those years when i was a superstar

The Story of Zheng Guo and Magnolia

80s, the early stage of reform and opening up.Zheng Si's father, Zheng Guo followed the trend of the times, and went to work in the southern city of City A with his first wife Bai Yulan.

But in fact, strictly speaking, Bai Yulan is not Zheng Guo's legitimate wife.Zheng Guo and Bai Yulan both come from remote small villages in the south.At that time, obtaining a marriage certificate was not popular in rural areas in the south.

The newlyweds hold a wedding ceremony, a big red cup, a suit of decent clothes, and a simple banquet, and the couple is officially married.

Zheng Guo is a traditional rural man. He has not studied for a few years, and he is not handsome. He has a typical Chinese character face, which gives people a simple and simple feeling.But Zheng Guosheng is tall, and he is barely the most handsome among his peers who are crooked.It is precisely because of this that he was lucky enough to marry the most beautiful girl in several nearby villages, Bai Yulan.

Zheng Guo felt that the happiest moment in his life was when he married Bai Yulan.

In order to let his beautiful daughter-in-law live a better life, Zheng Guo followed the advice of his fellow countrymen and resolutely took his new wife to City A.

But what can an ordinary person who has not studied for a few years and has no talent do?

Zheng Guo wanted to work in a factory, but at that time factory work was a hot topic, even if he robbed his head, it was difficult to enter the factory.Zheng Guo once asked his fellow countrymen to help him find a job, but in the end he was cheated out of his savings.

Zheng Guo is an honest man, he can't imitate the flamboyance of the people in the city.He tried his best to find a place in City A, but found that even earning a living was very difficult.

In the end, Zheng Guo could only rely on odd jobs on the construction site to make ends meet.But at this time, Bai Yulan was pregnant with Zheng Si.The already difficult life is even worse.

Zheng Guo gritted his teeth, and brought Bai Yulan back to the small village in a state of embarrassment.

But how could Magnolia, who had already seen the colorful world outside, be willing to stay in the narrow village.Not long after Zheng Si was born, Bai Yulan refused to stay in the village.She cried, made trouble and hanged herself three times, insisting on following her little sister to the city to make a living.

Zheng Guo can't trouble her.In Zheng Guo's view, being able to marry such a beautiful daughter-in-law is his life's luck.Zheng Guo held the Magnolia in his hands wantonly, afraid of falling and holding it in his mouth, afraid of melting, and he didn't dare to disobey her wishes.

Since Bai Yulan wants to go to the city, let her do it.Zheng Guo thought that he and Bai Yulan were married and gave birth to a chubby little boy.Bai Yulan has been his daughter-in-law all her life, and she can't escape no matter what.Just let her go to the city, and she will go home when she is tired.

But Zheng Guo didn't know that Bai Yulan didn't want to come back at all.This departure is like a bird that has been released, it is difficult to find it.

At that time, Zheng Si was still young, and it was the time when he needed someone to take care of him.Zheng Guo couldn't bear the loneliness of his chubby boy, so he decided to stay in the village and wait for Bai Yulan to come back.

It's been a long time since Bai Yulan left without hearing from her.Until the little Zheng Si learned to walk and speak, he didn't even know that he had a mother.

When Zheng Si was two years old, Bai Yulan finally returned to the village.At that time, she was so depressed that she seemed to have become another person, and Zheng Guo was very heartbroken by her haggard appearance.Zheng Guo didn't know what Bai Yulan had experienced outside.No matter how much he asked, Bai Yulan just kept silent.

A few days later, Bai Yulan decided to leave the village again, taking most of Zheng Guo's savings with her before she left.

Zheng Guo looked at the poor little Zheng Si.My chubby boy has lost his mother's warmth since he was a child, even if Bai Yulan comes home, he doesn't want to look at him more.

Zheng Si gritted his teeth again, and took Xiao Zheng Si out to look for Magnolia.He heard from fellow villagers that Bai Yulai was still staying in City A, so he took the rest of his savings and went to City A.

Having learned the lesson from last time, Zheng Guo opened a breakfast stall in City A.Working from dawn to dusk every day earns more than working in the village.Unfortunately, he still has no news of finding Magnolia in City A.

It was Magnolia who contacted Zheng Guo on the initiative, probably because the stolen money had been spent, and Magnolia still looked down and out.

Seeing that Zheng Guo was living a prosperous life, Bai Yulan gradually returned to Zheng Guo's side.She also put away her restless heart and ran the breakfast stall with Zheng Guo.

The days when the husband and wife worked together was the happiest time in Zheng Guoda's life.It's a pity that the good times didn't last long, and Bai Yulan still couldn't bear these ordinary days. She once again swept away Zheng Guo's savings and disappeared without a trace.

In Bai Yulan's heart, she didn't care about the existence of Zheng Guo and Xiao Zheng Si at all.She and Zheng Guo were not husband and wife in the first place, and it was already a matter of benevolence to give birth to a son for him.

Bai Yulan left without any guilt, but Zheng Guo was still willing to wait for her to come back.

Ever since Zheng Si could remember, he knew that he had a very good father, but he didn't have a mother.There was only one Aunt Lan who begged her father for money every now and then.

Zheng Guo pointed to Bai Yulan and Xiao Zhengsi and said: This is your mother, you should call him mother.

Xiao Zheng Si looked at Bai Yulan bitterly, this was not his mother!The other children's mothers are gentle and charming, but the woman in front of him is like a ghost, every time she comes to his house, she will plunder everything in the house.

Bai Yulan still came to Zheng Guo's home every time when she was down, and then took away Zheng Guo's only savings...Zheng Guo has never been clear about what kind of work Bai Yulan is doing outside.He only knew that Magnolia was his wife.When his wife needs him, he can only have no complaints.

It is undeniable that Zheng Guo is a good man.But Bai Yulan is not a good woman.

Magnolia's plunder continued until Zheng Si was six years old.One day, Zheng Si suddenly discovered that he hadn't seen Aunt Lan for a long time.

Magnolia disappeared again...

Because of the disappearance of Magnolia, Zheng Guo became more and more silent.About half a year later, Magnolia brought back a newborn boy.That is, later Cao Kun.

Bai Yulan handed Xiao Cao Kun to Zheng Guo and left again.Bai Yulan is not a good mother, no matter for Zheng Si or Cao Kun.She played irresponsibility to the fullest.

Zheng Guo is a good husband and a good father. He was like a towering tree when Zheng Si and Cao Kun were growing up, supporting their heaven and earth and protecting them from wind and rain.

Zheng Si respected and loved his father, and he always hated this woman who hurt his beloved father time and time again.

Zheng Si saw Magnolia again at Zheng Guo's funeral.At that time, Cao Kun had just turned ten years old, and Zheng Guo was sick from overwork...

Bai Yulan suddenly brought Cao Jinshan to the funeral, and shamelessly snatched Cao Kun away.The reason is that Cao Kun is the only son of Cao Jinshan.

When Zheng Si grew up, he once thought that if it weren't for Bai Yulan and Cao Jinshan's doting on Cao Kun, his lovely younger brother would not have turned into a playboy.

Zheng Si once asked Zheng Guo if he hated Magnolia,

Zheng Guo replied that he did not hate.If you want to blame, you can only blame yourself for marrying a beautiful daughter-in-law but not being able to guard her.

Zheng Guo does not hate, but Zheng Si hates.

It was later that Zheng Si found out that after leaving the small village, Bai Yulan hitched a ride with Cao Jinshan.At that time, Cao Jinshan was still an unknown small businessman, and he failed several times in business.But every time, Magnolia can always come up with a new sum of money to support his career.

Among Cao Jinshan's success stories, what he is most grateful for is his wife Bai Yulan.

So who should Magnolia thank?Is it Zheng Guo who is willing to raise other people's sons for her?

Sometimes things like guilt and regret will gradually soak into my heart over time, and then become a lingering nightmare.Bai Yulan owed Zheng Guo her whole life, and she finally had a miraculous day when her conscience was discovered.

Now that Zheng Guo is no longer around, the object of her guilt has shifted to Zheng Si.

When Zheng Si graduated from university, Bai Yulan assisted him to enter the entertainment circle at Zheng Si's request.Fortunately, Zheng Si inherited Magnolia's good looks and Zheng Guo's tall figure, and he was very popular in the entertainment circle for a while.

At that time, Zheng Si thought that as long as he stood on a higher and more prestigious place, he could overlook the Magnolia and Cao Jinshan...

It's a pity that Cao Jinshan's flipping hands is the wind and rain.He couldn't tolerate the existence of Zheng Si, and even had the desire to kill him.

Just ask, which man can bear the bastard of his wife and other men dangling in front of his eyes.Cao Jinshan asked himself that he didn't have the tolerance.

Cao Jinshan deliberately arranged an accident on Zheng Si's filming scene, deliberately murdering his life.After that, there were also various entanglements about Zheng Si and Li Jinyi.

Zheng Si tried his best and desperately wanted to stand at the top of the entertainment industry, just to look down on the two people who had hurt him, just to make them feel regretful.

It wasn't until later that Zheng Si learned that people without conscience will never regret it.And everything he sits on, for some reason...

Zheng Si finally understood that he climbed up desperately, but in the end he became the person he hated the most.He is also tired...

(/(ㄒoㄒ)/~~ I feel sorry for Zheng Guo...)

If it is said that Bai Yulan loves her son deeply, Zheng Si will never believe it.In Zheng Si's view, the care and love Bai Yulan showed when he became an adult was just to make up for the guilt he felt towards Zheng Guo and Zheng Si.

The guilt towards Zheng Guo will become an eternal nightmare entangled in Bai Yulan's heart.

Up to now, Zheng Si's address for Bai Yulan is still alienated: Aunt Lan.