Alpaca [Transmigration Book]

—I want to remember you.

Yiqiu couldn't help wondering, what was You Yan thinking in his heart when he said this sentence?

Is it the first time for this girl, who grew up alone amidst endless malice, to have an emotion called "longing" for life and the future?

Perhaps, she wanted to remember everything, remembering herself who finally walked towards the light, not just a vicuna who was easy to bully.

"Leave this dream, and you will remember me." Yi Qiu said in a low voice, "So, we must leave here safely, and not be bruised all over by this nightmare..."

"Are you here to protect me?" You Yan asked softly.

"How can I..." Yiqiu pursed her lips and muttered in a low voice, "Although I really want...really, really, really want to be able to protect you. But in fact, you have always been the only one who protects me , I'm just a laggard."

"No..." You Yan said firmly, "You are not..."

"what?"

"If everything I have experienced in the past 500 years is just a nightmare...then you are the only warmth that belongs to me in this dream."

She said, what if her father didn't leave, what if she really owned the little red flower?

Guarding a room that will never be opened, accompanied by a little demon who will never speak, she is still the poisonous Qinyuan that everyone hates in Kunlun Mountains.

No one needed her, she just thought that her father needed her to take care of her, and Xiaohonghua needed her company.

She said that before she met Yiqiu, she never knew that she was also worthy of being needed and relied on by someone.

"I especially like to hear you call my name... Even though I always knew that you have a lot of things to hide from me, when you say that you will always be with me, I am still very happy."

"You, so you...you always knew that I had something to hide from you..." Yi Qiu couldn't help shrinking her neck.

"You, when you speak, you are full of loopholes. I'm not stupid, how can I not see it?"

You Yan said, closing his eyes, gently rubbing the fluff on the back of the vicuna's head with his forehead, and said in a low voice, "But so what? Can I still leave you?"

"Have you... ever been afraid?" Yi Qiu couldn't help asking timidly, "There is an alpaca lying beside you, have you ever been afraid?"

"You are so weak, can you still hurt me?" You Yan's words should have been extremely confident, but her tone was so gentle that she was a little worried about gains and losses.

Accustomed to being dismissed as weak by You Yan, Yiqiu didn't get angry and didn't speak.

After a brief silence, You Yan spoke again.

"I'm not afraid of you hurting me, I'm just afraid that you will leave suddenly." She said, "I think, as long as I treat you well enough, maybe you will really be unable to leave me. If it was not very convenient to tell me in the past, tell me personally..."

It wasn't until this moment that Yiqiu was able to understand why the bird girl knew she was lying a lot, but never forced her to confess anything.

"I……"

"Just like now, you finally have nothing to hide from me."

Yiqiu couldn't help but took a deep breath, and after feeling guilty for a few seconds, she responded softly: "No matter what happens, you can trust me, believe that I will never hurt you... I, I like you."

"I know..." You Yan said softly, "From the first time you called my name, I knew..."

"First time? Which time..."

"In the dream, you cried and your voice became hoarse, but you kept calling my name."

That is really a shameful dark history. If you leave this dreamland in the future, you will definitely be caught by the bird woman and make jokes over and over again.

No, not necessarily!

Now she is also holding the black history of the bird woman in her hand. If the bird woman dares to laugh at her, she will hurt each other with the bird woman!

Thinking of this, Yiqiu couldn't stop snickering and trembled, and then quickly suppressed the smile.

Time slipped away minute by minute, and in the narrow wooden house, the only silence was their mutual breathing, and the sound of the vicuna sniffing and sneezing from time to time.

In this way, the vicuna slept peacefully in the arms of the girl, without a dream all night.

After that day, You Yan actually expanded this small wooden house into a small house bit by bit.

She said that even though this dream may disappear in a short time, the dream is still there now, and she wants to give the vicuna a home where it can live through every day and night safely.

In those few days, You Yan ran out when he had nothing to do, and he would definitely bring something with him when he came back.

For example, tables, chairs, benches, sheets and bedding, and pots and pans that I don’t know where to get.

All of a sudden, this crooked little house became a lot like home.

Even though it is still very simple, Yiqiu is already extremely moved.

The llama's illness was cured on the fourth day. On the day she recovered, she forgot about the pain from her scars. Whatever she said, she wanted to go out with You Yan to find clues about the "mirror".

But in the final analysis, she didn't know what the mirror was and what kind of disturbance it caused, and the system refused to reveal a word.

This kind of search is like headless chickens, constantly bumping into the house with the doors and windows tightly closed, and can't find a way out.

Yi Qiu hates it, now she hates that she didn't force You Yan to speak clearly, which made her unable to find the slightest direction at this moment.

But the little bad bird didn't seem to be in a hurry at all.

She wandered around with the vicuna on her back every day, but she didn't ask people much, saying that she was "looking for" something, or rather...looking at the scenery?

"We have to ask someone about the mirror!" the little alpaca said anxiously.

"Who wants to talk to me?" You Yan asked lightly.

After being speechless for a while, Yiqiu pressed her chin firmly on the top of Yayou Yan's head, and muttered dissatisfiedly: "Why are you not in a hurry at all? Co-author... I am the emperor, not in a hurry, and the eunuch in a hurry?"

After hearing this, You Yan couldn't help shaking his head and laughing, and said: "If something terrible happens on the Queen Mother of the West's birthday, then the one who should come will definitely not be able to escape, so what's the use of being anxious?"

"Can……"

"Yiqiu, every day like this is getting worse." You Yan said in a low voice, "I know, you want me to change back to the her in your heart, but I don't have her memory, all my memories are in her. In this Kunlun Mountains, I... only exist in this dream."

"You Yan..."

"I'm a little scared." You Yan said, and couldn't help but smiled wryly, "I'm afraid that this dream will dissipate, and I won't exist anymore."

"How could it be? You..."

"I know not, but I'm afraid, so... I cherish every day and night with you."

You Yan bit her lip, and said in a hesitant tone, "I want to remember you, but I kind of... don't want to leave this dream... because, at least now, at least at this moment, I'm not alone."

You Yan said that it was hard for her to imagine what she would be like in the future, and it was even more difficult to imagine what she had faced to become what Yi Qiu said.

But she knew, knew very well, that she could not escape.

Since there is no way to escape, then before everything comes, let's have a real dream in peace, isn't it good?

"Dream?"

"Sweet dreams..." What she wanted in her life was actually very little, "You are by my side, that's enough."

Yiqiu took a deep breath, and subconsciously put a few points on Youyan's body.

She didn't know how to empathize with it, but her heart ached unconsciously.

Perhaps, she shouldn't think about how to escape the cruel fact that is destined to come in this nightmare, what she should do is to accompany You Yan to experience all that together.

She should get through it with her.

Even if it's just a dream.

After waking up from the dream, You Yan should also have an extra memory—in that memory, she no longer endured all the pain alone, but had a useless vicuna who was always by her side no matter what happened beside.

Such memories, although false, are also true.

Nothing in the past can be changed, but even if you can't go to Youyan's past, it would be nice to be able to accompany her in your dream.

"Then I will accompany you." The little alpaca said softly, and it seemed that the girl's very soft and low laughter could be heard beside her ears.

From that day on, Yiqiu let go of the burden in her heart, An Anxin lived an extremely ordinary life with You Yan.

The little bad bird is not as talkative as the little sweet bird, most of the time she is very quiet, like a little red flower, or a real bird woman.

But Yiqiu doesn't feel bored, maybe she has long been used to the feeling of being by You Yan's side like this, she doesn't need too many words, as long as she can see You Yan, she will feel very at ease.

Sometimes she also thinks, if this is not a dream, if she and You Yan can stay in this quiet time forever, and don't have to face so many unlucky things, maybe it's not a bad thing.

Sure enough, no matter how much experience she has, she is still a salted fish who is content with the status quo.

It's just that no matter how content she is with the status quo, she can't help but think of the outside world.

She and You Yan have been together in this dream, let alone more than half a year, how does time flow outside?

Has Fuzhu and Fudou returned to Ao'an Mountain?How will Xunchi be punished by the heavens?

Without her and You Yan, would Jiang Yuyao and Luo Mingyuan be unable to deal with that Yi Niao who has been hiding in the dark?

Did Chaoyun find it?

These questions are really a headache to think about.

She also tried to ask the system about the current situation of the protagonist, but the useless system said that it was unable to obtain external information because it was blocked by the illusion of the Floating Dream Orb.

Forget it, I'm tired and I don't want to.

Still happy as a salted fish.

Now that things are up to now, I can only take one step at a time. Anyway, there is You Yan, so there should be no difficulties.

Thinking like this, Yiqiu turned his eyes to You Yan who was sitting by the door in a daze.

The next second, You Yan seemed to sense the gaze behind him, and turned around to look at the vicuna for a moment.

"Come here..." she said softly.

"What's wrong?" The little alpaca walked to You Yan curiously, and got down obediently.

You Yan stretched out his hand and kneaded her neck, and seeing her shrunk her neck, she smiled and said, "I just want to touch you."

Yiqiu: "..."

Forget it, she'll be happy.