couple life

When the first ray of sunlight shone into the bedroom in the morning, Yan Fan saw that Zhan En, who hadn't slept all night, fell asleep.He was breathing steadily, but his sleep was extremely shallow. When he got up by himself, he turned over uncomfortably.

"Because you haven't slept all night, I won't wake you up for breakfast today." Yan Fan got up carefully and got dressed.

Zhan En is on the evening shift today, that is to say, he does not go to work until 02:30 in the afternoon, which is just enough for him to catch up on sleep.Yan Fan rushed back at noon, taking advantage of the lunch break.

"Sure enough, I haven't woken up yet." Yan Fan gently closed the bedroom door again.

Yan Fan untied his tie, walked into the kitchen and put on an apron, ready to cook.Not to be outdone, the sun squeezed into the window, scrambling to shine on the man wearing an apron, with a resolute face and a steady aura.In the backlight, Yan Fan's profile is not so stiff, and the lines of his face are softened a lot under the outline of the light.

Since when did I get used to taking care of Zhan En?Since when did you start to worry about him?Although Yan Fan didn't know when he got used to taking care of Zhan En meticulously, but he knew when he started to be frightened.

At that time, I had already lived with Zhan En, and I had obtained the consent of Zhan's family. My company was already on the right track. Zhan En was still an otaku who stayed at home and wrote novels.At that time, I didn't know what it would be like to lose Zhan En...

"Mr. Yan, this document needs your signature." Yan Fan's assistant handed over a document.

"Leave it there, I'll watch it later." Yan Fan picked up the cold coffee and took a sip.

Just then, his cell phone rang.Yan Fan looked at the caller ID, it was an unfamiliar number, he hesitated and answered it.

"Hey."

"Hello, are you Mr. Yan? I contacted you through the patient's mobile phone."

"Patient?" Yan Fan asked in confusion.

"Mr. Zhan had a car accident and is in the hospital now."

"Is the Mr. Zhan you're talking about Zhan En? Is that right?!" Yan Fan held the document tightly with his left hand, as if he wanted to crush it.

"Yes."

"Address! Where is your address?!" Yan Fan felt his heart skip a beat, and the world fell silent.How can it be?How can it be true? !Shouldn't Zhan En be coding and writing his novels at home?How could it be in the hospital! !

Yan Fan felt scared, afraid of losing!This is the first time he has understood what it feels like to be afraid since he was a child. Every cell in his body is trembling.The hospital is not far from his company, Yan Fan didn't drive, but rushed to it.While running, praying in his heart, Yan Fan never believed in God, but this time he would rather believe that God exists in the world.

Faith is what weak people need, but now Yan Fan has to admit that he is small and powerless.Yan Fan stood panting at the door of the operating room, unable to even make a sound.Yan Fan grabbed the nurse who had just come out of the operating room, with a begging expression on his face, this might be the only time in his life, and the last time he showed such an expression.

"What's the... people inside...how are they?" Yan Fan asked intermittently.

"We're trying our best to rescue him." After speaking, he fled without looking back.

The ambulance staff are most afraid of the family members of the patients. No matter whether they are male or female, tall or short, fat or thin, handsome or frustrating, as long as they are the family members of the patients, they will not comfort them softly, because once the treatment fails, the family members will It will start to turn sadness into anger, and start beating the medical staff crazily...

Trying my best to save him... Yan Fan was limp all over, leaned against the wall, slid along the wall, and knelt on the ground.A dignified company manager, a stable and mature man, just sat down and down by the door of the room where the surgery was in progress.

Yan Fan didn't understand, what was going on?His head was in a state of chaos, and his heart seemed to be in a swamp, sinking deeper and deeper, becoming more and more uncomfortable, and tears overflowed his eyes uncontrollably.

At this time, the door of the operation opened, and the doctor came out first.

As if grabbing a life-saving straw, Yan Fan grabbed the doctor's arm and asked, "How was the operation?"

"It's just a broken leg. You want me to break my arm?" the doctor said angrily.

"It's just a broken leg?" After Yan Fan realized it, he didn't know whether to rejoice at the news, or to be angry at the doctor's tone.However, Yan Fan still breathed a sigh of relief in his heart. After letting go of the doctor, he waited for Zhan En to be pushed out.The doctor ignored Yan Fan and left without looking back.

Fortunately, fortunately, you are fine, fortunately, you are still...

After Zhan En was sent to the general ward, Yan Fan sat on the stool beside the bed and looked at him, smiling self-deprecatingly.He didn't ask any more questions, just rushed over in panic, and cried in such a gaffe.

Yan Fan stroked the gauze on Zhan En's forehead and said, "This is the most embarrassing time in my life, and it's because of you idiot."

It turns out that loss is so disturbing, so overwhelming, and so heartbreaking.Seeing you lying peacefully in front of me, breathing steadily, is so comforting to myself.Zhan En had a few scratches on his face, his head was still wrapped in a bandage, and his clothes were still stained with blood.

Yan Fan, who calmed down, had a cold light in his eyes, who is so bold, so desperate to knock Zhan En into such a situation, but dare not show his face, and try to escape?Yan Fan narrowed his eyes, if he wanted to find out who it was, he would definitely not let him off lightly!

After the effect of the anesthetic disappeared, Zhan En woke up from the pain.My whole body hurts, every cell screams for pain.I can't turn over even if I want to, and I feel a heart-wrenching pain as long as I move.

"pain……"

This was the first sentence that Zhan En said, Yan Fan really wanted to slap him, to make him hurt more thoroughly, and to make him remember better.Yan Fan said coldly: "Do you still know it hurts?"

"Nonsense, you're not dead, how can you not know the pain?" Zhan En almost trembled when he spoke, and he twitched because of the pain.

"Dare to say something dead." Yan Fan didn't want to experience that terrible loss again.

"Okay, I won't say it anymore. Besides, I don't want to die." Death is terrible. I struggled with all my strength in the second before I passed out, but in the end I couldn't help myself. Control passed out.

"Drink some water first." Yan Fan poured a glass of water and helped Zhan En to feed him.

After Zhan En finished drinking the water, Yan Fan asked, "What's going on?"

"I told you, don't you scold me?" Zhan En glanced at Yan Fan cautiously.

"Hmm." Yan Fan didn't know why Zhan En asked such a question, but he knew that if he didn't give a definite answer, he would definitely not say it.

Zhan En's legs were hung, and he sat on the bed, shrunk his neck, and whispered: "I drove your car out and hit a utility pole."

"I didn't hear clearly, please say it again." Yan Fan demanded with a dark face.

"Hehe." Zhan En knew that Yan Fan must have heard it, otherwise his face wouldn't be so dark. "I just wanted to send you lunch to show off my love, but I didn't expect it to turn out like this..." Zhan En hurriedly comforted Yan Fan.

Yan Fan remained silent for a long time, Zhan En looked at Yan Fan guilty, waiting for him to get angry.At this moment, Yan Fan's cell phone rang, and Yan Fan glared at Zhan En.

The call was made by an acquaintance of Yan Fan. After Zhan En was transferred to the ward, Yan Fan asked the hospital staff the reason why Zhan En was hospitalized, and then asked someone to check what happened to Zhan En. At the scene of the car accident, the monitoring was lost, and the culprit was investigated.

Now it's all right, it turned out that I hit it by myself, and someone called to say that there is no one responsible for this traffic accident.When Zhan En was driving, there was a dog in the driveway, Zhan En couldn't dodge it in time, and hit a utility pole!Yan Fan really wants to beat up Zhan En, is it important enough or the person? !Such a simple truth still needs to hesitate, and finally to the emergency brake? !

Yan Fan hung up the phone, ignored Zhan En, and walked out of the ward without looking back.Now he was grateful, but also angry.Fortunately, Zhan En is still there, and angry at the reason why he was hospitalized.Zhan En lost a lot of blood, and after waking up, she told Yan Fan the reason and then fell into a drowsy sleep.

Yan Fan, who seldom smokes, sat alone in the garden of the hospital, smoking a stuffy cigarette.After I calmed down, I walked back to the ward.When he saw Zhan En who was sleeping peacefully, he made a decision in his heart that he would never let him drive again!There is no one who is more worrying than him. He is already in his twenties, so why is he taking every measure!

"Let me do what I want with you." Yan Fan gently stroked the gauze on Zhan En's head.

It’s the first time I’ve lived so much, I’m panicked for the first time, I’ve tasted the horror of loss for the first time, I’ve understood the importance of you for the first time, I’ve lost my composure for the first time... As long as it’s about you, I’ll be like this disturbed!

"In this life, you can only be with me, even in death." Yan Fan knew that this kind of psychology was on the verge of becoming abnormal, but he couldn't control his heart.

Zhan En can only be his own until the two of them come to the end of their lives.

"If we come to the end of life, I hope that we will face death together." Walk into reincarnation together and set the fate for the next life!

The materialists before Yan Fan never believed in the past, only looked at this life.But as he stared at the emergency room, he began to beg God, whom he had never believed in, helpless to a loss.

Who can understand the psychology of having this kind of lover, being frightened but unable to let go, really wanting to keep him as his own!