a bear is following me

"Hungry! Why don't you have dinner yet! I'm starving to death!"

Lying on the bed, I rolled back and forth, playing tricks on Xiaoyu who was cooking in the kitchen.

"Hurry up, hurry up, be patient a little longer, be good!"

Xiaoyu's comforting voice came from the kitchen.

It has been half a month since we separated from Daxiong, and the days without him always feel that something is missing. Last week, Xiaoyu found a new girlfriend for his grandfather. With his wife to accompany him, he feels at ease I moved here, and I joked that when he died, I would also find a wife to accompany me. He was so angry that he gave me a brain shot, and I was depressed because I like to use this trick. Brother Liu likes to use it. Big Bear likes... hey, it's Big Bear again, I don't know how he is doing now?

He has never come to take his dog son away, so every night I still take the bones to walk outside, but there is no shadow of the big bear next to it, but Xiaoyu, I always feel that something is missing, his Nothing has been moved, and they are still in his room and have not come back to pick them up. I called him several times during the period, but he always refused to answer them. It has been half a month since I saw him again. Disappeared in my world, and sometimes I wonder if Xiong Bo is a person imagined by me, but when I see the bones running around in the room, I smile wryly if I am too naive.

Gradually, I got used to Xiaoyu's life. Under his strong request, I moved to his house, which was the room of Daxiong. We slept together, as if I went back to Xiaoyu's house every weekend when I was in college. , is the only thing I can't let go of. In the days of living with Xiaoyu, there will always be some familiar scenes, and then I will think of Big Bear, his cute and scary smiling face, and I feel inexplicably uncomfortable in my heart. It happens almost every day several times.

I habitually play a few rounds of League of Legends every day. When I open the game, I always unconsciously check whether the name "Chen Wen is a dog" is online, but every time I am disappointed. Without the big bear to lead me, my rank I have plummeted, and I have already slipped to silver, thinking that if this continues, I will be beaten back to my original shape and turned into bronze!The nasty Xiaoyu also applied for an id in order to play with me. He was so screwed that he couldn't even beat a simple computer, so he resolutely refused the request to hack with him!

"Eat slowly! I won't fight with you!"

My body has almost recovered. Tomorrow is my first day back to work. Thinking about Sister Wang Xinyuan who I haven’t seen for several months, I can’t help but make me a little excited. In fact, as early as half a month ago, I I was already able to go to work, but at that time Big Bear refused to let me go, worrying about my health, so I kept listening to him. Although he was no longer by my side, I was still willing to obey.

"It's delicious, it's delicious, my Xiaoyu cooks like no one else!"

"It's delicious and I'll go wash the dishes later."

"Wait a minute, I lied to you just now. In fact, this dish is not delicious at all. I almost vomited."

"Then you do it tomorrow, and I'll do the dishes."

"Um, I'll go clean after I eat another bowl..."

Unlike Big Bear, we used to basically order food from restaurants, but with Xiaoyu, although we can guarantee a delicious meal, it really can't afford to be hurt by washing dishes and so on.

In order to commemorate the days when I lived with Daxiong, I specially made a rope for the U disk he gave me and hung it around my neck. When Xiaoyu saw him in surprise, he also dug out one from the bag. It was exactly the same. He said It was Da Xiong who gave it to him. It turned out that Xiong Bo bought two at that time. I am not unique, but he just bought it casually. I was so angry that I almost threw the U disk away, but I held it in my hand, but I couldn’t bear to put it down, hesitating After a while I hung it back around my neck.

In the evening, Xiaoyu would tell me what happened in his company, about human relationships, intrigues, or share some interesting things with me to make me happy.Because of his work, he can always see Daxiong. Every time I mention the company, I always ask him about Daxiong’s condition. As soon as I ask him, he will withdraw his smile and tell me that it’s okay. The atmosphere is not right. , I think it is better to hold back and ask less about him in the future.

Xiaoyu likes to hug me when he sleeps, he likes to kiss me, of course I also like to be kissed by him, but when the love is strong, he will want me, but every time at this time I will unconsciously think of Big Bear, Then I find all kinds of reasons to politely refuse, I don’t know what’s going on with me, I can’t forget Big Bear, maybe it’s because the shadow he casts on me is too deep, I don’t know what he will do at this time What, will you remember me?