I thought I was a jerk

Temporarily bewitched by his inner greed, he agreed to the game.

But it never occurred to Xue Ci that this might kill him.

Endless remorse burned Cheng Yibai's mind like a fire from hell, his face was slightly distorted, his trembling fingers climbed on the steering wheel, and he tried his best to maintain the delicate operation without making mistakes. The car body tilted slightly, blocking Xue Ci's The side of Xue Ci's body, trying to generate resistance through impact, to block the dangerous tendency of Xue Ci's body flying outwards.

But the silver-gray vehicle driven by Xue Ci flew away like a kite.

The white vehicle fell into the air, the friction of the wheels almost splashed out sparks, and it made a soft chirping like a crane in the empty valley.

These accidents were also seen by others.

The drivers of the Beijing team started to discuss: "The car seems to be out of control."

"It won't be a surprise."

"The situation is not good, the speed of 'Silver Star' is too fast, it is about to go off the track—"

"Silver Star" is the racing car driven by Xue Ci, and there is no need for others to explain the confusion. Even Xie Wenhan, who doesn't know racing cars, can see it very clearly.

He held the telescope tightly in his hand, and a sharp edge on the instrument sank into his palm.Those black eyes were instantly covered with a layer of pale blood, and his face was as pale as a ghost.

The racing car galloping as if it would rush out of the track in the next moment and take off into the air made all the blood in his body boil.And because of the dangerous trend and possibility, the blood froze again, and the cold ice sliced ​​through every inch of his skin, causing incomparably severe pain.

None of these made Xie Wenhan afraid.

The only thing that was thousands of meters away from him was the possibility of Xue Ci having an accident, forming a huge haze that enveloped him.

"Xue Ci." He said in a barely audible breath, as if he wanted to carve his name into his bones and blood, "Xue Ci..."

If any of the drivers who are currently concentrating on the race is unfortunately distracted to see Xie Wenhan at this time, they will probably have a huge psychological shadow because of his pale and terrifying expression like a ghost.

But fortunately, everyone's eyes were captured by the fierce form on the track, and most of their eyes were concentrated on the "Silver Star". Seeing its almost out-of-control speed, they couldn't help being frightened Trembling, eyes almost falling out.

It is the blood rush brought about by a dangerous situation.

Xue Ci, who was under the eyes of everyone, was not conscious of being noticed.

He didn't feel the crisis of his life hanging by a thread, or the memory of the bet with Cheng Yibai aroused his competitive spirit.

The seemingly endless road running forward and the royal blue racing car on the side are all he can see, and the hand pressing on the operating lever is a little numb.

At the moment before the muscles relaxed due to fatigue, Xue Ci completed the last step of the operation, and the "Silver Star" drifted and turned at a high speed and even accelerated, occupying most of the road.

When it came to the first corner, it pressed the bottom line precisely, and did not roll out of bounds dangerously. Instead, it maintained the extraordinary speed of "Silver Star" and passed the corner to play.

This scene came too fast, too steady.Many people thought it was only a blink of an eye, as if the crisis had been resolved, and Xue Ci's racing car had left that dangerous corner and galloped for a long distance.

Different from Cheng Yibai's ultra-difficult and skillful show off, it made everyone's heart beat faster.The moment Xue Ci completed the drift, the people watching the game felt... "It's that simple?".

It's not that Xue Ci's previous situation wasn't dangerous and didn't make people's heart beat faster. Almost everyone saw the crisis represented by high-speed driving and speculated about the accident that would happen.But Xue Ci dealt with the extra speed of the car quite flatly, and his performance was surprisingly stable.It's almost like driving in ordinary driving instead of just making a difficult mountain road corner...

To use a specific word to describe it, it is "precise".

Precisely inlaid the body in a fixed position to pass, without wasting any speed, and without unnecessary risk.Controlling the car like a god swinging his blocks at random feels both natural and absurd.

Everyone's expression was strange.

Cheng Yibai was also slightly taken aback.

The "Silver Star", which never slowed down, overtook him at that moment, but fortunately, no accident happened.

It was at that moment that the tense body relaxed, and Cheng Yibai realized that there was sweat dripping down and wet his vision.He quickly adjusted his mentality, threw out his worries, and quickly caught up.

His strength has always been very stable, and his operation is meticulous, but because of the large gap caused by the stunned just now, Xue Ci's "Silver Star" almost drove the entire distance at the highest speed with no waste, like a machine preset Walking on its due path, the gap in this section has become extremely difficult to catch up in a short period of time.

Cheng Yibai turned the steering wheel tightly and sprinted on the last section of the road, approaching Xue Ci's vehicle.

At the end of the track, the two cars crossed the line almost at the same time, and pulled out a long distance on the buffer road.

Xue Ci's vehicle stopped quickly, and Cheng Yibai unconsciously drove further because of the acceleration just now, and both of them stayed in the cabin for the time being, calming down the extremely fast beating heart just now.

Xue Ci's face was very pale, he lowered his head slightly, his jet-black hair fell down obediently, but his lips were bright red and beautiful.

There seems to be something on the lips.

He subconsciously licked it, with a fishy smell, it was the blood oozed out from biting his lip at some point.

It didn't take long for Xue Ci's breathing to calm down, and there was only a little sticky sweat on his back.He recovered quickly. When he opened the car door, the fresh and chilly wind from the outside rushed in, but the oxygen it brought was far more comfortable than the inside of the car.

Some sporadic people came around the two racing cars, but more people watched the replay of the video from the aircraft——

In the situation just now, it is difficult to distinguish who is number one.

Frame by frame to the last scene, the picture clearly shows that the two cars are "crossing the line at the same time" as seen by the naked eye, but in fact the vehicle that crosses the finish line first is the "silver star".Although the distance was only about a dozen centimeters, it was also confirmed after repeated comparisons.

Compared with Captain Xiguang's notarized announcement, before him, someone has already yelled out——

"The winner is 'Silver Star'!"

Now there is no distinction between factions and fighting positions to make people hesitate, not to mention that Xue Ci's performance just now is as stable as a ten-year veteran, which is really a wonderful contrast, enough for him to receive countless praises.

Many people congratulated in an instant, shouting the winner's name loudly, and the countless overlapping voices almost pierced people's eardrums.And there is only one reason why they haven't rushed in to embrace the winner like a tide...

A tall boy was standing in front of the car.

Xie Wenhan has a certain kind of extremely cold and xenophobic quality, so that although he is very handsome, others always feel that he is not easy to get close to.At this time, he was standing at the front, and no one was crowding around the car, but he was still cheering.

Amidst the loud voices of the crowd, Xue Ci also stepped out of the car.

His hands were still resting on the car door, hanging down casually, it can be seen that every joint was well-proportioned and slender.It was hard to imagine that such a pair of hands suitable for playing musical instruments could perform countless dangerous and precise operations just now.

The light on the street is dim, only the moonlight hangs high and clear, and the silver frost is covered with black hair.

The complexion shown under such light was extremely pale, but Xue Ci looked much paler than the others. His pitch-black eyelashes trembled slightly, revealing such extremely beautiful eyes.Smiling and staring at Xie Wenhan standing in front of him, his bright red lips curved slightly, revealing an arc.

Xue Ci also couldn't think of what to say in such a situation.

When he just looked at Xie Wenhan, he was as dull as every previous winner.

"Win." Xue Ci said softly.

The stars and the moon seemed to melt into his eyes, shining brightly.

At that moment, Xie Wenhan felt dizzy from being hit in the head.

He instantly understood why those people were so keen on racing games, the original dullness was ignited by some kind of fire, and it was out of control.The current Xue Ci is indeed very attractive, the cheers behind him became silent for a moment in Xie Wenhan's world, he saw Xue Ci's slightly curved lips, and felt his soul was captured by it.

Xie Wenhan said in a hoarse voice, "It's wonderful."

Although what he wanted to say more was another sentence.

The current occasion is obviously not very suitable.Even if Xie Wenhan was still standing in front of him, there were already people who walked over without being afraid of him.

Behind Xi Guang were his team members, and those young men also followed happily, and then saw Xue Ci under the moonlight.

Xue Ci wore a mask until he got in the car. Apart from the two people who knew him, only Xi Guang had seen his appearance.

For other people who are unfamiliar with Xue Ci's impression, the stimulation at this glance is too great.The young man's astonishing appearance was revealed in front of his eyes, as if he was imagining the appearance of a fairy. Even his superb talent in racing would make it difficult for people to ignore that beautiful face.

The young people who originally wanted to tease the new champion to avenge them by hooking up shoulder to shoulder, were inevitably stunned, staring blankly at the young black-haired young master under the moonlight.

The lethality of the two stunning colors mixed together is huge.

Xi Guang saw the expressions of the other team members, even when he first saw Xue Ci, he was stunned for a moment, but now he was dissatisfied with their embarrassing expressions, and kicked the team members around him through gritted teeth, telling them not to be so ashamed It looks like a hungry ghost in color without knowledge.

The "exhausted champion" who only lasted for less than an hour also came over.

Although familiarity with the track is an advantage, the physical exertion brought about by two consecutive races is also huge.Cheng Yibai was covered with wet sweat, his face was pale, and his expression focused on Xue Ci.

Cheng Yibai is not the first time to lose.But never was the impression as vivid as now, and the lesson for him was so great.

He hadn't failed for a long time, and he had to face his own failure. Rather than saying that he lost his mind caused by worrying about Xue Ci, it was better to say that underestimation and arrogance accounted for a large part of the factors.He regarded Xue Ci as a delicate and beautiful rose, unable to withstand a little bit of wind and rain, but he never thought that the other party was an opponent who was equal to him, possessed incomparable talent, and could not raise absolute vigilance. How many times will it be the same ending.

He walked up to Xue Ci.

The others, too, graciously moved out of the way.

"Congratulations." Cheng Yibai said, "I should apologize for what I said before."

The words he questioned were more like insults to a driver.

Cheng Yibai's eyes reflected Xue Ci's face.

The young master was as black as ink, and his complexion was as snowy, he seemed to smile a little, and didn't care what Cheng Yibai said earlier.

"No formal apology like this is necessary. Thank you for your concern."

As Xue Ci approached, Cheng Yibai could hear his heart beating more heavily than before, beating like it burst his eardrums.He didn't blink until his eyes felt dry and dry, and Xue Ci was already standing in front of him.

"I think now," Xue Ci raised his head slightly, revealing a beautiful white neck, "just make my request."

Cheng Yibai has no position, nor does he have the courage to reject Xue Ci like this.Although he has vaguely noticed that what he will hear next may not be so acceptable to him.

But he nodded.

"Cheng Yibai."

Xue Ci called his name softly, his expression didn't change much, just like when he saw Cheng Yibai for the first time.

The members of the motorcade who were clustered around looked over curiously, wanting to know what kind of request Xue Ci would make.Xie Wenhan, who had a cold expression on his face, seemed to have his ears turned a bit here.

A request that no one expected appeared.

They saw the extremely beautiful and soft young master and said, "Wherever I am from now on, you will not be present."

"If it is not necessary, I don't think we will meet again in the future." Yin Hong's lips parted slightly, but the words he spoke were extremely ruthless and cold.At that moment, Cheng Yibai's face became even paler, and even bystanders could see his changes with naked eyes, and they couldn't help but feel that Cheng Yibai's gloomy expression was a bit pitiful.

...Aren't they friends?

Xi Guang thought suspiciously.Now it seems that it is more like an enemy.

There is a humming pain in the ear canal as if it is congested.The organ in Cheng Yibai's chest seemed to fall down again and again, directly sinking to the bottom.He guessed that Xue Ci's strictest request was just to let him stop harassing him.But he didn't expect that the scene would be more heartless and embarrassing than he had imagined.Xue Ci's rules were so strict, without showing any mercy, the last bit of luck was broken.

Where there is Xue Ci, he cannot be present.In this way, it is just a good way to never meet each other.

Cheng Yibai admired himself for being able to laugh.

He still had that heartless smile, and seriously discussed with Xue Ci: "Young master, this is a bit difficult."

"There are not many cooperations between the Cheng family and the Xue family. I will take over the Cheng family in the future. You are the young master of the Xue family. Not to mention that Xue Fu and I are good friends. It is a bet against me to completely avoid the place where you are." It's too harsh."

Xue Ci thought for a while, and it was true.

So he changed to a more relaxed version.

"Contacts on official matters are not included." Xue Ci changed the condition to a two-way restriction, "Similarly, I will try my best to avoid places where you are."

"..."

Cheng Yibai was silent for a long time.

As if all the anger and energy had been exhausted, Cheng Yibai smiled wryly, "Can I ask the reason?"

"It's not the reason for your request." Cheng Yibai thought for a while, "Xue Ci, why were you so... afraid of me from the beginning?"

Cheng Yibai is not so narcissistic that he thinks that he is born to please everyone.

But there is no gratuitous dislike in this world, he has no interest in Xue Ci, there is no family conflict, and if he wants to please someone, it should be very easy, at least that person will not hate him.

But it wasn't until Cheng Yibai became an adult that he began to recall the difference in Xue Ci's attitude towards him.

Xue Ci is not disgusted with him, but it seems that there is a natural defense, resistance...even fear.

This kind of description of Cheng Yibai feels strange to him, is there anything special or sinister about him that makes Xue Ci afraid of him?

But the fact is that those sharp and subtle emotions can no longer be seen in the current Xue Ci, but they did exist.Cheng Yibai even felt that this was the crux of Xue Ci's attitude towards him.

Cheng Yibai hoped that he could at least find the answer on this extremely bad day today.

Xue Ci also fell into silence.

He understood what Cheng Yibai wanted to get the answer to the mystery.

But what he experienced in his previous life, he couldn't tell anyone.

Tell Cheng Yibai that we have been friends and lovers.And then you belong, we end badly, never see each other again?But now, he just wanted to strangle the wrong start from the root cause when it started.

This is not fair to Cheng Yibai.

But fate is never fair to Xue Ci.

Xue Ci lowered his eyes slightly, his eyes fell on the focal point of the void, and then he closed his eyes.

"sorry."

This is Xue Cineng's explanation to Cheng Yibai.

He no longer loves Cheng Yibai, and has never hated him, but he just doesn't have the energy to do it all over again.

There is indeed an apology in that sentence.

Xue Ci chose to cut off the origin of the error, and Cheng Yibai was just one of them that he cut off and gave up.

Cheng Yibai suddenly became flustered.

He couldn't see the look of Xue Ci's downcast eyes, but he found the boundless loneliness pouring out of him, as if it wanted to engulf the young master's frail figure.This was not Cheng Yibai's original intention, he was extremely annoyed, he seemed to have asked a question that was difficult to answer and should not be answered.He stammered to comfort Xue Ci, then the base of his tongue became slightly astringent, with a bit of bitterness on his face.

Cheng Yibai's Adam's apple rolled, as if something was stuck in it, making his speech extremely difficult.

"Don't think about it any more."

Cheng Yibai said: "Xue Ci. I promise you."

·

In the end, of course, the game is over and the personnel are disbanded.

As the captain of the top team in Beijing, Xiguang has always had a large capacity.Normally, he would meet two exceptionally talented drivers, so he ran over early to see if he could be included in the team.

But at this time Xue Ci was too silent and indifferent, with Xie Wenhan standing by his side, no matter how ignorant Xi Guang was, he would not choose this opportunity to make trouble.

As for Cheng Yibai...with his dejected and absent-minded appearance, even if he had something to say to him, he might not be able to listen to him.

I had no choice but to watch the loss of two talents, and sighed.

No matter how distracted Cheng Yibai was, he never forgot that his responsibility also included sending Xue Ci back.

But of course, it was rejected.

After all, the agreement they reached just now made it really inappropriate for him and Xue Ci to spend the last period of time together, and Xue Ci's refusal was reasonable.

Even so, Cheng Yibai also entrusted this responsibility to Xiguang and asked him to help.Then I heard Xie Wenhan raise his eyes indifferently and say, "No, I'll arrange someone to come pick me up."

Cheng Yibai definitely took a look at him.After a while, he smiled and said, "It's very well thought out."

"Then trouble you."

After Cheng Yibai finished speaking, he also got into the car and left.

Xie Wenhan secretly glanced at Xue Ci.

Xue Ci seemed to be thinking about something, his expression was calm and calm, the same as usual, only Xie Wenhan could tell at a glance that he was in a trance.But Xue Ci didn't object to his words, so he followed in silence and didn't say a word.When the car that had been arranged to wait at the foot of the mountain arrived, Xue Ci was the first to be let in.

Young Master Xue finally came to his senses and glanced at him by the moonlight.

"Thank you." Xue Ci said.

On the way back, both of them were quite quiet.

Xue Ci completely rejected Cheng Yibai, but Xie Wenhan was not as happy as he imagined.

He recalled the scene at that time countless times, and inexplicably thought of Xue Ci's stern rejection so bluntly.Is it because Cheng Yibai's undisguised thoughts made it hard for him to accept?

... Is Xue Ci not accepting homosexuality?

Thinking of what Xue Ci had encouraged him before, Xie Wenhan silently changed it to: It's not that he doesn't accept homosexuality, it's just that he doesn't accept other people's homosexuality towards him.

Fortunately, I hid it well.