This parent is a bit cold

When she didn't get a response, Gu Ruoqing was so anxious that if she could, she even wanted to knock on the door.

Because he was afraid of confusing the keys, Cheng Siyan replaced the door of each room in the villa with a fingerprint combination lock. Gu Ruoqing calmed down and felt that Ling Mo should know how to unlock it.

She hastily took out her cell phone, and just as she was about to make a call, the bathroom door opened.

Cheng Siyan supported the door frame, wrapped in a towel, and stood a little weakly.

Her face was rosy, with water droplets between her brows, and she seemed to be panting lightly with every breath.

"I heard you calling me." She leaned against her, and the distance between them was only [-] centimeters. Although Gu Ruoqing instinctively took a step back, she didn't go far.

"Then why don't you answer me?" Gu Ruoqing felt cold sweat on his back at this moment, and that kind of frightened fear was worse than what happened back then.

"I want to speak out, but I don't have the strength."

"You shouldn't be taking a bath after drinking so much."

"I will fall in the shower, and there is no one to support me, so I can only take a bath." Cheng Siyan leaned forward slightly with a bit of coquettish resentment, some messy long hair hanging down on his thin shoulders, sexy The outline of the clavicle is naturally exposed, which is admirable.

Xu Shi had just finished taking a bath, and there was no smell of smoke around her, but a faint fragrance of bathing.

The smell that disgusted Gu Ruoqing had completely disappeared, only the disturbing and confusing smell aggravated her heartbeat.

Cheng Siyan tried to move forward, but Gu Ruoqing clenched his fists nervously, unable to move his legs no matter what.Her breathing was out of rhythm, she nodded and lowered her eyebrows, not daring to look directly at Cheng Siyan.

"You should go to rest."

"You dare not look at me." Cheng Siyan's tone was almost affirmative. Seeing Gu Ruoqing's guilty and avoiding eyes, she smiled, "What are you afraid of?"

"I'm not afraid, you're still drunk, you'll feel better if you sleep."

The corners of Cheng Siyan's lips elongated: "It's impolite to speak without looking people in the eye."

"You'd better talk less and go rest, I'm leaving soon." Gu Ruoqing kept bowing his head.

"Go? It's raining so much outside, where are you going?"

"Then I can't..."

Before he finished speaking, Cheng Siyan suddenly took her hand and placed it on his chest. Gu Ruoqing's eyes widened and he tried to struggle. Cheng Siyan held her hand even tighter, and the distance between them was ten centimeters closer.

Gu Ruoqing could even feel her hand touching Cheng Siyan's soft spot, she was startled and ashamed, and instinctively wanted to run away.

"Let me go." She frowned, unable to exert any strength.

"If I don't let go, will you push me away?" Cheng Siyan boldly moved forward to test, Shen Yin said, "Ruoqing, do you feel my heart beating?" She grabbed Gu Ruoqing's hand tightly and stroked it to her heart.

Gu Ruoqing closed her eyes tightly, not daring to open them, not daring to look at Cheng Siyan.

Why can't you refuse?

"At least give yourself a chance, give me a chance, okay?"

Gu Ruoqing's limbs were stiff and unable to move, but he suddenly remembered the man's face, his own experiences and encounters, and the darkness that enveloped him...

Her lips turned pale in an instant, and her whole body began to tremble uncontrollably, as if she had been greatly frightened.

"Don't touch me." The voice was as cold as ice but trembling. These words made Cheng Siyan's heart fall into the ice cellar, and she was a little sober from the alcohol. She could feel Gu Ruoqing's pain and struggle.

"Does it disgust you so much that I'm close to you?"

Gu Ruoqing shook his head.

"You hate me that much? Don't want to see me, don't want me to approach you, don't you feel anything about me?" At this point, Cheng Siyan simply said everything, "It's okay, I like you is my business , it’s just that I haven’t reached the last step, I’m not reconciled, I don’t want to give up, if my feelings for you cause you trouble and burden, I can leave and stay far away from you, but is this really what you want?”

One sentence at a time stabbed at Gu Ruoqing's heart like Ling Chi, she couldn't even answer "no" decisively.

Although Cheng Siyan pressed her every step of the way, he wanted her to face her heart directly.Gu Ruoqing had to admit that she was moved.

The silence made Cheng Siyan bolder, and she took the opportunity to ask, "Why don't we try?"

"Try what?"

"I've thought about it for a long time, and I've also communicated with Ji Ming, why you can only accept her physical contact, and you can't let others get close."

Gu Ruoqing lowered her eyes, she was the first person who hugged Ji Ming when she was born, she watched Ji Ming grow up, and they were inseparable since childhood.

More importantly, their common experiences have deepened their bond with each other.

That is the secret hidden in their hearts. Over the years, the two tacitly no longer mention it, but they always know each other best.

Only Ji Ming can make Gu Ruoqing feel safe.

Now it is very difficult for her to accept a stranger who has no blood relationship.

If it was so easy to do, she would have tried it when her heart was touched.

Cheng Siyan sighed softly: "Perhaps you think we have known each other for a short time and get along less, but you don't even give me a chance to get along with you, so how can you get close to me? You and Ji Ming are blood relatives, but you won't become each other's My partner, especially Ji Ming has a daughter and Momo, what do you want? Are you really going to die alone?"

"It's not impossible."

Loneliness is always the future that Gu Ruoqing could foresee, she was never afraid of it.

But recently, her sense of loneliness has intensified, especially when night falls, and she feels that she is the only one left in the world.

She is also very clear that in this life, the only one who can accompany her to grow old is her partner.Even if she and her sister rely on each other, they don't have the sense of security and dependence that a lover can give.

She needs the kind of person who can let her guard down and open her arms to release tenderness and warmth.

Gu Ruoqing thought a lot while staying silent.

"Ruoqing, why don't we make a bet." Seeing that her attitude had softened and was not so firm, Cheng Siyan changed his strategy.

"bet?"

The corners of Cheng Siyan's lips raised slightly, and he raised his hand to stroke his long hair at the sideburns, "Don't you like the smell of cigarettes? I can quit smoking."

A trace of surprise flashed in Gu Ruoqing's eyes: "You are such a smoker, can you quit?"

"What if I can quit?"

"I don't believe it." As much as Gu Ruoqing was addicted to alcohol, Cheng Siyan loved cigarettes as much. She knew the feeling of being dependent on alcohol and drinking too much, so she understood Cheng Siyan's obsession with cigarettes.

How easy is it to get rid of smoking addiction and quit completely?

"You live with me, I will definitely quit."

"Why should I live with you?" Gu Ruoqing felt dizzy, went around and returned to the original point, always feeling that Cheng Siyan was setting her up.

"How can I be motivated when you are not here? Although quitting smoking is not as painful as quitting du, it is something I have relied on for many years. I am very addicted. You have the heart to let me be alone in a lonely and cold night, so pitiful?"

The sound of rain outside the window was still beating against the glass wantonly, and Cheng Siyan was so charming at this moment, making her already blushing face even more enchanting.

"Are you okay? Ruoqing." She acted coquettishly, and Gu Ruoqing blushed instantly, hesitating and hawing, not knowing what to say.

"How old are you..." Gu Ruoqing always felt that she was intoxicated by alcohol, "Go back to your room and sleep, and we'll talk about it tomorrow."

"I have a memory, let's talk about it tomorrow, what if you don't admit it?"

"Am I the kind of person who cheats?"

"Oh, you promised me, well, I can go to bed."

"you???"

etc!When did she agree to Cheng Siyan?Gu Ruoqing was caught in the loop, somehow catering to every word of Cheng Siyan.

"I don't care, you promised me, you will move in with me tomorrow, and I'll go to sleep."

"I do not..."

"Don't listen, don't listen, Wang Ba recites the scriptures."

"Cheng Siyan!" Gu Ruoqing stomped her feet angrily, but she obviously didn't agree.

Cheng Siyan yawned sleepily, and walked towards the bedroom. The moment she turned around, she flicked her pinky lightly, and the towel slowly slipped off her body, exposing her smooth and white back.

"You..." Gu Ruoqing hurriedly picked up the bath towel, wanted to go up and help her put it on, but felt something was wrong, and stopped just as she approached Cheng Siyan's back.

As if a heat wave was hitting her brain, and then covered her whole body, Gu Ruoqing slowly lowered her hand holding the towel to avoid facing Cheng Siyan's body.

"You, go to sleep now."

"Eh? Are you hot or blushing, even your ears..."

"Shut up!" Gu Ruoqing wanted to seal Cheng Siyan's mouth.

"Oh! Okay, I'll shut up." Cheng Siyan smirked and made a gesture of sealing his mouth. Gu Ruoqing was so angry that he closed his eyes, but there was nothing he could do.

"Anyway, you promised me, don't play tricks." Cheng Siyan was really sleepy, she lay down under the blanket, and tried to keep her eyes open to stare at Gu Ruoqing, she was unwilling to miss every moment of being alone.

"How about you sleep with me? I swear I will never touch you."

Gu Ruoqing ignored her, Cheng Siyan's eyes were already half-closed.

"This bed is very big, can it be a [-]-fold?"

Gu Ruoqing was silent.

"Then...one person sleeps on one head?"

"I sleep very honestly..."

Gu Ruoqing looked at her quietly.

"I don't snore, I don't grind my teeth, and I don't turn the quilt..."

"I've been sleeping alone for so many years... I don't know how to sleep with...others..."

She wants to say that she still doesn't know what it's like to sleep with other people, and she has never experienced being so close to people.It's a pity that Gu Ruoqing didn't hear clearly, and the last words became vague.

Cheng Siyan didn't know when he fell asleep, he only knew that the memory stayed on Gu Ruoqing's face.

That inexplicable and complicated gaze is mixed with helplessness, hesitation, and expectation.

Cheng Siyan didn't know whether Gu Ruoqing, who was surrounded by many thoughts, was moved by him.

Anyway, she promised herself to live here, get along day and night, and give each other a chance.

Cheng Siyan planned to rely on her, but she didn't believe that Gu Ruoqing could escape from her grasp.

The author has something to say: Happy Holidays!I've been a bit busy recently and there are many situations. I don't know if it's because I'm not acclimatized to the climate in Nanjing, my face is allergic, the corners of my mouth are blistered, and I'm still a big aunt, woo woo woo...

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