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Although the time that seemed to stand still and the moving expression all showed that Song Shihe had indeed heard what he said, but he did not respond for a long time.

Ji Yusheng, who had been turning his head all the time, felt the soreness from his neck at this moment, just like his heart, sore and sore.He always wonders whether his body is actually like a musical instrument, resonating in the box, otherwise why he feels weak when he is sad.

In fact, this seems to be normal, after all, Song Shihe doesn't seem to be so willing to stay with him now.The resonance between him and Song Shihe back then seems to have gradually faded away with time.Because in the past, as long as he was by Song Shihe's side, he could be sure of the other party's answer.But now even if he looked straight into Song Shihe's eyes, he could only look forward to it, but he couldn't be sure if it was the answer he wanted.But after being silent for so long, Song Shihe's answer seemed to be very clear.

"That... I thought about it, it seems that it is better to look at the painting by myself, and I can concentrate on enjoying it... Then let's not go to the painting..."

When Ji Yusheng said this, he lowered his eyes, and as his eyelashes folded his wings like a butterfly falling on a flower, he turned his head back.When I turned my head and saw the bright sunshine shining on the double seat in front, I was a little sad for a while.It seems that everything is beautiful in spring, but they are the only ones who stopped in the rainy day.

During the whole red light time, Song Shihe kept looking at the back of Ji Yusheng's head thoughtfully and didn't speak, because his mind was full of the expression that Ji Yusheng had just invited him to see the painting.

He was sure it was a sad look, but he couldn't be sure if it was sad because he was invited.

It's as if he will be sad after doing this, but he has to look like this.Thinking of this, he felt a stab in his heart, and frowned as if annoyed by himself.

The voice that kept thinking and even hallucinating in his heart never sounded from the back. Ji Yusheng felt that he seemed a little disheartened about this matter.

After the red light slipped downstairs and knocked on the door of the green light, the tram started moving again, and when the wind passed by his ears and blew the hair in Ji Yusheng's ears, Song Shihe's voice came into his ears from behind, softly, But extremely clear.

"Will you feel better when you look at the paintings?" Song Shihe wanted to know if it was really because of this, if it was because of pity for him, because of sympathy for him, so even if he didn't have time, even if he didn't want to see him, he still had to spare time Time to comfort him.

For a moment, Ji Yusheng didn't know whether Song Shihe was talking to himself or talking to him, and he didn't know who the emotion in the words was pointing to.

Before he could figure it out clearly, Song Shihe said again: "If you can, then go and see it."

"Let's go and see together."

Song Shihe thought about Ji Yusheng's reaction just now, and felt that he could almost predict Ji Yusheng's expression after he said this sentence, maybe it was a faint smile, maybe it was a polite smile, or maybe it was expressionless.

This kind of reaction can confirm his own thoughts, but Ji Yusheng was completely beyond his expectation.

"Really? Will Mr. Song go to see it with me?"

He didn't expect such a bright smile, a rarer and more beautiful smile than the rare sunshine in winter.Followed by an extremely excited tone, he talked about this art exhibition walking in the city.

"The painting you just looked at also has the City Art Center logo on it, like the painting we saw yesterday, they are all exhibits in the recent city traveling art exhibition. The theme of this year's Art Month is 'Closer Approaching', Most of the selected paintings are modern and modern artists, and they are displayed in various places in the city. Smaller paintings will be exhibited in bus stops, shopping malls, etc., and slightly larger ones will be displayed at night. LED screen displays, and sculpture-type exhibits will be displayed at the university..."

It's not just sympathy, it should be... there are other things.Song Shihe suddenly thought greedily.

In the middle of speaking, Ji Yusheng suddenly noticed that Song Shihe smiled slightly when he heard his words. He paused, and asked cautiously with some hesitation: "Will you look forward to it, sir?"

"Well, of course." When he said this, Song Shihe in Ji Yusheng's eyes suddenly smiled and approached him, Ji Yusheng froze, his heart beating pulled his whole body, and even his fingertips seemed to be shaking because of the heartbeat.

It seems that the heartbeat is not just a matter of the heart, but the whole person is caught in it. After seeing him, every part of the body is beating crazily for him, calling for him, hoping that he can look over, hoping that he can touch him.

The whole body is out of control, this is the place where the heart is disturbed.

Song Shihe stretched out his hand and flicked his hair, and Ji Yusheng's ears turned red in an instant.

After returning to the seat, Song Shihe carefully looked at the thing twirling with his fingertips, and said as if talking to himself: "There will be petals, spring will come soon."

Looking at the things in Song Shihe's hand, Ji Yusheng was also stunned. Looking out of the window, he found that many flowers and trees had begun to emerge slowly. He and Song Shihe had been experiencing things like winter, and they had ignored the coming spring. .

It seems that it is not just now, Ji Yusheng thought, in these years, he seems to have forgotten the month when the spring breeze blows, because he seems to be unable to look forward to it.

Song Shihe looked at the scenery in front of him, thought about the past four seasons, and said: "Thinking about it this way, it seems that it has been a long time since I went to see paintings with anyone."

"When I go to the art exhibition by myself, it is certainly good for thinking. But when I come out after visiting the art exhibition by myself, occasionally I feel, it's so quiet, it's so quiet."

After saying that, he let go of the fingers that were twisting the petals, and the petals returned to their native wind.

Flowers need wind to fly, just like people need communication to move forward.

After listening to Song Shihe's words, Ji Yusheng felt suddenly speechless.

Not only because of what he said, but also because he had just looked at him so close and unscrupulously for the first time in a long time. For a moment, he seemed to just want to spend all his time looking at Song Shihe quietly.

He even wanted to blame the petal just now, why didn't it fall on the person opposite, that way, he could sneak closer.

He suddenly felt a little funny thinking that he was like a bear who rushed up when he smelled honey, and as soon as he smelled the faint smell of ivy, he couldn't help but want to get closer.Acting purely on instinct, it seems a little rude, and a little disrespectful.

When he could only look at Song Shihe from a distance or hastily before, he always felt that Song Shihe hadn't changed much, but when he calmed down to look at Song Shihe, he realized that Song Shihe's whole face was full of fatigue and loss, The corners of the mouth and eyes are always down habitually, like a street lamp that cannot be lit even though there is a light bulb and the wire connection is very smooth.

Even when I saw the petals and thought that it was the beginning of spring, I couldn't seem to be happy, as if I had lost all hope.

In the eyes of others, it looks like the oil is running out.

"Are you tired all these years?" Ji Yusheng asked suddenly, with affectionate and heartache in his eyes.

Song Shihe felt as if he had been hit in an instant, and all the emotions that he had been suppressed by himself when he was suppressed, spurned, insulted, and wronged all these years suddenly came to his heart.Before he could digest these embarrassing emotions, he heard Ji Yusheng say again:

"I'm sorry I wasn't with you."

"Starting from today, starting from having breakfast with you today, going out with you, taking the tram with you, and looking at paintings with you, I will always be with you."

The author has something to say:

I'm sorry everyone, the last two weeks of April may be a little less...I've been too busy recently and always stay up late. My body has been a little too much recently and I'm not very satisfied with the writing. Orzzz will work hard in May until the end of the day... I'm sorry, I'm sorry... TT who will work hard to update the code, I apologize to everyone again