I thought I was a jerk

He seemed to think of something, such as the hole he buried for himself before, but he didn't seem to explain it clearly. At this time, he said helplessly: "...I don't like him."

Even asking Xie Wenhan to repeat this sentence, adding "Cheng Yibai" after the word "like", he felt extremely weird and horrified.

After getting his reply, Xue Ci let out a "hmm".

The soft hair was roughly wrung out by Xue Ci with a bath towel, and after wiping it casually a few times, it was still wet and covered her shoulders softly in a thick black ball. Xue Ci didn't care about it anymore, and put the towel away , and then replied softly: "Okay."

But Xie Wenhan just lost his mind at this moment.

Xie Wenhan's eyes fell on the young man's neck, the collarbone was thin, covering his wet hair.His expression was soft and somewhat helpless, he still couldn't restrain his actions after hesitation, he used his fingers to pull up Xue Ci's hair, put a bath towel on it, quickly wrapped it up, and rubbed it gently to dry it.

Xie Wenhan's hair is much shorter than Xue Ci's, and he has never helped other people dry their hair, but his movements are more familiar and smooth than Xue Ci's. He wiped off the water in one go, and said in a slightly harsh tone, "Wipe dry, Or you'll get a headache."

Anyway, I will have to wash it again later——

Xue Ci thought casually.

But his mouth is still very obedient: "Okay."

There was an accident just now, and the two had already floated up from the bottom of the sea, so they simply stopped playing and went ashore.

Xue Ci had rented a residence nearby, which was a sea house built on the sea. After arriving by yacht, the housekeeper received them.The two people who got into the water bathed again in hot water and changed into clean and tidy clothes. Since Xue Ci had never thought that Xie Wenhan would come, the clothes he prepared were all clothes that fit his size. The fit is slightly small, and it outlines the figure very clearly.

Xie Wenhan looked thin, but his figure was much stronger than Xue Ci's.Xue Ci looked at the shirt that was clinging to his upper body, and felt a little cute, so he couldn't help but take a second look.

Xie Wenhan: "."

Very cramped.

The sky quickly darkened, and before it was completely covered by dark clouds, Xue Ci and Xie Wenhan went fishing in the part of the sea house that extended.

There are not many people here to fish and fish, those fish are not very good, but they will bite the bait whenever they see it, and they can catch half of the bucket in a short time.Xue Ci’s bucket was put back, and Xie Wenhan’s half bucket was sent to the back kitchen for their dinner tonight—of course, the kitchen also prepared a lot of sea fish and shellfish. The cooking level is average, but the ingredients are better It's really fresh.

The sky was completely dark, and the outline of a disc was faintly revealed on the horizon.There is a high probability that tomorrow will be a good weather, so there is no rain or wind tonight, the clouds are thin, no stars can be seen, only the silver moon is clear.

In the second half of the night, Xue Ci and Xie Wenhan were also fishing, but this time it was more like fishing for relaxation and fun, and they didn't care if the bait was bitten off several times.It's fishing, but it's like feeding.

Xue Ci didn't even bother to get the fishing rod when he got to the back, he just set it aside and waited for the fish to bite, went to the freezer in the house to get a few cans of cold beer, and took them out in his arms.

He just suddenly thought of Xie Wenhan's words.

You can still drink when you are unhappy.

At least when he finished drinking with Xie Wenhan last time, he felt a little better.

There was no wind on the sea before, but when Xue Ci came back, the Diaotai was just facing a gust of sea breeze, and the ends of his hair were blown lightly.

The season is sultry these days, but the temperature on the sea is much lower than other places, and even the sea breeze is cold with a little fishy smell.

Xie Wenhan just wanted to say that he wanted to go back, so as not to be caught cold by the wind, Xue Ci put a can of cold beer in his arms.

There was no other words, but Xie Wenhan understood the meaning behind Xue Ci in an instant.

He's in a bad mood, drink and be happier.

Xie Wenhan hesitated a little, but looking up at Xue Ci expectantly, looking up at his dark eyes, his heart softened for a moment.

compromise.

"..." Xie Wenhan opened the beer silently, raised his head and took a sip, thinking about it, he would stay for a while.

Xue Ci sat next to him again, with his feet hanging over the side.Because of the three-quarter-length shorts, her beautifully curved calves were exposed, and she was close to the humid water vapor.

Some cold.

Xue Ci also opened the beer and took a sip first.

Although his capacity for alcohol was average, he still wouldn't pass out after drinking beer. When he finished two cans, Xie Wenhan held his hand down.

Xie Wenhan was raising his head, his Adam's apple rolled slightly.When the can in his hand was empty, he turned his head and spoke to Xue Ci, with a slightly hoarse voice, "Enough."

Blowing the cool breeze, drinking cold beer, I really have a stomach ache when I go back.

Xue Ci withdrew his hand obediently.

The moon has risen to the top of the head, reflecting the sea.The shimmering waves are like sprinkled icing sugar or snow, which can brighten everyone's face by the sea.

Xue Ci suddenly wanted to say something.

Perhaps Xie Wenhan is different from others, at least Xue Ci had heard his name in his previous life, but had never met Xie Wenhan.

In his already terrible life, he had never met him.

If they had met, Xue Ci's miserable life might have been even more miserable...or something might have been different.

There will be some tender memories to remember.

Xue Ci thought about it in a trance, and then he suddenly came back to his senses, and found that it was all a delusion.All those restrained emotions were contained in his quiet eyes, his lips were slightly curved upwards, but there was no smile in his eyes.

He suddenly said: "Xie Wenhan, do you believe that there is a god in this world?"

Xie Wenhan was slightly startled.

He naturally shook his head: "No."

No, not disbelief.

"That's what I thought at first." Xue Ci's reaction was very calm, and he then said softly, "Then do you believe in resurrection from the dead?"

"Ah, it shouldn't be resurrection from the dead. It should be said to be resurrection."

Xue Ci closed his eyes, the topic seemed to jump a little fast.The moist sea breeze passed over his cheeks, brushing his beautiful eyebrows and eyes.

"I live my life again, so everything is different, and everything is developing for the better. What I couldn't get before, I can get now. Honor, friends, family, love, will they be as new as they come back?"

Xie Wenhan's heart suddenly floated strangely, as if some dormant monster had been awakened.But after only a moment of silence, he subconsciously replied: "No."

"—I don't think so either." Xue Ci frowned, looking a little dazed, like a kitten abandoned in the sea alone, he said, "So all this is fake?"

He put his legs away from the gunwale and stood up, his complexion was bright under the clear moonlight.He looked at Xie Wenhan, his bright red lips were also conspicuous under the moonlight, with boundless beauty.

After only staying for a short time, Xue Ci squatted down and moved a lot closer to Xie Wenhan.

"You said you want to stay with me, so do you like me?"

His icy hair fell down with the movement, as if it was going to hit Xie Wenhan's cheek.

Xie Wenhan was still thinking about the words that Xue Ci said to himself just now, but Xue Ci dragged his thoughts into the abyss again in the next moment, not to mention that he was so close at once, almost all his consciousness was buried in his heart at that moment. The restless lava melted.After finally regaining consciousness, he was hit by Xue Ci's straight ball.This question was too straightforward, so Xie Wenhan couldn't find any words to avoid it, even if he still remembered that Xue Ci should hate homosexuality, and refused to contact men who plotted against him, Xue Ci should be dismissed at this time Doubts can stay by his side—but at this moment, all rationality was defeated, and he was killed to nothing, leaving only a crazy, irretrievable, bloody sincerity.

Facing the staring eyes, he could no longer resist, and said with certainty: "Yes."

"Always."

From the time when he was a teenager, when he first sprouted emotions, the hazy, despicable love.

Xie Wenhan believed that he wouldn't go crazy just because he was rejected... at least he wouldn't go crazy in front of Xue Ci.

But he didn't see the disgust and rejection in Xue Ci's eyes, and what he had to say... was a little curious.

Curious like a cat.

Xue Ci came over and rubbed against him.

Like a kitten rubbing your face.

Xie Wenhan froze, every part of his body was tense, unable to move like petrified.His cheeks were stretched by very soft parts, and the tip of his nose was full of another person's breath.

Xue Ci frankly rubbed against Xie Wenhan, not caring about how much excitement and shock it would cause Xie Wenhan, so he whispered: "It's obviously fake."

But he was still bewitched and lured by the illusion, and even wanted to indulge in it, regardless of the consequences.

Maybe death, maybe something worse—

But now, who cares?

Xue Ci closed his eyes.

He just wants to greedily get more.

Xue Ci said, "Okay."

Xie Wenhan is now in a state of extreme tension both physically and mentally, so that his thinking is too slow to process the information Xue Ci responded to.Only in the next second he heard Xue Ci say: "Hold me." His body was already very hot, and his fingertips were stiff and hot. It was hard to say whether he obeyed the order or out of his heart, and hugged the young man Thin spine.

The waist is thin, but soft.

This is the evaluation that Xie Wenhan has made countless times before. Even though Xue Ci is extremely strong in the field of chips or other aspects, he always seems to be much weaker physically, as if he can easily hold it in his hands.

Rationality is evaluating in this way, pay attention to the body of the young man who will be raised, Xue Ci is more pale than when he saw him last time.But the beating of the heart was still astonishing, as if it was going to overwhelm the clamoring waves and wind, Xie Wenhan could even feel some kind of hidden heat accumulated in his body rising, which made him impatient and ashamed to close his eyes, But he still couldn't let go of the boy in his hands rationally and calmly.

Then Xue Ci was still very ungrateful, after clinging to Xie Wenhan, he lazily raised his head from his arms: "Xie Wenhan, do you want to kiss me?"