Black Bear's Curse

On the way back, the two remained silent. . . . .

"Big... Big Bear, thank you for staying with me all day!" Crow finally said this when he was about to reach the hospital.

"It's okay!" I didn't dare to say more, and I didn't dare to ask about the other party's affairs, so I just nodded.

"You... Aren't you curious why I have to be there today?" The crow looked at me for a while and asked.

"Curiosity? Of course I will... But, I'm never curious to ask things that others don't want to talk about!" I shrugged.

"Excellent character, good! However, I have been holding back for so long, and I really want to express my heart; if you don't feel bored, then sit at the corner in front, drink a glass of water, and listen to my heart ,how?....."

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"He is my lover! ... Yes, I am a comrade, a comrade who likes men!

"I have known and gotten along with him for many years... three or four years? Yes! Four years!

"He is handsome and good-looking, and many people like him, but he just likes me; at that time, I thought he liked the family background behind me, and liked that I had a high-ranking position, social status and wealth... What about me? Of course I also like to have a happy life I regard myself as a servant whom God treats and serves; therefore, we all get along together, I satisfy him with what he wants, and he always perfectly makes me happy with the service I want.

"This kind of life goes by so quickly, more than two years have passed in the blink of an eye, right? I began to feel a little depressed and even impatient with his obedience and accommodating, so I would occasionally look outside for excitement and new characters ...He is not stupid, of course he knows the habits of human nature and likes new things; unexpectedly, he actually helped me find other comrades, and then quietly stood aside, pretending not to know that I was having sex with his friends.

At this time, I thought he just didn't want to lose my cash cow.But, right after that happened, he stopped asking me for what he wanted, including his love of shopping and so on. . .At that time, I thought, since he can meet my needs for new characters, why should I not give him some sweetness, right?So, I wrote him a huge check, and he smiled and declined after reading it.

"This is the first thing he refused from me. It made me feel novel. I thought he thought it was too little. The next day, I handed him the keys of a new car. He still smiled, shook his head and said something. , I don't need it, thank you!

"At that time, I felt a little interesting. I thought to myself, what is he doing? Doesn't care about money and material? Or do you want to have more and bigger amounts? The more I thought about it at the time, the more I felt that this person was unreliable, and I had to fight with him. Set some boundaries! Unexpectedly, a few days later, he told me that he was leaving me, this city, and this way of life; at that time, it was the first time I saw him shed tears, but he still smiled look at me.

"I couldn't believe that he, who was usually happy, would shed tears, and what he said to him; I thought how could he leave me? Wouldn't leaving me mean that he lost a cash cow?... At that time, I I don’t know if he was waiting for my retention? Or something else, I just know that the two of us were almost exhausted from standing; finally he turned around and left without saying anything, and I didn’t say anything, just stood there in a daze Watch him leave.

"How long has it been? Forgot... At least half a year, right? During those days I was very upset and uncomfortable, and my heart was so depressed that I was about to explode; it was then that I went to saunas, bars, and gay hangouts, like It seems that I am looking for the other party, but I am the only one who knows best. I want to look for him, to see how his life is without me? Has he become desolate? But, I did not see him in those places, but instead I have been switched identities, being sought after by others, and it is myself who is in despair.

"A year later, I couldn't hold back and called him. I said you will show up at that hometown chicken fast food restaurant in an hour, and wait for me... He didn't say anything, and stood at the door of the fast food restaurant in advance at the appointed time. Waiting! And I, not far from the opposite street, sat in the car and watched him silently. After 30 minutes, an hour, 90 minutes, and two hours passed, he was still standing there waiting, and I was still waiting. Watch him from the car.

"Afterwards, I called him and said that I couldn't go there due to work, and I would make an appointment later. After I hung up the phone, I saw that he no longer paid as much attention to etiquette as usual. He was sitting on the ground with his head bowed... At that time, I was young and aggressive, but I was thinking secretly, see if you dare to leave without thinking about my feelings?

"For me, that time was just the beginning; after that, I kept calling him out like this. If I want him to go east, he will run east. If I want him to wait in the west, he will run west immediately. Don’t you feel being teased by me at all?... Occasionally, I still feel pity, and I will meet him and approach him, and give him some small gifts. At that moment, he is so happy that his whole body seems to fly; of course, I am also satisfied His flattery to me, as if my final winner is myself...

"However, when there are more happy things, there will always be some sad things to follow... On that day, which was also the first day of the new year, I had some quarrels with my family, and I ran out angrily. I couldn't help but think of finding someone People came to vent their inner depression, so I thought of him. Of course he is always so obedient, he came out to see me excitedly, and was bombarded by me, but he still happily ate my food. At that time, I bought "Let's a Bucket" at the hometown chicken fast food restaurant, and I didn't feel wronged or sad at all... He will always be such a fool, so stupid that I still can't forget the fool at this moment (the crow sobbed)

"Afterwards, I let him wait for a taxi by the side of the road, and drove away by myself; when I was driving not far away, I saw a group of people slowly walking towards him, and they surrounded him tightly, and there was no gap at all. No. I was startled and hurriedly turned the car back, and quickly rushed towards the group of people, only to see a blood-covered person fell to the ground surrounded by him, and it was him, shouting desperately, grab something, help! grab something , kept shouting for help...

"At that time, I continued to slam my car into the gangsters without thinking, just hoping to knock them down or run away... The gangsters finally ran away, and my car was also destroyed by their beatings, but He... When I ran to his side, I saw that his neck and hands were cut by sharp weapons, bleeding a lot, but he still said, they want to snatch the necklace you gave me , but I refused to let go of my hands... He said he would not let go, would rather lose his life than let go, fool, he is really a big fool..."

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At this point, the crow was sobbing, and seemed unable to continue talking. . .

I was silent by the side, looking at this burly and tall man quietly, I really wanted to reach out my hand or borrow a shoulder for him to lean on, but I knew that I didn't have the qualifications. . .