On the Methods and Skills of Keeping Gods

When Gojo Satoru gets serious, he will look at the other person firmly with his eyes. The person being watched will feel a lot of pressure under these eyes, as if everything about him is seen in his eyes but not remembered. heart.This feeling of being both valued and underestimated can easily make people feel uncomfortable.

But Quan Nagi won't, he can't feel the emotion anymore.So he didn't have any other thoughts other than knowing that Wujo Satoru was serious.So under such gaze, he slowly told the truth.

"After you were knocked down by Zenyuan Shier, I cured myself. When I saw you lying in a pool of blood, my emotions were on the verge of losing control. I wanted to heal you, but I didn't dare to touch you. Touch you. Because at that time my magic power had started to lose control, and everything that touched me began to annihilate. I was very scared at that time and didn't know what to do, and then I heard the voice of 'it'."

"'It'? Is that the special magic spirit in your room?"

Izumi shook her head.

Sure enough, as Yato said, in the eyes of the conjurer, it is a curse spirit, "That is not a curse spirit, it is the 'godhead' that I separated. When it talked to me, I thought it was trying to make a deal with me." ..."

"Wait!" Gojo Satoru yelled to stop: "Since you started talking about hearing 'it', I couldn't understand it."

"Well, it seems that there is no way to explain this briefly." Quan Nagi looked at him and asked a question: "Then let's start from the very beginning. Wu, what do you think I am?"

Gojo Satoru was a little amused: "What's your problem? Besides being human, you can be..." What?

He suddenly couldn't laugh at the end, why did Izumi Nagi have to go to Tenmangu today?Why did he never get a revelation when he visited Sugawara Michizane at home before, but this time he got it with Izumi Nagi?Why Sugawara Michizane, as a god, would affectionately call Izumi Nagi "Izumi-kun"?

"Are you also... a god?" He struggled to say the word god through his teeth.Although the word "God" was also used to describe Izumi Nagi in the magic world, but it was just because his power was too strong. He didn't expect it, no!He should have thought of it!If Sugawara Michizane is a real god, why is there no possibility that Izumi Nagi is a god? !It's just because I have such a close relationship with him, I never thought about it!

Seeing that he has already reacted, it is much easier for Quan Nagi to understand the next content.

"I am the reincarnation of the gods in order to practice in this world. That curse spirit, no, that existence is the 'Godhead' that was split from the main body, in order to protect the safety of the gods and restore the power and memory when they finally merge with the gods."

"...That is to say, you only defeated Zenyuan Shier when you recovered your strength? You recovered your memory as a god?"

"That man is indeed very strong. I'm afraid there is no second such physique in the whole world. So it's not surprising that we, who were not awakened at the time, lost to him." He didn't say anything, but he always cared about the fact that he was injured by Zenyuan even to the point of death.It would be great if you could help him untie this knot by the way.

Gojo Satoru didn't speak for a while after listening, Quan Nagi didn't know if he should continue, but seeing his expression was calm, he went on to say: "Although the power is recovered, the memory is not. Because when the fusion I didn't know that was my "godhead". I thought it was a deal that it gave me power, so I gave it what I didn't need at the time. So, the second bondage with myself ended here. After all, the awakening has not been fully carried out."

He looked into Izumi Nagi's eyes, there was nothing there, although it was still bright but no longer had the agility it once had.Gojo Satoru knew, now he knew what the 'least needed' thing was.He covered his eyes and lowered his head. At first, he just let out a low laugh, and then slowly, the laughter became louder and louder.

"Hahaha, so you gave up your own feelings? As the price for saving us!"

Quan Nagi didn't think it was funny, he corrected: "It's not to save you. At that time, I already thought you were dead. At that time, I just thought that the relationship was too troublesome. Because there are these feelings that always affect my heart. Keep me from being free all the time, I am for myself, don't get me wrong."

Gojo Satoru's laughter stopped, he didn't continue to follow Quan Nagi's words, or he had lost this idea.

He fell back on the bedding, his coat off before he could hide in the closet.He grabbed the quilt that was placed aside, and wrapped himself up with a tug.Turning his back to Izumi Nagi, buried his head in the pillow, and made a Wengong voice: "Oh, that's it, I see."

Quan Nagi looked at him in surprise, not knowing what happened to him suddenly.He wanted to pull down the quilt and take a look at Gojo Satoru's expression, but Gojo Satoru held on tightly and didn't want him to see it.So the two of them pulled each other's quilts into a stalemate.

I tried it at last, but I still couldn't pull the quilt. If I tried harder, the quilt would be torn.No way, Quan Nagi gave up first.Since Gojo Satoru was behind his back, if he wanted to hear Gojo Satoru's tone, he could only lie on top of him and put his head close to listen carefully.

"Are you angry?"

"I'm not angry."

"You're not angry why don't you let me see your face?"

"Then why do you insist on looking at my face?"

Afraid of breaking things with his hands, and he wouldn't listen to him when he spoke, Quan Nagi pursed his lips and had nothing to do with him.But he really has a reason to look at Wujo Wulian.

"Aren't you just angry?" Izumi Nagi couldn't help but complained to him softly, "Actually, after losing my relationship, it doesn't affect me at all. Although I don't feel happy or sad now, the memories of the past are still there. I know what it's like to be happy and sad. So even though I don't have feelings now, there's nothing wrong with my life. You see, if I didn't say it, wouldn't everyone notice it? So it's not serious at all."

But Quan Nagi didn't know, the more he wanted to explain, the more he wanted to prove that there was nothing wrong with him, the more it made Gojo Satoru feel uncomfortable.Especially the last sentence: Everyone didn't find out.

Indeed, if he hadn't heard him say it with his own ears, Gojo Satoru would never have discovered that he had lost his relationship more than a month ago.How can this make him willing!I don't even know my friends at all!

Gojo Satoru's hand holding the quilt not only did not loosen but became tighter and tighter, wishing to lock himself up in the quilt.

"Wu, don't be angry, okay? I told you everything." Quan Nagi couldn't see his face, and became more and more anxious: "Have you seen me making a cake, right? Beat eggs, add sugar, flour , Put it in the oven after mixing, and take it out after baking. Because I made it myself, I know what ingredients are added, so I can know the taste of the cake even if I don’t eat it. This is my current situation. I can pass The expression and tone of other people know their emotions, and then make appropriate feedback according to the appearance in memory. Because of this, I want to see your face. If I can’t see you, I don’t know what your mood is now look. Satoru, let me see you, okay?"

Hearing Izumi Nagi's request, Gojo Satoru finally let go, allowing Izumi Nagi to pull down the quilt successfully.Seeing the other person's face again, Izumi Nagi finally smiled.

He stroked Gojo Satoru's head with his hand.First the white hair, then the full forehead, then his favorite sky-like eyes, the wrinkled nose when he is unhappy, the puffed cheeks when he loses his temper, the smiling mouth when he is happy...

"Enlightenment is very simple. When you are happy, you will smile, if you are unhappy, you will pucker your mouth, if you are dissatisfied, you will frown, and if you are serious, your eyes will be bright... I think this kind of enlightenment is easy to understand. Even now that I have lost my feelings, I only need to see you I will never mistake your mood and thoughts." Izumi Nagi's brows and eyes softened a bit, and this kind of Gojo Satoru would make him feel at ease.No matter what changes will happen to his world, as long as there is one thing that will not change, he will feel at ease.

Letting his cool fingertips run across his face, Gojo Satoru asked, "I've wanted to ask since a long time ago, why are your hands so cold?"

Izumi Nagi paused for a moment, wondering if what he meant was because he disliked his hands so cold that he said, "...Maybe it's a physical problem? Uncle asked me before."

The two eased up a bit because of this thoughtless question, but the atmosphere was still not harmonious.

In the end, when Gojo Satoru asked him what else you were hiding, Izumi Nagi didn't want to tell Gojo Satoru that he could perceive other people's movements through mantra power. He felt that he would be angry as long as he said this.After finally persuading him to come back, he didn't want to make the relationship stalemate again.But the matter of Zhan Yuan couldn't be said, he thought about it for a while, and decided to lie to fool him first.

"Well, I plan to..."

He just opened his mouth and didn't say anything when he was overturned by a strong force.Originally, he was lying on Gojo Satoru, but after a whirl, he saw the ceiling of the hotel.After blinking twice, a white head appeared in his field of vision, and only then did he realize that it was Gojo Satoru who pressed him on the quilt.

In order to prevent Izumi Nagi from escaping, Gojo Satoru put his hands on both sides of his head, trapping Izumi Nagi tightly between him and the bedding.

"Although Jie and Glass said that I am very selfish and take care of myself. But in fact, the person who is really selfish is you, Nagi!" Gojo Satoru looked coldly at Izumi Nagi's face that didn't understand the situation: "It seems that I have a very bad temper. Okay, but it's really just because you don't care about those things, so it doesn't matter. But as long as you meet things you care about, you are very bossy, self-centered, never ask other people's opinions, and do what you want! □□ person!"

"Enlightened..."

"You don't know it yourself, every time you encounter something you don't want to say or want to lie to get past it, you always add the word 'um' before speaking!"

Izumi Nagi stared at the person above her with wide eyes, and for the first time had the urge to avoid his sight.

"Don't look away!" Gojo Satoru stopped him: "If you really don't want me to know, you can just say it directly instead of just finding a reason to prevaricate me. Don't you want to know if I'm angry? I can tell you straight up, I am very angry when you do this! I will still be very sad!"

Seeing that Izumi frowned and wanted to apologize but didn't dare, Gojo Satoru sighed and let him go.He didn't continue to press Quan Nagi, he fell to one side, looked at Quan Nagi's side face and whispered: "Don't lie to me, I don't want to hear lies."

After a while, an apology came from the other party: "...I'm sorry."

"I don't accept an apology without emotion."

"..."

"Hey, Nagi." Gojo Satoru suddenly asked, "What is Zhan Yuan?"

Quan Nagi was startled, and turned to look at him: "How could you...?!"

It turned out that Sugawara Michizane even told him this...then even if he hadn't been exposed just now, the lie he told was meaningless.

"Cutting off the fate is to cut off the connection with others." Quan Nagi looked at the ceiling and said word by word: "Gods should not form too deep fate with people. After cutting off, you will gradually forget about me. , and return to their original life track.”

He knew that once he said it, he would have no chance to regret it.

Sure enough, he felt a very dangerous aura from the people around him, he was not going to run away, he looked directly at the pair of 'Heaven Eyes' extending out of the sky.It seems to be convincing him or convincing himself: "This is good for you and me, this is correct..."

"Huh?!" Gojo Satoru couldn't help interrupting him loudly: "'Correct'? What is correct? You didn't ask for my opinion, and you made a decision on your own. Do you think this is 'correct'?! I I hate being right the most!"

The more angry Gojo Satoru's mind becomes calmer, he knows that even if he loses his temper at Izumi Nagi now, it's useless.He no longer feels emotion, no sadness or guilt, and anger that doesn't work is meaningless.

So Gojo Satoru's brain began to work rapidly.

What can I do to make him dispel this idea?Losing feelings does not mean that there is no desire. Although he looks like he has no desires and desires now, there must be something that can affect him!what is itwhat is it !Think quickly!

Suddenly he thought of himself, of Xia Youjie and Jia Ruzi, and of Noctuma Zhengdao... If Izumi Nagi is really as he behaves, why is he afraid that he will be angry?Why do you try to hide and lie to yourself?Doesn't this mean that the only thing he still cares about now is them? !

Gojo Satoru smiled. He looked at Izumi Nagi who was still looking at him nervously and said, "If you really don't have any attachment to the world, can I help you?"

"I want you to stay, okay?"