a bear is following me

"Brother Dou, I have something to do and I won't go back to eat at noon. There are cakes in the refrigerator. If you are hungry, go get them yourself. Stay at home obediently and don't run around, you know!"

"Well, well, go and do your work."

I, who was immersed in memories, was interrupted by a call from Daxiong, and I was brought back to reality, thinking about Xiaoyu's strange behavior in college, and now I can finally make sense of it. Did not find it!But as soon as I heard about the cake, I felt hungry all at once.

Slowly walking out of the room, the bone suddenly appeared blocking my way, sticking out his tongue and wagging his tail at me. Seeing me watching it, he ran back to the big bear's house. I understood it and followed it, and then I found , that idiot bear forgot to feed the bones, angry that this dog dad is too incompetent.

I poured dog food for the bones, I went to the refrigerator to get the cake, and when I returned to the room, I remembered the matter of Daxiong Xiaoyu again, and I frowned unconsciously, chewing on the sweetness in my mouth, but bitter in my heart.One is the big bear who led me astray, and the other is convinced that I am Xiaoyu on this road. Righteousness fell on me. These days, Big Bear's care for me seems to have become a kind of dependence. His domineering and carefulness will always arouse my anger, but then slowly melt away. Sometimes he is like A parent, either scolds or loves, sometimes he is like a child, or is naughty, or shameless, it is such a guy that makes me helpless, but I can't bear to blame.As for Xiaoyu, I have nothing to say. We met earlier and experienced the most unforgettable campus life together. His gentleness and kindness can always calm down all the restlessness in my heart. His versatility makes me admire , can help me get rid of my greedy stomach, he is like a big brother, he took me through many tests in college, he is more like a lover, he can care about people, he can be jealous, he can do laundry and sweep the floor, and he can cook rice oil and salt sauce Vinegar tea, I can't find a single fault, like a cup of green tea, it seems plain, but it has an endless aftertaste.

If there is only the last day left in my life, I hope that time will take me back to my university. After thinking about it, I suddenly realized that I already have the answer in my heart, but when I think of the big bear, I dare not continue to think about it. What would happen to him if I said what I was going to say?Shouldn't you kill me...!

"Hey, Chen Wen, what's the matter?"

Da Xiong didn't come back for a long time, and I really couldn't bear the guilt and suffering in my heart. No matter what, I still had to say what I had to say, so I mustered up the courage and decided to call him and tell him my choice.

"Big bear, thank you for taking care of me during this time. After you left in the morning, Xiaoyu confessed to me. I found out that I actually like men. It's not that I don't have feelings for you. It's just that I am more I like Xiaoyu, I think we should not be together anymore, you are fine, really fine, sorry..."

I told him exactly what I was thinking in my heart. Halfway through the speech, for some reason, my face was already wet with tears. I suppressed my sobs and said the last sentence of sorry.I didn’t dare to listen to Daxiong’s answer. I was afraid that I would feel even more uncomfortable. I hung up the phone directly. The moment I fell in love with him, it should have been a very easy thing, but when I really struggled to finish it, I felt such a pain in my heart, and I even started to blame why Xiaoyu didn't confess to me earlier , When we were still in school, I wouldn't know Big Bear, and I wouldn't be as uncomfortable as I am now.

I walked into the bathroom in despair, took a towel and wanted to dry the tears that seemed to flow forever, and sat on the tile floor weakly. At this time, I especially wanted a generous shoulder, but when I opened my eyes, I found I was alone, and the towel in my hand was the one used by Big Bear. I smiled wryly. Was it him who was wiping my tears away?I can't figure out why this sense of guilt can hit my heart directly and shatter it strongly, maybe even if it's a broken relationship, it's nothing more than that, because this kind of pain is really painful...

After a long time, my mobile phone suddenly received a text message. I wiped away my tears again and turned on the mobile phone. It turned out to be a mysterious person I hadn’t seen for a long time. I felt a little comfort in the text, which said "It seems that your mysterious brother sometimes said something wrong, but even if you and Xiong Bo are not together, I will still watch you by your side, bless you, and protect you ..."