Slag Gong, we don't date

Did Li Cunzhong say anything later? Li Cunyi doesn't remember, because he fell asleep, and at some point, he fell asleep just smelling the reassuring smell.

The next day was Saturday, and there was no need to go back to school. The Li family made dumplings at home. Father Li came back to stay for a day and ate dumplings.

Li Cunyi put a coin in the dumpling, saying that he wanted to make a wish, but Li Qing laughed at him, since it was not Chinese New Year, and the wish would not work.

Li Cunyi didn't believe it, but Li's father ate the coin and almost got stuck. The family was so frightened that they couldn't laugh or cry.

Soon Li Cunyi knew why Li Cunzhong asked that question. In the year of Li Cunzhong's college entrance examination, the Li family learned of his decision to go to the military academy.

Li Cunyi didn't think too much at the time, and even joked that he was going to go to the military academy, but Li Cunzhong vetoed it severely, and Li's father on the side said the key.

The Li family of the four major families in the capital went into business, the eldest daughter married off, the second son went to the army, and if the third son did not inherit the Li family's business, it would be the end.

Li Cunyi understood, just like what his mother said, Li Cunzhong still had a grudge in his heart after all, he felt that he was not from the Li family, and he was unwilling to touch the Li family's career, but chose to inherit his biological father's career.

On the day Li Cunzhong went to the military academy, Li Cunyi was at the school, so he didn't go to see him off, and the other party didn't ask about him.

The relationship between the two is vaguely ambiguous, and they seem to be more distant than others, but Li Cunyi knows that as the time between the two separates, this relationship will soon disappear and there will be nothing left. Will be even more estranged than brothers.

Time passed like this, Li Cunyi also went to high school, and became much calmer, because his excellence attracted many people's pursuit, and there was even a boy among them.

Li Cunyi was very surprised at the time, but he didn't reject girls as straightforwardly as usual. Instead, he asked the boy, "Aren't you afraid that I will laugh at you?"

"I'm afraid, but I may not be able to see you in the future. I can pretend that I don't hear your ridicule, but if I succeed, then I will be glad that I confessed my love to you today."

The other party replied like this, Li Cunyi suddenly realized that at that moment, he actually had the urge to run home, but the next moment he thought that that person was no longer at home.

His heart went cold again.

"How to let you meet me, at my most beautiful moment, for this, I have prayed to the Buddha for 500 years, and begged him to let us form a relationship."

The voice of the female teacher rang slowly in her ears, she seemed to like this poem very much, and she read it long and far away, as if it contained many unfinished words.

Li Cunyi looked at the fallen leaves outside the window, feeling empty in his heart.

He was thinking about someone, thinking wildly, but no one knew.

When he returned home on the Mid-Autumn Festival, he thought he was dazzled when he opened the door.

The man stood in front of him like this, just as he had remembered, but upon closer inspection, it was different, taller, stronger, darker, and his eyes were more composed.

"Mom, Cunyi is back." The other party's voice was deep and powerful, as if he was an adult.

"……Um."

Li Cunyi responded, pretending to put down his bag calmly, and went to the table to drink water, but the other party offered to hand him a glass of juice.

"Thank you." Li Cunyi said subconsciously.

Li Cunzhong's movements paused, and he said "um".

Distance, estrangement, Li Cunyi deeply felt those things he expected.

After the dinner, Mrs. Li took her eldest son and asked him about his plans after graduation. Tears came down when he said that.

Li Cunyi's heart skipped a beat when he heard his brother say that he would join the army after graduation.

Before going to bed at night, Li Cunyi asked his mother how many days his brother would stay this time, and his mother said three days.

Li Cunyi sat in his room in a daze for a while, then there was a knock on the door, it was Li Cunzhong.

The two stood in front of the door and looked at each other. They didn't speak for a long time, and finally Li Cunyi broke the silence, "What's the matter?"

Li Cunzhong looked at him and said, "You have grown taller."

"Well, you're tall too."

Then there was another silence, Li Cunzhong's lips moved, as if he wanted to say something, but in the end he turned around under Li Cunyi's burning gaze, "It's okay..."

He didn't go far because Li Cunyi took his hand.

"elder brother."

"..."

Li Cunzhong looked back at him, Li Cunyi immediately let go of his hand, "...come in and talk."

So Li Cunzhong went in, and the two stood opposite each other in silence.

"You're in freshman year, right?"

"Ah."

Li Cunzhong glanced at his desk and saw a pile of thick materials, "Are you nervous about studying?"

"good."

"Is there a target university?"

"Yes, H is big."

"Good."

The two were silent for a while, and Li Cunyi mustered up the courage to start the conversation, and said with a smile, "Brother, do you know? Many people confessed to me when I was in high school."

Li Cunzhong was silent for a moment, and then gave a low "um".

"It's not just girls..."

"..."

Li Cunzhong suddenly looked up at him, Li Cunyi's heart skipped a beat, but he continued to speak as if nothing had happened.

"He also said that he would regret it later if he didn't tell me..."

"You'll regret it too."

Li Cunzhong interrupted him, Li Cunyi stared at the table, his smile gradually cooled down.

"How do you know I'll regret it?"

"..."

"I have my own life, I have my own choices, even if it's not you, it will be someone else in the future!"

"..."

After Li Cunyi finished speaking, he regretted it, but when he looked up and saw Li Cunzhong's unsurprised expression, he suddenly felt happy.

"You know, you've always known it, but you act as if you don't know it, look at me like a fool..."

Li Cunyi slowly knelt down and buried his face, his deep voice was full of sadness.

Li Cunzhong half-kneeled in front of him, lifted his head from his knees, his pupils shrank when he saw the tears on that face.

"Cunyi..."

"..."

Li Cunyi's eyes widened in shock, and the soft touch on his lips let him know that this was not an illusion.

"Don't cry."

Li Cunzhong hugged him and whispered in his ear.

Li Cunyi's tears flowed down again, but he was full of joy.

That night Li Cunyi had a dream. In the dream, he saw Li Cunzhong for the first time. At that time, Li Cunzhong didn't lose his parents, and he could laugh and kiss his forehead and face.

Early the next morning, Li Cunyi went downstairs full of expectations but did not see Li Cunzhong.

"It seems that there is something urgent. He left last night. Didn't he tell you?"

"..."

Li Cunyi smiled blankly, "No, he didn't tell me."

Later, when Chao Tian asked about this matter, Li Cunyi only told him that he wrote a love letter to Li Cunzhong, but it was not true, but he confessed it face to face, crying, and that person kissed him, and he thought that person was the same I like him, but I really don't.

He coaxed him only because he didn't want to cry. That kiss was bought by his tears and his dignity.

That's too shameful, Li Cunyi will never tell anyone else about it in his life.

Until that person appeared in front of him again after several years, when his heart was beating again, he knew that he would not have a long memory again.

This time, however, that person did not disappoint him.

"Stay with me, I will never leave you again, never again."

"..."

"I kissed you that time not because I coaxed you, but because I didn't hold back, Cunyi, I don't want to see you cry, not even once."

"..."

"Cunyi..."

"……it is good."