Black Bear's Curse

Because you like someone, it is natural and happy for two people to be together; however, if you are together because of feelings, then many things will be tested, measured and adjusted.My thoughts belong to the former, while Wu Yamin's thoughts belong to the latter. Under these two different states of mind, we started this subtle close relationship, but the two of us inevitably felt cautious and cautious when talking and doing things. . . .

"Do I have to be on guard and get along with him like this?" Looking at the tall and handsome Youxiong beside him, besides being easy-going, considerate and caring towards others, he also has the ability to observe carefully, understands facial expressions and understands people's hearts Good lover.

Of course, I have other obsessions with him, such as sex. . .He is willing to lower his status and take the initiative to "serve" me.But myself, like a stupid child who just learned to walk, only knows how to enjoy and will not take the initiative to reciprocate him. Although I tried to swallow the big thing, I felt sick and uncomfortable after a few times, so I could only replace it with my hands.For this, my heart is full of guilt and distress. I know that I am unfair to him, but I still can't adapt to this "mutual exchange" behavior.

There is still one thing that is entangled in my heart: if I don’t know the story of Wu Yamin and his ex, I believe that my relationship with Wu Yamin will be much more harmonious; just because I know something about him, I will inevitably have some confusion in my heart, and even myself Also felt silly thoughts: "Is he treating me like his ex? Or will he judge my opinion of him by his ex's standards? Wait..."

This kind of suspicion, which seems to be there or not, prompted me to build an invisible wall between getting along with him; although I know this is meaningless, I can't let go of what he once said, "I will Continue my anti-pickup business, continue to hunt down the gangsters who killed him!"

I appreciate and praise the anti-pickup people very much. In my heart, they are brave fighters and good people who maintain social peace. . .However, if the person next to me is an anti-pickup warrior, I will inevitably worry and fear for him, fearing that he will be hurt by bad elements, and even more afraid that he will go all out without any scruples because of the knot in his heart that has not been solved. Charge forward, although I have never witnessed this momentum, but I know that he definitely has the reckless and reckless spirit of "Desperate Saburo".

Therefore, when I went out for dinner with Wu Yamin at the beginning, I saw that his sharp eyes never stayed on me for a moment, and he habitually looked at or supervised the surrounding environment and the crowd, which made me have a premonition, Once he finds someone who is doing something wrong, he will definitely rush towards the other party. . .

"Min, can you be quiet and have a good meal with me?" I reminded him.

"Big Bear, don't worry, my state is just an occupational disease. In fact, I am definitely not a random person!" Wu Yamin heard my question, and probably understood my opinion of him.

"I have absolutely no intention of interfering with your counter-picking work. I just want to remind you that sometimes you have to relax and enjoy a peaceful life so that you don't live so tired!"

"Thank you for your concern, Bear! I'll make it right!" he assured me over and over again.

The guarantee to Wu Yamin could not soothe my restless heart. . .

At present, Wu Yamin still lives with his family, and I share my apartment with other colleagues; the only place where we can do those "private affairs" is to rent a room in a hotel or hotel; but I have experienced opening rooms in these hotels or hotels many times , I always felt suspected of being monitored, so we didn't choose these places again.So, I proposed and chose the meeting place: sauna! . . .In which, I think it is a place where we can relax and have a private space. Of course, the prerequisite is to choose to go there on a day when there are few people. . .

"I originally planned to buy a house by myself, but my family members stopped me, otherwise we wouldn't have to come here often," Wu Yamin said.

"It's okay, I will plan it later!" Actually, why am I not planning to buy a suite in a year or two?However, a plan is still a plan. If you really want to buy it, you have to consider your personal economy and ability.

"Big Bear, don't worry! I have returned to work in the family business, and within a year I will be able to buy a house for the two of us!" He was full of confidence.

"Let's talk about it at that time! You also have to consider whether your family will agree to let you move out to live? Just do your best in everything, don't push yourself too hard!" I can only give encouragement.

"This matter is really troublesome, but I will convince them, don't worry!" Sometimes, he is such an optimist who always thinks that everything goes well and everything goes smoothly.

"Min, I hope not to force ourselves too much. Sometimes we still need to consider the feelings of our family members. Let everything take its course." I agree that he can have a similar plan, but I think that everything should be measured with long-term thinking and vision. We must also balance our surrounding relations. . . . .

On this day, Ben and Wu Yamin made an appointment to have dinner together after get off work, and then go to the sauna to steam up; but I still have some work on hand, and I guess I can't finish it before work, so I have to inform Wu Yamin to have dinner by myself, and we will meet in the sauna later.

Although it was a little later than the agreed time, but the work was finally done, I hurriedly drove to the sauna.It was already past nine o'clock when I arrived there, and I quickly walked into the interior of the sauna, looking here and there, but I didn't see Wu Yamin's shadow.Just when I took out my mobile phone and wanted to make a call, I saw a feminized comrade coming out of the dark room, and walked towards me as soon as he saw me.

"Hei Xiong, hello! It's been a long time since I saw you, I thought you changed your place to find Fang?" the other party asked.

"Hello! I haven't been here for a long time!" I had contacted the other party several times, and he and Jiang Xi were in the same group.

"It's so late, you're so bored that you want to find someone?" He approached himself and asked.

"Yeah! I did come here to look for someone, but I didn't see him; don't talk, I'll take a look!" At this moment, I don't want to run into someone I've had a relationship with, let alone someone I'm not familiar with.So, I walked into the dark room while talking, not wanting to talk to the other party anymore.

"Huh! Are you still very proud? Wait and see the good show, you..." Just listen to the other party nagging behind her back.

The dark room was pitch black, and the bed inside could only be seen by some dim light from the outside. It felt like two couples were embracing each other in a blur.I couldn't control myself not to go inside, but the closer I got to the inside, the faster my heart beat. I was worried that if one of the couple was him, what should I do?How to face this embarrassing situation? "Bear, do you have to go inside? What do you expect to see?"

Finally, I stopped in the dark room, thought for a while and decided that I should not go inside, or make a phone call or wait for him outside.So I turned around and walked out, pressed his phone number on the phone, and the other party's phone rang.

"Ringling..." At the same time, the phone rang in the dark room, but the mute button was quickly pressed.

Outside the dark room, when I saw the mute button on the phone, a burst of anger burned in my heart, and I realized that the other party must be inside, fooling around with someone. . .I walked into the dark room again, only to see a person walking out in a hurry, and my whole heart was broken when I saw it.

"Big Bear, are you here?" Wu Yamin asked hastily when he saw me.

"..." I looked at him with wide eyes, without saying a word.

"Big Bear, what's wrong with you? You look so bad..." The other party seemed a little guilty.

"Handsome guy, why are you running? Wait for me..." There was a shout from behind the other party, and the man approached us step by step, he looked at me and sneered

"Jiang Xi?" I couldn't believe it was Jiang Xi who came out at this time, that is to say, he was with Wu Yamin just now?

"Why is it you? Hei Xiong, long time no see, how are you?" Jiang Xi showed a treacherous expression on his face.

"You...do you know each other?" Seeing this, Wu Yamin looked at Jiang Xi and me with unbelievable eyes.

"Not only do we know each other, but we are still friends? Hei Xiong, do you think so?" Jiang Xi rushed to answer.

"..." At this moment, I was so angry that I didn't know how to answer, and I still stared at them fiercely without saying a word.

"Big Bear, I have nothing to do with him, don't be angry..." Seeing my angry expression, Wu Yamin wanted to grab my hand but I swung it away forcefully.

"It's okay? How can it be okay? Didn't you just say you like me?" Jiang Xi deliberately disturbed the situation, and he stuck to Wu Yamin's body.

"Go away, don't come close to me... Big Bear, I'm just friends with him, we don't like him as he said..." Wu Yamin quickly pushed him away.

"Crow, I never want to see you again, go to hell..." I yelled at Wu Yamin angrily, but before I could finish my sentence, I was shocked by what I said, and my whole body trembled, and tears welled up come out.

"Okay! Big bear, you cursed again? You crow mouth cursed people again, haha!" Jiang Xi who was beside him laughed happily, as if he was watching a tragedy being staged. . . . .