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Fortunately, Song Shihe didn't go far when Ji Yusheng caught up, because Song Shihe thought a lot after leaving Li Jieying's vicious abuse and that house.

Obviously just after watching "A Beautiful Soul", I felt that I was on the right track. I felt like a ship lost due to wind and rain suddenly found its target again, but after I opened the door, I felt that the ship seemed to be on the right track again. Encountered more violent wind and waves, this time I completely lost my direction, and I felt like I was suddenly lost again.

It seems that it is not only the night and the lawn that are out of breath in this rainy night, but also him.After the rain stopped, some flowers and plants would regain their breath, but there were also some flowers and plants that were not so lucky and withered that night.

He wanted to refute just now, but he couldn't speak when he opened his mouth, because he suddenly found that he couldn't effectively refute every accusation made by Ji Yusheng's mother.

Li Jieying said that he destroyed Ji Yusheng's future. He didn't think he was, but he just felt that Ji Yusheng's heart was obviously inclined to art, but he was restricted by many aspects, and he didn't have enough confidence in himself, so he wanted to help him recognize Purify your heart and choose the path that suits you.But now that I think about it carefully, since Ji Yusheng has now chosen the economic path and walked out of the tree-filled Kangzhuang Avenue, then this path should actually be the correct path.Thinking about it this way, isn't what he did back then destroying his future?In addition, it was Ji Yusheng's last year of graduation, and what he did back then was disturbing Ji Yusheng's heart, which was even more wrong and unforgivable.

The two things that he believed that Ji Yusheng's heart is longing for art and that he should devote himself to art in the future are all his self-righteous guesses, and he also has the arrogance of thinking that he knows Shengsheng very well.

In fact, he doesn't seem to know Ji Yusheng well, and Ji Yusheng doesn't seem to be that attached to art, nor does he have to be him.

Li Jieying also accused him of having no money to find a house to live in, and asked Shengsheng to take him in.Although the fact is not the case, he has enough money to pay for the accommodation, but in the current situation, because I can't participate in the poetry meeting, I don't want to see the decadent poets despise their poetry school, with an ugly face of arrogance, so I need to take a break for two days. Live at home.Isn't this kind of refuge, a kind of begging for shelter?

So I am really timid and achieve nothing, just like Li Jieying said, I am down and out like a mouse crossing the street.

In the end, Li Jieying accused him of harboring evil intentions towards Ji Yusheng. He wanted to say that he didn't. The contents of that weird report letter were not in line with the facts, and the treatment and punishment he suffered later was simply a disaster.But he thought about it carefully, he did have other feelings for Ji Yusheng back then besides teacher-student and cherishing talent, although he tried his best to control himself and endured until the day when their teacher-student relationship ended before confessing, before that, when facing Shengsheng, he seemed to be Nor did he show anything unusual, but he couldn't deny that he had had uncontrollable feelings for him when they were teachers and students, and even before that.

That feeling is more explosive than the moment when everything is in full bloom in spring, and it is deeper than the excitement and excitement of a newborn bird flying down from a branch for the first time.He couldn't contain it then, he was so caught up in it that he couldn't deny it now.

I was full of loopholes in front of Ji Yusheng, as if deliberately showing my weaknesses to others.Song Shihe felt a little ironic at the thought of this, and twitched the corners of his mouth.

In the end, he ended up like this, who can he blame.

A weak rebuttal will only turn into a weak justification in the end, so just now he could only stand speechless behind Ji Yusheng.

Ji Yusheng finally saw Song Shihe's back at the gate of the community. At the moment he saw the back, he didn't care about anything, but rushed up to hold Song Shihe's hand, and shouted anxiously: "Sir." No matter how high the water rose after the pool went, how nervous he was when he ran towards Song Shihe.

He shouldn't think that Ji Yusheng's sincerity belongs to art, he shouldn't make decisions for him, he shouldn't support him to change, he shouldn't like him, he shouldn't take the initiative to approach him and hope that he can be his side by side. "I'm too arrogant and arrogant." Just as Song Shihe was thinking this way, the merciless rain on his body suddenly stopped.He clearly knows that he calls himself like this, shields him from the wind and rain like this, and does these things that seem to really like him, but he is actually out of control and has nothing to do.

In the end, Song Shihe pushed Ji Yusheng's hand away cruelly, and whispered with his back to him, "Go back." After he finished speaking, he walked out of the place covered by Ji Yusheng's umbrella and wanted to leave, but Ji Yusheng's hand did not let go, So he said again: "In the future... let's make a difference."

"Why?" His tone was as tense and tense as his actions. He immediately tightened his hand holding Song Shihe, and moved the umbrella on his head forward another inch.No matter how Song Shihe struggled, Ji Yusheng never let go of his hand, because he always felt that if he let go this time, he would never have the chance to see Mr. Song again.

"But didn't we just make an appointment to go to the art exhibition of Oriental Painting together...? Didn't sir say that we would go to the art exhibition of former students?" Seeing that his hand was about to be freed, Ji Yusheng asked him behind his back .

"Heh," when it came to the art exhibition, Song Shihe thought of something, sneered, and asked him, "I promised to go to that art exhibition with you five years ago. Besides ideals, was it for me?"

"what?"

"There are only ideals and Mr. Song." Before he could say these words, the words without warmth from Song Shihe's mouth made Ji Yusheng feel chills all over his body.

"Or for Mr. He's letter of recommendation?"

Obviously in the rainy days before, he felt that even though everything was cold, he and his husband were both hot.Obviously, rainy nights should be warm and moist, but why is today's rainy nights so ruthless, unwilling to give him and his husband the slightest warmth.

Song Shihe turned his head, the bangs on his forehead were wet and pressed tightly against his forehead, the tail of his hair slightly covered his eyes, his eyes were also very deep, like the deep night behind him, his whole person looked a little gloomy.

"You knew that He Ming and I knew each other a long time ago, right?" Song Shihe asked, staring closely at Ji Yusheng's eyes.

"When? Before I go to class?"

"No," Ji Yusheng looked back into Song Shihe's eyes firmly, and said firmly, "I am not familiar with Mr. He, and Mr. He has never mentioned it. How would I know Mr. He knew him?"

Song Shihe bent his lips and said, "Yeah...I didn't mention it, and you didn't say it, so why did your mother know?"

Ji Yusheng was silent for a while, raised his slightly red eyelids and asked Song Shihe: "Sir, don't you believe me?"

Song Shihe's expression darkened when he saw this, and he said, "We made an appointment to go to the art exhibition together, but then we broke the appointment. On the surface, we said that we admired me, but stabbed me behind the back without hesitation, and I was bruised all over. Should I believe you?"

"I do not have......"

"Oh, don't you?" Song Shihe asked him without emotion.

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