Those who come out to mess around always have to pay back

Rong An once had someone he loved very much---his boyfriend.

However, that was before he went to the countryside to teach.

Along with him, there were two classmates who were assigned to support teaching in Feixiang, a boy and a girl, both of whom were very fashionable.

Life in the countryside is very hard, the rural areas are remote, and the electricity is cut off from time to time. It takes two hours to go to the market by bullock cart. This is a small village in a small mountain depression, but Rong An likes this kind of life where the sun rises and the sun sets. , calm and down-to-earth.

On the third day of teaching in Feixiang, one of the male students went back, and two days later, the female students also went back. The head of the township, holding a worn-out cigarette bag, squatted on the muddy gravel road and watched the ox cart go away, feeling bored. He smoked a cigarette silently.

Fei Township is really too poor, and all the villagers who can be promising have sent their children out, and there are some old people and young and middle-aged people who don't want to leave their hometown and live in their hometowns, and no one wants to stay.

Rong An stood on the side of the road for a while, then walked over to help the village chief get up, "Let's go."

The township head's surprised eyes and the children's adoring and admiring eyes made him unable to let go of the sense of responsibility in his chest, and left as gracefully as those two classmates.

The night in Feixiang was very quiet, and the lights in the residences around eight o'clock were all turned off.

The place where Rong An lived was not far away, but it was very secluded. A lotus pond was dug in the front yard, and there was a faint fragrance of flowers blowing in the night wind.Mosquitoes are smoked in the house, and there is a big bright yellow poached egg in the evening meal. He can even imagine that every morning, neatly tied bunches of wild flowers and a few fruits will be placed in front of the door. , It was sent by the students who supported the teaching.

Probably the only downside is that there is no signal in the mountains, it is difficult to make calls, and the incoming calls are not smooth intermittently. Rong An tried to send a message but there was no response. The expensive and special white mobile phone was thrown into the pile of clothes, and I never thought of it again.

In the morning, it was the second girl from the village chief's family who delivered the meal to Rong An, a girl with a sweet smile and two big black braids.

She doesn't speak Mandarin, and she has a strong local accent, but every time Rong An taught her, she was very excited, and then every time the food was delivered, she called him in that blunt and unprofessional Mandarin, "It's time to eat!"

The second girl is quite young, at least in Rong An's view, a girl who is not yet satisfied is really quite young.

But in the countryside, it is common for people to get married at the age of seventeen or eighteen, so even though the second girl is not old, she already has Mu Shaoai's careful thoughts. Every time the meal is delivered, is it secretly hiding a few pieces of meat under the vegetables? , Just laying an egg on top of the vegetables, occasionally taking advantage of Rong An's inattention, washing his clothes and helping him mend them, and then watching him silently outside Rong An's teaching classroom.

At that time, Rong An thought that with such a long life, Fei Township might not be the place where he would rest forever.

As everyone knows, the world outside Fei Township has already been turned upside down by someone.

Geng Xin has not slept well for more than half a month. When he gets up every day, there is no one he is familiar with next to the bed, and there is no one in the kitchen who worries about his stomach and wakes up early to cook porridge for him. The furnishings are still so familiar, and the picture books that the man likes in the study are still on the table, but this is no longer a place for him to sleep peacefully.

Geng Xin sat by the bed and looked at the empty side of the closet, feeling that his heart was empty.

In fact, he doesn't like to quarrel with Rong An, he is a man who can only keep silent even when quarreling, he is not good at words, but he will take practical actions to care for him and tolerate him.

But that day, he was so angry, knowing that Rong An would never be able to bear such a topic, he still used this topic to provoke him mercilessly, and even used some fierce words to humiliate him.

I still remember Rong An's pale and bloodless face at that time, silently looking at himself with those clear eyes, and asking stubbornly, is this how you always look at me?

At that time, he was so angry that he had already broken the jar and couldn't get down the steps, so he asked back without reason with such stern eyes, don't you think so?

Mingming was dying of regret in his heart, and wished so much for him to refute resolutely, but in the end he just watched him smile miserably and walk away, just like the way he chose to leave temporarily after every quarrel to give the other party a cooling time and space.

A person like Geng Xin who grew up with a golden spoon in his mouth naturally couldn't understand Rong An's mood. He regretted his unscrupulous words, but he never tried to redeem anything. Maybe he fell in love first. Losing, Rong An has always been such a tolerant temperament, so Geng Xin only thought that Rong An would come back in a few days, and then he would be able to reconcile as before if he was soft.

Unbeknownst to him, when he came back from a business trip for a few days, the closet was mostly empty. Rong An took away all his personal belongings, except for a few that he gave to him, everything that could be taken away seemed to be taken away. , nothing left.

There was only a note left on the bedside table, and I left.

At that time, Rong An had already packed his luggage and went to Feixiang, so Geng Xin naturally couldn't contact him.

As a result, Geng Xin went crazy, especially when he found out that Rong An went to the countryside to support education and didn't know when he would return, he was already on the verge of collapse.

Many years later, Geng Xin evaluated himself in this way.

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I am proud all my life, but I never thought that someone would be the pride of my life, not my child, my career, he is my lover.

I have a person who loves me very much, he said he will love me forever, he makes me proud and complacent, invincible in the world.

But I forgot to ask, you said you love me forever, is this life or the next life?

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After traveling for several months, Geng Xin found Rong An's house in Fei Township alone.

The door opened, and Rong An stood at the door.

Geng Xin asked him, "If I apologized to you, wouldn't you forgive me?"

"I have never lowered my head in the past 20 years, but I want to admit my mistake to you."

"I know I'm complacent, I'm lawless, and I'm not good to you, at least not as good as you are to me."

"I don't know how to say it to be sincere, but if you want to leave next time..."

"Please take me with you."

Rong An's eyes widened, and he slowly returned to normal. He glanced at Geng Xin's body, and let out an inexplicable oh.

There was no tears of joy, no tears of emotion, and his expression became pale, but Geng Xin was glad that everything was still in time.

Love, that is, Geng Xin ran to Fei Xiang to save him with a look of embarrassment, but Rong An looked disgusted in his eyes, but couldn't bear to say a word of tolerance from him after all.

The author has something to say: -----end! ------I won't say anything passionate, I wish you all a good time watching.See you in the next article.