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This is not Song Yuan's narcissism, although occasionally people around her say so.When meeting a new colleague for the first time in the past, the other party would often praise his appearance, such as "handsome", "white and delicate like an idol", Song Yuan would accept them all, nodded and admitted, "Yes, thank you".At this time, the other party would always be stunned for a second, because the humble response they were expecting did not come, and then the other party would praise Song Yuan's frankness and confidence.

Later, Song Yuan heard colleagues ridicule about this matter.According to my colleagues, I didn't expect someone to be so serious and immodest when they met for the first time.Coupled with Song Yuan's meticulous hairstyle and grooming, and the use of men's perfume, it gives people an impression of being smug and narcissistic.

Song Yuan of course denied it.It is true that he is confident in his appearance, but Song Yuan's confidence is based on the fact that his appearance is indeed very superior.But Song Yuan is not so confident about her figure. It would be great if he could grow taller, have wider shoulders, and have more bulging muscles.Song Yuan believes that her judgment of herself is fair and has nothing to do with narcissism.In addition, the unexpected clothes and the use of perfume are all expressions of decency and respect in Song Yuan's eyes, so what does it have to do with smug beauty?

But if you explain seriously, you will be said, "Xiao Song, you care too much, don't take such a joke."

Yes is yes, no is no.Although it will be said to be extreme, too clear about love and hate, not enough adult tact, a little childish, but Song Yuan has such a personality.

It is precisely because of this personality that Song Yuan doesn't like being in an ambiguous state.The longest period of uncertainty was when he was about to break up with Lu Yang, but after making up his mind, he broke it off very simply and never thought of turning back.Recently, Song Yuan felt that Jiang Jiaming cared more about him than a neighbor... or a friend.Does Jiang Jiaming like him?

Song Yuan believes that Jiang Jiaming may be very concerned about him, his analysis is not narcissistic at all, and quite objective.Jiang Jiaming wanted him to live next door, and defended him twice in front of Lu Yang. For the sake of his safety, he was picked up early and late this month, and today he said, "It's not pleasant to think of them painting your body", "You cute" or something.Thinking about it this way, does it mean that Jiang Jiaming cared about him a long time ago?So when he didn't get along well with the boys in his class, Jiang Jiaming was still very friendly and gentle to him.So when he graduated from high school, seeing him put on women's clothing after being teased, Jiang Jiaming said "think" because... he likes him, right?

This series of seamless inferences leads to a result that makes Song Yuan blush, but the blush now is completely different from the blush back then.When Jiang Jiaming responded to Sun Pengsi's obscene words and stared at him like that, Song Yuan felt ashamed, embarrassed, and angry at being betrayed by her friends!It turns out that Jiang Jiaming and Sun Pengsi are the same bastards!Anger made his face red.

However, now it is an embarrassing red, a little shy red.It turned out that Jiang Jiaming thought so!Then, if Jiang Jiaming wanted him to masturbate, it should be a slanted confession, although it was a bit extreme.

Why can't Jiang Jiaming speak well?Song Yuan blamed Jiang Jiaming a little bit.Jiang Jiaming is refreshing, sunny, handsome, and gentle. If he had spoken well at the time, he might have agreed.

The more she thought about it, the more Song Yuan felt that her reasoning had no flaws.However, no matter how perfect the reasoning is, it still needs to be verified, not to mention that Song Yuan's character is one and two, so she can't feel the joy of being hazy and not breaking the window paper.

The haunting vanity made Song Yuan want to hear Jiang Jiaming admit it.But whether it's directly knocking on the door or sending a message asking, "Do you like me?" It will inevitably be abrupt, awkward and extremely unnatural.The perfectionist Song Yuan cannot accept this kind of method that may lead to extreme self-harm.

If there's a more subtle, organic way... Enstagram?If Jiang Jiaming likes him, he will most likely follow his Instagram.Jiang Jiaming also said today, "When I think about you asking them to paint your body, I feel unpleasant."Well, if he sends a naked photo like before, Jiang Jiaming will be jealous!Maybe you will be so jealous that you will beat his house door frantically, and then confess your feelings to him after he opens the door, "Don't let anyone other than me see your body", "Your body is very beautiful".At this time, Song Yuan could ask in amazement: "Why are you doing this?"

Immediately afterwards, Jiang Jiaming would hug him eagerly and whisper love words in his ear.Hot, scalding, intense.

"I like you. I've always liked you."

Thinking about it this way, Enstagram's plan to post photos is very logical, and it can even be said to be perfect.

Regarding the fact that Jiang Jiaming knew his ID, Song Yuan once guessed that Jiang Jiaming probably found out his Instagram ID through an ulterior organization similar to a private detective. After all, the privacy of modern people is the price of information digitization.Song Yuan was angry that Jiang Jiaming used disgraceful means to threaten him for the design drawings of the hotel.

Is it possible that Jiang Jiaming hired a private detective because he liked him?Song Yuan's heart beat faster...it makes sense!Although this is very perverted, but if he is overbearing and arbitrarily a little pathological because of love, he seems...not to hate it.

Song Yuan felt that the blood in her whole body was gradually heated by the interlocking reasoning, burning like a fever.He was also more confident about the fact that Jiang Jiaming would confess his love to him, but he encountered difficulties when preparing to take pictures and hesitated.

His body was too white and too slender.It's not that I haven't gone to the gym to practice, but even if I have developed muscles, the appearance is more soft and delicate, unlike those bodybuilders who have bulging, strong muscles.It's not that I haven't tried to get tanned before, but I'm happy because I got a wheat tan just now, and my skin will turn white again in a few days.From Song Yuan's point of view, his body is more like a vase, and it doesn't look sexy at all.

Song Yuan originally lacked confidence in her figure, and Lu Yang said, "I used to think I could accept you, but I still couldn't accept a man's body", and used this as an excuse to frequently cheat, which made Song Yuan feel that her body lacked charm. .

In the past, every time a photo was taken and published, it was a violent vent of resentment towards myself and anger towards Lu Yang.During this process, Song Yuan had no thoughts, only volcanic eruption-like emotions.

But this time, the idea is probing, and the emotion is charming.

This is his first time taking pictures for a specific person.

Catharsis, of course, need not consider the audience.But in order to achieve the goal of making Jiang Jiaming jealous and confessing to himself, he needs to consider this audience he has selected.

As a result, Song Yuan became awkward because she was too shy.Self-soothing doesn't work anymore. "Anyway, wearing swimming trunks, isn't it very common on the beach? It's not unusual", the shame in my heart can no longer be relieved.

Before taking pictures, it can be completed within 10 minutes.You won't take a second look at the photo, just select and send it in one go.

Looking back now, Song Yuan is like a robot that has received wrong instructions.The movements are stiff, and they don't know how to perform the task at all.I thought it would be okay to post a photo of the past, but Song Yuan doesn't like to be perfunctory, and she can't do it herself.What's more, it is such a major event as promoting a confession that requires a sense of ritual.

The author says:

Song Yuan's perspective is on!probing

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