sensitive, and Hu Mu suddenly trembled.

"What do you think of me?" Kong Yu asked him in a low voice.

Hu Mu suddenly grabbed the hand he had been groping for, and put it down carefully but resolutely.

"Kong Yu, I don't do that anymore." Hu Mu's beating heart was slowly recovering, and his head was much clearer.In Kong Yu's dull surprised expression, he seriously emphasized: "Don't spend money, I won't sleep with you."

The coffee cup clicked against the saucer, and Deng Tingge's voice changed: "What?"

Hu Mu: "Right, you think he's weird too, don't you?"

He was a little excited: "Kong Yu...Kong Yu is too much."

Deng Tingge resisted the idea of ​​making fun of Kong Yu, and said with a serious face: "Do you think Kong Yu offended you?"

"Isn't that offensive?" Hu Mu quickly glanced around and whispered, "What do you think of me as a person, and ask me if I like it while touching it, and what I said to those who want to give me my wallet , are exactly the same."

Deng Tingge: "..."

Hu Mu: "Are...are you laughing? Or crying?"

"Little Hu, Xiao Hu. You, you." Deng Tingge imitated the helpless tone of the director of "Gudaoxin" when he told Hu Mu, "I'm an outsider, so it's hard to say anything, but you have to know something first, just me Personally, I don’t particularly like Kong Yu. Don’t worry about why, anyway, I really hope to see him make a fool of himself.”

"You are not a good bird." Hu Mu narrowed his eyes.

"Of course I'm not a good bird." Deng Tinge poked the vegetable leaf with a fork, "but today the bad bird wants to say a few words for Kong Yu. Is your fool's head broken? Did you get in the water? Kong Yu wants to keep you What? Why is he a starlet keeping you? I don’t know why he touches you out of nowhere, but most people would think that it’s a confession, not an offense.”

Hu Mu: "..."

Deng Tinge: "Really. Hello, yes, please refill, thank you."

Hu Mu: "...No, wait, I, let me calm down first—confession?!"

The fork almost smashed the vegetable leaves, Deng Tingge was so angry that he was about to laugh: "Isn't it?"

Hu Mu thought for a while, and then thought again: "Yes... a bit similar. But he is Kong Yu."

Deng Tinge: "Yes, it's Kong Yu. What's wrong with Kong Yu, does he have three eyes or four legs? What's so special?"

Hu Mu couldn't tell either.Because he couldn't put it into words, Deng Tingge felt a little disgusting, he turned his head and said, "You don't understand."

At this moment, Kong Yu felt that he did not understand.

He wears headphones to watch videos that he has watched several times.Hu Mu, dressed in a neat long gown, slowly pushed open a heavy wooden door.The hands are gentle and beautiful, the neck is gentle and beautiful, and the eyebrows are also gentle, all in all, it is very beautiful.

Kong Yu sighed slowly.

The agent looked back at him silently.The celebrity I was serving had been watching dramas in the car and sighing for several days in a row. I don't know what drama made him so emotional.

Kong Yu has acted in many idol dramas and talked about various love affairs in the dramas, so he can't be more clear about those small thoughts and small throbbing.

He pressed pause, frowned and stared at Hu Mu's frozen smiling face.

He just wanted to try that day to see if the answer would be clearer if there was physical contact.But it hasn't reached the point of physical contact, just seeing Hu Mu happily sitting opposite him eating is already very happy.There are two holes in Yulai's head: one is responsible for being happy, and the other is responsible for looking at him silly and happy detachedly, and then reminding him, "It's interesting, you like someone again".

But why did he touch Hu Mu without saying anything clearly—Kong Yu sighed again.He really wanted to travel back to the past few days and beat himself up twice.