Masahiro Akita

A half-eaten hamburger, bones still stained with meat, seven or eight discarded summer sticks, and two mouthfuls of drinks. While I was cleaning up the leftovers on the table, I was thinking about the guests on the table It's too wasteful! It's a pity to throw away such an expensive thing with so much leftovers! But there is no way, it seems that everyone who comes to eat fast food here has this sin Habits, some people even waste more seriously, a whole piece of chicken, just take one bite and don't eat it! Sin, sin! Those who want to eat can't eat it, and those who don't want to eat it just waste it like this. I feel very uncomfortable.

Today is my first day at work, wearing the leather shoes I just bought yesterday, changing into the work clothes in the shop, blue sweater, blue hat, my whole body is completely new, even I don’t even recognize myself, I guess if the fat man sees me now , probably wouldn't recognize it.

My working hours are from eleven o'clock every night to four o'clock in the morning of the next day, seven o'clock in the morning to eleven noon, and every Monday, Thursday, Friday and Sunday from four o'clock in the afternoon to nine o'clock in the evening Come to work. Although the time is very full, I am willing to arrange this way. It costs five yuan per hour, and you can take [-] times the time for the night shift. It is simply a temptation. Although I know it will be very tiring, it is also worth it Let me have unlimited motivation. Because of memory, I will not give up, I must find you.

Finally, at eleven o'clock, someone came to pick up my shift. Although I would be a little tired, compared to the farm work in the field, this is really nothing! And the content is very simple, just tidy up the table and sweep the floor.

"Xiaoxue, do you know this place?"

After wiping the sweat off my forehead, I went back to the place where the employees were resting, and happened to meet Xiaoxue there, so I took out the photo.

"I know, isn't this XX square! You don't even know this!"

Xiaoxue looked at me in surprise, as if she saw an alien!

"It's such a wrinkled photo, why did you make it look like this! Hey, isn't that the person on it! Ask me if you've been there before!"

Xiaoxue pointed at the photo and asked strangely.

I have been in contact with her all morning, and I have the impression that she is very talkative, especially to me. But I am also very grateful to her for her enthusiastic help and serious guidance, so I was able to find the status and skills of work so quickly.

"In this city?"

I ignored her question, opened my eyes wide and waited nervously for her answer.

"correct!"

She simply said, looking at me suspiciously.

My God! It can’t be such a coincidence! It can’t be so lucky! Could it be that the first stop I just started is the place I want to go? Is my memory somewhere in this city? Trembling, the uncontrollable excitement was dripping on the face!

"Where? How can I get there?"

I asked Xiaoxue excitedly, watching every word that came out of her mouth! I guess Xiaoxue at this moment has been confused by my sudden change!

"Take a bus, you can get there in about half an hour, and there is a bus outside."

Xiaoxue looked at me strangely, and said word by word.

"Okay, Sheila."

Straightening my hat, I quickly rushed out of the fast food restaurant.

"Hello~"

Xiaoxue shouted from behind, but I ignored her.

5 minutes later

"Look! Come back! I just told you to ignore me!"

Xiaoxue sat where she was, with a smug expression on her face.

I went back to the fast food restaurant out of breath, I was so excited just now, I forgot to change my clothes.

"Oh, I didn't hear that."

I smiled and explained

"Let's go, goodbye."

I quickly entered the room and changed clothes, and I quickly ran out of the store.

"Hello~"

Xiaoxue yelled again from behind, but I ignored her again.

5 minutes later

"Why are you back again? You didn't hear me when I called you just now?"

Xiaoxue also changed into plain clothes, stood there and said helplessly.

I was out of breath again, why did I feel like a moonlight treasure box of Journey to the West! It’s ridiculous that I have never done a bus, and I don’t know how to seat, so I had to come back and ask again.

"Hehe, I don't know how to take a bus, so I don't know how many routes to take?"

I feel stupid, I am a little embarrassed to say to Xiaoxue.

"I'll take you there. It just so happens that I'm off work too, so there's nothing to do anyway."

Xiaoxue kept smiling all the time, and felt that she was even more kind at the moment!

"That troubles you."

I smiled back, said politely, and ran out again after speaking!

"Hello~"

Listening to this voice, it seems to be in a hurry!

"I'll wait for you outside!"

I stopped, and I turned around and smiled at her.

On the bus, I sold two tickets first. Fortunately, it was not expensive. It was only two yuan. Including the two steamed buns I bought in the morning, I still had 41 yuan left. This is all right, I even bought a ticket to go home It’s amazing, even if I want to go home, I can’t go back. I can’t help but sigh, the cost of living in the city is really too high! Yesterday I paid 200 yuan, and today it’s only a little bit! How can I do it before I get paid? Live!

There were a lot of people on the bus, and we stood until we got off the bus. I was worried all the way, if I got there, would I remember something? Will I remember the past? Will I unravel the story behind the layers of pictures? I My memory, will God return it to me?

"arrive."

Xiaoxue led the way, and I followed behind with full of expectations. She suddenly turned around and said to me with a smile.

I raised my head and suddenly felt very surprised! I couldn't tell what it was like. Isn't that the picture that once appeared in front of my eyes!The square bench, the pigeon kid's camera drawing board, everything is very familiar!I've seen everything! Yes, it's here, I must have been here!

After comparing the photos, I quickly found the bench, yes, it was exactly the same as the one in the photo!When I was excited, I silently walked forward and sat on it, trying to feel the mood at that time, and trying to recall the stories that happened here.Is it a coincidence or the guidance of the gods, I never thought that one day I could really come here. Turning around and looking at Xiaoxue, it's strange!Where did you go!

There are many people in the square, mostly in twos and threes, with portraits, photos, walks, and games. An old man stood among the pigeons and sprinkled grains around. The most daring one , actually flew into the hands of the old man, like a beautiful scene of people and pigeons. The blue sky, white clouds. A few white sea turtles flew across the sea, making the sea bluer than the sky. The amusement park next door There were bursts of children's screams, that cry is happiness, that cry is happiness.The scattered bronze statues in the square are of different shapes and heights. They are mixed in the crowd and are treasured in the photo albums of tourists. A sea breeze blows, it messes up my hair, it blows away girls blocked by bangs A faint fishy smell wafted over, not disgusting, but more like the smell of the sea, the breeze was warm, very pleasant, but it felt very familiar.

"Give~"

A friendly sound came, I raised my head and looked over. His body blocked the sunlight, and there was a dark person in front of me. The dazzling light made me feel that I couldn't see his face clearly, so I rubbed Rubbing eyes.

"rain!"

I blurted out, not knowing why such a word came out.

I felt an inexplicable joy in my heart. It was him! He was the fat boy who was laughing happily with me in the photo! It was him!He is the fat man covered in blood and with blurred eyes that appeared in my dream! It's him!He is the man I am looking for!He is the one who unraveled my mystery! He is the one who holds my memory!

He handed me an ice cream, covered in sweat, gasping for breath, but he did not forget to send me a smile that was clearer than the sun. A trace of warmth surged into my heart. Naturally, I returned him a big smile.

Why did he appear here all of a sudden? Why did he give me ice cream? Why did he feel uncontrollably happy when he saw him? And the word "rain" that was called out suddenly, is it his name? I don't want to miss this opportunity !Today I want to ask clearly! I still can’t believe this is true, I blinked hard to make myself see it more real. Because I have hallucinations too many times before, I’m afraid this time it’s also a lie!

"Akita! Akita! Why are you in a daze! What's the rain? Why are you smirking at me! Get the ice cream!"

He suddenly smiled and changed his appearance.Xiaoxue! When I came back to my senses, she was holding a piece of ice cream. I sighed. I was just hallucinating again. I felt a little disappointed. But I also got some information. Yu, I remember this name !

"Thank you~"

Regrettably, I took the ice cream from Xiaoxue's hand. I can't let her good intentions be blinded in vain.

After I took a bite, it was cool, sweet, and tasted very special, very summery. During the tasting, Xiao Xuezuo came to me.

"This ice cream is really good."

I smiled and said, trying to be as relaxed as possible to demonstrate the awkward glance I just had.

"What did you smirk at me just now?"

Xiaoxue smiled slightly and said generously.

"Oh, it's nothing, I was distracted just now."

Looking at the ground, I scratched my hair.She must have misunderstood something!

In the hot afternoon, on a bench in a square, we chatted all the time. But most of the time, I listened to what she said, but I didn’t listen to what she said. I just echoed blindly. My thoughts It is not here at all, it still stays in the picture just now, intoxicated, searching, trying to find something, but can't find anything.

"Akita, I have something to do, I'm going back first, I'll chat with you another day."

After an unknown amount of time, Xiaoxue took a call, stood up from her chair, and said to me apologetically.

"Well then, I want to sit down for a while, so I won't see you off."

"Okay. Bye bye."

She turned and left, and I seemed to see a bit of reluctance in her eyes.

"goodbye!"

I simply say.

Watching her back gradually go away, like a person, suddenly I thought of Xiaolu. At this time, Xiaolu has gone home for vacation?Still attending classes in this city.I wonder how she will feel after reading that letter?Am I being too irresponsible? Perhaps, such an escape is really too cruel for her.Oh, guilt, what painful guilt!And thinking of Xiaoxue who just left, her way of speaking is similar to Xiaolu, her slightly shy expression, and her enthusiasm for helping, she must not start to like me! How could it be? I only knew him for a day! Although It would be a bit arrogant to think this way, but it is indeed possible. In order to reduce unnecessary troubles, I can only be indifferent to Xiaoxue in the future.

The pedestrians on the square are constantly changing, only the few bronze statues are still there persistently.And I was the same, I always wanted to look forward to something, but there was nothing. I looked up at the sky, it was getting late, it was time to go back to work, and I left reluctantly, with a stubborn mood.Tomorrow, I will come again!

It has been five days since I left home, no contact, no news, I just left silently like this, I miss home, I miss Fatty, are they okay? Are they used to the days without me? I can’t help anymore Will fat people be very tired if they share the farm work?

"Xiaotian, the next important task will be entrusted to you, let's take a step first~"

It's time to go to work again, and my colleagues joked that if I look up again, I will disappear.

I’ve been working here for almost one year, and I’ve been working two or three shifts a day, and I’m getting used to it. They always joke that I’m an iron man, but I don’t think so. Because I have money to earn, this little hard work, What’s the point? When I don’t have work during the day, I usually take the bus to that square, hoping to meet the fat boy in the photo one day, but every time I return disappointed, occasionally Xiaoxue still wants to accompany me Go together, but every time I would politely refuse, intentionally or unintentionally, I want to talk less with her, because I am afraid that she will become the second Xiaolu. When I rest at night, I will go to the lounge to sleep for a while. Every day It's all like this, as if they regard this place as their own home.

The relationship with my colleagues is not bad. Although I rarely speak, I am a very good confidant. Anyone who encounters troubles is willing to tell me, such as being dumped by his girlfriend, or having trouble with his boyfriend, I quarreled with my parents, my phone was broken, all kinds of problems, all kinds of complaints. And I listened carefully every time, and then sighed with him. Sometimes they would ask me about things, why I didn’t go home, Is it a deadlock with the family, running away from home, etc. And I will just smile and say nothing. They don't know anything about me, so they gave me the nickname 'ET'. At first I don't like it yet, but after hearing them call each other 'toilet', 'big face', and 'wretched man', I feel more balanced. Sometimes the store manager will come to supervise our work, but I don't know Why, he is always very warm to me, and I always feel that there is something special in his eyes. Colleagues say that he is very strict and are afraid of him, but I feel strange, because I always feel that the store manager is very Enthusiasm! I've never seen him lose his temper!

In order to stick to the wages, I can only spend four yuan a day, except for the two yuan that must be spent on the bus, and the remaining two yuan, I buy some food to fight hunger. It is barely passable. I often see those guys stealing chicken popcorn from behind, and sometimes they call me.Although I was very hungry and wanted to eat, I still didn't do that because I didn't dare

"It's started~Come on~"

After tidying up the work clothes, I stretched myself, said some words of encouragement to myself, and walked out of the rest room in spirit.

In the midst of being busy, a few little ghosts playing in the children's area attracted my attention.

"Woo~ woo~"

Someone is crying!

"Don't touch him, let's play together, why do you bully others?"

A little boy said honestly.

"This is my territory, no one is allowed to touch it!"

The other child pinched his waist, a little unreasonable.

"This is everyone's, not yours alone!"

With that said, he stepped in at once.

"How dare you not listen to me! See if I don't listen to you!"

Saying that, the kid really moved his hands!The two of them fought together, and the crying beside them became louder and louder.

The noise alarmed the mothers who were engaged in chatting, only to realize that their sons were fighting! They hurriedly pulled the two brats away.Finally, a war among children was quelled like this. I sighed, what a group of passionate little boys

"Thank you for helping me, here, this for you, does it still hurt?"

The crying child held a box of popcorn chicken and said.

I felt that this scene seemed familiar, and suddenly, the memory buried deep in my brain resurfaced again!

"Mouse, does it still hurt? This is for you."

It should be in a grand kindergarten, and it was that cute little fat boy again. He held a piece of chocolate in his left hand and handed it to another little boy next to him, while his right hand gently touched the big swollen bump on his forehead , with a distressed look. And I have seen that boy, the one in the last picture, kneeling on the back seat of the car, crying. Although it looks smaller than before, but I am sure, it is them two!

"It doesn't hurt anymore."

The little boy said with a smile.

"Ouch! Ball! You lighten!"

He frowned again and clenched his little hands tightly.

"Isn't it painless? Lie to me again! Come and let me show you."

A small wind blows in front of me. I am satisfied and smile.

"Hey! Hey! Why are you in a daze! Help me clean up the table!"

I was startled, only to realize that my mind was distracted just now! I said that the warm wind just now was so real! It turned out to be blown by a guest!

Recall just now, in the innocent picture, there is a little fat guy, a little skinny guy, a silly guy, and a stupid guy, and they call each other 'mouse' and 'ball', is that a nickname between them? It's such an interesting nickname Number!

"sorry Sorry."

I smiled apologetically, raised my head, and said to the guest.

!!!! (after four exclamation points)

"It's you!"

I blurted out in surprise, because the guest in front of me was the shameless fat man who secretly filmed me taking a shower and took my clothes in the village last time!

!!!! (four more exclamation points)

"How could it be you! How did you come here?"

His face is full of disbelief, it seems that he is also very surprised that I will appear here, or as a KFC employee.

After being surprised, he showed the most obscene smile in history.

"Don't worry about it! Delete my photo quickly!"

While cleaning up the sins left by the guests at the previous table when they left, I glared fiercely and said to him.

"Haha, I still remember it! But it's too late to delete it! I have already washed it out, and I also washed two copies, and the school handed in one copy."

What!hand in! !My brain is about to explode! He actually handed over my nude photos to the school! I'm going crazy! I want to stuff this leftover chicken bone in my hand into his mouth right away! I'm going to kill he!!!

"Give me back the other one!"

I was panting heavily, and the small universe in my heart was about to explode.

"What are you doing? So why are you so fierce? Don't you want to hit me! Don't forget that you are still working! I am a customer, and the customer is God, don't you know? Do you still want to work here? Such a bad service attitude! Speak softly to me! Or I will complain to you!"

He still had that shameless expression, plausible and unhurried.

Threats! He's threatening me again! Why does he find a way to threaten me every time I see him!Too much deception!This is unfair! I am the victim, yet he is so unreasonable, so righteous! Shameless! Shameless! Shameless!

"Please return the photo to me."

I pulled my hat down, suppressing the volcano that was about to erupt, and said aggrievedly.

"Hey, that's about the same."

"Want a photo?"

With a change of mood, he looked at the place where he ordered food, and suddenly his smile disappeared, his expression was full of sadness.

"En~"

Nodding my head, I agreed.

"Someone will come over with food in a while, you don't have to do anything, just affirm me, and I'll return the photo to you when you're done helping me, is that okay?"

He begged, feeling completely different.

"Okay, it's a deal!"

"Well, it's a deal!"

After a while, a boy really came over with two meals. Like the fat man, he also wore a black hat and a pair of black-rimmed glasses. Because it rained lightly tonight, the sky was a little Cool, he put on a plaid jacket with a pink T-shirt inside.It's a lovely face, but I see more complex!There is a smile, there is anxiety. I feel that the atmosphere is a little tense, and I don't know what the hell he is going to do. He won't want to harm me again!

"Little Zhi, the reason I said I chose to meet you here is because I want you to meet someone."

After speaking, he looked at me tenderly, feeling weird, and had an ominous premonition in his heart. And the boy named Xiaozhi followed his gaze and looked at me. The smile on his face disappeared instantly. There was no trace, replaced by loss and sadness.

I feel so uncomfortable, I don't know what happened, they didn't say anything! But I feel that something has been said.I didn't know what to do now, so I just smiled awkwardly.

"Is he who you said he was?"

After a long silence, Xiaozhi finally spoke, his voice was a little excited, as if he was about to cry!

"Well, Xiaozhi, don't be like this again, seeing you suffer, I also suffer!"

He said in a low voice, full of apology in his words.

What's going on? What's the relationship between them? Who is the person Xiaozhi is talking about?

Forget it, I'm too lazy to think about it, and it's none of my business! I just need to persist for a while, and I can get the photos back!

"Forget it~"

He suddenly held my hand tightly and strongly. I looked at him in surprise, but he didn't look at me, but just stared at the table, his eyes were dim, full of guilt

"We're still good friends, right?"

After another period of silence, Xiaozhi finally spoke.

Such a dull atmosphere, I can hardly breathe!A short sentence of good friend, but he said it so hard. I thought he would be sad, but I didn't expect him to squeeze out a smile, but in this smile, I can clearly see tears in his eyes.

"Well, if you don't mind."

He raised his head slightly, and looked at Xiaozhi sincerely.

"Hehe, then I'm leaving, goodbye."

Nothing I was worried about happened, so Xiaozhi left in such a free and easy way, leaving a back, very thin, very lonely.

"Thank you~"

He sat back heavily on the chair, his eyes shining brightly.

I wanted to say something, but he looked sad at the moment and couldn't bother me anymore, and the hatred in my heart also subsided a lot.

"Ah, it's nothing. Here's a picture."

I'm a little embarrassed to speak, but I still want to get the photo back.

"I didn't bring it with me, I'll give it to you next time I come!"

Rubbing his eyes with fat palms, he forced a smile, and two big dimples appeared again, which made me feel a little pity.

"Well then, don't lie to me!"

Considering the special situation today, I just trust him once.

"By the way, why did you come here to work? Your girlfriend is home on vacation!"

My girlfriend? When did I have an extra girlfriend?

"I don't have a girlfriend!"

I said suspiciously.

"Xiao Lu! Isn't she your girlfriend?"

Xiaolu! I was suddenly shocked. Did he know Xiaolu? Why did she say that Xiaolu was my girlfriend? Could it be that Xiaolu said it? Oh, when I think of Xiaolu, my heart feels uncomfortable again.

"He is not my girlfriend, she is my good friend."

Lowering my head, I wiped the already clean table again.

"Really? Is she really not your girlfriend?"

The cloudy weather turned sunny, and the sun appeared on his face again.There was surprise and excitement in the sunshine.

I don't understand, Xiaolu is not my girlfriend, why is he so happy? Could it be that he likes Xiaolu? But the person Xiaolu likes is me!I said why he always made things difficult for me intentionally or unintentionally, so he regarded me as his rival in love! But my brother is the one who really likes Xiaolu, no, I can't let him take Xiaolu from my brother!

"Don't even think about it, Xiaolu already has a sweetheart, not me, but not you either!"

I said it directly.

"Hey, don't worry, Xiaolu and I are just good friends."

Picking up the Coke on the table, he took a big sip.I breathed a sigh of relief, it seems that I thought too much.But if it wasn't that, what was it that got him so excited? No idea, weird guy.

"Hi! Where are you going?"

I got up and left my seat, and I yelled at him.He smiled back at me and went into the lounge

(10 minutes later)

"Akita, goodbye."

Coming out of the lounge, he said to me with a smile.

"Just walking like this? You haven't eaten yet!"

I stared at the hamburger on the table and felt sorry.

"Give it to you, as a thank you for helping me."

Give it, give it, anyway, I haven’t eaten at night, I look at these things every day, and I don’t know what it tastes like! I don’t eat it for nothing! I think so.

"Hey, rascal, I don't know your name yet!"

For the sake of seeing him buy a hamburger, I won't pursue today's matter.

"Then call me a rascal. I'm sure of you!"

After speaking, he walked out of the fast food restaurant.

Wulao, this name really suits him

"Mase~Don't forget the photo~!"

When I ran to the door, I yelled to the outside, and the voice followed his figure, and disappeared into the busy crowd like this

☆、[Xiaojie Chapter]

Dormitory ~ classroom ~ library ~ dormitory.

Back in the city, life at three o'clock and one line every day is boring and boring.

I don't know when, I fell in love with daze, and when I was in daze, the only person that usually comes to my mind is that person, Akita.

Perhaps he is a poison and I have been poisoned.Thinking of the scene of teasing him in the river that day, thinking of his angry expression that day, thinking of his helpless look that day, I can't help but want to laugh, I really want to see him again, just take a look.

Sometimes in the dormitory, the third child would tell us some nasty jokes, and then tease them back and forth, but I was the only one who didn’t respond. It took me a while to laugh. They looked at me strangely, They all thought that my unresponsiveness was caused by water in my brain. In fact, they didn't know that my brain was in Akita!

On the day I returned to school, I developed two copies of the photos I took, one as homework and the other for myself as a souvenir. There are nine photos in total, and I look at them over and over again every day, but I can’t find them. I feel tired, but it's a pity that I didn't take a few more pictures at the beginning, so I can see more of his expressions.

Occasionally meeting Xiaolu on campus, I always see a happy smile on her face, and I feel an inexplicable envy in my heart.Such a handsome and special boy, why did Xiaolu meet him first!

Once, I met Xiaolu in the library again, and I saw her obsessively playing with something from a long distance. When I got closer, I was shocked. Xiaolu was holding a jade pendant in her hand, so familiar, so familiar Incredible!Because this jade pendant is exactly the same as the one I gave to the mouse back then! Even the birthday cake on it is the same! I asked Xiaolu where this jade pendant came from, and she told me it was a gift from a friend.

I took the jade pendant and looked at it again and again, and I felt that I was funny, how could it be!How could it be the mouse? What I gave him, he would never give it to others! He said that he would always carry it. Seeing the jade pendant was like seeing me, and he would take me by his side. Until one day wait for him to come back!

Although it can't be the same one, but this coincidence still makes me hope to get it very much. But Xiaolu, who is reasonable, generous and free and easy, suddenly becomes so stubborn!No matter what conditions I offered, she was unwilling to exchange with me! After a lot of effort, after several days of stalking and stalking, Xiaolu finally gave me the jade pendant reluctantly and gave it to me. Tell me to keep it well.But as an exchange, no matter when I meet her, no matter what it is (the premise is that it is reasonable and not hurtful.) I must obey unconditionally!

Monotonous life, boring classes, headaches cultural activities, longing and loneliness, I finally survived this semester. And the brothers in the dormitory returned home early during the summer vacation, and I was the only one left in the six-bed room Alone, this made my already lonely heart even lonelier! I cursed those bastards in my heart. When I heard that it was a holiday, it was like winning 500 million yuan. No one wanted to stay with me! How embarrassing!

But where should I go, I can’t stay in the dormitory all the time! Go home? No, my dad must be busy with his business again. He is out every day, on business trips all over the country. It’s a huge house, but I still live alone in the end! It's better to stay here and go back to my small home of more than 60 square meters. Although I am still alone, this place will be better than that deserted home.

I called a taxi and moved everything there.

When school starts again, it will be my senior year. I don’t have to go back to class anymore, and I can’t go back to the dormitory anymore. My college life is almost over, and it’s about to leave.Without someone to talk to me, how should I live in the days to come?

Opening the door, I took a deep breath. I haven't been here for a long time, and the room was covered with a thin layer of dust.The ghostly hot weather, the restless heart, probably after cleaning up the house, I was sweating profusely, sat back on the bed to rest, I turned on the computer, and logged in to QQ, which I hadn’t used for a long time. I suddenly remembered Xiaozhi, I don’t know what he is How are you doing? Did you find a new bf? I couldn’t help but open the blacklist, Xiaozhi’s profile picture was always on, and I remembered what he said at the time, "I will wait until you change your mind!" Feeling bad, I was so cruel and cruel at that time! But I couldn't help it, I had to make myself cruel, rather than let him wither in my arms, I would rather let him cry.

Because of this, I clicked on his personal information anxiously, and saw that in the mood column, it said "You have been here for a while, I miss you forever." Sadness, guilt, and indescribable feelings came to my heart again. He Life is not good, he is still waiting for me! No way! I can't let him be so stupid anymore, I have to make him give up completely! I can't let him live in such pain for the rest of his life!

"Are you there?"

I tightened my heart and typed two words in the dialog box.

"Jack?"

The other party's profile picture suddenly jumped up? My heart hurts so much!

"Well, are you free tomorrow night? I want to talk to you."

I went directly to the topic and wanted to end this conversation quickly. I feel so uncomfortable. Breathing in such an atmosphere, I am seriously hypoxic! And this hypoxia should be caused by my selfishness and irresponsibility.

"If you're free, where can we talk?"

Very fast reply speed! It seems that I knocked over without thinking!

"Let's go to the KFC near the train station. At eight o'clock tomorrow night."

The store manager of that store is a good friend of mine. I met him on a forum in the circle. His name is Qu Feng. He is single, 27 years old, and very independent. He owns a house with a loan, and there are still more than 20 years of house money to pay. Also, currently living by myself, he is an out-and-out nerd! Usually I call him Brother Feng, but I prefer to call him Crazy (homophonic)! He is also gay, but he doesn’t like bears, he likes monkeys. We were very early I just know him, he is one of the few friends in my circle. When I am in a bad mood, I often go to him to eat alone, vent all the troubles in my heart, and then he will come to comfort me.It doesn’t hurt or itch, it’s useless, I have to adjust myself, because food is my best adjustment method!

Seeing his gentle appearance, he is actually a big pervert! Once I took Xiaozhi to go shopping, passing KFC on the way, I saw him training two new waiters in the store, we walked in, he saw When we met, his face became gentle again. In fact, I knew that this gentleness was for Xiaozhi to see. At that time, I always felt that he was plotting against Xiaozhi in our family, and when I was not paying attention, he would sneak up on Xiaozhi This is what Xiaozhi told me later! I was so angry that I never took Xiaozhi there again. And I asked Xiaozhi to go there tomorrow night because I wanted Brother Feng to do me a favor and let him pretend to be mine. Bf showed Xiaozhi, wanting Xiaozhi to completely give up, let him get out of the shadows, face a new life again, and find his own happiness again.

"Ok, I will wait for you."

Word by word, from these few words, I can feel his anticipation, excitement and joy for tomorrow night. And when he saw the scene that let him down, what kind of despair would he feel?

"Well, I still have something to do, so let's go down first."

I quickly closed the dialog box, closed QQ, closed the computer, and closed my unbearable heart. I lay on the bed, called Brother Feng, arranged everything, and closed my eyes heavily .

Xiaozhi, the fate you are looking forward to is not me. I can't give my heart to you completely. Please forgive me for doing such a cruel thing, because my heart is bleeding. Maybe this kind of cruelty is the best choice, stop In order to get rid of the injuries that have accumulated slowly, use time to gradually smooth them out and forget them.

For a multiple-choice question with two options, it is wrong to choose A or B, because the question itself is wrong. As long as the question is changed, then choosing A is correct. Please forgive me for letting you choose A. Then it depends on you to correct this question, and you will get full marks.

Maybe there is a kind of fate called wrong love, Xiaozhi, I'm sorry.

Occasionally is a very good feeling, neither intentional nor agreed, it brings surprises and surprises inadvertently. Everything seems to be destined, and everything is so good.

The noisy street is full of people coming and going, and the lights at night are green, green, yellow and yellow. Because the place where we agreed to meet is not far from home