I thought I was a jerk
Chapter 80 Past Life Memories
Xie Wenhan has been able to clearly distinguish the boundary between reality and illusion, and he also knows that he is not dreaming.
The conscious body has no dreams.
At this moment, A02 is still chatting with him noisily.
Xie Wenhan answered a few of them selectively.
He did get what he wanted...but not as full as he expected.
The empty beast was only partially filled with flesh, the rest of his torso still clamoring for boundless, unsatisfied desires.
Only when A02 asked, "When are you going back?" did Xie Wenhan raise his eyes lazily.
"Go back?" Xie Wenhan seemed to think about it for a while, and then replied lazily, "I will go back by myself after the matter is resolved."
"A02, don't waste your time on me, please continue with the mission." Xie Wenhan said calmly, bossing around.
Given that the conscious body cannot lie, A02 has never considered whether A01 will be "polluted" by humans after staying in the human world for so long, it believed A01's words almost immediately, and was affected by It compelled to agree to the other party's order.He also reminded very honestly: "You have to hurry up, there is a huge backlog of tasks."
Xie Wenhan agreed.
The dream faded away.
Xie Wenhan opened his eyes, but he could still hear the sound of waves beating against the edge of the land, and the sound of the wind was so clear that it seemed to pass by his ears.The world in front of me is a little different from before, and it is a strange substance composed of different energies.In Xie Wenhan's eyes, only Xue Ci was in the same form as before.
In Xie Wenhan's eyes, Xue Ci is always shining.
The black-haired and white-skinned Young Master Xue sank into the soft quilt, he turned slightly sideways, buried his face in the soft and clean pillow, and breathed lightly.But probably under the influence of alcohol, he didn't sleep very peacefully, and his brows and eyes were slightly closed.
Xie Wenhan stared at him quietly.
After getting used to it for a long time, Xie Wenhan adjusted his body to the functional range of a normal human being.
He thought of what Xue Ci said to him on a moonlit night.
Xue Ci began to have doubts about the nature of the world, but all the hardships he experienced made Xue Ci construct things in the worst direction.
For example, the origin of the world that treats him well is false, and all the people or things that make him addicted are arsenic coated with sweet syrup.Only the pain in the reversed world is real - and that indeed left an indelible mark on Xue Ci's body.
Xie Wenhan can erase those memories of suffering, but this is not fair to Xue Ci.He has already endured those, so all his memories should be complete, even he is not qualified to deprive them.
He only felt unspeakable distress, love, and guilt for Xue Ci.
If he didn't know where Xue Ci's confusion and frustration came from at the beginning, he might still stand by and watch.But Xie Wenhan, who has recovered his memory, will never watch Xue Ci sink into this kind of self-doubt, the pain of overthrowing his own existence countless times.
When facing Xue Ci, Xie Wenhan was rarely tactful or scheming.
The only thing trying to cover up is the hot sincerity and love of young people.
...Of course, it's not too good to cover up.Even as slow as Xue Ci, he is very wary of other people's overtures, or he has never noticed the ambiguous factor from the beginning to the end. Only when facing Xie Wenhan, he would ask "Then do you like me?" ask questions.
Xie Wenhan frankly enjoyed it.
He just likes Xue Ci very much.
It can be traced all the way to A01 who came to this world plane because of Xue Ci, who didn't understand feelings.
Xie Wenhan doesn't know how to be tactful, the easiest way to solve Xue Ci's self-denial is naturally to tell him everything.
Xie Wenhan entered Xue Ci's dream.
Out of selfishness, he omitted the part about himself.
The existence of A01 was greatly reduced, and Xue Ci was naturally never told that A01 had come to the reverse world with him, but he had never seen him in his whole life. The last weak connection came from the piece with his name engraved on it. tombstone.
This night is not destined to be peaceful.
Xue Ci was ups and downs in the dream, led by a warm and reliable force, into a beautiful memory.
Xue Ci is consciously aware that all of this is not true, but he is extremely attached to this memory.He was even so familiar with these fragments that he tolerated them without any repulsion.
It was different from the two lives he had experienced.
Young Master Xue was born to be loved by thousands of people, and he hardly suffered any setbacks.The biggest blow in life came from his mother's early death, and on the night his mother passed away, he met his patron saint A01.
In the ten years of growing up, Young Master Xue hardly experienced any troubles.
Family affection, friendship, and even sour love.His life is a completely closed circle, enjoying all the good emotions that should be enjoyed, with few worries, at most worrying about A01's vague signal of leaving.
It was not until he was 19 years old that Xue Ci knew that he was the legendary "Heavenly Chosen Son".
It's a pity that the price of becoming a hero is to make him sacrifice himself.
After a brief and almost negligible struggle, the 19-year-old boy disappeared from the world and turned into a person who reversed the world.
From the stumble and temptation with memory, to the skinny and terminally ill patient lying on the hospital bed in the intensive care unit.
Xue Ci closed his eyes and ended a life that everyone hated.
He was supposed to sleep forever, but for some reason, he returned to the right track.It's just that when he came back with a lot of holes, he was also used to rejecting everything and was terrified.
It's hard to say whose fault it was.
Xue Ci seemed to know all this again with his body, and also seemed to be a free bystander who was protected from the sidelines.In the end, everything was silent, and Xue Ci noticed that his consciousness was curled up, carefully as if trying to protect some soft part, only his back was fully unfolded, and it was dangerously exposed.
This feeling made him continue to be restless.
Immediately afterwards, a burst of warmth covered his back again, like a hug that was careful not to be noticed.
And Xue Ci was dull for a few seconds, and suddenly said: "A01?"
no respond.
Xue Ci said, "I know it's you."
·
After a long and reassuring darkness, Xue Ci woke up.
Immediately after waking up, he began to reflect on whether everything he "dreamed" yesterday was real.However, that scene was so clear that it seemed to be projected in Xue Ci's mind by some supernatural method. He could recall the details of a certain frame and the environment at that time at any time. After experiencing the most unscientific event of "rebirth", Xue Ci quickly accepted that this was his third life setting.
...and the past.
All kinds of people and things encountered in the reverse world, as well as the impressions and memories they originally brought to Xue Ci, almost caused a fight in his mind, causing Xue Ci to have a headache as soon as he woke up.
Xue Ci reluctantly stopped recalling those things, and turned to the empty side and asked: "A01?"
no respond.
Xue Ci also felt that there seemed to be nothing around him.
He gave up the plan to find A01 again, but he also knew that the things he remembered yesterday were written by A01.So Xue Ci slightly raised his head to a close friend whom he hadn't seen for many years, and whispered to an invisible place, "Thank you."
It was already late when Xue Ci woke up.
He seldom sleeps like this, but thanks to his fatigue and the long "dream" last night, it was almost twelve o'clock when he opened his eyes.
The butler prepared a feast of fresh seafood for his employers.Unlike last night, most of the sea fish were not caught from this sea area, but seafood airlifted from other well-known sea areas. Bluefin tuna, king crab, oysters and lobster were used as the main course. The fresh and delicious ingredients were equipped with the most The star chef who is good at handling these foods has developed the "freshness" of the ingredients to the extreme.
However, the seafood was delicious, and Xue Ci woke up with no appetite. He slowly disassembled a crab, ate half of it with vinegar, and then strolled out to digest.
Xie Wenhan is fishing on the fishing platform.
Xue Ci's mood towards Xie Wenhan was still calm - after all, Xie Wenhan had never appeared in the Reverse World, and he had little contact with him at first.Perhaps it was a mistake that caused the two to meet in this life.
Without the entanglement and pressure of the past, Xue Ci and Xie Wenhan still get along as before, which just calmed him down.
Xue Ci walked over and sat beside Xie Wenhan, his calves were naturally hanging on the edge of the fishing platform, his smooth and slender calves were reflected in the blue sea, and his skin was fairer and more beautiful.
"Thank you for asking Han."
Xue Ci's movements were very light, so he wouldn't startle Xie Wenhan's fish away.But when he opened his mouth, he tried his best to bear it all the time, looking down at the sea surface instead of looking at Xue Ci's Xie Wenhan's hand trembled suddenly, and the shaking of the hook was enough to scare away even the most stupid fish.
Xie Wenhan still couldn't help but look at Xue Ci, the scorching heat in his eyes was covered up in an instant.
"Hmm." He replied hesitantly.
Xue Ci said: "My vacation will end soon."
The information and experimental procedures left before are very complete, enough for the laboratory to produce many results.But the most core finishing part still has to be led by Xue Ci.And Xue Ci is a very self-controlled person. He said that he would only take half a month's leave. Even if he had experienced enough events to subvert his outlook on life, he would continue to study after the leave was canceled rain or shine.
"Ah."
Xie Wenhan is already thinking about how to use a reasonable method that will not be questioned by humans to enter the laboratory.
He can modify consciousness, but not Xue Ci's consciousness.
Xue Ci added, "When the experiment is over, let's go on a date."
Xie Wenhan was stunned for a moment, before he could understand Xue Ci's words, he even felt that his human sense of hearing had gone wrong——
"Forgot to ask you." Xue Ci turned his head and said, "Are you going to be my boyfriend?"
·
There are people in this world who have a strong sense of world consciousness, and they may inadvertently glimpse what is happening in the reverse world.Usually this kind of induction is in the dream state, when the human consciousness is the most unstable.They tend to quickly forget this kind of glimpse, but there are also some strange people who will remember it and regard it as some kind of "prophecy" or some kind of "past life".
Although this can indeed be regarded as a kind of "past life" memory.
After Xie Wenhan recovered all of Xue Ci's memories, he never cared about the possible collateral effects of the "core" after regaining consciousness.
For example, people who are related to the "core" are all hazy, and one after another began to dream about in the reverse world——
"Past life".
The conscious body has no dreams.
At this moment, A02 is still chatting with him noisily.
Xie Wenhan answered a few of them selectively.
He did get what he wanted...but not as full as he expected.
The empty beast was only partially filled with flesh, the rest of his torso still clamoring for boundless, unsatisfied desires.
Only when A02 asked, "When are you going back?" did Xie Wenhan raise his eyes lazily.
"Go back?" Xie Wenhan seemed to think about it for a while, and then replied lazily, "I will go back by myself after the matter is resolved."
"A02, don't waste your time on me, please continue with the mission." Xie Wenhan said calmly, bossing around.
Given that the conscious body cannot lie, A02 has never considered whether A01 will be "polluted" by humans after staying in the human world for so long, it believed A01's words almost immediately, and was affected by It compelled to agree to the other party's order.He also reminded very honestly: "You have to hurry up, there is a huge backlog of tasks."
Xie Wenhan agreed.
The dream faded away.
Xie Wenhan opened his eyes, but he could still hear the sound of waves beating against the edge of the land, and the sound of the wind was so clear that it seemed to pass by his ears.The world in front of me is a little different from before, and it is a strange substance composed of different energies.In Xie Wenhan's eyes, only Xue Ci was in the same form as before.
In Xie Wenhan's eyes, Xue Ci is always shining.
The black-haired and white-skinned Young Master Xue sank into the soft quilt, he turned slightly sideways, buried his face in the soft and clean pillow, and breathed lightly.But probably under the influence of alcohol, he didn't sleep very peacefully, and his brows and eyes were slightly closed.
Xie Wenhan stared at him quietly.
After getting used to it for a long time, Xie Wenhan adjusted his body to the functional range of a normal human being.
He thought of what Xue Ci said to him on a moonlit night.
Xue Ci began to have doubts about the nature of the world, but all the hardships he experienced made Xue Ci construct things in the worst direction.
For example, the origin of the world that treats him well is false, and all the people or things that make him addicted are arsenic coated with sweet syrup.Only the pain in the reversed world is real - and that indeed left an indelible mark on Xue Ci's body.
Xie Wenhan can erase those memories of suffering, but this is not fair to Xue Ci.He has already endured those, so all his memories should be complete, even he is not qualified to deprive them.
He only felt unspeakable distress, love, and guilt for Xue Ci.
If he didn't know where Xue Ci's confusion and frustration came from at the beginning, he might still stand by and watch.But Xie Wenhan, who has recovered his memory, will never watch Xue Ci sink into this kind of self-doubt, the pain of overthrowing his own existence countless times.
When facing Xue Ci, Xie Wenhan was rarely tactful or scheming.
The only thing trying to cover up is the hot sincerity and love of young people.
...Of course, it's not too good to cover up.Even as slow as Xue Ci, he is very wary of other people's overtures, or he has never noticed the ambiguous factor from the beginning to the end. Only when facing Xie Wenhan, he would ask "Then do you like me?" ask questions.
Xie Wenhan frankly enjoyed it.
He just likes Xue Ci very much.
It can be traced all the way to A01 who came to this world plane because of Xue Ci, who didn't understand feelings.
Xie Wenhan doesn't know how to be tactful, the easiest way to solve Xue Ci's self-denial is naturally to tell him everything.
Xie Wenhan entered Xue Ci's dream.
Out of selfishness, he omitted the part about himself.
The existence of A01 was greatly reduced, and Xue Ci was naturally never told that A01 had come to the reverse world with him, but he had never seen him in his whole life. The last weak connection came from the piece with his name engraved on it. tombstone.
This night is not destined to be peaceful.
Xue Ci was ups and downs in the dream, led by a warm and reliable force, into a beautiful memory.
Xue Ci is consciously aware that all of this is not true, but he is extremely attached to this memory.He was even so familiar with these fragments that he tolerated them without any repulsion.
It was different from the two lives he had experienced.
Young Master Xue was born to be loved by thousands of people, and he hardly suffered any setbacks.The biggest blow in life came from his mother's early death, and on the night his mother passed away, he met his patron saint A01.
In the ten years of growing up, Young Master Xue hardly experienced any troubles.
Family affection, friendship, and even sour love.His life is a completely closed circle, enjoying all the good emotions that should be enjoyed, with few worries, at most worrying about A01's vague signal of leaving.
It was not until he was 19 years old that Xue Ci knew that he was the legendary "Heavenly Chosen Son".
It's a pity that the price of becoming a hero is to make him sacrifice himself.
After a brief and almost negligible struggle, the 19-year-old boy disappeared from the world and turned into a person who reversed the world.
From the stumble and temptation with memory, to the skinny and terminally ill patient lying on the hospital bed in the intensive care unit.
Xue Ci closed his eyes and ended a life that everyone hated.
He was supposed to sleep forever, but for some reason, he returned to the right track.It's just that when he came back with a lot of holes, he was also used to rejecting everything and was terrified.
It's hard to say whose fault it was.
Xue Ci seemed to know all this again with his body, and also seemed to be a free bystander who was protected from the sidelines.In the end, everything was silent, and Xue Ci noticed that his consciousness was curled up, carefully as if trying to protect some soft part, only his back was fully unfolded, and it was dangerously exposed.
This feeling made him continue to be restless.
Immediately afterwards, a burst of warmth covered his back again, like a hug that was careful not to be noticed.
And Xue Ci was dull for a few seconds, and suddenly said: "A01?"
no respond.
Xue Ci said, "I know it's you."
·
After a long and reassuring darkness, Xue Ci woke up.
Immediately after waking up, he began to reflect on whether everything he "dreamed" yesterday was real.However, that scene was so clear that it seemed to be projected in Xue Ci's mind by some supernatural method. He could recall the details of a certain frame and the environment at that time at any time. After experiencing the most unscientific event of "rebirth", Xue Ci quickly accepted that this was his third life setting.
...and the past.
All kinds of people and things encountered in the reverse world, as well as the impressions and memories they originally brought to Xue Ci, almost caused a fight in his mind, causing Xue Ci to have a headache as soon as he woke up.
Xue Ci reluctantly stopped recalling those things, and turned to the empty side and asked: "A01?"
no respond.
Xue Ci also felt that there seemed to be nothing around him.
He gave up the plan to find A01 again, but he also knew that the things he remembered yesterday were written by A01.So Xue Ci slightly raised his head to a close friend whom he hadn't seen for many years, and whispered to an invisible place, "Thank you."
It was already late when Xue Ci woke up.
He seldom sleeps like this, but thanks to his fatigue and the long "dream" last night, it was almost twelve o'clock when he opened his eyes.
The butler prepared a feast of fresh seafood for his employers.Unlike last night, most of the sea fish were not caught from this sea area, but seafood airlifted from other well-known sea areas. Bluefin tuna, king crab, oysters and lobster were used as the main course. The fresh and delicious ingredients were equipped with the most The star chef who is good at handling these foods has developed the "freshness" of the ingredients to the extreme.
However, the seafood was delicious, and Xue Ci woke up with no appetite. He slowly disassembled a crab, ate half of it with vinegar, and then strolled out to digest.
Xie Wenhan is fishing on the fishing platform.
Xue Ci's mood towards Xie Wenhan was still calm - after all, Xie Wenhan had never appeared in the Reverse World, and he had little contact with him at first.Perhaps it was a mistake that caused the two to meet in this life.
Without the entanglement and pressure of the past, Xue Ci and Xie Wenhan still get along as before, which just calmed him down.
Xue Ci walked over and sat beside Xie Wenhan, his calves were naturally hanging on the edge of the fishing platform, his smooth and slender calves were reflected in the blue sea, and his skin was fairer and more beautiful.
"Thank you for asking Han."
Xue Ci's movements were very light, so he wouldn't startle Xie Wenhan's fish away.But when he opened his mouth, he tried his best to bear it all the time, looking down at the sea surface instead of looking at Xue Ci's Xie Wenhan's hand trembled suddenly, and the shaking of the hook was enough to scare away even the most stupid fish.
Xie Wenhan still couldn't help but look at Xue Ci, the scorching heat in his eyes was covered up in an instant.
"Hmm." He replied hesitantly.
Xue Ci said: "My vacation will end soon."
The information and experimental procedures left before are very complete, enough for the laboratory to produce many results.But the most core finishing part still has to be led by Xue Ci.And Xue Ci is a very self-controlled person. He said that he would only take half a month's leave. Even if he had experienced enough events to subvert his outlook on life, he would continue to study after the leave was canceled rain or shine.
"Ah."
Xie Wenhan is already thinking about how to use a reasonable method that will not be questioned by humans to enter the laboratory.
He can modify consciousness, but not Xue Ci's consciousness.
Xue Ci added, "When the experiment is over, let's go on a date."
Xie Wenhan was stunned for a moment, before he could understand Xue Ci's words, he even felt that his human sense of hearing had gone wrong——
"Forgot to ask you." Xue Ci turned his head and said, "Are you going to be my boyfriend?"
·
There are people in this world who have a strong sense of world consciousness, and they may inadvertently glimpse what is happening in the reverse world.Usually this kind of induction is in the dream state, when the human consciousness is the most unstable.They tend to quickly forget this kind of glimpse, but there are also some strange people who will remember it and regard it as some kind of "prophecy" or some kind of "past life".
Although this can indeed be regarded as a kind of "past life" memory.
After Xie Wenhan recovered all of Xue Ci's memories, he never cared about the possible collateral effects of the "core" after regaining consciousness.
For example, people who are related to the "core" are all hazy, and one after another began to dream about in the reverse world——
"Past life".
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