dear dreamer

Chang Huan helped Deng Tingge find a house. Although it was not big, it had a good location and the surrounding environment was quite quiet.Deng Tingge liked it very much and planned to move out as soon as the graduation performance was over.

The relevant announcement of "Gu Dao Warm Heart" has not yet come, participating in the promotional activities of "Long Yuan" and rehearsing the graduation drama has become the most important thing for Deng Tingge.

The end of the filming of "Long Long" made him very sad.When he called home, his mother asked him when he could see it on TV. He thought for a while and told her, "Maybe you won't be able to see it on TV."

Pang Qiaoyun said: "Do you want to go to the cinema? Oh, your dad and I haven't been to the cinema for a long time. We went to the cinema a few times when we were dating. The movie tickets were so cheap back then..."

Deng Tingge: "Movie theaters... maybe not."

Pang Qiaoyun was startled: "Son, what are you photographing?"

Deng Tingge was speechless.

It was really not a coincidence.The script has already been reviewed, and the film was originally scheduled for next year, but the State Administration of Radio, Film and Television has recently issued a limited order. Because "Long Time" involves sensitive subjects, the review will be particularly strict.

Saying no regrets would be a lie.When Chen Yiping notified them of the news, he said he already had countermeasures.The version released to the public must have been deleted, at least the passages of Zhu Baihua's suicide and writing a suicide note must not appear. "But I will also cut another copy of the complete version. I can't put it here, let's put it elsewhere. It can't sell it here, so we can sell it elsewhere."

He has obviously considered all possibilities.

Chen Yiping also apologized to Deng Tingge and Lu Zhixia.Both were new actors, and he did feel a little sorry.

Lu Zhixia had no idea.She originally joined the crew because of Chen Yiping, and sincerely said that she has learned a lot.Deng Tingge also nodded aside: "It's not a polite word. After filming "Long Yuan", I really feel that I have learned a lot. Not only the background of this story, but also many ways to act in front of the camera."

Standing on the stage, Deng Tingge is full of excitement and fear most of the time.

Although he often can't see the people off the stage clearly, he clearly knows that the audience exists.They sat so close to him, ready to applaud his brilliance or boo him for his poor acting.He must please these people, please these harsh but tolerant people, and use his most direct voice, body movements and expressions to draw their emotions.

But acting in front of the camera is completely different.Only the director will judge him, while the audience behind the camera is still outside time and space.With a sense of freshness and an unprecedented sense of security, Deng Tingge tried to completely and completely immerse himself in the role.There is no audience here, no applause, no loud voices.He feels that he is a long time ago.

He communicated his feelings with Chen Yiping.Chen Yiping said with a smile that he is still too immature and not stable enough.

"A good actor can control everything well. Even if he stands among tens of thousands of people, he can make himself seem to be standing outside of thousands of people." Chen Yiping said, "When neither external objects nor outsiders can disturb the character's emotions, , you can become a qualified actor."

Deng Tingge said that Director Chen, your qualification standard is very high.

Chen Yiping said yes, so Yan Fei is the only qualified actor in our crew.

Deng Tingge became curious: "Then who are the outstanding actors in your mind?"

Chen Yiping refused to speak, and shook his head with a mysterious smile.

This experience made his tutor praise him a little more for his performance in the graduation drama.

Deng Tingge has a serious personality. Although he is much smoother than before because of working in the drama club, he is not a very likable guy.The supervisor is the leader of the school, with several undergraduates, graduate students and doctoral students, Deng Tingge does not move around much, and the supervisor is not very impressed with him.

But when he saw his demeanor, which was stable and frivolous, which fit perfectly with the character in the script, he couldn't help but praise him.

"Go out and shoot some scenes, and you will gain a lot?" the tutor asked him.

To be honest, Deng Tingge has gained a lot.He told his tutor that Yan Fei not only learned German but also read a lot of philosophy books studied by Zhu Baihua in order to play this role well. To practice gait and walking posture.Chen Yiping's screenwriting team was very careful with words. Words with different pronunciations from modern times are clearly marked on the script, and lines marked with periods must not have the effect of exclamation points.

"But I did persuade them once and changed the tone of that line." Deng Tingge laughed, "It's quite interesting. When it's serious, you almost get angry, but looking back, you are all admirable capable people. "

The instructor sat with him on the stone steps at the back door of the auditorium, looking at the scenery that Deng Tingge and Luo Hengqiu had seen together that day.

"This is your luck. There are a lot of people who came out of here for the first time to make crudely produced TV dramas, or movies that do everything to make money. It is indeed your great luck that you met Chen Yiping. "The instructor likes to touch his beard at the sideburns when he talks, "It's not difficult to be lucky once or twice, but the difficulty is to maintain this kind of luck all the time."

"Luck is hard to maintain." Deng Tingge said, "I'm not lucky, and I still have to try my best to seize many opportunities."

The instructor nodded, smiled and said yes. "Everyone who has become famous says you look at how lucky he is. It may be luck once or twice, but there must be other things behind the luck. Are those luck just falling on your head? No. You You have to get your head out of the way, and people have to see you first before you are qualified to talk about strength or luck."

The two talked for a long time, and Deng Tingge felt that what he learned from the old man this night might be more important than what he had learned in the past three years.

Back in the dormitory, Liu Haojun came over again holding the pillow and quilt.

"Playing World of Warcraft, it's too noisy." He familiarly put the quilt on the bed opposite Deng Tingge, "Fortunately, you still have you in your dormitory."

Deng Tingge was lying on the bed and texting again, and Liu Haojun went to fetch water for a bath on his own.

The content of the text message with Luo Hengqiu was no different from usual.Have you eaten, what to eat; are you tired, touch it; have you slept, good night.

But it has become a habit, no matter how simple it is, I feel happy.

Luo Hengqiu was probably still working overtime, so he didn't reply.Deng Tingge sat on the bed leaning on a pillow, then picked up the book next to the pillow and opened it.

After watching for a while, he saw Liu Haojun coming out, so he stared at Liu Haojun's ass for a long time.

"Da Liu, come here." Deng Tingge said, "Turn around."

Liu Haojun turned his back to him inexplicably.

Deng Tinge pinched his butt.

Liu Haojun: "...You, have you read a book and become a pervert?"

Deng Tingge let go of his hand, very dazed.No feeling, no feeling at all.He said how long you haven't exercised, and your flesh has collapsed. Liu Haojun was tricked by him again, and ran to the mirror to take a picture of his butt.

You can find some relevant information on the Internet on your mobile phone, which is more... more beautiful than what is said on the tablet in the book.Deng Tingge watched it for two nights, but he felt that if he didn't replace the object with Luo Hengqiu, even if Wu Yanzu stood in front of him without clothes, he would not feel anything.

Now he has figured out the general procedure, and he is eager to try, but he is afraid that Luo Hengqiu will think that he is not stable and too impatient.

Just open your mouth and say go to your house, it's too blatant.But if you don't say it, you don't know when you will be able to go to the brother's house logically.Deng Tingge moved the pillow and lay down, sighing.

When he was working in a hotel, he had seen many times when two men had a room together, such as the time he ran into Luo Hengqiu.Kong Yu's appearance at that time probably also wanted to do that.Deng Tinge shook his head hastily, he couldn't think in this direction, he couldn't mind who the senior brother had been with before.Besides, Luo Hengqiu had explained to him more than once that there was nothing wrong with him and Kong Yu.

Even though he thought so, he still slandered Kong Yu for a while.

The condoms and lubricating oil in the hotel are all in stock, and Deng Tingge has also replenished them many times under Long Jie's plea.He knew how to use it, but wondered—could?good?How?

The book is so formulaic, there is no way to give him an intuitive feeling.The things he found on the phone seemed to be a bit too much. He imagined the scene of Luo Hengqiu wriggling in his arms softly and bonelessly, blushing and saying, "My good brother ruined me". There was a burst of black smoke, as if struck by lightning.

Luo Hengqiu finally replied to him when he was about to fall asleep.

[Are you free on weekends?There is an event that I suggest you to attend. I have given Zhong Xing the invitation letter. 】

[You're going with me? ] Deng Tingge asked.

[You go with your agent, and I go with my secretary. 】

Deng Tingge: "...Oh."

He continued to press the button to reply to the message, and before he could finish typing, Luo Hengqiu sent another message.

[I'll talk about it when I go, I can see you. 】

Deng Tingge thought it was scary, how could the senior brother know what I was thinking.

He wondered if his brother knew about the other things I was thinking about.

[I checked a lot of information, that, I already understand. :D]

Liu Haojun stood by the door and said I turned off the light, do you turn on the desk lamp?

Deng Tingge: "Don't bother me, I'll wait for a reply."

Liu Haojun turned on his own desk lamp to write exercises for pen practice, and looked up to see Deng Tingge lying on the bed, staring at his mobile phone.

"It's been half an hour, what are you waiting for?"

Deng Tinge: "Hmph."

At this time Luo Hengqiu finally replied the text message slowly.Deng Tingge pressed it excitedly, and saw a word: [OK].

Deng Tingge: "...?"

The meaning is profound and mysterious.

The author has something to say: Do you know what happened on weekends... I want to think about the password of the old song _(:з」∠)_

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In this chapter, Deng Tingge’s thinking about performing on stage and in front of the camera is based on Yin Tianchou’s treasured "Self-Cultivation of Actors", the original text is as follows:

"I seem to be a slave to thousands of people. I have become servile, unprincipled, and ready to make any compromise. I want to try my best to please the audience. I will give more of what I have and what I can give to the audience. Everything. But there’s a void deep inside that I’ve never felt before.”

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