as you meet

"Shengsheng? Are you crazy?" Li Jieying's eyes turned red with anger, and she squatted down anxiously to pick up the two separate certificates, holding them in her arms as preciously as her own children.

While carefully putting together the torn certificates, Li Jieying murmured, "You are crazy! How can you find a good job without this? How can you get promoted? Without this, you just wait to pick up the trash!"

Ji Yusheng looked at Li Jieying, who was unaware of his emotions just now, but now squatting on the ground anxiously, and thought with disappointment that Li Jieying really didn't care about him, but what he could get.In Li Jieying's heart, he is not even comparable to that paper certificate.

"Do you want to know how important this and relationship are to your development? You can only succeed if you hold these in your hands. Hurry up and get them for me, put them away, and don't lose your temper!"

Li Jieying tried to persuade him for a long time, and even stood up and stuffed the broken certificate into his hand, but Ji Yusheng still stood straight, unmoved by Li Jieying's words, and did not regret what he had just done at all, nor did he The intent to re-spell the certificate back.

After staring at Li Jieying silently for a long time, Ji Yusheng said aloud: "As you said, you have spent a lot of energy and money to train me and raise me up. You have nurtured me, and I will do the same every month in the future. I will give you money, and I will give you the car and the house. I know that I may not be able to pay back the money you spent on me, so I will always take care of you."

"But other than that, we have nothing to do with each other." Ji Yusheng turned and left after saying that. He felt that he could no longer stay in this room. despair.

Ji Yusheng took a few steps towards the door, Li Jieying turned to Ji Yusheng's back angrily and said, "Are you treating me like this?"

"I'm taking your money to help you invest! What do you think I'm doing!"

Ji Yusheng, who was walking towards the door, suddenly stopped. Li Jieying thought that he finally understood his painstaking efforts after listening to her words, so she wanted to go up and continue to persuade him, but just as she took a step, she heard Ji Yusheng say:

"and also,"

"No need to do anything for me in the future, I won't accept it."

"what?"

"If you insist on giving me something by hurting others, then I will not accept everything you give me. If I can, I will give it back."

"Including status and money, I will not accept it, and I will return it." Ji Yusheng's words were very light, but full of warning.

"You and your father are trash! Both are white-eyed wolves!" After hearing Ji Yusheng's words, Li Jieying screamed behind him almost madly.

Seeing that Ji Yusheng left decisively after saying these excessive words, and ignored her words as if she hadn't heard them, Li Jieying was so angry that she picked up a cup filled with hot water and threw it vigorously at the door, but Ji Yusheng closed the door indifferently, and the hot water It was sprinkled everywhere, soaking the entire wall next to the door. The brick-red wall was as red as blood after being stained with water, and the glass was also scattered on the ground. The fragile relationship between their mother and child for many years was officially broken like this glass.

Following a loud thunder, Ji Yusheng walked into the rain.

He was not in the mood to think about the sudden rain, because he was completely focused on what Li Jieying had just said.

Ji Yusheng understood that in the eyes of Mr. Song, he was no different from those people at the poetry meeting, they were all people who vowed to trample others to the ground and crush them into mud for their own benefit.

He has worked very hard these years, even if he contracted stomach problems from drinking and drinking, and was always unable to straighten up due to sudden pain, he still did not give up taking time to study art appreciation, or his own interests.

After the reunion, he worked hard to show his change and firmness in front of Mr. Song, and he tried hard to prove that he is a person who can stand by his side. He was even excited for the opportunity to prepare for the exhibition for a long time. After a lot of mental preparation, I finally mustered up the courage to invite Mr. Song.

He thought that in the eyes of Mr. Song, he could be a colorful and bright person. He thought that he could focus more light on Mr. Song and have the ability to make Mr. Song's life more radiant.

After these years, he thought that he really became his spring just like the tens of thousands of letters that his husband wrote to him before.

But the reality and Li Jieying cruelly told him that he did not have this ability.

Not only did he not, he was still the hand that dragged Mr. Song into the quagmire, and Zhang Yawu's grasp was fiercely destroying his life, causing his originally bright and brilliant life to fall into endless darkness for no reason.

Ji Yusheng raised his head and looked at the darker night than usual. The cold rain pierced his eyes like needles, making him feel sore and painful.

Ji Yusheng stood in the rainy night, the cold raindrops dazzled his soft hair, he thought feebly:

He is not spring, he is a storm.

He will not let the spring breeze blow and be full of vitality, but only let the heavy rain invade and everything will be silent.The letter he wrote would not turn into a feather blown to Mr. Song by the wind, but the letter he wrote would only turn into a sharp arrow and shoot through the heart.

What Ivy was waiting for day after day with the most splendid appearance was spring, not the storm that entangled his limbs and forced him to hang his head.

But it seemed that no matter how hard he tried, what hit Mr. Song was still the merciless raindrops instead of the gentle spring breeze.

So sir will hate him.

So Mr. Song should hate him.

Who likes a nasty storm?When it rains, everyone is hiding, and when it is stormy, they will close the doors and windows tightly, and seal every gap with stickers to prevent any drop of rainwater from seeping into the house.

Even nature hates the storm, when it comes everything averts his gaze, the flowers bow their heads, the trees fear the deadly thunder.

The storm is such a nasty existence.

He suddenly remembered that Mr. Song had written him a love letter. Mr. Song said in the letter: "Shengsheng, even though the world is always dark, please believe that as long as there are still roses on the planet, even if it is only a half rose branch, or It is a red rose, and I will still love you firmly and unswervingly until death."

The meaning is probably to say "As long as I still have the ability to love, I will always love you firmly and unswervingly until death."

Why is he not like this, as long as he still has the ability to love others, he will love Mr. Song firmly.

But now he no longer has the qualifications to love Mr., let alone ability.

He has no chance, whether it is the regret of seeing the exhibition back then, or the rest of his life hand in hand with Mr. Song in the future.

He has no chance.

His husband and ideal are his everything to him.His ideals were taken away back then, and now he has just retrieved some, but Mr. Song was taken away again. He felt that he, who had just recovered a little, was approaching the life of the walking dead again.

Even though it was a short distance, Ji Yusheng felt as if he had walked for a long time, his whole body was drenched, his ears were almost deaf due to the dense thunder and lightning, everything in front of him became hazy and he hadn't returned home yet.But even though his whole body was cold, he still felt even more desolate in his heart.

If he is in a storm, then his heart is in a wilderness where not a blade of grass grows.