The Boyfriend Return Policy

Chapter 189 It may take a long time to learn how to bear and enjoy family

"A few lines." Teacher Zhuang Xiao Zhou shouted too much, and suddenly called it out, a little more formal, as if she had changed from her child to her daughter-in-law. She is both a child and has another responsibility. "This question asked Well... I'm afraid it's a bit late, do you really like Xu Du as husband and wife?"

Before Zhou could answer, Mr. Zhuang said slowly, "I don't know if Xu Du told you that when I was first pregnant with him, I was actually not ready to be a mother..."

Teacher Zhuang lowered his eyebrows and smiled lightly: "When I was young, I struggled for breath and wanted to do something. At that time, the only thing women could talk about was having a child, but if they did, they felt it was a matter of course. I have been stubborn since I was a child, and I have to fight for whatever I want, no matter how bloody my head is. I want a skirt. If my family has no money, I go to the village to help with chores, wash clothes, and straighten ears of wheat. When I buy it, I like it. When I watched the piece of cloth from my mother turned into a floral dress that I longed for, I felt free. Of course, talking about freedom in those days was a matter of eating and holding on. "

Xu Du is like Teacher Xu, and Zhou Jixing is actually a bit like Teacher Zhuang when he was young. They are not satisfied with the status quo, they don't think about why, they don't like it anyway, and they also yearn for the illusory freedom.

"I was the only girl in our village who was admitted to university. Due to some reasons at the time, I chose teacher training. At that time, it was very popular for a girl to be a teacher. I got such a result, but I Not as happy as I imagined when I was working hard."

Teacher Zhuang lowered his eyes and tied the wrapped zongzi with a rope, "I still think it's not enough, but I don't know how far it is enough, so I kept working hard until I met Lao Xu. Can't find a sense of security.

I know what the students call me behind my back, and I also know that most people don't like me very much. Old Xu never said these things. When he was young, he was the same as now. He didn't care too much. Even the students dared to joke around him. The teacher He receives the most greeting cards on Christmas Day, and students who have graduated for many years will call him.

In addition to preparing for lessons, I just drink tea and play chess every day, which is a bit of a nonsense. It is too different from my personality at that time. In the first year of being together, we often quarreled because of this, isn't it a bit surprising? "

Zhou Jixing nodded, this is a bit different from what Xu Du said, and Zhou Jixing was the same as Xu Du, thinking that the capable Teacher Zhuang tolerated the unmotivated Teacher Xu.

Teacher Zhuang smiled: "I haven't said this to anyone for a long time. I remember the most quarrelsome time. He asked me what I was worried about. I always remember that sentence. At that time, I felt like I was stepped on." The tail, the pride on the surface was shattered, I was like crazy, I threw everything at home on him, you know, Old Xu's body went straight into the courtyard.

Lao Xu is different from me. Although our family conditions are not much worse, he is the youngest child in the family. His parents dote on him, and even his older brothers and sisters must let him go. He is a person who enjoys growing up.

At that time, I didn't get along well with my mother-in-law, Lao Xu's mother. She thought that I was too strong as a woman. I thought she was a traditional woman who made trouble without reason and didn't know how to make progress.

On weekdays there is peace on the surface, but Lao Xu was injured and tore the last layer of face. She scolded me and beat me. I couldn't refute it, because my husband was sent to the hospital because of me.

But the strange thing is, rather than remorse, I was more jealous at the time. Why did Lao Xu have a good family with him, why he could enjoy so much love, and why did he treat me as a person who was loved and grew up? It's not fair to point fingers at someone who got to where he is today on his own. "

Zhou Jixing has no way to comment. He has found too many commonalities in Mr. Zhuang. The protagonists in TV dramas are always kind and excellent, repaying bad things with kindness, and have never done bad things like throwing garbage. He is very positive and is a very Good people.

However, this is not the case in reality. People are not simply divided into good and bad. People who donate on time every month may also secretly do things because they are jealous of their colleagues. People who have thrown garbage may have stood up for someone. Complaints in the circle will also feel that this person is too annoying, and they will be secretly happy when they hear the news that their former classmates are not as good as themselves...

Life is not so smooth, we are destined to be good people who have done bad things.

Like Teacher Zhuang, Zhou Jixing is proud and humble.

Because they are not righteous and good people.

"Xu Du came at such an inappropriate time. His mother is still working endlessly. His mother is not ready to raise a life. She has lived like that herself. How can she be responsible for education? A child's life.

I was very anxious at the time, and I even wanted to give up this child at one point. There was a little bit of luck, maybe in another two years, I would be qualified enough to be a mother. Really, looking back at this age, I am very grateful that I Mr. never gave up on me.

Like Xu Du, he is a very gentle person. He gently affirms that I can be a good mother, and also gently tells me if I have gone the wrong way. discarded. "

Teacher Zhuang raised his hand, wiped the tears seeping from the corner of his eyes, and Zhou Jixing gave her the handkerchief. Teacher Zhuang smiled, "Probably many people think that I tolerated the old Xu who didn't have much ambition. In fact, they are all the same. He tolerated me, and I slowly learned the gentleness from him.

Family does not mean that you can graduate as soon as you get a certificate and get married. It may take a long time for the two of you to learn how to take care of and enjoy a family. "

In the past fifty years, Mr. Zhuang, who can easily find even gray hair, does not have much of the sharpness of the past. Pride is not a bad thing, and the path that Mr. Zhuang took back then is not necessarily wrong, just like Zhou Ji Well, if he hadn't come to this day, he wouldn't even have the possibility of knowing Xu Du. There are many things in the world, and it is difficult to easily define right from wrong.

Teacher Zhuang took his hand and stuck it in the palm of his hand: "You skipped a lot of steps and faced the burdensome responsibility of the family. You don't have much time to preview, so you have to let Xu Du tolerate your pride and inferiority, and let Xu Du tolerate your pride and inferiority. You go learn to open up Xu Du's restraint that no one wants to talk about."

Zhou Jixing looked at her.

"The future is still very long. One day, Lao Xu and I will both leave, and then there will be only the two of you left. It's okay, it's a matter of time."

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