Alpaca [Transmigration Book]

Yiqiu also couldn't explain why, as she got along with her during this time, her curiosity towards Youyan became deeper and deeper.

She is curious about You Yan's past, curious about the true thoughts in You Yan's heart, and curious about what kind of face this duplicity bird woman hides besides the cruel and ruthless description in the novel.

But You Yan couldn't tell, and she didn't dare to ask more.

For example, she has always felt that Youyan and Tianjie have enmity. After all, every time Youyan mentions the gods of the heavens, she will make sarcastic remarks. She even asked her if she is from the heavens. Yes, I dare to stew you" feeling.

Although the two worlds of Heaven and Demon have been in opposition for a long time, and it is normal to look down on each other, but the emotions of hatred and contempt have never been the same.

If she could, she really wanted to know about You Yan's past, and what made You Yan become such a person. people.

However, regarding this question, she just asked casually, and did not have much hope for it.

After all, it was just a nursery rhyme, so how could it be worth the multiple promises You Yan gave?

Everyone has a secret in their hearts, and Youyan keeps it from her, and she keeps it from Youyan.

You Yan never asked about things she didn't want to say, and she didn't want to force things that You Yan didn't want to say.

But just when she decided to turn the page directly, You Yan responded, although it was only a short word, it surprised and pleasantly surprised her.

"So, can you tell me?" She asked cautiously, her eyes adapted to the darkness, staring at You Yan in this dark room.

She was afraid of missing every expression of You Yan, and also afraid that her approaching rashly would make You Yan feel uncomfortable.

But You Yan just closed his eyes and remained silent for ten minutes, then asked lightly: "So you don't know."

"Me?" Yi Qiu frowned, stepped forward and lay down beside the bed, whispering, "How could I know? Why do you think I know? You're secretly suspicious of me again..."

"No……"

"Ten sure!"

You Yan opened his eyes and added: "There is no 'again'. "

Yiqiu savored these three words carefully for ten times, at ten o'clock he lost his words.

Without "again", does that mean "ten straight"?

Yiqiu took ten deep breaths, exhaled heavily, and said very seriously: "I swear, I have nothing to do with the heavens, if so, I will die in your mouth, I will rot in your stomach!"

You Yan couldn't help laughing and said: "That's right, you don't want to leave me even if you die."

Yiqiu couldn't help but rolled his eyes—is this Master Mozun a little too narcissistic?

She was at a loss for words for a moment, but she didn't know how to continue her words, so she just stared at You Yan in a daze.

After a brief silence, You Yan looked at Yiqiu and asked two questions.

"Do you believe anyone is born a curse?"

"What do you think is the difference between immortals, demons, gods and demons?"

"Ah?" Yi Qiu was stunned for two seconds, and then realized belatedly that You Yan seemed to be planning to say something to her.

But how should she answer these two questions?

Yiqiu thought for a while, and then said hesitantly: "I don't quite understand this... But I remember what Jiang Yuyao said, demons can cultivate immortals, gods can fall into demons, right and wrong, good and evil are always in the heart, It only depends on whether the power in your hand is used for protection or for destruction..."

"If every ten people are like this, there will be no distinction between fairies, demons, gods and demons in the world." You Yan's tone was very flat, "But in fact, it's not like this."

She said that good and evil in this world are never clear.

The decency in the world refers to whoever is evil is evil.

The fairy gods in the heavens, whoever they refer to as a demon, is a demon.

Some people are destined to be a disaster from birth. No matter how hard they try, how they try to change, how they use their power, they cannot be tolerated by "goodness".

She is so.

"Why?" Yi Qiu couldn't help asking.

"Why? I also want to ask why..."

Why are some people born different?

Why do you deserve to be hated by others just because you are different?

Why... is that person her?

"Do you know how big ten ordinary Qinyuan are?"

"As you said, it's as small as a mandarin duck..." Yi Qiu seriously recalled what You Yan once said.

"And I told you they're not welcome anywhere."

"Well, I remember." Yiqiu nodded, "So you practice hard, thinking that one day ten days will become as big as the legendary Peng bird, and you will never be bullied again."

She remembered that You Yan killed ten people that day, splashed her whole body with blood, and then took her to a stream in the mountains to take a bath, and for some reason, she suddenly asked her: "What are you doing?" Will it grow up?"

Thinking about it now, it was the first time You Yan mentioned the past to her, but it was a pity that he stopped talking halfway.

"I lied to you..." You Yan said, smiling at Yi Qiu who was full of surprise, "I am the only one who is not welcome."

"what……"

"I'm a magic fetus."

"..." Yiqiu couldn't help but lose his words.

She looked at You Yan quietly, as if she wanted to see some other emotions from that calm appearance, but she saw You Yan lay flat and closed her eyes.

"I've heard people say that my parents are very affectionate. In the Kunlun Mountains, they can be regarded as ten enviable loving couples... If I were a normal child, they should have a happy life." You Yan said, "Unfortunately, I'm not."

"I was born to be a calamity, and I came to this world with ten evil spirits. I survived in this world by eating all my mother's flesh and blood..."

You Yan said that she crawled out of her mother's body by tearing and biting ten inches by one inch.

It's like... the moment a butterfly breaks out of its cocoon and flutters its wings, there are only ten broken shells left behind.

She is the first and only ten in Kunlun Mountains, Qin Yuan who was born with powerful strength.

Her birth was accompanied by the death of her mother and the despair of her father.

She is a "demon" born in the fairy mountain. It is unknown and a disaster. She should have died on the day of her birth, but she was saved by ten gods, who sealed the demonic energy in her body with divine power.

The god told her that the devil's mortal heart is not a disaster, but if you have kind thoughts in your heart, you can be tolerated by heaven and earth.

she believed...

But the world never believed it.

Her father treated her particularly indifferently. Although he never left her behind, every time he looked at her, his eyes were always full of hatred.

And the other fairy monsters and spirit beasts in that mountain are also very disgusted with her. In the huge Kunlun Mountains, there are not ten people who have not pushed her away.

They all said that she even ate her own biological mother, that she was the most poisonous thing in the world, that any vegetation she touched would wither, and that birds and animals would die if they passed her side.

They all said that she was a demon, a born demon.

But she doesn't want to be a demon, she doesn't want to...

"You Yan..."

"I should have known earlier, Kunlun Mountain is the shelter of the Queen Mother of the West, how can ten demons be accommodated?"

You Yan couldn't help sneering ten times, and said, "I haven't done anything in Kunlun Mountains for more than 500 years. I just worked hard to live under the disgust of everyone, but I was wrong even to live...

On the birthday of the Queen Mother of the West, the gods in the heavens sentenced me to death just because of the ten mirrors. "

"What, what mirror..."

"Broken mirror..." You Yan frowned at this point, and remained silent for a long time before continuing, "So, I went to the Demon Realm... It's great, where the weak prey on the strong, there are not so many hypocritical justice and kindness associations." It's overwhelming."

She said it was so clean.

Compared with Kunlun and the human world, that dark place full of slaughter and blood is really clean.

You Yan's story ended here.

She skipped over many details and downplayed everything, obviously unwilling to mention more.

Yi Qiu didn't dare to continue to ask questions, but just looked at You Yan in a daze, wanting to comfort her, but didn't know where to start.

The dark room was suddenly silent for a few seconds.

Not long after, You Yan took ten deep breaths, opened his eyes and asked, "Do you feel that that kid's experience in this life is somewhat similar to mine?"

Yiqiu was silent for a long while, and said "um" ten times.

She knew that You Yan was talking about Luo Mingyuan.

The body of a half-demon, but grew up in the fairy gate, no one looked down on, looked down on, and was ridiculed and excluded everywhere.

It's no wonder that on ten days, You Yan looked at the sun that was gradually setting in the west, and made such a sigh that it sounded like she was pitying Luo Mingyuan.

It turned out that Youyan remembered her former self that day.

Perhaps, You Yan let go of his killing intent and helped Luo Mingyuan and Jiang Yuyao all the way to this point, not just because he was bored, or because he was irritated by Yi Niao.

"He's luckier than me."

After all, he is the male lead in the original text, accompanied by the female lead, and protected by the second female lead behind him. Even if the original text became a demon in the later stage, he was never completely abandoned by this world—at least the Heavenly Emperor still wanted to save him, at least Gou Mang still wanted to save him. save him.

But back then, no one seemed to want to save You Yan.

Did she escape from Kunlun Mountain all the way to the Demon Realm by herself?

Then in the process, how much suffering did she suffer, and how many times she survived near death...

Perhaps, she would resist being touched by others, and would always fall asleep against the wall, all because she had experienced too many days and nights of insecurity.

Yiqiu suddenly couldn't bear to continue thinking, but gently held You Yan's cold left hand.

She felt that You Yan wanted to pull her hand away subconsciously, so she used a little more force to hold it tightly.

After a brief silence, You Yan didn't reject those warm little hands any more, but lowered her long eyelashes, and said in a deep voice, "You can make one more request."

"I can't think of it for the time being." Yi Qiu replied in a low voice.

"Then it's invalid, go to sleep." You Yan said.

"No, wait for me to think about it later." Yi Qiu frowned, squeezed You Yan's hand hard, "Don't sleep!"

"Then think about it."

"Um……"

think, think, think...

After asking all the questions I want to ask, I don’t have to worry about food and clothing, so what else can I ask for?

"I suddenly couldn't think of it."

"Then go to sleep."

"I still have ten words to say!" Yi Qiu hurriedly said.

"Say……"

Yiqiu hesitated for ten times, and said: "You are very kind, if the world doesn't believe it, I will."

That night, she held her hand and whispered to her——

"I don't just like you so much."