The Professor's Mirror Dress Lover

Mrs. Lin smiled helplessly.

"At that time, adopting a child was my husband's proposal. I knew he was worried about my state and wanted to use adoption to distract me and help me recover." Mrs. Lin walked to the window and opened it, as if wanting to look further away. Place, "I agreed. On the one hand, I was afraid that because of the refusal, he would be more worried about me. On the other hand, in fact... At that time, I accepted everything with an indifferent attitude."

"I want to use this kind of indifference to fight against everything in the outside world, because at the time I thought it treated me much more cruelly than anyone else."

"I tried to reduce the damage it caused to me through indifference and indifference, otherwise I might go crazy. Several times I thought I was really going crazy..."

"Three thousand, that will be in the Xiacheng Welfare Institute. I read all your information and know your real family situation."

Mrs. Lin turned her head to look at him, with guilt and self-blame undisguised on her face at the moment.

Lin Sanqian seemed to know what she was going to say next, but she still waited patiently.

"It was because I was too selfish at the time. I thought that you could bear it more than ordinary children... I might have a crazy mother in the future," Mrs. Lin lowered her eyes, looking at her hands that were twisted together at some point, "I really I feel that I will go crazy one day, and I even accept it as a necessity..."

Lin Sanqian was chosen not only because he performed better than ordinary children in all aspects of the orphanage, but the most important reason was because Mrs. Lin felt that little Sanqian could tolerate madmen better.

Very sad truth.

"I've even thought...thought..." Mrs. Lin paused, took a deep breath before she could continue, "If...you are really like what the people in the orphanage said, and inherited the disease, you can have someone to accompany me Being together is not normal... makes me less 'unique' in this family..."

"So..." She raised her eyes, with a hint of pleading in her eyes.

Lin Sanqian met her gaze, his face was calm all the time, and his voice was very soft: "But you still made it through."

"Three thousand, I'm sorry."

Lin Sanqian shook her head: "I am very grateful that you can choose me."

"Anyway." He said from the bottom of his heart.

If Mrs. Lin hadn't taken him away, in the orphanage at that time, he wasn't sure he would be able to grow up alive.

long silence.

"Sanqian, thank you for not hating me because of this truth," Mrs. Lin returned to her usual calm and calm, "I am also very glad that I chose you."

Mrs. Lin talked a lot with Lin Sanqian that night. In her memory, she had never communicated with this child properly. Qian found some comfort in the response she gave frankly.

In fact, Lin Sanqian wanted to ask, if he really inherited his mother's madness as the orphanage said, how would he be treated in this Lin family.

But he didn't open his mouth after all, after all, some doubts were suitable to rot in his stomach.

Talking out will only disturb people.

That night, Lin Sanqian returned to the bedroom where he lived in when he was a boy. The housekeeper had already cleaned it carefully for him, and it was very clean.

Because of the psychological treatment when I was a child, there is no mirror in this room, and even the window glass is frosted. Even if I stand by the window and look closely, I can only see a blurred outline.

After taking a bath, Lin Sanqian took a double dose of sleeping pills and lay down on the bed. Not long after, the ceiling began to turn.

There was a constant pattering sound outside the window, maybe it was raining, he closed his eyes, and felt his body become chaotic and light, like a piece of foam floating on the surface of the water shattered by the rain.

Soon, he fell asleep and had a dreamless night.

When I woke up the next day, the sky was clear, the rain from last night had completely evaporated, and the air was dry and comfortable.

Lin Sanqian made an appointment for psychological consultation, and he arrived at the clinic at nine o'clock in the morning.

After a brief conversation to relax each other, the counselor tried to enter a therapeutic state.

"Can you tell me what you saw?"

The consultant is a young woman, her eyes are soft and firm, and the patient will trust her without reservation when she is looked at by such eyes.

Lin Sanqian's throat slipped, but before the syllable "blue" was pronounced, he closed his mouth into a straight line again.

The consultant didn't urge him, but waited patiently and trustingly for him to sort out his emotions and speak again.

half an hour.

"Feel sorry."

Lin Sanqian's twisted fingers finally relaxed, and he raised his eyes to look at the consultant, "I don't seem to be ready."

He still doesn't want to tell others about his "blue", as if everything really doesn't exist and becomes an illusion of his illness.

For a moment, the consultant was a little surprised by his reaction and decision, but her professionalism allowed her to hide her emotions well.

She smiled gently: "It's okay, next we can try hypnosis to make you more relaxed."

She read the hesitation on Lin Sanqian's face, "Of course, you can also refuse this plan, and we can also find a treatment method that you are more willing to accept."

"No, please hypnotize me." Lin Sanqian smiled as usual, and the shock that flashed just now had disappeared.

Lin Sanqian, who was lying on the soft treatment chair, didn't know when he fell asleep. When he opened his eyes, the surroundings were pitch black, and there was a large wardrobe facing him.

He knew that he had entered hypnosis, and he also knew what secrets were hidden in the wardrobe.

He got off the chair and walked to the closet.

Taking a deep breath, he opened the cabinet door.

Lan hugged her legs and curled up in the closet, turning into a child.

He looked up at Lin Sanqian outside the closet, his exposed skin was covered with scars, but the iron chains on his ankles were gone.

Lin Sanqian also looked at him, looking at each other in silence.

"Is this what I look like in your subconscious mind?"

Lan raised her immature face and asked him, "Weak and easy to bully?"

Lin Sanqian took the lead to look away, and put his gaze on the scar on Lan's arm and instep: "It's not that he's weak and easy to bully, but he likes to play pranks and hide-and-seek. He's a troublesome kid."

He said so, in the end, he hugged Xiaolan out of the cabinet.

Xiaolan put her arms around his neck and put her chin on his shoulder: "He is a bad boy who will trick you into doing bad things, isn't he?"

Lin Sanqian did not answer this obvious question.

Xiaolan rubbed his face: "Sanqian, are you afraid of me?"

Lin Sanqian: "I'm not afraid, I'm just a little tired."

"...I want to go back to my old life."

Xiaolan's eyelashes tickled his neck, and he slightly turned his head away.

But Xiaolan in his arms quickly shook his head: "Three thousand, that's not your life."

"..."

"You really don't want to go back at all."

Lin Sanqian's lips were pursed into a straight line, as if he would shake if he didn't stretch so hard.

"Three thousand, don't deceive your desires."

"..."

"What you see and what you want, is real."

"Liar."

Lin Sanqian finally couldn't hold back anymore. He felt his eyes were a little hot and his nose was sore.

Unreasonable, uncontrolled grievances.

He seldom shed tears. He never shed tears when his mother died, when he was in the most difficult time in the orphanage, or when the Lin family was most at a loss.

He was afraid that tears would be exchanged for cheap sympathy from others.

But at this moment, he seemed unable to control this human instinct.

"I'll prove it to you."

Xiaolan leaned forward, delicately and gently licking away the tears from the corners of his eyes.

His tongue was cold and soft, and Lin Sanqian's body trembled.

His body fell quickly in the too real touch.

The fall caused the hypnosis to fail, and Lin Sanqian opened his eyes.

The counselor was gone, and he was alone in the entire treatment room.

Lin Sanqian gasped for a while before he calmed down a little, his eyelashes felt wet from tears, but he stretched out his hand to rub it, but there were no tears left on his face.

It's like being licked clean...

What about consultants?

Lin Sanqian rubbed his wet eyes, put on his glasses again and sat up on the treatment chair, just in time to see the puzzled consultant come back from the front hall of the consulting room.

"Mr. Lin, why did you wake up by yourself..." The consultant was a little surprised when he saw Lin Sanqian who had woken up.

Although hypnotized patients can wake up on their own will, but her hypnotherapy is entering the deepest state, the probability of patients waking up is very low, and usually requires human intervention to wake up. Lin Sanqian is the first in such a situation. encounter.

"I fell suddenly in a hypnotic dream...and woke up." Lin Sanqian was still a little dizzy now.

The counselor sat down again: "Can you describe what caused the fall?"

Lin Sanqian still didn't speak. The consultant knew that he hadn't really put down his guard, so he asked instead: "Then can you tell me how you felt before you fell?"

Lin Sanqian was silent for a moment: "At that time, I wanted to leave."

Following her words, the counselor continued to ask patiently: "Is it because you want to leave because you are afraid?"

Lin Sanqian shook his head lightly: "Because... I'm worried that I want more."

The consultant was slightly taken aback, but she quickly covered up her emotions and asked softly, "You know you can't have it, right?"

Lin Sanqian nodded, and then stopped talking.

The consultant has come into contact with many patients, crying, confessing, and even angry, but he has never seen Lin Sanqian, whose emotions suddenly subside at the moment of the outbreak, and then hide silently for a moment.

Hypnosis cannot be repeated, so the consultant had no choice but to give up the existing data plan and prescribe some sedative drugs to Lin Sanqian for the time being.

She also apologized to Lin Sanqian for her dereliction of duty today. During the hypnosis just now, the door of the treatment room kept banging, as if some mischievous child was knocking on the door.

In order for the treatment to go on smoothly, she had to leave the position temporarily to check, but there was no one outside the door, the corridor of the clinic was empty, and even the assistant didn't know where to go.

Who is knocking on the door?Wrong patient?

She couldn't figure it out.

All in all, the treatment was not going well.

"Mr. Lin, if you live in Dongdu for a long time, I suggest you find a psychological counselor who suits you there. If symptoms get worse, you can diagnose them in time."

"I see, thank you today."

Lin Sanqian took medicine on time every day.

Tranquilizers gave him peace of mind, and sleeping pills gave him enough sleep.

During these three days in Jincheng, life was stable and peaceful.

Maybe it was the sedative that took effect, and he no longer had the "illusion" of being watched these days, nor did he receive any weird couriers.

Life seems to have returned to the calmness of stagnant water before "Blue" appeared again in an instant.

Occasionally, Lin Sanqian would take out the sketch of a girl in a blue skirt on the platform that Cai Guo had drawn for him, and read it quietly for more than ten minutes before folding it up and putting it away.

Since the chat that night, Mrs. Lin's heart knot has been untied. She is more like a mother in front of Lin Sanqian than in the past 14 years.

When Lin Sanqian is not writing projects, she will try to complete some daily family tasks with Lin Sanqian.

Three meals a day, afternoon tea, and a walk after dinner.

Mrs. Lin found that the child's emotions were as pale as boiled water. She didn't even know what food he liked and what food he hated. She felt guilty for her past dereliction of duty.

Lin Sanqian replied to the invitation email for the summer solstice masquerade, and also applied for another ticket, saying that she wanted to bring friends to attend.

Lin Sanqian didn't know that his decision to agree to participate in the dance had already surprised many students, and the act of applying for admission tickets was even more of a blowout.

The students who knew about this began to wonder, what kind of friends did Lin Sanqian refer to?

Curiosity improved their work efficiency. In less than 10 minutes, the student in charge of organizing the dance had emailed the ticket number and QR code to Lin Sanqian.

The admission ticket number happens to be B621.

Lin Sanqian glanced at the string of somewhat coincidental numbers and letters, was in a daze for a moment, then quickly gathered his mind and sent the admission ticket information to the daughter of Mr. Lin's business partner.

After receiving it, the other party replied with a series of exclamation marks and thanks. Lin Sanqian was completely relieved to confirm that the other party's purpose was the dance and not him.

summer solstice. 621.

It was Lin Sanqian's real birthday, but because the teacher who was in charge of registering the information when he entered the orphanage filled in the wrong birthday date and refused to change it, Lin Sanqian's birthday was forcibly changed to 821.

After more than ten years, no one except his buried mother knew that Lin Sanqian didn't like birthdays, and he didn't plan to change it.

Anyway, birthdays are no different from everyday life.

He remembered the letter he received more than ten days ago——

"Birthday gifts will be delivered one after another, I believe you will like them"

Now his birthday is approaching, but he finds that the so-called gift is just a product of his own "hysteria".

Kind of funny and kind of sad.

Lin Sanqian booked a flight from Jincheng to Dongdu on the morning of June 6.

He took medicine and fell asleep before twelve o'clock the night before.

He had a dream in which he was a child in a painting class.

He drew the outline of Lan with a pencil on the paper, but when he wanted to put lipstick on Lan, he couldn't find his favorite blue crayon.

In the dream, Lin Sanqian searched around with his unfinished sketch, and finally cried out anxiously, as sad as losing his most important partner.

Early the next morning, the doorbell of Lin's house rang.

It's the courier guy.

"Is Mr. Lin Sanqian here? There is a courier for you, please sign for it."

At this moment, Lin Sanqian was having breakfast with Mrs. Lin, and Uncle Yu signed for the courier to deliver it. Both of them were a little surprised.

After all, Lin Sanqian never sent couriers home.

"Did a friend send it over? Fortunately, it was delivered early, and you will be going to the airport later." Mrs. Lin said.

Lin Sanqian washed his hands and took the courier. He immediately looked at the courier number.

When seeing the familiar letter "B" in the sender's name column, Lin Sanqian's head buzzed, and his heart changed its rhythm instantly.

His hands trembling as he unwrapped the courier, he almost cut his fingers with the tape cutting blade.

The moment the courier was opened, a blue crayon and a piece of neatly folded letter paper appeared in front of my eyes. .

Lin Sanqian carefully unfolded the letter paper.

Like the first letter received from "B", there was a sketch on the letter paper.

The sketch strokes are smooth and delicate, from the same hand.

And the sketch was drawn that day at the train platform in Xiacheng, the moment when Lin Sanqian suddenly turned his head while sitting in the carriage.

There are two lines written on the bottom left of the sketch——

"Happy birthday"

"An even bigger birthday surprise"

The author has something to say: Sanqian: What birthday present should I buy for Ah Lan?

Everyone: Little skirt!Little skirt!

……

The main event is coming!

Can you drink sweet nutrient solution at the end of the month!

Thank you for your love every day.

感谢在2021-06-2803:37:48~2021-06-2903:35:40期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: Ah, the chicken should sleep 1;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：淡若悠然10瓶；顾玖玖6瓶；猫町5瓶；知知知知2瓶；纪翟1瓶；

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