This parent is a bit cold

Even though there was a distance, Gu Ruoqing seemed to hear Cheng Siyan's heartbeat and even breathing.

No, it's my own, it's my irregular heart rate, it's my disturbed heart, trying to jump out of my body and show it to Cheng Siyan.

She took every breath carefully, for fear that if she was careless, Cheng Siyan would see that her breathing rhythm was out of order.

Together, I like you, I have heard it a lot these years, but Gu Ruoqing has never lost his composure like this moment.

How much effort does she have to use to turn the collapse of the defense line in her heart into a calm face?

Cheng Siyan's eyes seemed to be on fire, they were hot, affectionate, doting, even piercing, blooming to their heart's content, burning wantonly, burning Gu Ruoqing's heart and hair.

Too close, they were too close.

No, she's not a clean woman, she can't, she doesn't deserve it.

Thinking of this, Gu Ruoqing stood up suddenly, avoiding Cheng Siyan's approach, "Are you crazy?" She didn't even dare to look at each other.

Cheng Siyan was not surprised by her reaction, but just stood up straight calmly, smiled and said subduedly that it is difficult for you to accept, give me some time, give yourself some time, okay? "

"Cheng Siyan, this is my office, please be careful with your wording, please go." Gu Ruoqing didn't have the courage to connect, she didn't even know what would happen if the two of them were alone like this?

The horror of the unknown is played out in her heart. She has never been disturbed by other people's explicit expressions, and she has never heard these words mixed with Keken Canghui

But why?Cheng Siyan, a straight married daughter, said she wanted to be with her?Is she crazy?

"Ruoqing, I didn't want to force you, but I just thought you should know my intentions and thoughts. If I didn't have a preference, I wouldn't take the initiative to find you again and again. I know you don't hate me. You are just avoiding and don't want to face it. If you can try and trust me, we will have a future."

"Cheng Siyan, please be sober, how old are you, maybe 41, don't you find it funny to say such things?"

Cheng Siyan faded away from her playful smile and became serious. She took a small step forward and didn't get any closer. She just stared at Gu Ruoqing and said bitterly, "Is it ridiculous? I just feel that my epiphany is too late. I'm over 40 It was only at the age of [-] that I slowly realized that I liked someone."

Gu Ruoqing closed her eyes tightly, and said helplessly, "Don't say it, don't say it." She couldn't hear such words, especially from Cheng Siyan's mouth, "Is it appropriate for you, a married woman, to say this?"

"You keep emphasizing that I'm old and married. Do you care about my age or my marriage? We're only two years apart. Marriage... If that's what you care about..."

"Your marriage has nothing to do with me, and I'm not interested either." This is like a thorn, Gu Ruoqing would feel uncomfortable when mentioning it, and even panicked, thinking of Ling Weixiang threatening her face, thinking of Cheng Siyan and his husband and wife for so many years, she It's disgusting...along with this so-called liking, it's disgusting.

She hates herself like this, hates this mood.

She didn't even want to hear Cheng Siyan's words.

"Go away, you don't need to say such things in the future, I have no intention of being with anyone, and I don't have any special intentions for you." Gu Ruoqing cruelly issued orders to chase away guests. She seemed to be used to this, using the greatest indifference to push back the most caring own people.

"When you use indifferent and cruel words, sometimes it is not others who push back, but yourself."

"I don't care about you. Let me say it again. I don't plan to be with anyone, and it's even more impossible to be with you. Please don't pester me in the future. Thank you, okay?" Gu Ruoqing had nowhere to hide, she had already She retreated to the window, she was really afraid that Cheng Siyan would come forward again, she was afraid that she would lose the strength to refuse.

"Okay, okay, don't be like this." Seeing that she was agitated, Cheng Siyan backed away slowly for fear of backfire: "I said I won't force you, but I won't give up just like that."

For the first time in her life, she cared about someone else, and it was a woman.She may not know how to express emotion, nor how to handle it properly.

Indeed, her divorce certificate has not yet been handed, so it is too early to say this.Gu Ruoqing's psychological barrier can't be overcome, and she will never have a chance. Maybe it's because she is pushing too hard. Shouldn't she be given some space and time?

Thinking of this, Cheng Siyan took a deep breath and smiled shyly: "Then I'll go first, don't work overtime too late."

Cheng Siyan retreated and knocked, her eyes were fixed on Bu Siqian, but it was a pity that she didn't wait for Gu Ruoqing to raise her eyes, even a slight reaction.

"Hey..."

After leaving a sigh, the office returned to calm, only the occasional laughter came from the conference room, and Gu Ruoqing's tense nerves gradually relaxed.

She sat back in the office chair in a daze, looking at Cang Lang's mouth, rushing into the steamer and making a fuss, and her nose suddenly felt sour.

Her sad life is like a joke in front of the dazzling Cheng Siyan.

Gu Ruoqing has never been more ashamed of himself than at this moment.

She should be like before, strangling in the bud, cutting off the bond, right?

Be decisive and unfeeling, how difficult can it be?

She may have had a crush on someone before, but the flame of affection would be extinguished before it could be sparked.

This time, why did it burn so hot when it was discovered?When did it start?

Gu Ruoqing propped up her hands and lost her appetite. She didn't know how long it took before she slowly regained her composure.

She put aside the dinner that Cheng Siyan had brought, and was ready to get back to work.

"Ruoqing, do you want to start the fun?" Ji Ming knocked on the door and came in. Gu Ruoqing paused, looked at Ji Ming, and said weakly, "Everyone get off work, today's meeting won't be held."

She is not in the mood.

"Huh? Are you okay?"

Gu Ruoqing shook his head, "It's okay."

She's fine, she's just... a little sick.

"Are you okay?" Ji Ming asked worriedly, but Gu Ruoqing still shook his head.

Maybe it has something to do with Cheng Siyan, Ji Ming didn't ask more questions, and he didn't gossip about Cheng Siyan, the matter between the two of them should be dealt with by themselves.

She dismissed Damo and stayed for a while, then walked to the door of the office, and found that Gu Ruoqing was writing something at his desk. He looked serious, but his face was ashen.

"If..." Just as Ji Ming was about to speak, Gu Ruoqing suddenly irritatedly dropped the pen to the ground, hitting the bookcase with a bang.

Ji Ming was stunned.

Gu Ruoqing tore up all the manuscripts on the table, walked to the cabinet, took out the wine, and began to drink by himself.

I have never seen her like this before. Ji Ming felt that her heart was disturbed, and even her work was affected. Is this a good thing or a bad thing?

she does not know.

"Ruoqing, go back to Nanpo, it's late." Ji Ming said softly.

"You go back, don't let Mu Jiana say that it's a long time, I won't go back yet." Gu Ruoqing didn't know how many drinks she'd had, all she knew was that strong alcohol could numb her, and it's best to keep her so numb for the rest of her life.

"After drinking, go back and sleep more."

"I can't sleep now. If I'm sleepy, I'll go to the apartment downstairs. You don't have to worry about me."

"Okay." Ji Ming was very helpless, she knew Gu Ruoqing's stubbornness better than anyone else.

Thinking of what Mu Nuo said about Hai Jiming's return, she tidied up and left.

Ever since they reunited with Ling Mo, the two have lived together. Usually, Ling Siji will wait for Ling Mo to come back from get off work, and Ling Mo will cook and take care of him at night. Embarrassed, they all wanted to drill into the cracks in the ground.

After someone took care of the children, Ji Ming's life and work became a little easier. Every time she got off work, she felt warm when she thought of Ling Mo modeling her.

After so many years, she finally felt that Ling Mo was too young to give her a sense of belonging. Only after Ling Mo moved in as a partner did she feel how important a man is.

It's almost ten o'clock, and the four seasons may have fallen asleep. I don't know what Ling Mo is doing?

Ji Ming slowly opened the door and said out of habit: "I'm back."

This is the rule set by Ling Mo, you must say this when you come back, and you have to kiss yourself when you leave the house. The ritual feeling of getting along can keep the relationship fresh. They have known each other for a long time, and they have been together for a short time. Ling Mo wants to run the business for a long time. I have thought of many tricks for this.

It's just that today, no one pays attention to her.

"Momo?" Ji Ming changed his shoes and found Ling Mo sitting on the sofa in the living room watching TV, ignoring himself.

"I'm back." She whispered again, but Ling Mo still didn't speak.

She couldn't help feeling strange, walked to the sofa, sat down and stretched out her arms to hug her. What about overtime? "

She tried to explain.

"I know you have to work overtime, when will I stop letting you work overtime?" Ling Mo seemed to be angry.

"Then you...why do you seem to be angry with me?" Ji Ming was even more puzzled.

Although Ling Mo was not happy, but he was also reluctant to push away Ji Ming's closeness, instead he leaned towards him naturally, "Think for yourself."

"I think? I didn't do anything today, but we don't seem to have much contact today, but I didn't do anything wrong, right?" Ji Ming panicked. Every time Ling Mo said "I think", there must be something I couldn't think of or ignored something happened.

"is it?"

"Um...um...should...right?"

Ling Mo glared at her, it's no wonder Ji Ming knew about it!It's just that she didn't know that there was a problem. She opened the chat window of the mobile phone and handed it to Ji Ming: "Do you think there is a problem with our chat?"

Ji Ming glanced at the time, except that he didn't pay attention to his phone and was delayed for a while, there was nothing wrong with it.

"Didn't I reply to your message? I replied as soon as I saw it. There was no delay."

"It's not this." Ling Mo was really angry, "Look at the content of our conversation."

"I don't have a certain man, I didn't talk about anything else. If I have time, I will go to a certain man. After all, it is the first time you have just come back. You have to pay attention to a certain man." Ji Ming replied solemnly, making Ling Mo It's really dumbfounding, she doesn't think there is a problem with this dialogue at all.

"Oh no, although we didn't chat on QQ when we were in school, why didn't I realize you were so straight before?"

"Huh? Why am I straight?"

"Look for yourself, you always talk like this with other people, right?"

Ji Ming read the chat content again, but still couldn't see the problem, so he had to draw out the work group and private chat windows, "Hey, I always chat like this, what's wrong?"

Ling Mo smiled awkwardly but politely, and said, "They are colleagues, who am I?"

"You are my girlfriend, oh no, it should be said, partner, I prefer this word."

"Yeah, I'm your partner, your girlfriend, the person you like, right?"

Ji Ming nodded heavily.

"Then can you speak warmly to the person you like, can you type a few more words when you type? It was fine when you were not together before, but you are still like this now, which makes me not feel special at all. You can add some expressions. All right, my friend."

"I..." Only then did Ji Ming realize what the problem was. She couldn't chat, or she spoke too coldly?

She read the entire chat conversation again, and it was indeed a bit concise, but she usually lived a fast-paced life, and she was used to quick questions and quick answers, so she didn't think much about it, and she didn't expect Ling Mo to mind.

"Then I..."

"I'm going to bed, reflect on yourself, go to sleep in a small room." Ling Mo became more and more angry, not realizing that the problem was the problem, wouldn't talking to himself be a very happy thing?

This straight man, this straight man, this straight man!I don't understand sentiment at all.

Ji Ming sat on the spot in a daze, looking at the figure who was wiping away his anger, but he didn't want to stay.

I only heard the sound of the door being closed heavily from the bedroom, and Ji Ming held his forehead, maybe he wasn't so angry at first, but now he is really angry.

How to do it?Do you want to use a trump card to coax?Don't you feel like you don't value her enough, don't you love her enough?

Thinking of this, Ji Ming decided to come up with a surprise in advance. She twisted the handle and found that it was not locked.

She let out a long sigh of relief, fortunately she left some room for herself.

"Angry?"

Ling Mo was swiping his phone, but when he saw her coming in, he covered his head and got into bed.

Ji Ming slid the phone screen to an order page, hid behind her and walked to the bed, knelt down and said, "I was wrong, I'm here to admit it."

"I'm going to sleep, don't disturb me."

"I want to show you a surprise, and I want to ask for your permission."

"Surprise?" Ling Mo's muffled voice came from under the quilt, and then poked his head out, "Can you still make surprises?" Sometimes I feel that Ji Ming is not as delicate as when we were not together, so I don't have any expectations for it .

"I don't know if you will like it." Ji Ming's face turned red under the faint light of the bedside lamp.

"Huh? What is it? I won't know if I like it until I read it."

"I want to take wedding photos with you, and I have decided to go to Haixi on Saturday, would you like to?"

Ling Mo was stunned. She didn't expect this surprise to be so violent. Although she had mentioned it in the hospital, she was content with wearing the wedding dress in the closet, and never thought about actually taking pictures.

"you..."

"I just made an appointment today, and I squeezed in because a client canceled it. I wanted to tell you two days later, but you're not..."

Ling Mo was so surprised that she couldn't speak. She didn't expect Ji Ming to secretly poke and arrange this matter. She likes wedding dresses very much. She even wants to hold a wedding with Ji Ming. She likes all the rituals about love.

"I probably really don't know how to chat, because love is not based on typing after all, and I'm also used to quick answers at work. It's not that I don't care about you. I use other ways to think about things. I want to concentrate more Manage our relationship carefully, of course I will pay attention to this in the future, so don't be angry, okay?"

Ling Mo was half-confused and often felt a little shy at what Ji Ming said.

"You..."

"Not satisfied yet?" Ji Ming scratched her head, if she didn't calm down, she would have nothing to do.

"Forget it, forget it, I forgive you for the sake of the wedding dress... Really, I'm too easy to coax." How could she really be willing to get angry with Ji Ming?

"Hee hee, I know you can't bear to be angry, so it was a happy event for us that day. I called Ruoqing, and you can call Mr. Cheng too."

"Si Yan is going abroad for a while, and he said he needs to adjust his mood or something, so he probably won't be able to come back that day."

"Unfortunately, I still want Ruoqing and Mr. Cheng to take the opportunity to get along well. There's nothing I can do. The two of us can live together. I'll take a bath." Just as Ji Ming wanted to get up, Ling Mo pulled her over. I couldn't stand upright and fell down directly, in a prone position to rub the stick.

"You want to leave now?" Ling Mo's eyes blurred, he licked his lips lightly, "I haven't punished you yet."

"I..." Ji Ming's face turned red instantly, smudged to the ears and neck, "No, there is no need to punish... I didn't, I didn't take a bath, I'll go first..."

"Taking a bath? Do you want me to accompany you?" Ling Mo's pajamas have a wide neckline, and with a slight movement of the shoulders, the collarbone can be seen at a glance. Ji Ming's reason was almost drowned, she swallowed, and replied: "No, no need... .”

At this time, Ling Mo's eyes were full of charm, and he smiled charmingly. His whole body exuded a magical power of resistance, which made her breathe disorderly before she knew it.

no!Ji Ming couldn't bear the thought that he was still running around today and his body was still dusty.

She closed her eyes suddenly, and immediately stood up, "I'm dirty, I'd better take a shower first!"

After all, she ran away in a hurry.

"It's not even good to seduce you, it will make you feel better later." Ling Mo said angrily. She caught a glimpse of Ji Ming's left phone and clicked on the wedding dress appointment details on the page, and the corners of her mouth unknowingly turned up.Eyes full of brilliance.

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