This parent is a bit cold

At one o'clock in the morning, Tianhai became lively because of a thunderstorm.The sound of rain hitting the glass was quite rhythmic. The rain fell obliquely along the glass, blurring the lights in the distance, but it reflected Gu Ruoqing's face very clearly.

There was lightning and thunder outside, Gu Ruoqing drank the last cup, but still didn't feel sleepy.

The sound of rain disturbed her thoughts, just like Cheng Siyan who disturbed her heart, always broke into her mind when she was caught off guard.

In the past few days, she has become more and more addicted to drinking. Without the paralysis of alcohol, she would think wildly, but when she was really drunk, her heart was even more turbulent, and her inner feelings would be magnified several times.

Who says wine can soothe your sorrows?In the past, in order to numb myself, I wanted to make myself drunk, but now the more I drink, the more sober I become.

Why bother?A voice sounded in her heart, since she decided to be single for the rest of her life, she should not harm anyone.

Just like the previous way of dealing with it, use coolness and unfeeling to crush other people's enthusiasm.

If it doesn't work, give it to time, she believes Cheng Siyan will let it go.

Whether it's momentary confusion or determination of mind, Gu Ruoqing doesn't want to go any further.

However, she is divorced.

Whenever he wanted to turn around and run away, Gu Ruoqing would think of Cheng Siyan's divorce certificate.

I heard that Cheng Siyan paid a high price for a successful divorce. She didn't know what the price was, but only heard bits and pieces of information from Ling Mo.

A flash of lightning pierced the sky, and the muffled thunder accompanied by heavy rain poured the earth mercilessly.The empty bottle on the side had run out of alcohol, but Gu Ruoqing's addiction to alcohol had not been eliminated.

What's going on?She seems to be more dependent on alcohol.

Alcohol may be the sobriety in the world.

The more you drink, the more sober you become.

Gu Ruoqing was sitting by the bay window, when the phone suddenly made a "buzzing" sound and vibrated rapidly.

Gu Ruoqing glanced at the unsaved familiar number, and at a glance, he knew it was Cheng Siyan.

At this point, why would she still call herself?

Without hesitation, Gu Ruoqing picked it up directly: "Hello?"

"I'm at the bar on Thirteenth Street, come and pick me up."

Cheng Siyan couldn't straighten his tongue when he spoke, as if he had been drinking.

"It's inconvenient for me to drive after drinking. It's raining so hard. You should take a taxi or call a substitute driver." Gu Ruoqing said without thinking.

"Why are you so quick to reject someone?"

Gu Ruoqing was silent for a moment, there was noise and footsteps coming from the phone from time to time, and soon he heard the sound of pattering rain, "Go back early."

She didn't know what to say.

"I want to see you."

Cheng Siyan always liked to say this to her.

"You don't want to see me at all?" She asked again.

Gu Ruoqing paused, and replied, "There's nothing to see." But after saying this, her heart ached.

"Wow, you let me... let me... a single young woman live on the street in the rainstorm, it's too... too... cruel." Cheng Siyan was a little slurred, and was on the verge of drunkenness.

"I can't drive a car, and I can't take care of you. There's nothing I can do. Why don't you call Momo." She couldn't even get close to Cheng Siyan, and even if she went, she couldn't help her, take care of her, and it was meaningless to agree to this request.

"Well...but I just wanted to find you..."

"Don't make trouble."

"I didn't make trouble, my heart has long been messed up because of you, you know that I seldom drink before?"

Gu Ruoqing remained silent, Cheng Siyan took one step forward, she took two steps back, Cheng Siyan expressed a little more, she didn't say a word.

One of them is addicted to alcohol, the other is fond of smoking, but they don't like each other's preferences.

If this stalemate continues, it will only end endlessly, and it is a lie to say that you are not worried.

Drunk in the bar late at night, and it's raining heavily, can Cheng Siyan take care of himself?

Gu Ruoqing looked at the rainwater coming from the window, and his heart softened.

"Where are you?"

"I'm standing right in front of the bar on Thirteenth Street." Cheng Siyan was overwhelmed with surprise, and became articulate in an instant, his tone full of joy.

"Well, I see, you can wait over there."

"Yeah."

Gu Ruoqing hung up the phone, changed clothes, took an umbrella, and walked to Ji Ming's house.

In order to take care of each other conveniently, she bought a suite nearby.She can get close to Ji Ming, or not bother her.

Ji Ming always wanted her to live with her, but Gu Ruoqing didn't want to eat dog food, and preferred to be quiet.

Cheng Siyan never got drunk, and usually a group of sisters and rich wives invited her to a bar or a disco, but she always refused.For her, the company of cigarettes is enough. She doesn't like the feeling of alcohol burning her throat, and she doesn't like the feeling of being controlled by alcohol.

She hopes that she is sober all the time, the stimulation of alcohol is only temporary, and she has to face everything in reality again when she wakes up.

Cigarettes are different. You can control how much you smoke or how little you smoke. It will not make people greedy like wine, nor will it destroy thinking and magnify thoughts.

She'd always hated drunks, and people who pretended to be crazy.

I have met the kind of people who used alcohol to express their wildness, and the most memorable time was in the United States.

Because the hotel she was staying in was near a bar, she went in curiously to have a look, and was accosted by several women, one of whom followed her back to the hotel entangled.

Because of the chaotic female-female relationship and various uncomfortable behaviors, Cheng Siyan developed prejudice and resistance to homosexuality.The so-called homophobia may have started at that time.

But also because of this incident, she thought of her best friend in college, a girl who gave her all the tenderness and care.

But the girl never said a word of liking to her from the beginning to the end. Two years after graduation, the girl got married. Before the wedding ceremony, she hugged Cheng Siyan tightly and said that if Cheng Siyan took her away, she would definitely give up everything, including the marriage.

But Cheng Siyan didn't understand what she meant, and even thought she was just emotional and sad for a while, and she was a little afraid of marriage.

"Stop making trouble, you will be happy." She said this at the time.

After the girl listened, with tears in her eyes, she went to complete her mission of marriage.

From her bitter smile, Cheng Siyan did not see the word happiness.

Later, the girl immigrated and did not tell Cheng Siyan where she had gone, so the two lost contact.

How many years?Cheng Siyan couldn't remember clearly, but every time she went abroad, she would always think about which country she would be in.

It was the first time he came into contact with homosexuality in the same bar, and seeing the lustful eyes they looked at each other, Cheng Siyan suddenly realized.

Perhaps at the beginning, the girl really expected something other than friendship from herself.

However, as fate would have it, Cheng Siyan never thought he would be gay, nor was he attracted to women.

At the age of 40, I met Gu Ruoqing.

The heart wandered for so long, and was suddenly bound by a person.This feeling is very subtle.

Cheng Siyan loved to play and love freedom when she was young, and nothing could tie her heart. Maybe the girl saw this and didn't express her heart.

Cheng Siyan thought that she would be casual for the rest of her life, but now she couldn't do it.

Her heart is not under her control at all, she always misses Gu Ruoqing, and misses her more and more.

Under the eaves of the bar, Cheng Siyan folded her arms. Her friend offered to take her back, but she refused. Even the bar owner wanted to arrange a car for her, but she refused.

Come to hang out with acquaintances, who would dare to strike up a conversation and embarrass her?The boss takes care of her personally, and the group of girlfriends takes good care of her.

She just gave herself a reason, an excuse to contact Gu Ruoqing.

The rainy night made Cheng Siyan's gaze blurred, and there was a mist in the distance. At some point, a car would come and bring the Gu Ruoqing she wanted to see.

They smoked out the cigarettes one by one, but no one arrived.

It took a long time for a car to appear on the street in the middle of the night, and the headlights would always blind Cheng Siyan.

Will she not come?

Cheng Siyan, who had always been self-confident, fell into self-doubt.

She can always control the situation, except for this matter, be careful every step of the way.

"Dididi!" The sound of a car horn in the distance pulled her back from her thoughts.

She couldn't see the license plate and color clearly, but felt that the car was slowing down, as if calling herself.

Is it Ruoqing?

Cheng Siyan looked happy, but when the car got closer and saw the license plate and color clearly, her smile froze on her face.

The car window opened, and it was Ling Mo's face.

"Get in the car and go back."

"Okay, Gu Ruoqing, if you don't come by yourself, call Momo." Cheng Siyan blushed in anger, already drunk, this will make him even more dizzy.

Seeing that she was not moving, Ling Mo took an umbrella to pick it up.

This scene is very familiar. Cheng Siyan once picked her up in the heavy rain, but now the feng shui has changed.

Even though Cheng Siyan and Ling Weixiang divorced, she and Ling Mo were still inseparable relatives, sisters, and friends, even higher than these emotions.

"Don't you like drinking?" Ling Mo helped her into the car with difficulty, but his clothes were mostly wet.

"Occasionally, I need to vent." Cheng Siyan originally expected Gu Ruoqing to sit in the car, but when he found that the back seat of the car was empty, his mood became even more depressed.

"You used to say that you only need to smoke to vent, and you don't need to use such an extreme and depressing way as drinking."

"You have a good memory."

"Tell me, you can tell me if you have something on your mind." Ling Mo put on his seat belt, Cheng Siyan behind the car raised his head, his eyes were slightly closed, he couldn't tell if he was feeling drunk or in a bad mood.

Cheng Siyan smiled bitterly and stroked his forehead, "This woman would rather wake you up so late than come to see me."

"You also know that you are disturbing Qingmeng. Sister Ruoqing frightened Mingming when she came. She thought something happened."

"Anyway, you two are together every day, why bother you once or twice."

"You will really make trouble for others. If Sister Qing's clothes and shoes are all soaked, you are not afraid of her catching a cold? Such a big umbrella can't hold it at all."

Cheng Siyan suddenly opened his eyes, sat up straight, and asked, "What do you mean? She went to your house?"

"if not?"

"Didn't you call?"

"No, just knock on the door and ask me to come to you. Repeated orders tell me to take you home safely. I don't know if I'm freezing, so I keep sneezing."

"Have a cold?"

"I don't know. You can ask yourself what happened to you. Tell me, where will you go back? A villa or an apartment."

Cheng Siyan was mostly sober, "I want to go to her place."

"Be sober, and contact Ruoqing after you're over the alcohol, don't bother her anymore, you're so childish, you still use this method..."

"Oh." Cheng Siyan sighed dejectedly, "Let's go back to the villa, I'll go back and reflect."

Ling Mo shook his head helplessly, started the car and drove forward, and the water splashed by the wheels fell down in the air.

At the corner, in another car, Ji Ming turned to Gu Ruoqing and said, "They're gone, can you rest assured?"

Gu Ruoqing looked out of the hazy window, stretched out his hand and scratched twice on the glass, then wiped it away.

The phone interface is still the chat window with Cheng Siyan.

I don't know when it started, but the chat between the two always ends at "I miss you".

Can't help but glance at that sentence again, Gu Ruoqing finally raised his head to look at Ji Ming: "Can you follow and see if she goes back and is fine, then go."

Ji Ming smiled: "Of course."

The heart can't deceive people, I don't know if Ruoqing found out, Ji Ming understands.

The author has something to say: I came to Nanjing Hospital just after finishing the bidding. My dad is going to be admitted to the hospital for a second surgery.

When my dad is fully recovered, maybe he will be busy with lawsuits, suffocation... I hope everything goes well after this year passes

How many chapters are currently set in Fanwai has not yet been decided, and the Buddhist system will be updated, and it should be completely updated this month

My aunt is so awkward and difficult to deal with, I hope the stepmother will work hard!