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"Well, I probably like it, or more precisely, I envy her for her determination to never give up, her courage to face difficulties, her pursuit of dreams, and her radiant appearance in the dark night." Song Shihe said these traits that belonged to Darcy, and his mind left But what he remembered was the person he saw when he looked up on a winter night many years ago. He suddenly laughed in a low voice, and laughed at himself: "This made me reflect on what I did, and I am not as good as a child."

"Maybe it's just like what Darcy said." Song Shihe paused and said, "If you persist a little longer, you can reach the other side of your dream."

Speaking of this, Song Shihe seemed to let go of something suddenly, and his whole body relaxed. He turned his head and waved the ticket in his hand and said to Ji Yusheng, "Thank you for taking me to watch this musical. After watching this musical In the end, I always feel that ... a lot of things suddenly become less important."

Ji Yusheng shook his head and said, "Well. Mr. Song, you don't need to thank me. These are your insights from a careful experience of musicals, and..." Ji Yusheng unconsciously raised his voice and said with certainty: "I have never I don't think Mr. will give up." More importantly, Song Shihe got these inspirations from Darcy, and Ji Yusheng really didn't dare to take the credit for himself, because he didn't seem to have that much influence in Mr.'s heart so the only thing he can do is to express his sincerity.

He couldn't deny how envious he was, even jealous of Darcy.

After Ji Yusheng finished saying this, the air suddenly fell silent, only the sound of the waves that was especially obvious at night was left in his ears, and Ji Yusheng who did not receive a response could only smile reluctantly.

However, after a while, the cold and turbulent waves flowed into Ji Yusheng's heart slowly and gently after being warmed by words.

"I believe that I still have a chance, or in other words, the only person who thinks I still have this ability is probably you." Song Shihe lowered his head and stared at the tip of his shoe and whispered.

When Ji Yusheng heard Song Shihe's voice, his heart softened, and he murmured, "I've always believed..."

Song Shihe was stunned, and his footsteps stopped because of surprise.However, Song Shihe stopped, but Ji Yusheng did not. He walked past Song Shihe, and at the same time his words passed by his ears.

"From before to now, I have always believed that Mr. can do it."

After Ji Yusheng walked to the front, he said in a voice that Song Shihe could hear behind him: "Whether it is walking on the bright road as a leader, on the podium with high spirits, or as a lamplighter in the dark forest, I will respect Mr. I have confidence, and I firmly believe that my husband can do it." Speaking of these, Ji Yusheng always felt like a very blatant confession, because he didn't expect Song Shihe's expression, so he didn't dare to look back when he said these things.

However, for Song Shihe, Ji Yusheng's words rushed to his face like the evening wind in spring, and fell on his shoulders like drops of golden spring rain, giving him the strength to bear the pain. ability.

Looking at Ji Yusheng's back, he suddenly thought of a lot, and suddenly there was a lot of things he wanted to say in his heart, he opened his mouth, but finally he could only say dryly behind Ji Yusheng's back: "I'm so down and out now... ..No publishing house is willing to publish my poetry collection. The manuscript sent yesterday has been thrown into the shredder the next day. No young writer is willing to join our romantic school, and no one is willing to break the monopoly of the decadent school Tradition. And all the while being abruptly dismissed from the university I've been teaching at and despised by the students I've always loved."

Song Shihe did not thank you politely this time as before, but at the end he stared at Ji Yusheng's flickering back under the street lamp tightly and with a sense of oppression and asked: "Whether it is the person who appreciates me, my readers , or my student, I have let many people down, do you still believe me?"

When he asked this sentence, he tensed up again, until he saw Ji Yusheng shaking his head and slowly fluttering his hair under the street lamp, and heard him say to himself very firmly: "From the past to the present, I have never been disappointed with Mr.

"Never." Ji Yusheng was afraid that Song Shihe would not understand what he said, so he said these four words again loudly and firmly.

Obviously he got the most ideal answer, but Song Shihe twitched the corner of his mouth stiffly, and laughed at himself: "So many people abandon me, so many people criticize me, do you still think I have this ability?" Because he didn't know about these compliments Whether it is the truth or comfort, after years of disappointment and spurning, he feels that he can no longer be very confident that the appreciation is the truth from others, and what is praised is his actual ability.

Hearing Song Shihe's words, Ji Yusheng stopped in his tracks, not caring whether he would be embarrassed or whether it would be strange to look like he was holding his heart and wanting to tell, so he turned around anxiously and said to Song Shihe: "Mr. What you question is your own ability and appeal." His words were filled with deep heartache and grievance.Through Song Shihe's actions and words these days, Ji Yusheng knew that he didn't have much confidence in himself now, and he felt heartbroken about it.But he clearly knows that just heartache is not enough, so he wants to give Mr. Song full confidence, even more than that, which is what Mr. Song needs, and what he has always wanted to tell him since he realized his feelings for Mr. Song .

"The reason why I can continue to study and promote oriental art now, and even have the opportunity to organize an art exhibition that promotes orientalized oriental art, and continue to stick to my ideals is all because of my husband. Many things I didn't dare to do before. Mr. Wang helped me to untie the things and the shackles that I didn’t dare to break free. It was Mr. who made me recognize my heart, it was Mr. who made me braver, and it was Mr. who accompanied me through these years through his poems. , so how can you say that you have no contagion? No ability?"

"In my heart, Mr. is the most contagious and capable person."

In Ji Yusheng's heart, Song Shihe is the embodiment of love and beauty that he can find in reality.

People say that love only surges out and grows rapidly when they don't understand, and they also say that love needs to maintain a sense of distance, because once it gets close, the dream will be shattered, and the colorful dream will become a bubble that can be crushed. , you will find that your lover or the person you admire is utilitarian, selfish, bluffing, showing off maliciously, and has many bad living habits and incompatible hobbies.

But Ji Yusheng felt that this was not the case. Before he knew Song Shihe, he knew that he was a person full of halos. He knew that he possessed divinity and talent, and was full of knowledge. Guangcai's ability, I know that he is easy-going, that he treats people with gentleness and courtesy, and that he has a charming eye.But after getting to know him, not only did these dreams not be shattered, but they became more complete, more fulfilling, and more dreamy.

The foam that carried Song Shihe on each side did not burst, and he lay on the ground to dry, but flew higher and higher as if he had grown wings.

Song Shihe was even more beautiful than he had imagined, and this incident itself was too rare.This was also the reason why he believed in Song Shihe so firmly.

Song Shihe smiled softly, looked at Ji Yusheng, who was covered in a halo of yellow halo under the street lamp, and shouted to him, with many emotions flowing in his eyes, he said, "You really have always been radiant..."

Ji Yusheng was stunned for a moment, not understanding the meaning of this sentence.

"But Shengsheng, you think too well of me..." Before Song Shihe could finish speaking, Ji Yusheng interrupted him very rarely and loudly.

"Why should you listen to people who have never met you and don't know you at all? As your student... former student, your former friend, someone you can talk to, Don't your admirers, your pen pals, know you better than them? Aren't my words more believable than theirs?" Ji Yusheng also used a rhetorical question in this sentence, feeling very anxious.

"Even if, even in their eyes, you are not beautiful, but in my eyes you are, you are the most beautiful existence in the world, the sun that never falls, the ivy that is evergreen all the year round, you are forever and ever Both."

Song Shihe listened to his words with his head down but didn't make a sound, just walked towards him silently, when Song Shihe reached the finish line, what he said aloud was an inexplicable question: "It's strange...is it winter now? "As he spoke, his voice became a little crying, "Is it night now?" Thinking of myself who greeted spring with hope every time in these years, but finally disappointed when he stepped into winter, now it's like The long-lost spring is finally here.

Ji Yusheng felt that his whole body was frozen, unable to move, and the only thought in his mind seemed to be to hug the person in front of him.

"Why do I feel that today is more like spring than spring, and more like daytime than daytime?" Song Shihe stood in front of Ji Yusheng and lowered his head and asked himself, Ji Yusheng, and the world. "Is it still because of you?" Is it all because of you from before to now?

Ji Yusheng got closer to Song Shihe, and Song Shihe, who felt the other's temperature, suddenly felt the golden rain on his shoulders start to burn, burning away hesitation, timidity, disappointment, decadence, and after melting everything, his whole body was surrounded by warmth and light, winter night It becomes the brightest and warmest season for a while.

"As long as you need, I can stand behind you all the time. I am trying to walk towards you. I am about to catch up with you, so don't back down. In this way, one day, I can walk side by side with you OK."

"So... since spring is coming soon, why don't we go back."

Looking at the hand stretched towards him, held between the two of them, all five fingers were firmly spread, stretched out in front of him, as if he would completely accept everything about him.

Song Shihe suddenly felt very dazed, and suddenly felt that he...was never alone.

The sky is gradually getting late, and it looks like a boundless black from a distance, but if you look closely, you will find that it is very beautiful, a deep blue sky that contrasts with the sea.It was as if the deep sea was calling the dark blue night, whispering in his ear, "It's getting late, go back."

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Starting from the next chapter, I suggest that you hoard a few chapters and read them at a time, otherwise it will be a bit painful to stop in the middle!