a bear is following me

"Chen Wen, I... I actually want... I want to ask you... I have a word..."

Xiaoyu stammered and said some words that I couldn't understand at all. What was he doing? Didn't he just want to ask me about my injury? He hesitated, as if he had eaten a fly. Is the real mastermind behind the scenes?Uh, okay, I admit that I have watched too many Hong Kong gangster movies recently...

"Oh, why are you ashamed to ask, I was beaten, but they beat the wrong person, and then they... um..."

I looked at the light on the ceiling and recited the lines I was going to say, but before I finished speaking, Xiaoyu suddenly kissed me, he closed his eyes, and I looked at him with wide eyes. At this moment, my world view was completely It collapsed, and I even wondered if this Xiaoyu was changed by Big Bear!How come their family loves the forced kiss?They all kiss me forcibly!What kind of taste is this!Have you considered my feelings!

I'm really confused, panicked, I can't understand why all this is?Even this suddenness made me lose all thinking ability!

"Chen Wen, I like you. I have fallen in love with you from the first day I saw you. I am gay. I don't know how to express my thoughts. I am afraid that if I say You will ignore me forever, until I know you like men too, like bears, and I know you're dating my brother, I shouldn't come, I shouldn't bother you, but I can't control myself , I am in pain, really in pain, I really want to be with you forever, please Chen Wen, give me a chance."

He spoke excitedly, but he didn't dare to open his eyes all the time, until the last word, he opened them quietly.And I, after hearing all this, was completely dumbfounded, Xiaoyu also likes me?Liked me since the first day of college?And I like men?Am I dating Big Bear?A series of missiles came at me, blowing me up until I was burnt on the outside and tender on the inside.

"Who told you that I like men? And who said that I dated your cousin? Why didn't I know it myself?"

I grasped the main point from this large piece of information, and asked in doubt, and suddenly had an idea, I doubt whether the world I live in is real or not!

"You, aren't you gay? Then I..."

After listening to me, his embarrassing articulation became even more unclear, and the atmosphere became more and more weird, but I had no choice but to tell Xiaoyu the whole story, including that Big Bear liked me.

"Then are you right?"

After listening to my statement, Xiaoyu was even more at a loss. He kept grabbing the corner of his clothes and asked nervously.

"I don't know, I've seen bear movies, and I kind of like them."

I answered truthfully.

To be honest, during this period of time, I often asked myself, what am I, why I no longer feel disgusted by the harassment of big bears, why do I like watching bear movies, and I don’t want to continue thinking about it, every time I think of this Always chaotic, I know what I'm running from.

"Then you, do you like me?"

He spoke directly, and I was a little confused by the question, and I didn't know how to answer it for a while.

"Xiaoyu, I have always regarded you as my best friend, and I have never thought about this kind of problem. This happened so suddenly, I am a little confused, you, can you give me some time, I, I will think about it think."

I thought carefully about the kiss just now, boldly hypnotized myself, let myself adapt, and then fell in love lightly. This seemed to be successful, and I really had the urge to be kissed again.I feel confused, as if there is a traction in my heart, guiding you in a direction when you are in a dilemma, even if the direction may not be correct, but I am willing to take a risk.

"Well, then I'll go first, you have to take good care of your wounds, I won't give up!"

When I was savoring the turmoil in my heart carefully and pondering the most accurate intention in my bones, Xiaoyu suddenly asked to leave at this moment.

"Wait, wait, can I have another bite?"

In desperation, I said something that shocked even myself. I wanted to figure out what I was thinking, whether I was rejecting or catering to me subconsciously, and what it was like to like someone. I admit that I EQ is very low, and I have never been in love, but for this reason, at this moment, I decided to make the craziest decision to ask Xiaoyu to kiss me again.

"Really?"

Xiaoyu was stopped by me and looked at me in disbelief.

"real."

He closed his eyes and leaned towards me, followed by me, I tried to relax myself, felt my heartbeat getting faster and faster, my face was getting hot, until the moment my mouth was attached, this time I accurately grasped the inner feedback Give me the signal, I think I finally know what I want, what kind of orientation I am...