Alpaca [Transmigration Book]

Yiqiu will always remember, on that day, You Yan's words were especially gentle.

She thought she was useless, but You Yan told her - you saved me, without you, I would perish forever in this illusion until my soul dissipated.

You Yan is undoubtedly a strong and confident person, such a person can even include himself in order to achieve his goal.

In the original text, she once gave up the position of Demon Lord and bowed down to the hero.It is also because of her courage that she can effortlessly watch the fire from the other side, watching the gods and gods she hates kill each other in the world, and finally fight to the death.

However, this is only the setting in the original text.

It is said that those who are ruthless and desireless control all living beings, but people are not plants, how can they be ruthless?

As long as people have feelings, they will have weaknesses, and this is the case for Youyan.

You Yan said that she never thought that there would be a day when she would risk her life for one person.

But in fact, it is not at the expense of life.

"What is that?" Yi Qiu couldn't help asking.

She looked into You Yan's eyes, and even saw a bit of doubt and confusion in them.

Perhaps Youyan herself felt extremely at a loss about the fact that she almost risked her own life in order to save an alpaca.

After a moment of bewilderment, You Yan gave the answer with a low eyebrow and a chuckle.

She said: "Like you, when it happened, I didn't think about it that much."

You Yan is a person who is good at calculating, no matter what happens, he will calmly analyze and make choices.

But she doesn't know what's wrong with her, anyway, unconsciously, she can no longer let reason guide her every decision anytime and anywhere.

"That time in Wuzhou..."

"It was true that I miscalculated that time, I miscalculated my remaining strength, and I also miscalculated the strength of Huo Dou. I thought that I could delay it for a while, but unexpectedly it dragged me so hard to get out." You Yan closed his eyes, and said lightly, "I didn't sacrifice my life for you."

"Oh..." Yi Qiu pursed her lips, held her chin in thought for a few seconds, and then asked, "Then, what about when you fell asleep? Didn't think too much?"

"Indeed..." You Yan sighed softly, "For the first time, I didn't think too much at all, I only had one thought in my mind."

"What thoughts?"

"You are so weak, if you are sucked in by that bead, your soul will be shattered within three days."

"I……"

"At that time, I really didn't have the heart to think about anything else. I only knew that if I didn't save you, there would be no more you in this world."

You Yan said, staring at Yi Qiu thoughtfully for a long time.

Yi Qiu didn't know how to respond for a while, she just stared back at You Yan in front of her in a daze, not knowing where her thoughts were drifting.

The sudden wind blew open the windows that were not closed tightly.

The brief silence was thus broken.

Yiqiu swallowed subconsciously, then scratched the base of his ear, and said in a low voice: "If, if there had been a little more time, if you had figured out the pros and cons, if you figured it out, if you didn't want to let me go, you would probably If you lose your life because of this, then... will you still save me like this?"

"Won't……"

"..." This answer is too direct.

It seems that if the bird woman is given more time to think, she will die in this bead.

Thinking like this, Yiqiu lowered her little head for a moment.

You Yan added very seriously: "I will rescue you before your soul dies—by whatever means."

play hard……

This really seemed like something You Yan could do.

"But what if it's too late?"

"If it's too late, someone will be buried with you." You Yan said, looking up at the window that was blown loudly, with a little bit of confusion in his eyes.

She seemed to be unable to imagine what her world would look like after this little fool disappeared from the world.

Maybe it's not the same as before, she can raise another spiritual pet, keep it by her side if she is obedient, and change to another one if she is disobedient.

But for some reason, when she was about to think deeply, she suddenly realized that she didn't dare to think any further.

She thought that apart from everything she had lost in Kunlun Mountain, there was nothing in this world worth keeping in her heart.

In this life, she has experienced so much, she should have been bearish long ago.

Everything, whether you get it or lose it, is irrelevant.

She wanted a little sound, so she asked the demon god for a musician. Anyway, when she got tired of such a sound, she could kill him directly.

She wanted some companionship, so she accepted a "rare animal in the world" presented by an unknown subordinate clan. Anyway, when she got tired of such a plaything, she could just kill it and eat it.

She wanted to have some fun, so she simply came to the world and found the son of Emperor Xuntian who had gone through a lot of calamities in the mortal world, thinking that it would be very interesting to play with it casually and then torture him to death.

But unknowingly, she was changed by Yiqiu.

From the first wavering, the first time I couldn't help but care about the thoughts of a little guy - she had somewhat forgotten how to keep herself absolutely rational.

This feeling is like going back to 500 years ago, once again touching the depths of my heart at that time.

She looked down on the cowardly self who couldn't pick it up and couldn't let it go, but she had to admit that the cowardice that was finally expelled from her body seemed to come back again.

All this is because of the little alpaca.

No matter who let her know clearly whether she is awake or not, there is no second such vicuna in this world.

If it is lost, there is nothing to replace it.

Like her mother, like her father, like all the good things she once yearned for...

Thinking like this, You Yan couldn't help saying in a low voice: "Actually, there is no if in this world. At that moment, I just couldn't figure it out."

As she spoke, she looked at Yiqiu and was caught off guard by the tears that were about to fall in those almond eyes.

This little girl has clearly never experienced any hardships, so how could she shed tears so easily?

She stretched out her cold thumb, and helplessly wiped the water marks from the corners of the girl's eyes.

"I think, even if I do it all over again, if I don't have the memory of this moment, I still can't figure it out."

You Yan said, with a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, "But I understand one thing, at least at this moment, I don't regret not letting you go, nor regret using the remaining spiritual power to protect you. stop you."

In the end, she gently held Yiqiu's hands, and stared quietly at those teary eyes with her increasingly gentle eyes.

Once, she didn't have the strength to hold them, but now, she has great strength, and she absolutely can't let herself lose it again.

She said: "In my dream, every word is sincere."

——Believe it or not, you are very special to me, even, even...

Even if your identity is unknown, even if you are full of lies, even if you once thought about taking my life, even if you will choose to leave one day.

——I'm not very good at talking, but I feel...you are like light...

So, as long as I can still control you for a day, I will not let go no matter what.

Fortunately, when I wanted to keep you by my side by whatever means, you may have promised me the rest of my life and long-term companionship.

"You Yan..."

"You don't need to prove yourself, at least you don't need to prove anything to me."

"I……"

"In this world, only you can save me."

As you said, I have always trapped myself in the shadow of the past, unwilling to touch the light, instinctively resisting the approach of others, and avoiding the beauty of the world.

I really should go out and see.

But in this world, only you dare to approach me, only you are willing to hold my hand and lead me——

Get out of that period, old things in Kunlun.