as you meet

Perhaps it was because he captured the corner of his husband hiding under the ice, Ji Yusheng had a rare sweet sleep, and he did not suffer from insomnia tossing and turning, nor did he dream of that day again.

The quality of his sleep has not been very good in these years. In the few years after graduation, because he desperately wanted to meet his mother's material needs as soon as possible, so that he could be free earlier, so he worked and socialized desperately. He recommends himself.Drinking one cup after another in the business field, staying up all day and night, relying on coffee alcohol to spend every day, like a mechanical doll with broken buttons, constantly working on itself without stopping until the power and vitality are exhausted.Looking back on the past days and nights at this moment, those scenes are a bit like Chaplin's mime, silently repeating painful things mechanically, even if the whole body is sore and infected with a lot of pain, I can't stop , because his only thought was to give his mother everything she wanted earlier, in exchange for her not to bother him anymore.

Because of this, the boss saw his hard work, and he was appreciated accordingly, temporarily satisfying his mother's material needs, and Li Jieying completely regarded him as a cash machine.However, most people who regard the pursuit of material things as their only goal in life are greedy and insatiable. As Li Jieying has been promoted step by step, he has more and more demands on him. Purpose - to urge remittance.Family affection eventually became lower than the etiquette among strangers, and Ji Yusheng only felt sad when he opened his mouth and shut his mouth to squeeze.It's not that he hasn't tried hard, it's just that everything seems to be his wishful thinking, the other party seems to only want his role to end here, family affection seems superfluous, and emotional connection is even more unnecessary.

The promise made at the time of graduation seemed to have been erased. His mother just used that to guide him to meet his own needs. He was the only one who took that promise seriously and worked hard to fulfill it. This made him feel like a sad dog. He tried his best to chase the food hanging high in front of his eyes, but he didn't know that the line tied to the tail to hang the food had already been adjusted to an inaccessible distance. He could only run forward forever but never got food.

He always wondered if he hadn't succumbed to his mother's threat and tore up that paper diploma in front of her, would everything be different now.

But when his mother threatened him back then, she used his father, as well as the people and things she cared about most.For Ji Yusheng, compared to being alone in a corner to endure, hurting them makes him feel like the pain of a butterfly being pulled off its wings, especially when he has passed away but is still being blamed by his mother. father.I gritted my teeth and passed the pain I suffered, but the harm to them would make my heart wither because of losing the sweet spring and sunshine.

And every time he felt that he was tightly choked by life and was about to suffocate, when he thought of Mr., it was like opening a closed window for him who was working late at night, so that he could feel the evening wind blowing on his face, The air filled with the fragrance of plants, and the bright moon hanging high, so he told himself that he had to persevere and not be defeated by it.

It’s just that he’s actually also afraid, because he always dreamed that the husband he hadn’t seen for many years stood in the crowd and only glanced at him briefly without giving him another look, as if he just passed by a stranger at random. My heart has also become anonymous.I also always dreamed that my husband rejected his letter, tore up the letter that had burned his heart for many years in front of him, and asked him in disappointment why it was you, saying that my heart was originally for others. That letter was just a joke.No one can beat the years, brilliant people are like this, and mediocre people like him are even more so, so he is afraid that his figure in his heart will gradually become transparent under the washing of time, and he is afraid that he will become meaningless to him .

Physical decay is not the scariest thing, the scariest thing is that you live but don't exist for the people you love and cherish, the scariest thing is that your existence loses meaning.

But tonight, he dreamed that when he was suffering from abdominal pain and was sweating profusely and curled up weakly on the cold marble floor, he heard the doorbell at home in a trance during the severe pain. The moment I smelled the fragrance of the flowers, my stomach pain disappeared immediately. In addition, my husband also sent a letter, which said: "Shengsheng, I have seen that everything is full of spring when I go out recently. I think it is Spring is here, so I take the liberty to write to you, and I want to invite you to enjoy the flowers together. If you are allowed, this will be the most beautiful beginning of the four seasons in my long life, and I will wait for the good news.” At that moment, all the pain I had suffered before was blown away by the wind.

Then, holding a flower and holding a letter, he heard the extremely clear lyrics that were repeated and circled in his mind.

"Moije donnerail avie epourêtreprèsdelui

Voilà mon paradis”

"I would like to spend my whole life just to get close to him, he is my heaven. (1)"

Faced with the scene he had dreamed of for many years, Ji Yusheng couldn't help crying in the corner of his eyes under the quilt in his sleep.

"He is my heaven."

As the lyrics say, living in the refining fire like hell, under countless shackles and shackles, when the waves are entangled and sinking in the deep sea, he is my heaven, heals all the wounds on my body, allows me to overcome the deep ocean, let me I fly freely.

In the morning, after Ji Yusheng opened his eyes and sat up, he saw the sun shining in through the window, with golden light from the corner of the bed to the table, and the room was full of golden light, as if everything was full of hope. I woke up with a smile, and I also lamented that I felt that one morning could make the world so full of hope after a long time.

After pushing open the door and going downstairs, he saw Song Shihe standing in the sun, raising his hands and carefully buttoning his sleeves. Hearing the sound of someone coming downstairs, Song Shihe turned his head to see him, and was stunned, as if He hesitated to speak, but finally he nodded to Ji Yusheng and said:

"Good morning."

Looking at Song Shihe's golden hair, which was favored by the sun as before, Ji Yusheng felt that his heart was suddenly filled with sunshine, and he couldn't distinguish between dreams and reality for a while, until Song Shihe brought up the topic of his going back.

"Have you ordered a car yet?"

Ji Yusheng nodded and said, "Yes."

After all, the company still has things to do, and Dr Watson's big day is coming soon, no matter how much he wants to stay, he really has to go back and deal with it first.

Coupled with the fact that he has already captured a corner of the husband's sincerity, and knows that he will come to X City, they will definitely see each other again.

Even if Cupid doesn't help them, he will make arrows himself, and meet Mister again.

"What time did you book the car?" Song Shihe asked after buttoning his sleeves and putting down his hands, with no expression on his face, making it impossible to see his emotions.

Ji Yusheng glanced at the clock and said with a smile:

"At 08:30, there is still plenty of time."

Seeing Ji Yusheng's smile, Song Shihe nodded uncomfortably, then stopped looking at him, went to the dining table, bowed his head, and said:

"Have breakfast first, and then I'll take you there."

"Ah? Isn't sir rushing to school?"

Song Shihe said without raising his head:

"Don't rush, it's just right to send you there after finishing."

"It's remote and far from the train station,"

Hearing this, Ji Yusheng looked at the gentleman with his head down and smiled brightly, interrupted him and said, "Well! Good." He couldn't help being happy in his tone.

Hearing Ji Yusheng's tone, Song Shihe was silent for a while and then said:

"...it's inconvenient to take a taxi nearby."

Since last night, Ji Yusheng felt that although what the husband said was indifferent, in fact, if he observed carefully, he would find the clearest sincerity hidden underneath.

In fact, he didn't intend to refuse, but he was worried that he would disrupt his husband's schedule.Now that my husband took the initiative to throw him the fruit that can stay together for a longer time, how could he not pick it and put it in his arms.

As for the reason for this, for the time being, according to the husband, if the husband said that it is because it is inconvenient to take a taxi, then it should be considered that it is inconvenient to take a taxi.

Only Ji Yusheng knew that when the peel was lifted, the inside must be full of fragrance and shining golden.

When riding the car two days ago, Ji Yusheng's whole mind was on Song Shihe beside him. It wasn't until today that he was in the mood to see the scenery of City Y.

Looking at the high-rise buildings, the disappearing birds, the ironic plastic green leaves hanging on the wall, and the billboards and slogans on the buildings, he couldn't help but sigh that time flies, and City Y is becoming more and more like City X , or in other words, due to rapid development and industrialization, all cities are becoming more and more similar, and some of the remaining urban characteristics are gradually being erased and tend to be unified.

"City Y is really developing very fast, and it feels like it has changed more than City X." Ji Yusheng sighed looking at the greatly changing scenery outside the window, then turned his head and asked Song Shihe: "Have you been to City X these years, sir?"

Song Shihe nodded, "Well, leaving aside the issue of the monopoly of the decadent faction, the poetry scene in City X is booming, and many poetry fairs are held there."

"Then, did you go shopping after you went to the poetry meeting? The development of City X in the past few years is also amazing, with many new things added."

Song Shihe shook his head and said lightly:

"The poetry meeting will last for three days. During that period, the writers will live in the hotel arranged by the organizer. Everyone will make an appointment in the room and then organize a group poetry meeting. Generally, there is no time to go out. I usually stay in the hotel after the poetry meeting. rest."

It means that after the general poetry meeting, Mr. Song has no other special arrangements?Ji Yusheng thought so.

"This...it's a pity. In fact, the community art atmosphere in City X has been further improved over the years. Many new art galleries have been added, and art exhibitions are held regularly. There is also a stage for musicals, which has also flourished because of the support. The performances have also been enriched a lot, and it is no longer necessary to reduce the number of performances and use card performances to weaken the expression effect due to insufficient funds. If you have the opportunity, sir, you can go and see it.” Regarding the artistic development of City X over the years, Ji Yusheng couldn’t wait to express his opinion. Song Shihe shared more, but Song Shihe seemed to lack interest.

Song Shihe was silent for a while after listening, and said:

"Let's talk about it when you have a chance."

Although he knew that the husband still had art in his heart, Ji Yusheng's enthusiasm was extinguished by these indifferent words. He retracted the words that he wanted to introduce the art resort of X City again, and gave a low "hmm".

After arriving at the station to put down his luggage, Song Shihe was about to leave, but suddenly there were two "knock knocks" from the left. He turned his head and found that Ji Yusheng knocked on his car window. He rolled down the car window with a hint of surprise, and asked :

"Is something missing?"

Ji Yusheng shook his head, waved his hands and said with a smile: "No, I just want to say goodbye to sir. Sir, thank you for sending me here, goodbye."

Maybe it was because I didn't say goodbye to my husband well back then, so the reunion became so difficult.

So this time, we have to say goodbye, and then we must see you soon.

Song Shihe was stunned for a moment, then nodded and said unnaturally, "Well, goodbye."

Ji Yusheng waved happily to say goodbye to Song Shihe.

After that, Ji Yusheng felt that from taking the train in the morning to walking home at night, he seemed to hear the skylark all day long (2).

The author has something to say:

(1) "DingDong" from "Le RougeetleNoirL'OperaRock" (yes, dingdong is here again, is anyone still listening?

(2) I’m sorry that my pen is weak. After writing several editions, I felt that my description was not appropriate enough, so I took the liberty to quote the name of Mr. Mu Xin’s poetry collection.Mr. Mu Xin mentioned the scene of thinking of this name, and I feel that the mood is similar, so I took the liberty to quote it. Of course, besides this, the cry of the skylark itself can actually draw a lot of associations~

I didn't think about the title of the chapter, but it's better if the skylark has been screaming all day, or it's more appropriate now, let me think again!