canine boyfriend

36.

Not only was the pot mushy, but it also cracked when the boy lowered it.

There was a lot of soup sticking to the scorched bottom of the pot, and it was impossible to tell what kind of soup was stewed, but the remains of a ginseng could be seen.Fortunately, all the chicken legs inside have been taken out and soaked in two bowls of soup intact.

The man rushed into the bathroom without looking back, and turned on hot water to wash.It was too embarrassing for him to leave the mess in the kitchen to the boy. He hid alone in the bathroom, hiding under the hot water column, and he remembered what he said just now.

What should be said and what should not be said, I have said it all, I can't recall it at all, every sentence is like a trap with ulterior motives, trying to drag the clean boy into it.

Boys of this age have great desires. If the boy can't hold back one day, if it's true, the man doesn't want to let him down.

The bathroom door was pushed open, and through the mist, the man saw the boy's face.

"What are you doing?" The man was in a hurry to get in and didn't lock the door. He clasped his hands on his chest and made a shy look.But he immediately put his hand down and only covered the bottom. At his age and experience, no matter how shy he was, he seemed hypocritical.

The boy searched for a while in the small bathroom, and put the towel on top of the shower.He is very tall, and he can put on it with one hand without any effort. "I'm afraid you'll catch a cold."

He put a new set of clothes on the toilet seat.

The man immediately knew that he wanted to be crooked again. "How can I catch a cold...the water is quite hot."

The boy stood outside the glass door of the shower room. Because of the heavy mist, the door in front of him was like a frosted glass door, and he couldn't see anything.

"Hello." The boy knew that he was shy, and liked to see him shy. He knocked on the door of the shower room on purpose, knocking a few times.

The man stood inside, not knowing how to take the shower. "What are you doing?"

"Clean the glass." The boy waited at the door, not going in.

The man had to wipe the glass patiently, but he didn't wipe too much, just a small piece, just enough for the eyes of the two of them. "What are you doing?"

"Don't do anything." The young man bent his knees slightly to meet those eyes, one pair was inside and the other pair was outside. He smiled, his thick eyebrows were flying, and his eyelashes were naturally curled up, as if he wanted to tickle someone's heart, "I'll clean up the kitchen." Alright, wash up and come out to eat."

The man nodded obediently, seeing the boy laughing, he wanted to laugh too now.

After taking a shower, the man applied a lot of body lotion to his body, and he came out refreshed.He didn't dare to look at the kitchen anymore, he was really in a daze, messing around with the young man in a clean place for cooking.

The boy was drinking soup from a bowl in the living room, and another bowl of soup was placed on the dining table.The man sat down and touched the soup bowl. It was hot, and it should have been reheated in the microwave.

The boy I watched growing up couldn't cook, and I seldom entered the kitchen before... The man took a sip of the soup, but before he could speak, the microwave oven rang again.

"The steamed stuffed bun is ready." The young man was sure he wouldn't be full after drinking only soup, and he heated up a few more big steamed stuffed buns. He brought them out and put them coolly in front of the man, "I heated them in the microwave."

He pushed the plate forward and drank the soup while holding the bowl with one hand, but his eyes followed the edge of the bowl, peeking at the man's expression, waiting for a compliment.

"Yeah." The man remembered that the teenager didn't know how to use a microwave oven when he was a child, so he picked up one and took a bite, then quickly told him, "It's hot."

The boy just took one and took a bite. "Just now in the kitchen, you said..."

"What I said just now was urgent." The man is afraid that he will ask, as long as those words are clear in his heart, don't ask them out.

"I'm afraid you'll misunderstand me." The young man gulped down the soup, and put the chicken leg into the man's bowl, "Then let me ask you solemnly now, if you only get 400 in the three subjects of the second-mode exam, it's ok... ok A date? The kind that takes you to the movies."

The man hurriedly lowered his head to drink the soup, but happily counted the scores in the three subjects in his heart.

"I missed the comprehensive science in the morning." The young man counted for him in front of him, "The full score is 750, the comprehensive score is 300, and the remaining three subjects are only 450. I will deduct up to 50 points for the rest of the language. You Just go on a date with me."

"You take the exam first." The man returned the chicken leg again, and the two of them pinched it back and forth, "Don't think about things that affect your studies."

"I don't want to think about it too much." The boy said innocently, "Who made me like you. You still wronged me, thinking that I deliberately didn't take the exam."

The man glanced at him quickly, he was wrong, he made the young man feel wronged. "I was thinking too much at that time, so don't take it to heart."

"I'm not that narrow-minded, I've grown up." The young man was still very narrow-minded, for example, he was thinking about how to clean up his tablemate, "This..." He pushed his opened mobile phone over, "This competition, Do you want to participate?"

The man turned his phone over and looked at it. It was the hottest singer competition right now.The contestants wear masks on stage, and the professional judges decide to pass the mask before taking off the masks. The ratings are amazing, and most of the contestants are singers with good strength.

"Well, the deadline for registration is coming soon." The boy said sourly, thinking that a man would be called brother by so many girls, he still felt awkward, "I'll help you find a vocal teacher, can you go to the competition?" ?”

The man hooked his fingers and scratched on the chopsticks.He hasn't faced the camera for a long time, and many things can be expected.You will be asked by the judges where you have been all these years, and you will be guessed by the media as to who is funding you.What if they find out that the man behind them is just... a kid who just graduated from high school?

What would a young man who had just come out of campus do if he could bear all the scandal?

"I'll think about it again." He was cruel and refused to look at the registration channel, wanting to click in too much.

The boy didn't force him either, he obediently ate the buns with him, then slept with him for a while, and took the afternoon English test on time.

This time, he was not late, he came the earliest, outside the school gate, he was the first in line.

The supervisor in charge of checking the pencil case and mobile phone was still his deskmate, with a Band-Aid on his face.

But the boy didn't plan to argue with him now, he had to take the exam well.Moreover, the tantrums of male animals are affected by hormones. He came once at noon, and now he sees everything calmly and feels that the world is beautiful.

This mentality is especially suitable for exams.

"Mute the phone." The deskmate told him with a frown, "If the phone rang in the examination room, the result will be invalidated."

"I know, you don't need to remind me." The boy said in his pocket, thinking about how to make his deskmate feel the regret of being late once in the few days of the college entrance examination.Anyway, he is walking.

37.

In the afternoon, it was English. The boy felt that his condition was not very good. He seemed to be listening to his mother tongue during the listening test.His English has always been good. In the past, a man drove him to and from the foreign teacher's class, so that the foreign teacher always thought that the man was his biological family.

At that time, I also sternly declared to my foreign teacher in English that this person had nothing to do with me.

There are many multiple-choice questions in English, and the young man wrote very quickly. He glanced at the paper and found no particularly difficult questions. He just needs to review the questions carefully.Composition is also a popular topic that I have prepared in advance.

While he was writing the last reading comprehension question in English, the phone in his trouser pocket vibrated.Fortunately, he turned it to mute in advance.

I have already missed grade No.1 twice, so I can't make another mistake this time.

After finishing the English test, the teenager left the test room before looking at his phone. The caller turned out to be his grandfather.He hurriedly called, but the other side didn't answer again. He made three calls in a row but didn't answer.

Why is the old man so stubborn?The boy stopped calling, and he didn't answer if he didn't answer, and he didn't answer if he liked it, but he still sent a message to tell him that he was taking an exam just now.

When he walked to the school gate, he saw his deskmate again.The deskmate was reading a book when he found himself walking over and immediately collected the book vigilantly.

"What are you doing?" asked the deskmate.

"I've finished the exam, so I have to go through this door when I leave school?" The boy was so angry that his teeth itch, "I'm going to find my girlfriend after the exam."

The tablemate's expression was obviously taken aback.

The boy laughed again, "Tch, I'm already in a relationship, and you're still endorsing at the gate of the campus." "You don't?"

The deskmate shook his head, and immediately became serious again. "Students should focus on their studies. The college entrance examination is coming soon. I hope you don't..."

"If you're like this, you won't be able to find a girlfriend in the future." The young man said to him whenever he had a chance, "I'll tell you about adults when I have a chance in the future."

The deskmate seemed to say something else, but the boy was not in the mood to listen.He went upstairs to prepare dinner, and bought a new pot online. At night, the man hummed softly while learning how to prepare for the exam with the video on his mobile phone.

Two days later, on Friday, the school announced the results of the second-mode exam.

The boy took his own test paper, and did not take the comprehensive test of science and technology. Compared with the usual test, the total score plummeted.

The ranking is even worse, falling directly outside the top 1 in the grade.And because the deskmate didn't take the exam, the No.3 in grade this time is the one who often takes the No.[-] exam in the class.

But the young man was satisfied. Looking at the total score of 405, he lay down on the table and pretended to take a nap, and couldn't stop laughing behind his back.With a score of 400, he can date.

Thinking of going on a date tomorrow Saturday, the teenager didn't even want to listen to the analysis of the test paper in the afternoon, his heart grew wings and he flew up.The deskmate didn't take the exam, but he still received a blank test paper, and while listening to the teacher's betting on the questions, he chose the questions to do.

The classroom was very quiet, and the boy wanted to punish him.

As soon as he said it, the teenager turned on his mobile phone, logged in to the foreign website he often visited, and watched short movies online.He likes men, so he doesn't feel it when he watches men's and women's movies, and he feels sick after watching too much.He opened the phone holder, put it in the table bucket, muted, but played in full screen.

Flesh overlaps with flesh, and there are close-ups.

The boy raised his head to look at the teacher. Out of the corner of his eye, he realized that his deskmate was indeed looking into his desk.Cut it, you're hooked. You haven't had a girlfriend. After a while, you have to raise your hand and tell the teacher to go to the toilet again.

As a result, his deskmate just watched it for ten minutes.

Ten minutes later, I began to write the test paper quietly again.

It was disgusting to the young man, no, really no, sexuality can't be broken, he quickly turned off the film, propped his chin, pretended to listen, and looked at the black blackboard to wash his eyes.

After school, he took the test paper and ran upstairs, like a naive primary school student who had scored double hundred in the final exam and was eager to show it to his parents.He knocked open the door panting. The man was drying clothes on the balcony. He ran over and hugged him without saying anything.

It's good to hug.

"Tomorrow at noon, I will pick you up." The boy handed him the paper, "I'll ask you out!"

Inadvertently, the man had already seen the boy coming by on a bicycle. He knew that the boy must have passed the exam, but he still opened the paper and read the wrong questions for the boy.As a backup parent liaison, he is really like a parent, and he is worried that falling in love will affect the teenager's grades, and he is also worried that he carelessly loses the scores that should not be lost.

This night, the man didn't sleep well.The boy's test paper was not taken away, but it was placed on his bedside blatantly, as if to show his ability, and told him that he would definitely be able to do what he promised.

Hope never to fail again.

The man thought he was funny, but he turned over several times at night and checked the scores with the test paper.

45 points were deducted for extra language, the man smiled, his child is really capable.But he still forced himself to sleep, because he was no longer young, staying up for a few hours, the dark circles under his eyes immediately gave him a blow the next day.The man turned over, thinking about the date tomorrow, went to the dressing table again, and put on a layer of eye cream for himself as a remedy.

Finally, both of them waited until noon on Saturday.

The man heard the knock on the door and opened it, but the door was not locked.He was still wearing the same outfit as the last date, but his mentality had changed a lot.The boy was still in sportswear, wearing the mature perfume from last time.

The man pursed his lips and smiled, this behavior alone was very immature.

"Let's go." The boy still asked him to wear a hat and a mask, this time, he took his hand to enter the elevator.But in the elevator, he let go of his hand.

The man looked at him puzzled. "What... what's wrong?"

"I'm afraid of being filmed by the elevator." The young man lowered his head and said mysteriously, "I see that the scandals of big stars are all filmed by the elevator camera. Should I be more careful in the future? Will your fans Kill me?"

The man was amused by him, wearing a mask, he could also see the smile under the mask.

"Really." But the young man said seriously, "In case you come back in the future, I will be the man behind you."

The man was still smiling, but secretly observed the gap between the two from the elevator mirror.Even wearing a mask, it can be distinguished from the appearance, clothing and spirit that two people are not of the same age.

The temperament of the 20s is already far away from me.

But at this age, do I still have the qualifications and opportunities to make a comeback?

38.

It was still the big shopping mall, where the two of them had their last date.The man followed behind the boy, feeling that his steps had become younger.

He has been trapped for too long, but he has not forgotten the feeling of happiness.Last time, it was the boy who pulled him out tremblingly. This time, the man became more confident and impulsive. Every time he saw the corner of the boy's mouth curl up, he would laugh along with him.

The two of them didn't know what they were laughing at, so they just laughed.

Laughed all the way.

But they dare not hold hands.

Mainly because men dare not.This shopping mall was too close to the boy's high school, and he was afraid of bumping into the boy's classmates here.I don't care anymore, what other people say can't hurt me, but the boy is not good enough, he can't be labeled as a homosexual at a young age.

In case it affects his future studies or job hunting, the man has to consider it for him.

There are a lot of people in the mall, and the two hands touch each other for a moment by chance, and the two people look at each other.

The boy walked fast, and the man had to follow closely. He was stopped at the corner of the escalator.She is a saleswoman who sells facial masks and recommends a moisturizing and anti-wrinkle product to passers-by.

Men didn't want to watch it, but when they heard the word anti-wrinkle, they couldn't move.Maybe it's because he's getting older, he's getting more and more interested in health preservation and anti-wrinkle, and he's depressed for a few seconds.

The female salesperson didn't stop others, but she stopped herself. Did you see wrinkles around the eyes?As soon as he thought this way, the man unconsciously reached for his wallet.

"What to buy?" The boy ran over again when he realized that there was no one behind him.He also took out his wallet, knowing that the man didn't have much savings.Just can't figure out which one he's going to buy.

"I'll buy it myself. I have money." The man was mainly embarrassed. It seemed like he shouldn't buy this kind of thing in front of his date.But the young man couldn't see his refusal, so he leaned in front of the salesman.

The saleswoman held a plate in her hand, which contained a mask soaked in essence water. "This is a product of our latest material, like silicone, you can try it out..."

"This is..." The boy glanced at the man, "Liangpi? Are you hungry?"

The man and the saleswoman were stunned together.

"It's okay, let's go, let's go." The man couldn't hold back his smile, and the anxiety about age just now was swept away.He pushed the boy into the elevator, and the two of them ran to the movie theater. It was still the kind of ambiguous couple's seat ticket, and they gave a big bucket of popcorn and two big glasses of iced Coke.

Before the movie started, the two of them had already sat in it foolishly.They didn't dare to communicate, as if once communicated, everyone in the movie theater would know that they didn't come here to watch a movie.

"You bought it..." The man slid his finger on the Coke cup, and looked away with a hot face. His body knew what was going to happen next, but he didn't dare to take the initiative to happen, "What movie did you buy?"

"I don't know." The boy took a sip of Coke, the headlights of the cinema were on, and there was a width of 30 centimeters between them.

"You don't know?" The man picked on the Coke straw, feeling that today's drink is not ice enough, "You didn't even know the name, so you bought it?"

"Well, I don't watch it anyway." The boy also looked in another direction. The lovers' seats in the movie theater are in the last row, and now only their compartment is full.Most of the people in the penultimate row are also couples, but they are both men and women. Boyfriends carry bags for girlfriends, find seats, and look at them curiously when they sit.

The man almost couldn't hold back, and opened his mouth to explain to them, explaining that the wrong seat for the movie was chosen, and the two people didn't have evil intentions.

But under the seat, the teenager's legs hooked his ankles, and rubbed them flatteringly.

There were more and more people in the movie theater, and it was almost full, the lights finally turned dark, the boy stretched out his hand again, and his little finger gently scratched the back of his hand.It was a little itchy, and the fingers that had just grabbed the iced Coke cup were also cold, and a water mark was drawn on the back of the man's hand.

The moment the movie opened, the moment the headlights dimmed, they hugged.I don't know who took the initiative first. When the man squinted his eyes and looked out, his own tongue had already been inserted into the other mouth.He would not be so excited a long time ago, but the boy's back and forth love flattened the hesitation in his heart.

They kissed too hard, their teeth collided with their upper lips, and they pressed against each other. The man put his arms around the boy's neck, raised his chin, and was pushed against the wall of the cubicle.

On the big screen, the story was about to be staged, and their profiles were illuminated by the light of the story.He was so kissed by the teenager that he couldn't breathe, his body was crushed and stretched again, and he was sweating outside.The neck, the neck was kissed for a long time, and he grasped the boy's clothes weakly, allowing him to exert force on himself.

The protagonist of the movie finally appeared, and the love story began with a chance encounter.Outside the screen, the boy took the man's hand and ran out from the lover's seat, like elopement, and ran out of the safe passage.They stumbled, knocked open the door of the bathroom, and then knocked open the door of a compartment.Regardless of where this place is, they hid in like this, their hands never leaving each other's body.

(slightly)

39.

When they came out of the bathroom, both of them were blushing.The bathroom outside the safe passage leads directly to the exit of the cinema, and it is impossible to go back and continue watching.

"Popcorn...was it a waste?" The man felt ashamed, and as soon as the movie started, the two rushed to the bathroom in a hurry.

The staff of the movie theater looked at them curiously, since the screening in Hall [-] had just started.

The boy's body has calmed down, but his mind has not yet calmed down, and his brain is boiling. "Well, wasted."

"Then what should I do?" The man felt sorry for the money, "There is also Coke...I just had a few sips."

The boy began to take out his wallet. "I'll buy it for you again."

"No, I'm distressed, don't waste it when you buy it." The man had never done such a stupid thing, and his body was covered in sweat.

"Well, it's a waste." The boy's eyes were still hot, his body had never experienced such an exciting thing, and it seemed that he hadn't calmed down yet, and any disturbance could make him impulsive again.But what he was thinking in his heart, he didn't dare to tell the man, he wanted to say, if he knew it would be a waste of popcorn and coke, can we skip watching the movie next time and go directly to other things?

But he didn't dare, he was afraid that the man would misunderstand him.

I really want to sleep with him, but I don't just want to sleep with him.

"Let's go, let's go eat." The young man forced himself to calm down, otherwise he would be hard again, he was really fucking crazy and sensual.

The man is not hungry, and it is not time to eat, the two of them wandered around the mall aimlessly, and it was rare to relax.The man always takes a step back, he likes to watch the boy's shoulders gradually widen, measure his height with his eyes, and suddenly realizes that he really watched him grow up.

"What are you laughing at?" The boy turned around, wanting to hold his hand.

"Laugh at you when you were a child." The man never really blamed the boy for his bad behavior. The child didn't really have trouble with him, he just had no place to lose his temper. "The first time I saw you, you were so small, darker than now, and your hair It's also very short, like no one cares..."

The boy was a little unconvinced. At that time, he was left alone, playing football outside all day, of course he got tanned. "I grow up fast. I was almost as tall as you when I was in junior high school."

The man just smiled. Indeed, when he was a teenager in the third year of junior high school, his shoulders were already as high as his own.There were all kinds of bustle in the shopping mall, but they didn't disturb their non-conversational conversations. They didn't understand what the other party said until the overwhelming screams and applause came.

What's up?The young man was very curious, so he took the man to look around the glass guardrail of the shopping mall. This was the fourth floor, but there was no space around the guardrail.They finally squeezed into a place, and it turned out that the large empty space on the basement floor was engaged in activities.

Many people, the young man took advantage of the chaos to protect the man in front of his chest, and stood behind him by himself.To be the man behind him.

The chin hooked his collarbone without a trace.

"What are you doing downstairs?" The boy really didn't understand. "Is there a discount in the mall? Why are there so many people?"

The man was amused by him, the young man didn't even know about this kind of scene. "There are celebrities downstairs, they are engaging in activities."

"Star?" The boy looked at the one next to him, and then at the downstairs, "Which one is it?"

The man pointed to him. "The one standing next to the host, that's it."

"The group of people below are all his fans?" The boy suddenly became nervous.

"Keep your voice down..." The man poked him lightly, "The ones next to us, too. The ones in the event venue got tickets, and the ones next to the guardrails didn't get tickets. This is a kind of activity."

The boy took a closer look at the side. It was true that many people around had small fans and posters, and they were still taking pictures with their mobile phones. Even though they were so far away, they still took pictures.

He tensed up and grabbed the man's hand. "Have you...been engaged in this kind of activity before?"

The man rubbed his fingernails against his palms. "Um."

"There are so many people?"

"Ah."

"So many? Are you sure there are so many?"

The man bowed his head and thought for a while. "Sometimes... more than that."

"More than this?" The boy dragged the man away from here, entangled in every possible way.He is not afraid of competing with fans for favor, but he is afraid that there will be someone who is more mature and stable than himself among the fans, who will compare himself.

"Fans...why are you fans?" the boy turned around and asked.

The man shook his head, he didn't have any fans for a long time, and he left the circle for too long, not many people remembered him. "I don't know either... There used to be a support club or something, and it probably disbanded long ago."

"Support club?" The boy nodded, this organization must be mixed in by himself.

At this moment, the phone vibrated, and the caller showed that it was Grandpa.He hurried to pick it up, and the other side finally spoke, but he was very reluctant, and asked him if he had time for lunch at noon.

The young man agreed first, good guy, last time he didn't have time to answer the phone, the stubborn old man was so angry that he couldn't answer it, and he called again after so many days, it is quite character.

"My grandpa called." He turned back and told the man, not wanting to hide the family affairs, "We said we will have lunch together."

"Oh..." The man's joyful mood sank, "It's okay, I'll go back first."

"It's okay." The boy didn't let go of his hand, not wanting to hear him say it's okay, "I'll take you there."

take yourself?How can this work!The man refused, but he couldn't resist the boy's stubborn temper, so he was stuffed into a taxi.But he didn't want to see him. At his age and status, he didn't look like a friend of the same age as a teenager.After finally persuading the boy, he disappeared, but there are private rooms in the same restaurant, and the two private rooms are next to each other.

The boy first accompanied him to order food, and after a while, he went to the private room next door.The man didn't know why his grandpa and grandma wanted to see him, he just felt embarrassed, after all, he had had that kind of relationship with their... son-in-law.

Now with their grandson...

The man put down his chopsticks, doubting his position.Suddenly the door opened, and the young man came in, sat next to him, picked up his chopsticks and took a bite of food without hesitation.

"Why did you come out?" The man smiled again when he saw him.

"I said I went to the toilet." The young man thought the food here was delicious, "Actually, it's okay for you to see them, so I'll just say you are my classmate."

"Don't make trouble, go back quickly." The man was angry and helpless, he could be the head teacher of a teenager.The boy ate a few more mouthfuls before leaving. He ran out like he was in a hurry.

When he left, the man picked up the chopsticks that the boy had used just now, and was taken aback.

It seems that something happened, also today.

It seems that the registration deadline for that singing competition is today.The man thought he didn't care anymore, but the action of holding the phone was so fast.When he clicked on the page, the deadline for registration was approaching. His head became hot, and he immediately clicked "I want to participate" and filled in his real name and ID number.

When the short message of successful registration was sent, the man suddenly realized what he had done.

I... am going to compete.

40.

After the meal, the boy sent the man home, and he always felt that the man had something to say along the way.

The man has not told him that he has already entered the competition.He didn't dare to say it because he felt a little regretful.

Not some, but I regret it very much.

Everything in that circle is far away from him, he doesn't want to be contaminated, he just wants to sing, acting is definitely not good, the camera will magnify all the flaws on the face, his face is not as young as a 20-year-old boy, this Is the truth.

But when he thought of everything he might face when he stepped into that circle again, the man felt uncertain.But only by going back can we get one step closer to our dream of singing.

"What are you thinking about?" The boy followed him and kicked stones. After the meal, the man didn't talk much.

"No..." The man just wanted to say it's okay, but he stopped. He wanted to get rid of this habit and stop being a "nothing" person, "I...your grandpa and grandma, what are you talking about?"

"I didn't talk much." The boy's thoughts were all on the man, and he really didn't know why his grandma and grandpa asked him to come out for dinner.They don't ask anything, they don't ask themselves how they lived all these years, and they don't ask how their mother was before she died.It's just eating, chatting a few words occasionally, and talking about irrelevant topics.

What's the weather, studies, including my own scores, and which university I want to take in the future, whether to study in China or abroad.

Of course he is in China, the boy doesn't want to leave.I have just made a major decision in my life. Although the two of them haven't formally confirmed their relationship, confessed their love, and haven't actually slept with each other, they are sure to be together in the future so don't try to deny it.When eating, he was careless, always thinking of taking the opportunity of going to the toilet to take a look at the next cubicle.

Because he has seen men waiting for their father to come home for dinner, meal after meal, night after night, the old bastard does not come back, men wait from their 20s to their 30s, from disappointment to slight disappointment, and finally become accustomed to it.

So many nights, I ate dinner with the man. Although the two of them didn't talk much, they were a companion anyway.It was during these many nights that the boy gradually developed ambitions.

From which night his ambition came out, he didn't even know.It's just that the two of them had a good meal that day, and my father came back.

The man put down the chicken soup he was scooping up for himself, went to the kitchen, got a pair of bowls and chopsticks, and put them on the table.The young man's chest was filled with panic immediately, and he wanted to pull the pair of bowls and chopsticks off the table.

Let them hit the ground hard.

Why did the man no longer care about himself as soon as he came back?At that time, the young man didn't understand that this kind of ambition was called possessiveness. He was just annoyed, completely upset, and went back to his room without eating a few bites.

Before going to bed, the man kindly knocked on the door and brought him a midnight snack, which was porridge with preserved egg and lean meat, and asked him why he didn't eat at night.

What did you say at the time?The teenager recalled, as if to say, your cooking is too unpalatable.

He was ashamed to admit that he had freaked out about men, so he threw the guilt back.Sure enough, those dishes have never appeared on the table since then.

The two of them wandered back, feeling a bit full of food.Walking downstairs, the man stopped and summoned up his courage. "I signed up."

"Ah?" The boy was thinking about other things, such as where to kiss and hug him next time.

"I signed up for that competition..." The man said in a wrong tone, "I couldn't help it, I want to try again. But I don't know how to sing now, and I don't know...Participating in this kind of program requires How much does it cost, whether to buy the copyright of the song, whether to..."

He spoke faster and faster, obviously regretting. "Forget it, in fact, you don't have to go if you sign up. There are so many people who signed up, and you can't tell if there is one less. Don't go, don't go, it will be very troublesome."

"Don't." The young man didn't know anything about that circle. All the knowledge he got was from the mouth of the old bastard. It was nothing more than who wanted what resources and who the company wanted to promote through the show.

"You don't understand." The man knew that he was asking for trouble, "You don't understand what's going on there, they will ask me what I have been doing all these years and why I have come back. I...I..."

"You just said that you have been in a relationship these years." The young man said abruptly, "Meet a stupid scum, failed in a relationship and came back, what's wrong? No way?"

The man was taken aback.

"Oh... You can't say something like falling in love, right?" The young man guessed, "Then you just say..."

The man was stunned, it wasn't this kind of thing that he couldn't talk about, if he came back, he definitely didn't want to hide his relationship, and he wasn't young anymore, so he didn't need to be single.It's just that he didn't expect that his unbearable past could be summed up in the young man's heart by three words: falling in love.

It's not an improper cohabitation relationship, it's not a wild man who robbed his mother's husband, it's not a vixen who climbed into bed, it's not a little boy who was raised and discarded.I was...in a...failed relationship.

I'm just...unfriendly to others.

"I don't know you say that, can't you just tell the truth?" The young man thought simply, "The big deal is, if they ask you again, you will have no comment, and you will leave after singing. If you are really wronged... then you will withdraw from the competition. Tomorrow I will I have an appointment with the vocal teacher, let's go see it?"

The man didn't speak anymore, he found a place in the flower bed downstairs and sat down.

The boy followed him, squatting casually at his feet, with two long arms resting on his knees, and his sneakers were white.

After a while, the man put his hands on the boy's head.The boy raised his head abruptly to meet him, and licked his palm.

"For the competition, what do you want to hear from me?" The man asked the boy with a smile.

The boy thought for a while, and the words he said seemed to be borrowed by a gust of wind. "When I found you, the song you hummed, you sing it again, and I applaud you from the audience."